The Adventures and Life of a Jedi Master

2009-03-04T00:33:00.002+08:00

HAPPY (BELATED) BIRTHDAY YILIAN!

Sorry this took so long. I know i procrastinated for like 10 days but hey i procrastinated my As for 3 years. Hope you still like the present haha =)

I'm still the same old person waiting for results this fri. Still deciding how to take it. Should i say a "I knew it. Now do what." or how bout a "Man, i should have tried harder." or perhaps even a "I think they made a mistake." Lolx whatever it is i hope no one disowns me.

Spent the past few months after As wasting my time away on magic and other stuff. Looking back the time just flew by. Like where did it all go? It was kind of timeless while it was happening. Time is sneaky. You've been warned.

Went for my weekly soccer. It was not so fun coz gotta pay more. Plus my boot is gone. I kicked the ball and there i saw my toes in my blue socks. My foot came clean out the hole. And i kena hit by the ball on my thigh. Man it hurt quite bad at first. So i took a look after awhile coz usually pain would be gone already. There was the imprint of the ball! You know how when u slap someone hard enough the fingermark is there. Yeah so imagine it's the ball instead of a hand. You can craft out the hexagon from my thigh. I know you guys won't believe this but i had a pedicure and manicure yesterday. And i was right not to paint coz i had to play bare foot as my boot spoil. Which almost resulted in me spraining my toenail.

Then after soccer me, anna, fara and shermaine the short went to mac to eat. Coz mac is the only thing i know how to eat there. They all order something mega or big so i dun wanna be put out so i ordered a mega big mac which is kind of huge. Quite nice eh i think i would enjoy to the max if i got no ulcer. What with eating so much rubbish at work just now i wasn't very hungry anyway but it was good. Then i couldn't believe we spent like 2 hours there laughing our ass off. Seriously i laughed til i got stomach cramp plus headache. At least i learnt something more about indians and tamils. Even about chinese. I know for sure now i dun eat mooncakes or play with lantern during cny.

Feeling so relaxed made me realized how tense i was. First jun jun went australia. Can't see my buddy for like almost a year. Then gabriel go australia. Like during the most important time with like back to back tourney on 3 weekends. Grand prix omg. And now results man i dunnoe if will affect GP Sing. Sian i gotta sell cards i am so broke. So much is gonna happen this march. If i survive unscathed, and filled with happiness, you know that im a living miracle. OH wait, i already am =p

2008-09-29T01:32:00.002+08:00

I just had the most funnest weekend i've had in a long time!!! It was just the thing i needed to get rid of all my recently building up stress and set me on a high before i seal myself up from the world for 2 months. Yes i think Alara will be my comeback.

I came home, and my mum gave me the stuff my sis bought from Japan! She bought me a jacket and deck box how thoughtful. Jacket abit small but not like i can go and change it or what right. I was really touched with the deck box and it helped strengthen my resolve =D I think im gonna leave it on my table unopened as a reminder.

Well this is it then, now or never. If im gonna do something, i will do it to the best of my ability. Should have enough fire in me to project myself all the way through and clear over the finish line. Heat is on. The final sprint.

2008-09-05T22:19:00.002+08:00

Omg juz like that the one week hols are over. But it was exceptionally tiring i feel. I think ill be stiff for a week.

Feeling very stressed and worried. More so as each day passes by. Sometimes i feel downright depressed. I don't know what i've done wrong. Sometimes i don't even know why i bother being good or nice or caring. I'm feeling messed up. What's new. My life has always been like this.

I've been checking the website daily. This is the year of change. Great. When i'm gone they decided to have a changeathon. Hmm. I think what i want now is a good healthy boost of pure energy. I'm beat. I'm tired of everything.

2008-09-04T03:51:00.002+08:00

Getting more and more tired and stressed up these days. I feel i'm losing myself. And as always, so unfocused. Omg i've already taken so many wrong steps please dun let me make this big mistake. But probably is through adversity that i will shine through. I hope.

I hate stupid ppl. They give lousy service and make me angry. And today on the freaking crowded small bus someone beside me gave up her seat to this fat woman who's not that old. It was my stop and i was like taking my stuff and standing up and she dumb like didn't even know i wanna get down. And take so long to shift her stupid bulk so i can barely squeeze with my 2 bags. I hate this kind of ppl. And i almost miss my stop k coz of the freaking long time she took. And the stupid bus driver also one kind thing i ring the bell for fun nv open door until i ring like 3 times. Lucky got some other idiots wanna board the bus.

Going stadium again with the kids maybe even for 3 straight days. Haha dun know if i can live through it i went home watch tv and kena knockout. I miss Kai lin and i miss Jun Jun.

2008-06-25T08:10:00.002+08:00

This month of June just flew by so quickly. The days just zipped by so fast that it seemed like only yesterday the holidays started. Where laughter and good cheer was adamant among everyone. Even though every minute was enjoyed to the fullest, it was always with a lurking feeling of dread that threatened to be overwhelming. Kailin left this morning already and soon Junjun will leave this sunday. For 3 years. How long is 3 years? If you were pri 1, most probably u would have forgotten by pri 4, streaming. If you are pri 4, u would be sec 1, a teenager. If you were p6, you would be sec 3, O level next year liao. Alot happens in 3 years where you transit to another level in your life. I can't think for myself what i will be like in 3 years. But omg. It is such a long time. One thing is for sure. You're gone, but never forgotten. I hope the 3 years will just fly by too.

On a brighter note, I have also rediscovered my love for chinese chess, the one thing that makes me chinese lolx. But now my mahjong also not bad ok. It's not that i ever lost it is just there's no one for me to play with. Now got someone as enthusiastic and on par with me so is like wah a blessing. My godson is chinese chess king and carrom queen lolx. Ah kids. They really grow on you. Yeah the holidays were awesome. All good things jammed pack into one month. Now it feels so empty because with its end, takes 4 ppl away from me. Now is time to chiong with them studies. Feeling really guilty about how i have lagged behind. But my A level dream will still come true.

Oh and my little Lyana is so beautiful. I think she's gonna be more pretty than Alysa. But she will look up to her alot. Alysa cries super bad whenever her baby sis cries. Coz she's so sad that her sis is crying. Like why? Is she in pain or something? Haha i guess that's what she is thinking. Now she's just happily walking and stumbling about, randomly going into her sis room and say mei mei. Alysa is seriously busy. You have to watch her during her every waking moment. If not she gonna do something when u least expect it then uh oh. Maybe that's why adults are so tired. Coz they must have used up all their energy in their youth, esp the baby years. Okies going library study then go work. Ciao.

2008-05-27T23:32:00.002+08:00

Oh yeah i got a com and like i super have to thank my bro in law man. On the very night he bought it he configure everything then next day afternoon deliver in my house and install everything. Like im so super blessed =)

Anyways same old same old just that it's starting to get to me. The weariness that is. But im so glad it's the holidays! Not for me but for the kids. Coz when holidays come, work is radically different. I get to play my favourite chinese chess, laugh tons more, have a whole load of activities lined up. Seriously i started to feel so much younger and energetic this week.

The good ol' times of '06. It was simply the best. Luckily coach initiated this small gathering for us. Like wow =) We who haven't even touched ball for like 1 or 2 years were just playing so naturally together and having the time of our lives. I think i may have even lost 0.02kg lolx. But im fat and loving it. Coz i can block the goal post haha. I think the one where Mun pinched my cheeks and said i look like a fishball is the ultimate joke haha. Nvm slimming still in progress ok. I missed the endless bantering of jokes and ready supply of laughter. Hahaha well im glad for this i got 2 tuition tml evening hope my brain dun shut down. Cya =p

2008-05-16T20:40:00.002+08:00

Haha ok ive been exceptionally unlucky this week. Mainly is my com spoil and 2 days later i spilt water into the laptop and so it also spoil. Now im more bored than ever. But im steadily improving in my studies so i guess is ok. Econs is still sooooooooooo BORING. Relieving stress now at daryl house with clement. But they dun let me play magic! Hmm maybe is a good thing lolx. Ok im hungry cya =)

2008-05-07T22:29:00.000+08:00

Everyday we are all studying and working so hard. But to what end and purpose? It's for the quality of choice. Everything is a choice that is made by us. Each choice gives different sets of choices with different lots of choice in them. But the quality of the choice is what we're fighting for and only with a decent piece of paper called a cert, with which we are actually buying the priviledge to be able to choose what we want, and not have a choice that is thrust upon us because we have limited or no other options. Thus we must work hard to earn our right to choose what we actually want.

But then again, alot of us don't know what we want and waste that precious chance. The prudent way would be to choose something that would open our opportunities, meaning give even more open options. Sort of wishing for more wishes. But in the end you still need to follow and focus on one road only. Ironically, the concept of choice is to reach a conclusion of only one choice which you have to follow all the way to the end to actually achieve something in life. The younger we are, the more choices we have. Thinking back, it's difficult to comprehend how as a child we were able to navigate our way through the endless amount of choices and make decisions to get to where we are today. Not too shabby i guess.We have already battled so hard, what's this to us now man. If anything, that special skill and technique has already become a natural part of us. Besides, only the best years are ahead in our still very young lives =)

I think my mood is put on random mode. I think im mentally and physically stressed. I think my brain just cramped lolx =D

2008-05-06T23:12:00.003+08:00

I am so lazy. Just to be able to sleep more and avoid the 222 which is packed to the brim with ping yi students i took cab twice already. Why must they have exam and go home so early. Why cannot after exam have school. If tml morning 930 after econs tuition i kena arh will be super sian. If i can even wake up on time for it. And ahhhhh i haven't finish my homework!

Old habits die hard.

2008-05-02T22:54:00.002+08:00

Why is the weather so freaking HOTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cut my calf last night and today i cut my thumb with the koshtape pulling cutting thing while we putting up the mother's day stuff. You know, kids are really cute with what they write on the cards. Can't wait to see what my niece will give my sis for her first card lolx. But that's like long time more la.

Gonna watch Hercules on disney now! It's one of my absolute favourites =))

2008-04-30T23:05:00.002+08:00

Oh yeah it's labour day tml! Holiday!!!! Even the weather is improving.

After a long day at work rushed down to SR for the bbq. It was quite a pleasant end to the chapter. 9-1! At Jalan Besar! Like why can't u spread ur 11 goals this season over ur 3 games arh lolx. So we're losers but not big losers. I think even though i came super late i still ate the most. Prawns, satay, hot dog, chicken, otah, everything! Nvm forgo my so called "diet" for one day. I still managed to squeeze in a couple of pieces of cake. Maybe one. Or two. Or five. I will still love my kids forever even though wun see them often anymore.

Mima tired so took a cab back. She itchy wanna play connect 4 and look what happen. Lost another yellow circle =( My good old friend came to take some cards. Reliving the glory days man when magic was life. Im reading the kamigawa block now and im super impressed. After that i'll read the morningtide one i juz bought. If im like super bored and got super alot of time i'll go buy the tempest block. Shadowmoor is legal and in stores this friday =(((

2008-04-29T22:15:00.002+08:00

I went to this peranakan museum with my cousins on sunday. Like after so long finally jialing is like with us so she drove. The museum was not interesting enough. At least it was to me and jiahui. We finished looking at everything, realized everyone else was like still at the first floor so we walked out to buy food. And when we came back they still marvelling at the museum. Why chinese like dun have so much tradition arh. Perankan like wah got the clothes, the bowl, the chair, the tapestry, the whatever also got la. It's so cool if like you belong to a family rich in tradition then you can loan things to the museum. We even went to have peranakan food after the museum. So it was a peranakany day. Cept for morning which is baby time of coz.

I love my alarm clock. It looks like a clock. It rings loudly for me to hear. Shows the correct time. Is very precious to me. Unfortunately it is not labeled Chai Jing Proof so sadly my dear clock your days are numbered.

I starting to have headaches. From studying too hard with not enough sleep. Stupid afternoon shift. But at least u can't complain is boring. Oh and that's the end for 08 girls soccer. Sad but yeah too bad. I think i felt my heart crack when i heard the news.Well as long as you girls win at A levels =)

2008-04-26T00:55:00.003+08:00

Ok now i know why i always feel this kind of specific and unique tiredness. Is magic! Omg is so sad to realize it was actually detrimental to me both mentally and physically coz i not smart enough to prioritize.

Got alot of weird cuts on my arms and leg. And some the method of their appearance is really ridiculous. Am i suicidal in my sleep?! Lolx joking la. Oh i took a cab today and like the poor old man had to take a leak while i was in a hurry. I can't believe that happened like i could just drive off or just take all the money? But too bad these thoughts didn't occur to me until like way after the ride haha. Is probably just cause im this totally morally upright person. Integrity our foundation.. Haha as if yeah when grass is pink.

Thanks Shan joo for the stuff! I try follow you get As also la. Pfft. Like when tigers fly. Maybe I should dream harder then maybe it will happen.

2008-04-24T23:52:00.002+08:00

Im guilty. I'm too weak. Help curb this addiction for this is what i admit it to be.

Girls. Tml's your last lesson then it's two times all or nothing. Go for it if you dun give the fighting spirit now then when?

Argh a break is not a break when you're worrying bout what will happen after the break.

2008-04-23T23:33:00.002+08:00

Ok so my girls drew 2-2 today. It should have been like our 3-0 game but i think i give up on MJ liao. That school is seriously a jinx on my team. At half time i went with Rachel to the hospital. The poor girl landed on her wrist when she flew after being bumped. Ok like who in the world lands on your wrist but i guess that's the suay thing of MJ haha.

Conclusion of my trip to CGH: Don't go there unless you absolutely have to. And even then i think you shouldn't. In total we spent bout 2 hours plus there. Mostly just waiting! The real stupid one is when we waited like an endless 50mins just to see a totally unprofessional and seemingly imcompetent doctor. The waiting numbers like go backwards and forwards but nv touch her number lolx. Just when it seemed like it was her turn, the number was just one short of hers hahahaha. Wait wait wait. Can't believe i left my storybook at SBL.

Oh Jun Jun is back from Egypt!

2008-04-23T00:19:00.003+08:00

I'm bored. Not in the sense i dun have anything to do. But that im sick of what i have to continually do. I seriously needa find a new way to destress.

Weekend was good help ease off a little MWS. I felt like a normal kid. But seriously the number of weirdoes are increasing. Actually so are the number of females. Now there's a grand total of three haha. I played 3 flights, was at Table 1 twice, scored 7-5 (not too shabby!), met a few new guys, reunite with past ones, and bullied one. Ok actually is 3 of us bully him. So i think i haven't enjoyed a weekend like this since.. hmm. Planar chaos more than a year ago. Nvm 7 more months!

I absolutely HATE it when someone talks cheap bout As when they have never been through it before. Everyday i worry so hard whether i will have enough time to complete studying and today someone just made a remark that im starting too early coz i will not have enough motivation to sustain. Silly me allowed some doubt to seep in so i had to seek reassurance from my goddess. But even though i was in a !@#$% mood i still treat my kids good ok. As always =)

Eh i was walking past a carpark and i saw something stupid. Like got a couple in the car. All in the driver seat. But they still got clothes la. I felt like sneaking up behind the car and kick it or something. Or call police? Haha but na i just went home. Didn't even feel like peeking i think nothing to see la.

Im tired now okies bye.

2008-04-10T21:07:00.002+08:00

Ooo how exciting. Like one more day left. I well rmb how i felt 4 years ago. But every batch is radically different, each with their own setbacks to overcome. I will always regret my 2yrs absence, even though i believe it happened for a reason. How could i miss seeing my Roast Pork and the sec 4s grow up i can nv ans myself. Haha ask me when i was pri 6 almost crying when i was posted to pingyi whether i would ever feel this depth of emotions i think i would just slap you. Maybe it was better for me not to have gone to tk also if not i would always have this myopic impression of py. But i definitely would have done better academically so... haha u can't have everything.

Whatever happens on sat, it's irrelevant. The process was the most important. It's how you carry yourself out on that day, everything is up to you. If the process hasn't taught you enough for sat, then you have wasted your months of effort. For the process was the true test, this sat merely a fancy way of showing what you've learnt. I always feel everything is up to the heart to decide. I seldom put things in words because i feel them so deeply instead. Everything is written onto my heart. It's really something wonderful you can never run out of space in your heart. You can just keep loving and your heart will just keep giving you more and more space for love. Whatever feelings or experiences can just store there. Is like an infinite storage utility. So i got another baby coming up i can open an account for her =D

Wah i am feeling so proud and blessed now. These kids are really something. Whatever the outcome, i will be satisfied. No regrets! Thanks i had a heck of a brilliant time.

2008-04-08T22:26:00.003+08:00

Omg Shadowmoor looks freaking awesome! Ears turning red, hands itching, legs shaking.

Diagnosed with MWS-Magic withdrawal symptoms.

2008-04-06T23:08:00.002+08:00

Oh i survived my week. That's good. Actually if it weren't for A's and the total lack of good toilet facilities (supply of toilet paper, cleanliness, and convenience) i would opt to help the macpherson kids. But hey i think im so happy i'll probably kiss my tampines floor tml. I think whoever it is who created life purposely made kids cute. Otherwise how would they be forgiven when they do totally stupid and retarded stuff?

Anyway i feel im retarded too. If i didn't have such a patient family. I think my head will get whacked off already. And i DO NOT spoil my niece. Just because i say she's my princess doesn't mean i treat her like one. Is like i love my clarinetists. But i will always scold them to the world ends. Anyway my sis is an excellent parent. My bro in law too. They practically brought me up so if they didn't have enough practice with me i dun think got any other better training for them. Please please make me grow smarter from tml onwards. Im really worried.

You know, some stuff just makes my mind go crazy.

2008-04-01T22:58:00.002+08:00

I'm beginning to feel it. The pressure. The stress. Sad thing is, they dun feel foreign to me anymore. Is like a part of my every day life. Omg this A level thing has given me nothing but endless worrying from the start. Why did i do it. Well everything happens for a reason. I swear when i get my results and make it to the uni im gonna buy a few cartons of doughnuts and juz sit there and watch all 5 seasons of my Justice League cartoons for 24 hours or as long as it takes. A veritable couch potato. Plus green tea. Yes forgot bout drinks. Dun ask why juz join me.

Anyways i had an unexpectedly long and miserable day today. Looking forward to a long and miserable week. Crucial 2 weeks left and this gotta happen. I miss my tampines =( I can only hope that lunch is acceptable tml. I miss my girl too realize haven't seen her for almost 2 weeks! She's grumbling more than ever now but hey that's how babies learn to talk right. My little princess is smiling more too =)) You all dun understand how we feel when she smiles. Is like wah heaven is shining down on us. Ahhh one more little princess coming soon in June can't wait. Ppl if you got nice girl names come tell me k.

Clock is ticking. Tick tock. Wish i could turn back time.

2008-03-30T00:07:00.002+08:00

Too weary to think. The metagame is everchanging and everyday must think like siao. To what end? Just fri only chiong to think of a foolproof deck to use. 2 hours on the phone alone to brainstorm on the sideboard which is simply made of 15 cards. Today total reject and 360 change. Whatever, let the show roll.

2 more weeks.

2008-03-25T00:06:00.002+08:00

Haha wah super hectic. But the long weekend very shiok. Cousin bonding, magic and more cousin bonding with Jiahui. Sad Jialing wasn't in s'pore.

It seems the hours and minutes are just slipping through my fingers like sand now. This sunday is it. Then it's bye bye for 8 long months. Then soon after follows the syf. Then is just MUGGING for 8 long months. My mind feels like a dam. But won't overflow la =)

I left my breakfast on the bus today and i was damn miserable. So i had a modest mountain of rice for lunch. Coz i reminded myself i was on a diet hence 'modest'. Oh i got this irritating cough that makes me feel so down but luckily i got a cow to cheer me up =D Anyways i really gotta stop driving down the road of my life and refuel. Sure living to the max is good but without moderation you will enjoy nothing. Rmb to rest, destress, take a step back and relax. So ppl laugh more, make me laugh, and i will try to make you laugh too =)))

2008-03-19T02:44:00.002+08:00

Ok i accidentally fell asleep juz now so im like still thinking whether to eat dinner now at 2.45am not. Ever since getting the results everything has been so hectic. Everyday is just a few hours sleep then work coz im just trying to squeeze every possible moment out. Just as i started to stop, things start gushing in. But i always rmb the book said don't be so busy driving that u don't have time to refuel.

Last week i had my first(and last) trip to bishan on a saturday this year. I had fnm the previous night and because of that, i didn't have as perfect a day as i would have liked. Drafting and being there made me realize how much i have been missing. The time lost i can nv recover. I dun regret it but i feel a deep sense of lost. I know now i can only do one thing i love at a time. But how do u measure importance? Do you marginalise it against guilt or duty or what is supposedly the 'right' thing? It's all about balance i guess =)

Guess what it didn't rain on fri! So the kids could happily build sandcastles and be burnt a healthy brown. Wah i think everyone felt really happy everything was so enjoyable. I think i have to go down to the beach more often then bring Alysa along too=p

So ppl, green red, green black or mono red?

2008-03-14T02:00:00.002+08:00

It's only when you're about to lose something that u live it to the fullest you know? After getting tenth last week i finally gathered the courage to check my ratings again. I rmb last time every week i will eagerly check up on my progress. Haiz so disappointing. I dun know why the decline started. I was slowly but surely shooting up, then omg the descent was scary. Yeah i think the A levels really screwed me over la. The !@#$ most stupid thing is im 2 points below him. Like wtf? I got til the end of the month to show some decent ratings then it's over man. I can forget bout nationals. I can forget that magic even exists. Everything will be shipped over to my sis house. I mean carred coz we dun own a ship.

The camp was like a camp. Haiz i feel for them. Hope they all get enough rest and can recover for the new term. Alot on my mind now like seriously alot. But still doesn't stop me from falling asleep in work. I think i need attach a mini alarm in my ear to shock me into waking up everytime i doze.

Eh i learned something today. DUN EVER attempt to wear anything white in band during the monsoon season. And ALWAYS ALWAYS wear specs when playing magic. Oh shan joo going again i hope i dun get in trouble or anything. Anyways please help me pray for sunny weather tml!

2008-03-07T01:06:00.002+08:00

I have been so tired lately. When i go work is like machiam going sch the timing again. Well so the moment of truth is tml. Not that i dun know what it will be. But im still afraid. Even more so coz Shan joo is not in singapore so there's the additional insecurity i dun need. But i know that it's only tonight. I know that when the time comes, i will still laugh my head off. I have more or less decided my path i just need the approval and support of everyone around me. Sometimes i feel i will never smile again. That every moment i enjoy is my last. Maybe is good for me to finally fail at something. I did not pay the price so i will not get the goods.

So the question is. Can i pay the price this time?

2008-02-18T23:52:00.003+08:00

Wow it was hard. I felt my world being expanded and i was painfully stretched. Is like jc just that it is well, expanded. Like from "super duper easy mode" to "this is bloody difficult mode".

I stopped by Borders on the way hoping to find my book or actually a place where i can nap first. From a supposedly innocent trip to find a sleeping corner i found Star! Wah i miss her leh like super long time no see. Then we called miss katrina goh who apparently has a car now coz she's super rich but is busy chauffeuring her mum to and from church. She still recognise my voice leh so touched. Hehe reminiscing 2006..

Anyway, i had a gathering at my cousin's place ytd where a family our parents knew but we did not were invited. The guy was so stuck up. Feel like punching him. The 2 girls were like playing the piano the whole time. Everyone except them knew how noisy they were and is like not as though the piano is so good. Spoil how many donkey years liao. But what to do their mum for a person i dun recognise in my life she gave me a big ang pow. So we 3 just squeezed together on the sofa and ate the delicious spread my generous aunt always delivers.

Oh my cousin came back politely stifling tons of giggles coz she overheard this convo. This ang moh uncle ask her mum "So how old are the turtles?" To which she replied "Oh all this food not i cook one is buy."

I wanna Alysa tml =)

2008-02-16T23:40:00.002+08:00

Wow the day is hot =) And omg i have not felt this ravenous or thirsty since like forever! My parched throat was unquenchable and when food came it was shoveled in and gulped down. But all in a very civilised way of course. Everytime i go for band it makes me stronger. Sort of my recharge day and i always learn alot. Now i feel invincible for monday's trials. If i conserve the energy from today til then i have every confidence i will make it =)))

Went my sis house bathe. I felt like my kids have to ta pao clothes somewhere to go bathe. Even the sound of the plastic bag sounds the same. My poor baby Alysa sick! Well sort of. I think is coz im there so her temp went back to normal =D I play with her until my knees hurt. How exactly do they crawl so fast? Nvm give her chance. Anyway playing with babies can really tire you out.

It was inevitable that i had to bid farewell to my sweet girl to take a LONG train ride and bus to my uncle house. Eh i boarded the train at tampines and there are no seats. 2nd station only leh!! Sinaporeans arh haiz. Maybe im too slow. Then I got abit lost at the street. I took a stupid wrong turn la. I felt so cheated went all the way there, no seat, got lost, and only my parents are there coz the other relatives went earlier or not free. Lucky i went la only my family there to finish ALL THE DELICIOUS FOOD. So we ta pao go back see my cute baby again!! Haha ok so after all the ups and downs of the day it was rounded off beautifully. Tada!

Hope my cousins have enough rice for me when i go tml. Ciao!

Eh wait! Is soil a living thing?

Chance

2008-02-13T21:26:00.002+08:00

Shall not talk bout my girls match. They just gotta learn that fighting spirit. Interestingly, a door was opened up for me. Well, almost open. Just see if i got what it takes to shove it open the rest of the way or not. I was taken by surprise at the offer but what the heck i got nothing to lose so i'll just take it =)) The adults even DL asked me too anyway so well juz do it. D-day will be on next tues then i'll know if i can make part of my dreams come true =)))

I am worn by work and all the things i trying to stuff into my schedule. I was sort of late twice and i hate it. Why why why i cannot pull myself up? Plus if this door does open up... Everything will be at war again and somehow or other everything will clash together.

Oh i saw my Sheryl Keith and El today. Happy! And eh pay - hurry up come!

2008-02-12T20:35:00.000+08:00

Happy 1st Birthday my dear Alysa!!! With a beautifully cute and equally tasty cake cutted on sunday. This really small girl you cannot imagine how she can make everyone within 10m of her smile and act childish. She's as clingy to my chai ling jie jie (her mum) as i was. What we have in common is that if this wonderful person wasn't in our lives we wouldn't be anything. At a public function at her mum's boss house she proudly took off her sock and smiled really big as she put it into her mouth and everyone said she was clever and clapped. Only babies getaway with this kind of thing =) Not that i do it la. The thing with her is everything ends up in her mouth sooner or later, most likely the former. Very soon, can see her walk, talk, and do even cuter stuff. After that we have to tell her to shut up, sit down, and stop running.

Anyway, hope everyone had a fantastic CNY! Eat more so you all will be fatter than me to make me feel better. I feel that reunion dinners are one of the most boring things. If only can cancel it we're gonna see them the next day anyway. The worse is those like my cousins whose reunion dinner is like an everyday dinner but with a special name. Well hope the ang paos and food is worth all the troubles =)

I is super stressed with work and stuff.

2008-02-03T23:30:00.000+08:00

Argh woke up at an unearthly hour on a sunday morning to go queue up for bak kwa. I queue for almost 2 hours but i sat on a chair so actually is ok ba. The other ppl dun sit is their problem got so many chair around. Being young is very advantageous coz whatever u do ppl dun say much.

At night go suntec tony roma celebrate my sis bday. Got Alysa! Haha eh go there eat dun eat their chicken is not nice. And my sis likes my present alot ok. Coincidentally my eldest sis also bought something of the same kind so yup double happiness =)

Long day ahead tml. Gotta get my beauty sleep.

2008-02-02T23:30:00.000+08:00

I went for work this morning. My first time on sat. It's fun and tons more relaxed. The kids get to play lots more and so do i lolx. I feel very lucky to have a kind of job whereby everything i do i love. Anyways my love of chinese chess can finally be revived! Waited long i have =D

Eh taking a cab now like so hard lo. I waited like 15 mins before some grouchy old man came. Should have just taken the lousy bus.

My cousin parents came just now for the usual cny stuff. So i gotta go queue soon then give them too. Argh can't wait for it to be over i hate spring cleaning. But still it's like a one week holiday eh imagine the amount of time i can put into magic and reading =))

Oh on a very sour note my girls lost 0-6 today. To tell the truth i expected it but i was hoping they would prove me wrong. Please train hard on ur fitness!!! Just because i got fat doesn't mean the team also nv train properly. I wish i had big opponents. I always got those like girly ones i dun dare push. And i think the portion that performed worst today was the defense. My section. Ok maybe i can console myself by saying how thankful i am i didn't go for the match.

Darn im feeling down. What to do? Someone make me laugh.

2008-02-01T23:58:00.000+08:00

Hohoho! I bought my sis a bday present le!! And i found out that Borders dun close until bout almost 11 so gdgd. Budden they also like short supply of books. But maybe i in a rush so no time look around. The staff attitude acceptable ba nothing fantastic. Wah when i give her i can imagine her eyes fill with tears, so touched, speechless.. in my dreams la i'm joking. But im sure she will be very happy coz she love me so much right? Anyway so im really broke and can't go for Morningtide release this Sun boohoo. Pay faster come! I work hard looking after my kids!!

Argh i can't go KL. 1 sis say should save money for studies, another say i dun deserve. I agree with both. Besides i was reluctant to miss 2 band prac. I would probably take 3 days leave as well so in total go KL would cost me almost $800. So.. obviously not going i mean c'mon go there just to play magic? Budden have to wait til next year before an event is held in Asia again!! Haha by then i hope to be a scholar, as well as top few Magic player in Singapore =)

By the way can u guess what makes the "hoooo hoooo" sound?

2008-01-30T23:08:00.000+08:00

There was another minor scare today. The floor was damp after being mopped. Anyway i didn't see if he was running or not but he slipped, fell and banged his ear against the wall. Poor thing man. So we were sitting at the table chit chatting and out of the corner of my eye i saw a boy happily running. We managed to stop a would be disaster just in time. Then i got up to go toilet, another girl came waltzing through, skipping and dancing. Lolx seriously u know kids these days dun they just walk? Hahaha ok pot calling kettle black i know. But ok yeah i understand how they feel =)

And i think my hp has been sort of cursed. I say sort of because it is in fine working condition if not a little lag. This few days i keep dropping it or just accidentally banging it. And the drop is those CHIBABOM those kind of drop ok. Then this few days also arh, i keep forgetting the black cover thing. Normally is very natural to rmb budden now keep forgetting!! What is going on?! Well end of the story is, i dropped it on the bus. A TIBS bus. My most hated bus. Ahhhh.

Anyway Jia Hui and i were speculating. We would be 7 girls going shopping leh. Ok plus our mothers would be 9. So many! Ok maybe 2 male my bros in law. Imagine going zoo again! 3 cars! Mum in sis car with bro in law and my precious girls, jialing driving her mum and jia hui, 2nd sis with bro in law and me. Of coz that would mean is hard to find place to eat but we can go back to basics, and picnic. Oh yeah bright future ahead for our 2 baby girls (and any other little ones on the way) coz me and my 2 cousins are gonna treat them like mountains of gold and treasure =)))

2008-01-28T23:28:00.000+08:00

You're bound to hear funny things now and then. Like how many ants does it take to lift an elephant? 150. How many to lift a papaya? 2. It's not like i care or what but is sort of interesting. I mean would u hear it any other way other than from a pri 2 kids' mouth? Ooo an interesting incident happened today. One of my girls kena locked in the toilet coz lock spoil. So drama but seriously i was worried for student safety. Thankfully she was carried out of the cubicle unharmed but some retarded kid kept asking her eh u scared right? Kids these days dun they learn anything? I seriously think im going deaf soon coz there's this one boy whose mouth is like a machine gun and poor me too soft to just shout at him and end it =D.

Im feeling rather gloomy coz i can't go for my girls match this sat. And miss half day of practice. I'm sure something good will come out of it though. Everything happens for a reason ;)

Oh i saw an article and i think David Chua gotta update his brain bout rules. Seriously i think in order for me to play magic properly is for me to be a lawyer. Which is an utter impossibility so maybe i will always suck at it. So should i go for the release? And argh i haven't bought the book! Gotta head down to borders soon to satisfy my curiosity.

2008-01-27T23:45:00.000+08:00

Omg it's so fated for my family to be full of girls lolx. I asked if there was any possibility of a mistake but no the legs were quite clearly spread so yup it's a girl. Haha not that i makes much difference to me but it's definitely cheaper and more convenient for the family =)

I had this lovely lazy sunday afternoon nap today. I dreamed of school. All my schools. In which i was playing, laughing, ok studying abit, then go home and play somemore. Some things we really take for granted til we dun have then complain hor.

Magic is here to stay in my life so i have decided to burn a hole in my pocket to buy 4 copies of a card. After which something even better will come out and i will have to burn another hole. It's a vicious cycle. Magic = financial/time black hole. Haiz.

I got to work tml. Means i have to play stress with my kid if not she will say teacher you very bad then keep on doing something like that til i go play. Why can't she play chess like any normal kid will? Haha but maybe stress good for me coz i am sooooo super freaking slow. I suspect the high fever last month addled my brains w/o my knowledge. And i am getting really fat i think my 2.4 now is those 20 mins thing. Time to do something bout it.

If i eat alot, please slap me.

2008-01-24T00:17:00.000+08:00

I think my sleeping at 2 plus are getting a toll on me. I yawn alot at work and starting to have a headache. And juz last night my ear hurts like crazy. Still does can't touch it. Hope it's nothing.

Oh my mum friend who pass away. You can read a little bout her in the sunday times of 20 Jan. Front page, 2 and 3. Although it barely grasps the type of person she is, it still is a pretty good article. I wish i knew her better coz i was always like avoiding her. Today went to her house to celebrate her sis in law bday. I'm still quite sad. Like how can u fathom the feeling that you are never going to see this person again? Everytime i think about her my eyes start to fill with tears. Sad sad. I went only coz my mum called me to say got spag. And as usual a lot of pretty ppl, and ppl i dun know but know my cute little baby self. So past that.

Work is great as usual. Giving spelling or ting xie is fine, at most a little inconvenient. Giving spelling and ting xie is a little inconvenient but still ok. Giving 2 ting xie and 1 spelling can drive u bananas. And each one i gave like 2, 3 times. Haha but... I love my job!!! =))

2008-01-20T23:38:00.000+08:00

I can't believe it i am so happy! And it was only this morning i was still debating with myself whether to go or not. Well obviously i did and no regrets. I miss playing and laughing with them and their company. I feel proud yet sad. Proud that i'm starting to realize what is sacrifice. But so sad that i abandoned their company. There are feelings and experiences there that can only be felt in that condition so i reveled in it today knowing that it maybe a long while before i can again. And i realized it has been a long while since i smiled when i opened the door to my home ytd being the worst. Maybe coz im really fat and overweight now.

I have chosen. A beginning then.

Food for thought: a question on a worksheet to an 8 yr old in 1986 i think and his answer.

What is your favourite pastime?
Ans: Last year.

Oh and i love kinship! And the stupid red ant bite on my leg is damn super bloody itchifying

2008-01-17T23:28:00.000+08:00

Today is my first day of work! Im a kid take carer. So i simply take care of kids. I forgot what it's like to be a pri sch kid. Too immersed with sec and jc le. Well anyway my first day was nice. But still got lots of kids that i dun know. Haha i hope tml will be even better. Im still slightly ambivalent about the job but i hope i will grow to love it. Teaching is always a joy. Only thing is im really disappointed i can't make it for band on mon and fri. And now there's the issue bout this sat ARGH it's making my head spin. I think the sisters are just psychoing me to make the opposite decision. Haiz one more day to decide.

On a heavier note, my mum best friend passed away this morning. It started at i think 3 plus from what i gather. And due to my idiot father, my mum only made it in time for her last breath at bout 6.30. It's really sad and depressing. I heard bout it when i was leaving for work at 9 plus when my mum came home. She was like get ready for the wake tml. Man life is so short. And u know what they say, the good.. young.

2008-01-10T20:59:00.000+08:00

Yup that's it. The last one. The original group is totally gone. Signal to quit or beginning of a new journey? ARGH

2008-01-07T22:41:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year!!! Ok like one week ago but still it is like early jan. Eh wah time flies leh. Like last year was just a week ago. Whatever.

I went to the zoo ytd! With er alot of ppl. My family, my great cousins, and my in-law family. Why? For my baby Alysa's first visit to the zoo! She was super duper irresistibly cute as usual =) It's so weird she wun even rmb this visit. But being with her is always a pleasure =D Ooo all the animals are so cute! There were some funny ones like the otters. They were in a line like praying liddat. Then one moved to go another place to 'pray' then all follow lie in a line again! So disciplined. I wish my band the line so straight.. Lolx! The giraffe also stan in line like parking lot. Do u know giraffe kick can kill a lion? I dun like lions anyway. Bloody lazy buggers. But the females are quite all right i guess it's the males laze about stupid shit.

My favourite was of coz the white tiger. Wah very beautiful! He was simply pacing back and forth the ledge and it was like so precise he only walk to that spot, then turn. I wish could see more of it. Me and my cousins were like eating the whole day. What with egg, luncheon meat, ham sandwiches, kfc for lunch, ben & jerry's at the end we like gained 5kilo lolx. My take from the zoo was that i love nature. The animal part. Budden i felt that the animals very poor thing eh. Is like as compared to normal it's so smalllllllll space. Imagine if some alien zoo kept u in ur hdb flat as ur climate. Omg can go crazy. Worse is the feeding time is fixed. True, they dun have to fend for themselves or go hungry, but i think freedom is the best thing. Oh and there are no more arctic animals le. Haiz cannot see my penguins and polar bears.

After that went to cine to watch Across the Universe with my 2nd sis and cousins! Wah quite nice eh! Musical with the Beatles song. Abit weird but a really nice movie. Dun know why it seems that it has like limited showing. In singapore only cathay got. In other country also not everywhere. Then go back bedok meet my cousin parents eat alot of yummy food with RICE =)) Walk to my cousin house just in time to watch Eragon. What a disappointment. The book is like wayyyyyy better. Only thing is the dragon is very good, the girl not bad. The guy so ugly and can u believe he's a construction site worker now? So dumb seriously. Then jialng drove me home sweet home. Love you 2 =)

2007-12-24T15:16:00.000+08:00

Hiya! Merry Christmas Eve!

Here's the easy-to-follow steps when you drink too much and feel like crap:

1) Take a hot bath
2) Drink scalding hot tea
3) Pop 2 panadol
4) Sleep for 8 hours

of coz 2 bowls of noodles when u wake helps too =)

2007-09-12T21:43:00.000+08:00

OMG today is my first paper of prelims h1 math. After a ridiculously crazy day of studying ytd it came down to this. The paper was not that difficult had i practiced more. And i am such an idiot for not learning enough stats. But i actually feel inspired coz i knew what the questions were talking about. And i am hot for studying now hehe ;) Moreover, went home there was an enormous piece of good news. Daryl passed his maths! Really happy and got gpa 3.3 out of max 4. I think that is super zai coz if his maths wasn't so jialat he would be up there again liao. Super proud of him. So means no sup paper and means more time for magic which unfortunately makes no diff for me. So yeah inspire me to study even harder to be so hardworking.

But nothing can make me start econs. So im downright depressed. Which led to the depressed mood cannot start chem. I am so dead la. My sis wished me good luck this morning and is like she took the effort to rmb it was today even though i dun even rmb telling her. Is she fantastic or what? And im so guilty. ARGH must chiong!!! After tml things will be slightly less crazy ba. Good luck everyone for prelims!!!

2007-09-08T22:38:00.000+08:00

Hahahahahaha im delirious from the proximity of the prelims. This week is super crazy go back every week to study whole day. Can't believe it myself lolx. So yeah there's no holiday but i did go back to see my alysa a couple of times and pretty happy ba. Crazy life at the moment.

Fortunately my weekends are cool and family and baby filled. This morning went to queue for the doughnuts. Omg u should see how kiasu singaporeans are. Waited for one half hour. Together with clement could buy 4 dozen doughnuts. Then sis picked us up went to bugis pick up cake then go do deliveries were waiting for my mum to get ready. As usual, when we reach she just started. Hahaha we all starving ate lunch at 5 lolx. Then second sis came and we play with baby all the way. i think she too excited can't sleep. So we couldn't go out for dinner juz order in pizza.

Had lots of stuff to carry so my sis drove me home. Still treat me like one small girl, touch my hair, ask me go cut hair, say i look puffy but actually i say im fat, give me money, stuff like that. Is like you're nv too young u know? Anyway added stress gotta study real super hard for the prelims. Set good example for my baby =)) Reunion again with my buddies tml at botak jones for lunch. Bringing notes and cards k.

2007-08-09T01:24:00.000+08:00

This week is really nice coz only need to go for school for 2 days =)) And interesting. We had the wear ur clothes day. It's like a super easy going day where everyone was in an agreeable mood. Not to mention i finish earliest so can go home sleep. Then today went to watch alone with my kids. I really reluctant til the last minute. But yeah it's still a really nice show if u ignore the stupid scary parts.

Haha i think the concert was like the best thing in my 2 years in srjc. Nothing like it hehe it's the absolute (absolute propostition) best. I mean compare it with a year ago on this day we were building sandcastles at unearthly early hours.. So yeah haha. Of coz the p has a way of putting his own boring part into it but it was boring in a not so boring way but still boring. Oh and i had lousy fishballs and DUDETTE! painted on my neck. I think today was a kinda enjoyable affair =p

Haha back to studying tml onwards goin to my cousin house for dinner and celebrations in the evening. I think it's a gonna be a great national day =))) Hope everyone will have a super great time too =)

2007-08-04T01:20:00.000+08:00

Today i think is quite stupid. Is juz like any normal fri but is stupid. Firstly in the morning got this stupid p talk. To put it simply i was bored to death. Yeah sure some stuff he said made sense. Budden if dun make sense then he's a bit dumb right. But mostly it was kind of stupid and beat about the bush kind and so i just fell asleep til hohoho kicked my chair.

Then later in the morning i discovered my phone could vibrate! More on that later. So yeah and computing i quite pleased that i could do so much. Budden is like last time i didn't even put in much effort so like i quite deserve it ba. Then got maths remedial and after a whole week i was finally free from school =)))

There was this interesting captain ball game we watched while i waited for rachel. There was the super tall girl along with her super tall class and the relatively short fara now lolx. J1s sure know how to have fun. Last time we where got this kind of game one. Haiz i miss training with the kids.

Went to jj for several reasons. It was quite pleasant. I wasn't even in a bad mood when they didn't stock what i came all the way there to buy. Budden things changed when i wanted to buy my box. After a while me and gabriel left to eat dinner. Creepy. Then go bk to play, and omg saw someone else. Wth will i get no peace? I juz wanna play magic man. But i guess it was ok ba enjoyable. Something lighthearted for a change. But it would be tons better if i had a funner deck or something of my own design for fun.

Ok then things started getting really weird. I took the wrong bus. This is weird in itself coz i tot there was only 38 and 9 at the bus stop. Having been tired out and exhausted like today before I knew not to repeat the mistake of taking the wrong bus. So how in the world did i miss? And since when is there like a third service? Ok nvm. When i finally figured out i was not in kansas anymore, i got down at where would be nearest to home. Who would have tot i would take a bus that i knew but which took me further from home? I could have sworned i checked and the bus said it was going to bedok!!! But no before i got down i asked the uncle and he said is going to freaking jurong east. Imagine if i slept on the 2 bloody buses! So in the end i got down at the all too familiar bus stop and almost immediately a big 25 came to pick me up to send me home =p I was feeling better til after waiting so long a small and non air con 222 came. Something is wrong at the department of transports.

Oh and yeah im happy i got my vibration back. But when i was reaching home i gave the phone an almighty fall and it could vibrate still. But it lost the freaking sound. What are the odds?! So today has decidedly been very weird :S But well i believe things will only be getting better from here onwards. So now i'll just pack as much cards as i can then go to a much needed beauty sleep.

2007-08-01T22:06:00.001+08:00

Omg i feel like such a loser seriously. I just checked my ratings and like i lost 44 points over the weekend? Dropped from 17 plus? Man should have quit when the going was good. My only consolation is that im still way up above him but i still feel plenty lousy.

School hasn't been that good to me either. Computing is a freaking nightmare. And i am really tired out. Haiz needa find some way to regenerate. Fortunately spent a little time with my kids today. So kids therapy is juz as important as baby therapy i realised. And also there's national day next week so a brief respite ba.

Haha ok anyways now i feel much better and i juz need to continue bringing myself back up. Let that fire burn man =)

2007-07-30T22:08:00.000+08:00

And so begins a brand new week. I had a crappy weekend. In the both days i had lost more than i had won. And i feel damn suck coz that has nv happened in a long time and why must happen when i was gonna stop. The bbq on sat was ok i guess. I got to see the cutest baby in the world who has juz gotten cuter =) And now she can make more noise! Besides crying of coz. Ok not speaking yet budden now the cutenest still very good.

Eh and wouldn't u know i threw up in the morning. Actually had been feeling read bad all through the night already while reading harry potter til bout 5. Then wah in the morning really buay tahan gotta let it out. And it took so long and i felt like a freaking anorexic. I considered not going budden i knew i wouldn't forgive myself since it was the last time le. So what the heck lo.

Ok so i felt strangely empty. Budden bernard was great suddenly at night he told me not to be disappointed and then i realized yeah i guess i was. After i accepted it then i recovered and felt much better. Haha anyway next year ba no prob. I believe everything happens for a reason and i think i know what it is.

I read finish le and i think it was a fitting end. The story was really good but i think there were many unnecessary deaths. Like quite sad eh. Almost cried. And i was damn scared during one part. But well all over le. It was nice hehe.

I have packed all terence stuff away le. I dun have a deck anymore. So it's just me and studying hehe. Oh and the stuff arrived in the mail and it's so dumb please. They send so early so i dun have the wrath. And i dun need one more psi blast. So stupid la. Haha nvm. Bye magic cya on 21 september.

2007-07-27T22:51:00.000+08:00

Haha after an exhausting week finally had our testimonial match today. Aside from those stuff i think we had fun with the mud and group pics. There was some sort of blackout and i think many interesting stuff happen too lolx. Well overall i guess im just ambivalent. Should be happy though. Probably abit ba. Haha nvm ba leave the kids to handle themselves should be perfect by next year.

But boy will i miss them like siao. I get to see rachel often and i still miss her. What bout the others? There's nothing like working and playing together and today was the last time. Oh well. Haha the week was just spent studying non stop but i got alot of magic on my mind. Too much. Tml gonna go school early to study but first drop by my cousin's place to get harry potter hehe. So exciting! Then after that off to char kway teow and hopefully my second win.

I'm so excited and nervous for sunday. Gotta learn as much as i can tml so i can win on sunday. But i think im quite proficient with angelfire le. I juz love it so much. Not to mention it's a very popular deck and terence kindly lended me everything just coz i needed it so. Cannot let him down. Got bout few $100 worth of his cards in juz this angelfire deck.

Oh then after that gotta go for some bbq at my uncle house. New house but i think i cna't really be that bothered. Sure it's a nice big house with a garden and everything but i nv really liked that place. But still it's food. I miss doughnuts. And i miss what happened today eating mrt stuff with lisa, rachel and anna. Food is.. indispensable.

Gonna go sleep now. I am proud to announce i have finally awakened from my slumber. How i know that? Coz i was wide awake in lam lesson today and i actually learned stuff. Every single word he said. Now i juz hate the stupid programming and i am gonna work damn hard now to get an A for coursework. Watch out lam here i come.

2007-07-21T23:51:00.000+08:00

Haha in stark contrast to the terrible day i had yesterday i think today was awesome =))) I forgot to bring my specs though but heck la. Went to bishan first and managed to sell some stuff. And i have decided to eat wan ton mee next sunday. Then ckt for the tourney with gabriel and i got a wrath of god! When i saw it i was like stunned i tot my eyes played a trick. But yeah it's true. If i didn't sell of the textless i would have 3 soon. I guess not meant to be ba.

Ooo anyways i managed 3-1 last one with bernard. I guess i should be quite happy ba mulligan to 4 but could not get the elusive red mana to cast the 3 lightning angels in my hand. But omg his deck is so super duper strong. And anyway my weakness came back again. I think now only left against bernard. Once im over that hurdle i should be able to overcome anything. I had a bad case of i today. Trembling all over and couldn't count and see properly. Oh well. It's still 1-2 very soon it's gonna be opposite =p

Then go eat dinner and i really hope gabriel go buy the book tonight so i can read too lolx. So i guess today is quite happifying and next weekend is gonna be a killer. But i hope with good food and enough rest i should be able to make it for both. Oh yeah budden testi match on fri. Better rest up and train too! Stupid thumb still hurts a little. Tml going see baby as usual ba then go hospital visit. Very sad and must pray to buddha nothing happens. Enjoy your weekend ppl!

2007-07-19T23:42:00.000+08:00

Wah have been so busy nowadays not to mention super duper tired. Oh and i like had the best pe lesson in my 2 years in sr today. Did rock climbing and it's sooo fun. Lucky nv join something stupid like soccer or touch rug. I seriosuly think we got the best pe module of all.

I think today was a pretty good day actually. Took the class pic. The old man like dun dare stand in centre leh coz i said let's blanket party him. Joking of coz. So in the end the last one he didn't take. Hope the class pic will turn out just fine =) Ooo and my mum bought doughnuts for me so is like super special day =))) At least got something to cheer me up considerably after one miserably long but fast week.

Ooo then i love phantom of sky in djmax. The song is sooooo nice. Anyway the week is like just flying by and it's gonna be the weekend after tml le and then next sunday is the last nq. Angelfire it is =p And it's so scary they even give the prelim timetable today le. Like wah so near! Gonna die soon man. Wake up!!!

Oh i saw the japanese guy today coz i had some spare time. Thankfully he was in and he is just this really nice guy. Very cute with his gestures. I told him bout my sleeping problem too and he said eat more vitamin b and stuff. So yeah hope it works. It's nice to have a teacher that actually cares and is not condescending or just plain stupid. I have only come to really like 3 teachers in the school and a few others who i think are really quite good. The rest can just go retire now or go jump down. Oh including the P.

Tml maybe gonna play abit if noelle want me pei her stay back. If not consider chiong home sleep ba. And i miss baby! 5 months 7 days le leh. She's the cutest la where got baby get cuter and cuter day by day one? Only her lo. As the days go by means got less days to this stage. Then after that will change become older then i dun know whether still can be as before not. So must carry whenever i can. Okies gtg another day tml haiz. Nite!

2007-07-14T23:57:00.000+08:00

Friday the 13 is not that bad hehe. Took pictures with my kids and the old people and then play abit. I miss everything man. I even miss running. Oh then i went to my first fnm coz i was very excited for X. Very fun eh budden A level so cannot go liao.

Ah games day today! More X hehe. I didn't do well ba i lost all then drop. Haha first time in my life i drop nv lose so badly before lolx. But i very happy and i gotta leave early anyways so it was no big. Eat at din tai fung with my cousins and my sis. Ok if got more rice i think is nicer. But wah the fried rice is really super duper good.

Ooo and harry potter is very nice! But yeah 3 stars. Alot of supposed to be exciting things nv show. Hehe i like Tonks very cute haha. So no more movies to watch le. Cept transformers but i feeling abit lazy. Not to mention i feel so ARGH about computing. It's like currently the bane of my existence. It's the reason why i feel like shit now. My nose sometimes jam sometimes leak and is all the time irritated. I hate my nose. Wish can throw on the floor and kick.

Sunday so must study study study. Budden sunday is morning see alysa de the girl i miss the most =))) Then wah still must go daryl house and meet gabriel. Hope can finish everything by 3 then can study. Stupid computing I HATE IT. And you're not helping mr nose.

2007-07-10T22:48:00.000+08:00

Oh man 2nd day of school already and im so shagged. This is sooooo stupid. The worse stupid thing of all is the dumb coursework. Omg is so hard to rmb the stupid algorithm and i just gotta hope and pray i dun forget anything. And it's only gonna get harder so i think yeah i am so dead.

On the upside though, the timetable SEEMS to be getting slightly better. I hope it lasts. And i really gotta get my ass down to working. Sighs. Anyway tml is the middle of the week le and it's like closer to the weekend =)))

Please i need motivation man. Actually more than anything i just need energy. Ohoh and magic game day is this sat. Finally after like so long of waiting then after that gonna watch harry potter. And the last hour of section a for computing is tml and i haven't done a darn thing. Sounds like a nice week cut out.

2007-07-08T22:38:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday yesterday Mima!!!!!!!

So we watched a very cute and funny korean movie that's not very korean but got a little chinese. And i ate doughnuts. So i think the day was quite happifying =)))

I overslept this morning and there went my chance of at least testing the deck a little before the real thing. How idiotic can i be man. Anyway i got 16 =( That's 8 places shy of where i needed to be. Anyway the one with sebas really not my fault is he messed up my hand. Oh well at least i got 4 pack any lower and i would only have 1. I believe everything happens for a reason anyway =p

Things really picked up u know. Like meeting brad and dan by sheer coincidence. Wah i wouldn't have expected that in like forever. Then we laughed over how much better i did than him. Seriously brad is so naive and innocent and genuinely friendly. If he can just ignore on so many occasions i think he should just go rot in hell. I think ppl called joseph have something intrinsically bad bout them and this one deserve me to beat him up. You can treat me like dirt and push me around but bully my friends and thats it. And i'd like to see what deck he plays at the last one where d is no longer legal.

Anyway went to jj and for a place that i dislike so much it sure has alot of good memories and feelings. Like my all time favourite drink milo dinosaur. And i can't believe it but i abit miss playing there. It felt like holidays again lolx. Ok well then i rushed home and did all my magic stuff. Packed everything up and im gonna focus on computing now. Damn nuisance of a coursework is here starting tml. And i haven't started memorising a fucking thing. School haven't even start yet and im feeling so stressed. Whatever la just gonna sleep. Good luck people =)))

2007-07-05T23:42:00.000+08:00

Got to sleep in abit coz paper in the afternoon. Like kind of lame come sch just for an hour? The mcq was ok ba. Just that got some is like wah totally cannot do. Like even if u give me time to work out i think i can't get the answer. I suppose there's a shortcut i guess but the damn compound is so big how to draw.

I feel so guilty i watch tv the whole day. Budden maybe not so coz is just computing paper. Even if i studied what difference would it make. The teacher would still have it in for me. I still wun like the teacher. And i wun do well. So heck la. What's important now is the stupid coursework. I think i gonna be sick soon man. Dun feel that good this few days mind's all in a muddle and hazy.

Last paper tml! Happy but not so happy too. Haiz school starting next week. Then gonna be a very fast roller coaster ride to prelims then suddenly A levels will juz pop out. Well short run, i gonna take the goods from terence tml and win on sunday. I finally know how =))) I won in juniors with aggro. I gonna do it at qualifiers with control.

Last time fast and furious. Now,

~SLOW AND STEADY ~

2007-07-04T23:14:00.000+08:00

I had an afternoon paper at 1 but why was i in sch at 8.30? Coz some stupid malay guy wanna start coursework le. Omg computing is so idiotic. But it's also the easiest to score full marks. Why always like that arh. Such a waste of my time seriously just play psp at sac until wye they all finish geog. Then had the econs case study paper which was not bad. I almost fell asleep. Ok so i dozed off a little but i managed to wake up.

Anna huda and me went kachiao the kids meeting. Like after we leave then got female teacher come. Well at least life is improving for the team. A strong committee with stong leaders gonna be what heckuva season next year. We're gonna give SA a run for their money and then our SR kids will hoist the champions cup confirm without a doubt. My ball said so hehe.

Man and sunday is getting nearer. After alot of persuasion i have decided to use angelfire. But there's one big problem. I can't test the stupid deck. Only got fri and sat left budden is like all slots filled. Not to mention i gotta squeeze in alot of time to memorise for the coursework. And to add insult i dun have protectors. AAAAAAAAAAAA. Anyhow i got a feeling i'll make it on sunday =)))

Oh and today like so many things remind me of tkd. First fara told me. Then i saw the cca. And the hohoho also in charge. Then gus called. Ok i was irritated with that but nvm. And to top it off, jason was in the bus. Omg i haven't been there for almost 2 yrs but he has grown so much. I still rmb the cute pri 3 boy. Now i think must be sec 1 or 2 le. Makes me feel so old and i feel really bad. Like stuff i wanna do but nv do. Should be going back around sept ba get my cert and belt hopefully. Memories there can nv be forgotten. Haha it is always a big part of my life. And the band. Talk about guilty pangs =(((

Ok and then watched the last episode of heroes. Then watched my favourite csi miami. Omg this has got to be my most favourite episode. Damn nice. Like today actually not that bad a day ba. Like the best kind, well balanced out =p

2007-07-03T22:56:00.000+08:00

Into the 2nd week of mid years!! Man this is like the slowest 2 weeks ever. And the last 2 weeks of june hols were the fastest. I feel tired constantly and coursework is starting. Bo bian gotta work hard and get that A. Get the stupid program to run.

Oh and this morning is like the best thing in a long time =)))) So i feel my life turning around again. I went home, felt good and slack, and sleeped through the whole stupid day. But it feels good anyway.

I still got the dilemna over this sunday. Gotta decide soon and like this sat i also busy so i dun know how. Haiz. I just know i dun feel that good after eating 2 dinners. So i took out my ball and did as much good as i could. And i feel lucky so im gonna bring to sch tml hehe. Which reminds me got the stupid malay guy in the morning. But i got paper at 1. Crap. Lolx ok gtg ciao.

2007-07-01T01:17:00.000+08:00

Ok i am soooooooo super stressed. Another finals, another first round against bernard. Like i think maybe buddha trying to get a message across to me. Wah i am so scrub man. Made sideboard errors and was sooo close this time but was beaten by mr regionals champion by play errors and calcuation error and plain gan chiongness. Yeah so gotta get over my phobia. Anyways quite satisfied also ba coz i have consistently been getting top 8 and i beat dragonstorm and stuff. So no fear all the way man =))

Oh then i went down to national stadium. Er it was a very irritating walk. Budden yeah and the match and stuff was very cool. Like exciting eh singapore vs australia. My country put up a good fight ba and they are actually not that bad. Just lacking in fitness. And height. And overall body mass but it's ok. We can still be the best in asia. Maybe after we evolve then become bigger then can go world cup. The closing ceremony was nothing short of lame. There was no singapore spirit. I mean i couldn't care that the stadium was like not gonna function for a few years. So i dun expect others to as well. I just wanted to leave quick before we crowded with the masses.

Actually i considered not going at all coz i was really stressed out initially. But i was thinking ah what the heck already bought tix and it should be fun so ok ba. Wandering around looking for a non existent mac and going home without dinner not very fun lolx. But got fara, fifa, anna, huda and even the like never there mun. So how bad can it be? But like all Chicas! eh. Haha they not drunk but they're still great to be with =)))

Got one more week of exams. Then qualifiers. Bernard suggested angelfire. And like wah if that were so i gotta train up. Terence kindly consented budden still got some i need. Oh and then the spoilers are stupid. Sometimes i wonder why i bother. But at least persecute and seething song are not in. Ok so gonna finish up the list i need from terence then go sleep. Nite world.

2007-06-28T23:33:00.000+08:00

Oh man the freakishly abysmal hot weather is back again. Is so dumb. And oh yeah today. Like wasted 1 day of my life. Computing was so stupid i tell u. I dun know a thing. But i answered all the qn cept the stupid adt thing by hohoho. I fell asleep in between. AND i still had one hour to spare after i finished the whole paper. Is it just me or does the timing suck. And nooooo econs was even worse if u can imagine that. Never felt like this much a failure for this long. I think im gonna die soon.

At home i tried to be good and memorise the damn coursework. But of all things computing files are corrupted or something. So i can't open at all. So tml morning im gonna go sch for nothing and hear the malay guy sigh. Then most prob i will be bored to death while wishing i could kick his head with the sparse vegetation on top.

I think im gonna lose my temper real bad soon if i dun eat good doughnuts or play magic. Thankfully after tml i can relax a little and try to salvage what marks i can next week. So grr i bite.

2007-06-27T13:34:00.000+08:00

I can't believe how busy this stupid mid yr has made me. Ok and maths ytd is so super duper dumb. Even if i studied i think i will still fail. Today was okok ba. Hahaha thanks alot to Rachel. I managed a last ditch effort on the bus to school. Im just hoping for the best for everything ba. I know why now but this still is the most miserable exam i have ever had.

The stupid malay guy wants time and gotta give him on fri. He thinks it's like so freaking important. Yeah but not at the moment. Is like dun break my studying mood can. Everytime so zhuo bo de.

I wanna go see baby budden like hard to set aside time this week. Most prob this fri ba after the stupid computing when everyone got no paper. Oh then i keep thinking bout magic. I kept up to date with the previews and wow X looks more and more enticing. Oh and after looking through the reviews for block, i think i spent on the wrong set of cards that day. Tarmogoyf is a very very dark horse. Block looks very difficult to compete in leh moreover i dun really have the cards also. Haiz just concentrate on standard and studies ba. Hoep can raise my ratings to auto qualify next year.

Got computing AND econs tml. Dun know how im gonna cope man. Gonna forgo computing ba let it be the opportunity cost. Quite a cheap one i think lolx. Well for those who still have papers all the best and jia you dun give up!!!

2007-06-23T21:02:00.000+08:00

Diva La Futbol V!! Today was kind of fun with Chicas! my D United and Power Rangers. The Chicas! quite zai play for winner's cup and almost made it some more lolx. Hahaha i guess no luck again today ba or someone just telling us to go home and study hehe.

Wah i feel very paiseh i oversleep like 1 hour. I heard this sound ringing and i tot isn't that the ringtone and not the alarm. Budden i was doing the redox chem manganate equation so i didn't wanna do anything. Wah but it turns out alot also didn't come so early lolx. In the end everything is great we meet with the old ppl, the kids, the act young ppl then we go to fico sports hub on a buddha forsaken piece of land.

It was very nice to see everybody coz it's the holidays but we have been studying or busy all this while. So today is quite good =))) Saw joleen too! Ok that name is annoying me seriously 3 in one year? Lucky got only one bad nut lolx. Actually i also can't be bothered to like win all the way ba coz main thing was to bond and have fun. But i still feel kind of stupid not saving the damn penalty. Oh well. Eh someone interview me or something and i kind of hinted this year like not as fun hehe. Hope they make it funner next year. Budden it will be the 6 one leh. And i hate that number.

OOO then after that go jurong point me and nurul eat our mhk and dumpling. I think next time they tell joke i must eat finish first. Maybe i was just in a ticklish mood or something budden is really very funny eh. And they got skill too haha. The train ride was 21 stops and ur butt can hurt and neck also coz sleep is very uncomfortable.

Checked the new spoilers and listened to the podcast. Like wah can't wait. Got seismic assault! Wah very nice news. So must save more for games day coz i found out that singapore like sat got sealed, then sun is draft. Definitey going for sealed and try to go for at least 1 draft ba. If i qualify on 8 then can save more too so i no need try and bloody qualify again. I wanna go nationals badly hehe.

Whatever so mid year is like 2 days away and i haven't finished. Like really really haven't finished. Computing not touched AT ALL. Econs half way. Maths also almost dead. So i think i need lots of buddha touch and hope. Just study ba chiong 2 more weeks only ma. So everyone must jiayou and chiong also ok? We will all make it!

2007-06-21T23:06:00.000+08:00

Watched fantasic four 2 and nancy drew today!!! Wah can't decide which i like more. The jessica alba and emma roberts like both hot. I think she gonna be something awesome in the future so young only eh. No wonder she look so familiar she acted in aquamarine with my jojo. Liked her then too wah she fantastic. Hahaha so too very satisfying movies in one day. Like peace =)))

Ok the food i ate today is like stupid. That's why only trust pasta my sis cook. But still it has been so long and i dun wanna trouble her. Ooo then after the first movie went comics mart look look didn't wanna get anything. Budden in the end got 4 magus of the moon and 2 boom//bust. Is kind of stupid but money is always waiting to be spent so might as well get ba. Then we walk and go somewhere sit discuss bout magic, X and lorwyn. I still hope that lorwyn will be green based and then i can have a real good time when it comes out. After A's of course.

And yeah i was really excited bout watching nancy drew and it was really an awesome show. Not dumb at all. They dun show enough of this kind of shows anymore. Ok so coming up would be transformers, and harry potter! And oh yeah magic qualifiers and ckt finals. I tried out the moons and stuff and scryb force owns it. So i think the build abit something wrong. Nvm shall figure it out later. Like mid year i juz rmb is next week hor. So dumb. Okies so im done and tml onwards is chiong studies all the way! Like real hopefully it can be like 75% of the time if not im really doomed.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNA!

2007-06-20T23:12:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNAMARY D/O SEGARAN (1)!!!!!!!
So went school today to study and one by one got kids join. Studying is more fun with more ppl especially kids around ;) But i couldn't take it so i went one table and sleep. Like study too much and i nv tot i would ever say that. But i guess so coz i only feel like that during school hours. Like other type of sleep is different. Haha got no noelle to accompany me to sleep like not very safe.
Oooo then we went to the canteen to surprise Anna! Hahaha like very fun. I bet she's so touched she's crying inside but dun wanna show us hehehe. The cake was nice. It's my third favourite cake. Then our mac came coz stella chan ordered then we went back up to study. Today like something wrong. Like nothing can go in leh. Not even my favourite kinky demand curve. hahaha i rmb econs promo ili was like trying to drill this kind of stuff into me in the morning. And i forgot all hahaha. Ok maybe it's just coz it's econs that's why it couldn't go in. This is what i get for having the damn alex lam for a tutor. Demotivate me. I love econs though. Guess gotta change that to 'loved'.

Since we couldn't study we left early and i decide to go see baby! Took 81 with fara hehe. Like fun lolx. I think i got the cutest baby in the world already and she still getting cuter! Like cuter from the last time i saw her man. Like the greatest joy is to carry her walk walk lolx. But now she like to eat her hand. Then eat my arm i think she confused. But still very cute =)) I ate dinner there and i feel very happy too hehe. Like how long ago since i had soup? Nothing like home cook food even though is not by my mum=))

As usual me and stan debate bout the X stuff. Like wah the spoilers are very intriguing. I'm very excited bout red. I have plans for mrb now. But dun know eh. Think better get the boom//bust fast too moreover wildfire not reprinted. Whatever it is i can't wait for 13/14 july!!! Wanna buy boosters the moment it's in stores and pray that there will be games day here in singapore. Oh then was checking the ratings and stuff. Composite we have the same points but constructed he is 6 pts above. Why the fuck man he got take part in tourneys and win meh. I think i haven't been taking part enough. But no choice got no time to do it. Nvm slow and steady. This year is not meant for magic so getting here is a bonus already. Wah it still fills me with so much hate and all those weird feelings. And i hate feeling this way. It's one of the things i hate the most. Maybe in time i will forgive. But even daryl is not ready so im thinking to myself maybe i got the right and maybe i should just let go. I dun know better discuss with stan tml as well gain more perspective. Better not affect my magic anymore.

Im feeling really down now coz something personal happened. Budden i rmb shan joo msg and i gained perspective from ppl and tml im just gonna relax and have a good time. So yeah i am gonna be ready for mid years. And i will actually do well =p Good luck to everyone who's studying too and jia you!

2007-06-20T01:54:00.000+08:00

Same old went to sch to study in the morning with anna and mima. Like did quite alot of stuff today hehe very happy. The alan tan baik man today. I was like so mr rostam not gonna coach us? Then he stun tio then like puzzled sia. Then he say huh who? Then he oh i forgot his name and laugh to himself. Today he like small boy haha. Lucky got matured me to teach him.

Oh then lunch got new topic. Secret number 2. Or so dubbed by anna and mima. Like dumb. It gives me the creeps eh. But i come to terms with it more or less haha. The bubble tea shop uncle cheat our feelings so many times. Wah he get it tml lolx.

Left at bout 6.30 coz i dun want to be too late for the bbq. Haha it was a realllllly long walk there. I wanna buy that shirt too man even though it's orange. But like cute hehe. Wah i go there then someone pull my hair thing and is mr poh. But no is it? Haaha he so small! Like shrunk. Inspiration to me man =p He say he dun eat rice anymore?? I'm like ok if i try then i could be a feather le. But is like happiness ba. Band is always like that de. HAha then the yilian keep bringing food and asking me what i want. So i just eat with my andrew. The other kids including mr poh and felix and all the other seniors were playing with water lolx. Of all things! So while they were busy playing, me and andrew took all the food. Especially the prawns and chicken wings. I think i abit gonna die tml le ba. I really couldn't count what i ate. Ok gonna diet from now on.

I wish shan joo was there though. Like boring. Although is like can click around with everybody she's the only one i feel perfectly comfortable with. Ok can't bully yilian that much when she around budden is still better. HAha eh i miss u la u better come out soon after mid yr hor =))) Go play with my niece! Ok then yilian dad drive me to their house there and i took a bus home. Thanks alot! ;) I panicked coz i couldn't find my phone tot i left it in the car. Budden after tons of searching found it in my bag so heng.

Oh then i watched the mtv movie awards. Like so lame la not hilariously funny like last time. It's quite obvious poc will win all the stuff. But i dun get why the johnny depp so popular leh. He scares me. He's an awesome actor but im freaked. Like his shows scare me. But gotta credit him for super duper good acting skills. Ah then i been thinking alot bout the band and then bout other stuff and I DUN NEED THIS STUFF DISTRACTING ME AT THE MOMENT. Crap. Why can't studies be like soccer. Like use the same kind of mental thing. Dumb.

2007-06-19T00:32:00.000+08:00

Oh and i came up with this list to replace the D in D United.

daisies
dragon
donkey
doofus
doughnut
drunk
duck
dandelions
doughnut
dolly
door
dream
dark
darkside
doughnut

Doughnut look like a sure win dun u think? Yeah i think so too =)))

2007-06-18T23:47:00.000+08:00

Start of a brand new week. Means one more week left to mid years. Is quite depressing u know like one week left? Where have the holidays gone? Oh right the first 2 weeks were stolen from us. Im not saying i would have studied but at least i would have enjoyed then now can study? Like time like not enough hor.

But i go school today to study eh. Ok i didn't go as early as i tot. Ytd when anna asked me i was like yeah i wanna go study but got something nagging leh like something i already planned to do. Then when i woke up i remembered i wanted to go visit the band lolx. Ok and bully yi lian hahaha. My visits always fill me with alot of happiness but also alot of mixed up feelings. I rmb things i meant to do but nv do. Real important things to me that i dun have time to fulfill. Or the discipline rather. Now soccer is sort of out of the way. But i still haven't gotten down to task. Argh gotta set my priorities right and put studies as first.

I think hor some ppl study no need eat one leh i dun understand. Like i got to beg them go eat lunch. Me and anna go out tapao then come back and talk talk bout soccer stuff haha. Then we found a new studying place which is outside the library. Like super cooling got fan and is more private. Better than those ppl taking some new bloody subject. We went out go eat bubble tea and stuff and the waffle machine was back. But the ppl operating it like not there leh. Not to be bad we ordered anyway. So it rained and we call fifa like prank call. I think i bluff her that we at tampines too. Like bodo right some ppl.

Oh and i got the DLV V fixtures. When fifa ask me for it then i realized i deleted the stupid email. Like ok im the dumb one. Luckily i haven't clear yet so can still salvage it out from the history. Wah like our timings clash. We can't support each other. Knockout basis after that too. Haha like tough hor. Hope we dun face any bad matchups lo. And i checked the ckt forum le damn cute. The 4 of us who id up were 5678 lolx. So i made it to top 8 without wanting to again. Can consider going ba. Like in the middle also can break abit haha. Later see how. And that terence arh suddenly go reservice again so is either me and stan go ourselves or he find some time this week. Still so obssessed with work cannot stand it. Me and stan not gonna nag at him anymore. But lucky he nice guy. Oooo maybe can borrow cards too can build my beloved angelfire. Ok this is dumb stop talking bout magic. Gonna study tml! Byeeeeeee

2007-06-17T15:29:00.000+08:00

Haha i initially wanted to blog ytd when i came home. I waited real long for the connection. In desperation i checked if it's really the wires got problem. That's when my mum told me she tripped and it ripped out my splitter. Like what are the odds? So i just fixed finished the thing and life is back to normal =))

Ok so i played magic ytd. I brought my notes, i felt guilty but i still played. Gabriel asked me to and i was thinking this would be the last saturday in a long time. Juz do it lo. I was annoyed with myself for forgetting the detritivore. Had a real heavy and good lunch then went to trade a little. Rain is good. But rain big on magic days is nv good. Fortunately the weather was real cooling. Like finally. Hate this damn global warming nonsense. Then we headed down to ckt for the tourney. Wah like many ppl. 21 i think. I nv played in such a crowd at ckt before eh.

First up was a guy who was really new. I felt real bad. But serious there's nothing i could do about the deck. Just try to help with a little basics ba. With more time spent at ckt im sure he will grow into it and form a formidable deck. Then next was Alvin our reigning national champion so i got real worried. I knew he playing dralnu today so i was even more scared. Out of the blue bernard called for we 2 to have deck check. I was like eh shit i got write wrongly meh? Then alvin checked and realized it was him so we went to our places first. Uh huh then rachel called and i was scared it was my mum. Lucky it was not a few minutes later coz i i think i would have hurled the phone. Arghhhh i kena game loss also coz i also wrote wrong! I remembered contemplating at the beginning whether i should change it. Budden i tot it wouldn't matter and i was lazy so i let it be. Ahhhhhhh. So game 3 with no sideboard. It was sudden death. By a miracle i drew my Simic Sky Swallower when i tot all hope was lost and it sealed a win. Ok it was a big surprise and i was really lucky.

ID the next 2 games as it would most probably seal me a place in the finals anyway. And i couldn't really care coz the finals is in the midst of mid yrs and i dun know if im going anyway. Gabriel did not bad for his first time. 2 wins eh not too shabby. Then i went to yck mrt my sis picked me up to go to grandfather house. I mainly just ate dinner twice and watched tv the rest of the time. There was so many good stuff on lo. Making of fantastic four2 , heroes, the incredibles, and mean girls and i got a bit of everything. Wah ff2 sounds super duper nice eh! Can't wait to watch. Oh and the dog is like super hairy. It's my height when it stands up la. Oh and baby Alysa was there too!! Hahahaha very happy at least can carry her around abit. Best baby in the universe =)))

I tot this week will be a quiet week. But no i went sch on several occasions, saw the jap and stupid malay guy. But i baked with jia hui too. I am getting a better recipe for brownies next time i promise hehe. Oh and i ate lots of doughnuts and studied too. So not too bad ba. Sunday is my CSI day and it was quite good as usual. K im gonna go finish j1 chem, take back my econs from jia hui house then finish econs. Ciao.

2007-06-10T23:49:00.000+08:00

Regionals today. Fucked up day. When i woke up i tot i had overslept. I already off the snooze le. Dun know by what luck i woke up. What i like bout this big type tourneys is that get to meet lots of old friends. Like dickson, jason (whom i just found out is his cousin in law), daniel etc etc. And i HATE playing at acs. Nowadays the weather is damn bloody hot la and it is so fucked. Today i think i bought 3 cups (kinda lost) count from the very strategically located bubble tea shop. So unhealthy i gotta drink loads of water these few days.

Yeah and first up i was against johnny. Ppl say it's a grudge match lolx but to me is just a test of whether i have grown up or not. Apparently i haven't. Argh calculation errors. Which tells me i should be doing more maths tutorials so i can be more meticulous. So yeah so many scrub moves. Lack of practice serves me right. But there was also quite an atmosphere of bad luck ba. Like ah jian forgot to pay for his pact and got 9th place got so laughed at poor thing. Like 2 in a day? And weili kena id coz play with wrong opponent like what is up with that? Something bad is in the air lolx.

And yeah it happened to me too. The worse case was when i faced him in my 6th round after kena rolled over by some cute guy playing bridge. I guess the worse thing i feared became the happiest moment of my day. Hahaha and oh yeah big surprise noob delvin actually won 1st! So happy for him man and wilfred won 2nd! Both from ckt! Hahaha motivate me man. Then coz i wanted to go see baby i decided to go my sis house. Daryl was real nice he drove me there and it was a nice car and air con big big hehe. We were both shagged from today ba he more jialat. I received loads of baby therapy and went home smiling after a quick dinner =))

I analyzed my deck and decided yeah there's nothing wrong with it. It's just me. So i'm bringing it to the qualifiers. Today was a major learning experience. Even though i hate acs like fuck, the 2 qualifiers are still held there and today let me get used to the fucked up heat and teach me loads of stuff. Haha well but i gonna put magic aside for 4 weeks. Mid years! It's mugging time!!

2007-06-08T22:52:00.000+08:00

Yeah man last day of school officially haha. Had econs first which was ok coz is sim lay peng. However i still fell asleep lolx. And now the tan kim koon know my name le courtesy of anna i guess. Shit man now must be awake more often haha. Oh then chem finally had that teacher to teach. Seriously she looks great and everything. But when she open her mouth to lecture like spoil everything haha. But only lecture ba coz in real life she's very sweet =X lolx. Oh then we went to kovan to eat and walk and stuff.

Oh went back to school and found mima and huda. Then anna come and we like too lazy to do any work so decided to go volleyball court play some ball first. Budden already got some guys, ryan that group. So they were real nice and we played with them. And guys are really no big deal la. Haha cept for ryan and tp they were really cool and nice =p It was fun ba then we went back and i saw the msg from mr hohoho saying the japanese guy would like to see me if i was still in sch. So i sort of really panicked and that's why we shifted to the gallery coz i was afraid to bump into him. That's when i slacked on the bench all the way while they played at the bball court. So exhausted la last night chat with stan until 1 plus and i knew i was gonna have a major headache tml if i didn't stop.

We went to this court near bowen to play street with fifa friends. It was really fun coz spend time with kids what haha. I wish more kids were there though =x. Argh i fell and the wound opened again. Stupid blood. And i think buddha protects me coz i was not lazy and wore my ankle guard from the beginning. Coz i kena hit the same way last year when i didn't wear but on the other foot. So yeah it pays to be safe than sorry lolx. Still hurts damn alot though and i almost fell again.

We went home pretty early and i was quite happy hehe. Surprisingly mima wanted go bedok and we ended up eating dinner =))) Then wander around trying to find the bakery i wanted with the correct bread lolx. I ate doughnuts! Wah that really put a smile on my face. But sianz no time go the real one at raffles city. Maybe will go the sat before sch reopen. Eh no got soccer! Argh. Oh maybe can buy after that. I was supposed to go have dinner at 85 with the others but the girls weren't going and some so i decided not to. Haha it was better this way lolx.

Ok so im really worrying much bout this sun regionals and i know i shouldn't be. Aiming for top 2 =) Frank Karsten this really cute guy said this and i always hold by it. And since he says it i guess i gotta reassure myself and go for it =p Here it is:

"I want to give some advice up front. If you have been playtesting a lot with a certain deck and feel comfortable and experienced with it, do not switch decks at the last minute no matter what. Even if you learn that another deck has slightly better matchup percentages against the field, familiarity with your preferred deck can easily outweigh those. The format is nowadays so wide open with viable strategies that the difference between decks is very low, and the best way to get an edge on the field is by playing a deck much better than anyone else rather than simply picking the consensus best deck. Always select the one that you feel contented with and that fits your personal playing style."

Hahaha so cool right? Tml gonna chiong finish chem. Then sunday here i come!!!

2007-06-06T21:57:00.000+08:00

Yeah went sch in the morning. Actually supposed to have chem as well but aiyah as predicted it was cancelled. But anyway noelle already ask to study so like not much diff anyway. We did study ok hehe. We did our usual eat and sleep too.
Then me and noelle went bedok meet her buyer. Like kinda lame. I went sis house after that coz i'm like free and totally missing my baby Alysa a whole bunch =p Hehehehe just as cute and sweet as ever and er heavier haha. Wah baby is like change the whole world hor. I studied abit, and slept alot. And im quite happy coz the hess law which was like rubbish to me initially is now a piece of cake. It's like why didn't i see that before? Maybe im just too dumb. I went home when my sis and bro came home. Hehe miss them too.
Ok and i got sch tml and it's gonna be my longest so far. Thankfully the chem is cancelled so is not that long. But it's still pretty packed til 3 and i hate it. After fri, i will be quite free. But we all know we're not free until after the As. Hehe so now mugging very hard for mid yr. Yes you heard me right=)

2007-06-06T00:06:00.000+08:00

I hate the stupid tys. Coz it just makes me feel so dumb. Not much can make me feel that way but that is IT. But bo bian ma. I figure the only way im gonna improve is to feel dumb and then attain enlightenment. I had realy boring lessons ytd i mean what to expect when got computing. But after that i went to watch poc at vivo. Ok there was a very odd coincidence there and i feel weird. Anyway. The movie was great and i really gotta rent 2 to watch soon. I really like the song hoist the colours is damn super nice. Oh and i like the green light thing alot. So yeah overall i feel satisfaction which is kinda rare these days.
Then i went to sell my foils at bugis. Luckily that guy was real nice and yeah i met him before. Like ok obviously ppl know who i am but i dun know who are they la. He's face very familiar. I wish i knew how we encountered. I got a feeling he's the one who bought my groundbreaker and stuff. But yeah just the same i nv meet any cute guy lolx. Those that i dun know are damn ugly. No wonder they dun play magic in public hahaha. Those that i know are really nice though. Only got ooonncceee this guy not bad but he is the cousin, not the real one. Ok i sound like i looking for guy but i not. I juz wanna see what kind of ppl play magic. So maybe im the rose among the thorns figuratively and literally. LOLX =))
Ooo yeah and i rmb squeeze on the mrt and this girl said fuck coz she was irritated at the crowd and it was like in my ear coz we were so close. Like can dun swear in public can? Get a brain. And today's gp lecture is so super duper boring la. I already knew this time i cmi le. Halfway through i just konked down on the table and slept til the end. After sch due to some unexpected turn of events went to kai qing house with mima. I imagined all sorts of scenarios bout what to do after sch. This one is like. The bloody biggest trump. It was quite fun though coz on mtv then suddenly like so much jojo haha.
Yeah and i rmb i got or at least ordered my playset of summoner's pact le. Dun know how i'm gonna collect it though. Hope will be ok and before sunday lolx. Right now i just feel like kicking the printer and breaking the damn thing. Ok gtg sleep nite.

2007-06-04T01:27:00.000+08:00

Ok suddenly wanna blog coz like past few days were quite fun. Like on thurs since got like this vesak day thing so no sch. We went to our usual street soccer court and obviously play soccer =)) Haha is very cool coz like so many kids there and all gather in the east for once haha. Just that hor got this group of guys playing who are not as nice as this other group we played with last time. Irritating but since can spend time with kids i guess it's fine. Then i slept the whole day and at night went to eat some korean food with baby and family. I am NEVER going there again. I can't believe ppl can actually enjoy that stuff. I was basically full of water.
Oh then on fri had this majorly stupid and dumb principal rally. Like i would rather spend the time STUDYING. And guess what most of the stuff are from my book im reading. He thinks everyone will be interested in him and to top it off we weren't allowed to leave the lt before holding hands and hugging each other singing if we hold on together. I hate him more than ever.
Ytd went to library with daryl as we can't think of anywhere else. I taught him math the subject which i currently suck at most. I can't believe i actually spent my day studying from his textbook just to teach him. I mean why can't i study my own stuff but i can study his. I guess it was a success though =)) He actually got it. Just hope like no dumb mistakes and i think maybe i should have went poly lolx. But na i would juz be playing magic the whole time and it would make no difference.
Ah and i went to the library today and got quite alot of stuff done. When i packed my bag i was thinking why so heavy arh. In the library i knew why. Coz i brought the whole of jc1 work when i intended to bring only to chem bonding. Like how dumb can i be??!! I was irritated then but bo bian. And i read the captain marvel comic and it was quite stupid. This whole cosmic awareness thing like too big la. If u know then can't u know which is more important. So dumb.
Ok so im still desperately in need of summoner's pact for this sunday's regionals. No choice gotta start pulling my resources to get them. Oh and gonna watch POC3 tml and hope will be great. Ciao.

2007-05-27T23:44:00.000+08:00

Ok ytd sucked. My first opponent? Bernard. Then i tot can face some noob. 2nd opponent? Wilbur. Gone liao la. But i guess ytd i learned alot. 1stly for this deck gotta kickstart with the bird or elf and a 2nd turn something kind of hand. Keep up the pressure. 2ndly. Fuck care of whoever i'm facing. 3rdly. Have a good rest and good food b4 tourneys. Kaoz the 2 ppl i face are the only 2 that i have no confidence in. No matter what i do i always have that fear and it's that fear i lose to. What a loser i was ytd. Oh yeah. And stan confirmed my suspicions. I juz hope i dun bump into him at the qualifiers. The thought of him still creeps me out pretty bad.

Went to see baby Alysa this morning!!! I hate to see her only once a week coz i miss so much. Every week she just grows like nobody's business. Hahahaha today smiling all the way!! Can smile big big le u know! Then kick here kick there like trying to get up and walk. So funny when we turned off the music she immediately started crying lolx. Then we turned it on and she calmed down again and smile smile everywhere. I went home, and took my 2nd bath. This freaking hot and humid weather is really getting me down. I feel like being in a swimming pool 24/7. Then i watched the heroes marathon. My fav episode is 17 coz it's so heartwarming =D. He planned for himself to get shot to protect his Clare. Like how cool is that?

Oh then in the evening went to auntie violet house to have spag for dinner. I did specify my all time fav food is spag cooked by my SIS but well this could do. It was great actually. I ate a mountain of spag, a couple of garlic bread, lots of ice cream, pineapple, and helped tracy complete a level she has been struggling to complete. Not bad for one evening eh? The old women one side, the old men outside, and the 2 kids playing game. I think quite cool. When reach home is the repeat of episode 17 again and i watched and still feel good. U dun get many nice shows these days.

Sean Covey has helped open my eyes to many things. I dun need the darn book actually. I just need someone there to constantly nudge me back since im totally incapable of doing it myself. Well no matter i will hit the books(papers) NOW and follow covey instructions. What will happen? Find out soon after these messages..

2007-05-25T23:57:00.000+08:00

Ytd was like one of the most time wasting days i ever had in my life. From a 2hr break become 3 hr then had to go for stupid ct with hohoho. He sucks la. And im quite amazed at my sgc coz it's like my friends is really did nothing and their sgc is like twice of mine la. Alan tan really useless la dun know how to write. I wish got miss jiang.
And i was right Jordin won AI hahaha. Quite cool ba i think she good. Oh then went to tm to meet my sis to make specs. I quite like it ba although i can't rmb what it looks like. Only that i quite like it and the others were like abit too big for me. This one fits snugly. I didn't have time to go see my baby Alysa for so long :(. Well then i went home and procrastinated studying gp. I am such a perfect loser la.
And yeah i sort of paid the price today. I am soooo dead and the aq is like. Ok i will be lucky if they dun minus mark for no effort shown at all. I forgot the requirements for certain qn type and all in all the morning sucked. And my nose itched like hell it was looking like bloody rudolph. We were supposedly to have chem with alan tan budden what happen?? Had it with the stupid S24 bloody nagger of a teacher. I didn't pay attention at all and just kept taking sweet from samantha bag. Then spent the rest of the time reading my new bible at the tables outside sac.
Ok so my kids got a match today again ngee ann sec. It was. An interesting match. I juz wish my team are not so. Immature in thinking. And some ppl juz piss me off. I have a feeling one day i will just lose my cool. I pity the person it is directed at. And the coach talked to us and i just switched off and talked to my lucia, fifa and rachel. His voice is like a bad memory and i detest him to the core. He had the audacity to ask us if we wanted him to coach us. I think he should juz stop trying and stop coaching altogether. ARGHHHHHHHHH. Leaves a bad taste in my mouth. And none of my kids ever ask me why i always tell them to bathe. I nv believe in saying things in so many words moreover who will listen to so many ppl speaking after they lose. But today well im proud of them. But there are some stuff in which i hate them. Yeah whatever u can't have everything.
We went mrt and it feels good hehe. For the FIRST time my lucia came!!! Wah made my day hehe. We talked bout stuff that made me sad but i got to play with that cool game again! I been playing the whole soccer time la and like can't get tired of it leh. And i still can't get the way it rotates. Haha but fun la. Im exhausted and i didn't even play today. Hope i win tml's tourney! I better with the stupid breeding pool. $92 eh no joke just to complete the stupid deck. And it's like legal until end september only? Nvm ba collect. Oh yeah and i finally went to check ckt webby and i saw that last week he played. It's quite a disturbing piece of news. Dun tell me he's back in the magic area. I am also disturbed by his selling post. Why is he so active and why does he have a new batch of cards coming in? Luckily for me daryl echoes how i feel. I talked to him bout it when i went his house to get cards the other day. He simply creeps us out. Somemore daryl leaves near him and is like always dreading bumping into him. I juz dun wanna bump into him in the magic area. My area. After all this time we can't figure out how to talk to him when we see him. So best is just don't think about it. Eew creepy.
So yeah think im gonna play none other than my scryb force deck tml. Hope ppl will be shocked especially with my sideboard. Maybe if im free i will go get supplies from simei. Hmm on second thought just go and see baby ba i miss her alot. Well whatever im exhausted nd my journey has only juz begun. Hopefully steve covey will be my savior =)) Love my bible. Ciao!

2007-05-23T23:03:00.000+08:00

Ah well so today is the day that the school gave us an off coz the dance got gold with honours. I guess gotta appreciate it. I think today my dream would be to sleep whole day. Wake up study abit then at night go chill and play magic. Ok so dream on.
I woke at 7.30 k then meet mima in sch at 9.30. Studied abit then i go buy food. Ili came and supposed to teach LYNN TAN POH LYNN budden someone wear slipper so we end up go mac to study.
We met kai qing on the way and ask her join us hehe =)) Miss her like long time nv talk to her haha. Then more kids join us =p. I did study ba. Sort of. It was quite weird. Hahaha nvm. So while the 4 girls (mima anna fara fifa) while busy eating and talking i did chem k. Very happy. Haha miss the camp together with kai qing. I was thinking without that camp wun have met so many great ppl.
Oh yeah then we go parkway and i dun know why. It was closer to home anyway. We went to ocbc coz fifa wanna drop money or something and i saw Pearly there. Or she saw me rather. I was quite shocked when she approached me coz a) i dun think she knows me b) i dun think she knows i exist c) she is that nice. Lolx but it was cool just the same. YEAH until mima went to act smart and think that the phone was actually a public phone and wanted to try. How dumb is that right. Lucky i got enough common sense for the both of us lolx.
The trip to park way was quite stupid. Why coz i felt dumb and damn sleepy. And then there was the stupid bus thing and when reach banquet i was so shagged. Oooo and fifa has this cool game on her phone that is real cute coz of the musical notes one of the symbols that i love and is like tetris. So is very fun =))) Hope she got charge her phone often coz i need to use the phone more often le.
Overall i think the trip was quite useless ba just make me more tired only. Then poor fara late. Hope in time ba. Ahhh i miss them so guess today is worth it. I watched little mermaid II on wwod and even though this is like the 50th time i watched it i still love it =)) Ok then i fiddeld around with my cards and decided to take out psionic blast for stonewood invocation when the thing that really spoiled my day happened. I dropped my box and the catch broke. So i feel damn retarded coz i love that box and even though i can get another one it's difficult coz i dun go simei anymore. And i still haven't bought the protectors that i told myself to get. Haiz maybe this is the sign to go get my supplies all at once.
On a brighter note the deck works better and it is super important that i table shuffle so yeah. Hope can win this sat. Oh yeah looked through my ratings and is not that bad leh. Top half le and i always tot terence was like way ahead actually is like 1 page away? So hope this sat can chiong back the ratings which i carelessly lost. Regionals on the 10 so gotta make this sat count since i have no other practice. Hope gabriel will make it man i dun wanna be the lonely girl there. Man why am i talking bout magic when i got mid yr tml tml??? Ok good luck kids for gp tml and gd luck everyone else for fri!!!

2007-05-22T23:46:00.000+08:00

Wah feeling quite disappointed now. I tot heroes will be like the most fantastic thing that happen to me this week. But is sooo anti climax lo. Even jia hui agrees with me thankfully haha. But yeah. Like i so excited and waited so long for nothing.
Well ytd did something interesting. After consultation for gp i met with anna mima and jolene supposedly to study. Then we took our own sweet time to get mrt. Oh yeah and my dear cute shermaine tried to hit my butt. But ended up hurting her elbow. Lolx talk bout dumb hahaha.
So yeah got waffle and mrt after what seemed like forever then we decided to acc jolene home. It was quite ok and then we went home.
Today i got pe then ask mima play badminton with me. Wah i tell u is like the most funnest thing in a long while. We teamed up against noelle and jing wen and it was hilarious hahahaha. And i was really pleased with our teamwork ((=. Then went on to continue listen to jolene father. And well i felt lots of stuff mostly regret and a deep sadness. Maybe a slight bit of anger ba. But mostly deep sadness. I'm glad alot of them still can't get over it because i know i can't. Talked for REALLY long while then we did maths hehehe. Finally time to go home and i bathed and watched the stupid heroes. Haiz next season in september leh. Want me to die arh. And the worst thing is it's supposed to be 2hrs budden is not. Kaoz.
Oh yeah so tml going sch to study with the rest. Serious. So i gtg sleep and pray i dun oversleep. Nite ppl!!!

2007-05-20T23:45:00.001+08:00

Ooo i went to see baby in the morning today!!! Hehe and it really made my day =)) She getting cuter and cuter omg. And now she can smile!!! Big big hehehe. Budden like the feng shui person said she very prone to shocks. So poor thing when she heard the fan clicking she cried really bad. It took alot to get her to calm down again. I wish i could visit her more often. Now i can with the june holidays coing =)
Went home, ate lunch then daryl said can meet today so i rushed down to his place to get the cards. Wah i miss him so much :) Brings me back to the old days hehe when the group of us were chilling. I took some stuff i really needed and real grateful for those. Wah he got quite alot of stuff leh should have quit earlier then sell get alot more money. Now is like cannot sell.
We chatted alot then he took his bike and we went to get bubble tea at tm there haha. I really miss those days. I guess we wun have them anymore. Maybe not exactly as in no magic but definitely the company. Alot of stuff cleared and it was quite relaxing. He is truly my buddy =p I miss clement they all too. But he live so far and i am damn busy. At least he's still into magic hehehe.
So rushed home, didn't go library and just played with my cards. Pretty guilty but now that i got browbeat the thing really seems to work ;) I even favour this deck more than the gw glare. Then i bought dinner and my 2 bro-in-law and 2nd sis came to bring the tv. Quite clear eh gdgd hehe. And yeah i did my maths.
I miss my kids. My thoughts keep going back to soccer but i know it's over. I never wanted to win. To me i worked so hard is just to spend more time with them. Haha but all good stuff come to an end. Now i got the regionals to look forward to on 10 june and i still dun know what deck to play. Dun be stupid la just play the scryb force one. Well i dun know but will try on this sat. Lots of stuff to look forward to this week and i hope it will be a good week. Hope the stupid alex lam also dun give me trouble. Well nite world =)

2007-05-16T23:51:00.000+08:00

Ok so we had our last match today. SR vs RJ. I took a big bus to school and everything. Nv kena scolding by teacher all quite good eh. Juz did all the normal Wednesday aka cold day stuff. But yeah I was so nervous and excited. But more of nervous I guess. Closer to time I got more scared. But it was a strange calm. Juz like last year when we knew we had to win nj. But this time it's abit different. And i shit 2 times. Maybe that's a warning. Coz last year i vomit 5 times before our most impt match too.
So off we were to play our would be final match. It was indescribable i guess. So many things went wrong. Haiz. We lost 1-0 and when the whistle blew i juz hurried to shake hands and went one side to break down. Coz i mean all the effects of a lost in this game came upon me. but mostly was the pain of leaving my dearest kids. It was pretty somber at first then we cool down and everything. It was tough but i pulled myself together to be strong for the team one last time. To do everything one last time. It was with a heavy heart that we boarded the bus and left for school.
Well things looked up and we cheered up considerably in the bus. Hahaha our resident mina came up with the tactic to hide our lost. Sort of lolx. I went around talking with as many ppl as i could, hopefully leaving something behind for them to rely on next year. Dun know if it was enough. But it seriously broke my heart to see my girls cry like that just now and i hate myself for not being strong fast enough. We made big plans for next year and well just talked our hearts out =))
So we reached school and debrief. Everyone said something then blah blah then we went to take pic hahaha. Aaaaa i gonna miss them sooooo much! My Lucia! My Shermaine! My Rachel! Really felt something ripped out of me. The emptiness. We had our final moments of the kind of fun that can only be felt in a training. No other time will we feel this. Then we changed and stuff and went mac to eat. Hahaha it was enjoyable and well something to ease my mood. A good finish =)))
Reached home, had a good bath and my dad started a ruckus when he reached home. With all the vent up emotions especially anger i was suppressing he really asked for it. Unreasonable piece of shit. Shan't elaborate on him besides the fact that he is quite good for nothing. But it just spurred on my anger. And i dun know how im gonna cope with everything. Let it all out? Impossible. No way. But i better handle it properly so that it wun hurt me. Put today behind me. But i will nv forget the joy my kids brought =p An indelible mark on me and it can never be erased. I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!

2007-05-15T22:52:00.000+08:00

Today is tuesday. And it is a freaking looooonnnggg one. What with this and that and me feeling so lethargic from the beginning of the week is really taking me down. Ytd training pissed me off. You know, we have such a strong team. Last year one seriously can't hold a candle to us. But why aren't the results showing? So many freaking problems and all and i dun know if i can take the regret if we lose tml. Having dinner with rachel made me feel better although the fried rice is nothing fantastic. But after we pooled views i realized all the more the crap problems that we have. Is it worth it???
I dun know im just so shagged and just anticipating tml's game. So much is on it just like last year, just that this year there is so much more pressure. So many more strings attached. But i guess deep down in my heart i know this: We will WIN tml. Definitely. Try not to think of the lame formation. The lame combi. Just focus on doing our part and WIN. Coz it's well within our capabilities but some ppl just can't see it. Haiz ok no point being so worked up our fate lies in our hands.
Shall sleep early tonight as normal and just sleep the whole day. When the time comes tml we shall seize our victory!!!

2007-05-13T23:42:00.000+08:00

Hahaha we won!!! Ok i'm blogging a day late coz ytd was like wah =). The match was initially supposed to be at 10.30 which was pretty ok timing coz means got time to eat in the morning. Budden like found out only on fri at 2 that changed to 9!!! Wah siao lo then have to meet in sch at 7 so stressed hehe. Oh yeah then had the stupid sports day on fri. Is such a bloody waste of time. If half day still not too bad. Budden wanna start so late and end so late some more is damn shit lo. We couldn't train coz of it also ma.
At first i tot the tanglin field islike some nice field. Since i tot they will learn their lesson from giving us farrer park. Wah kaoz no toilet one lo. Lucky i can dun shit. The field wasn't that bad ba. Well the match against nj wasn't that challenging. After a blooper in the beginning we played even harder and well results show. Hahaha finally could hear some cheering from the sidelines. I must say im really extremely proud of my gals =))). Oh yeah then there was this nj gal no.14 who was looking pretty bad close to the end of the match. I mean yeah she's the so called 'enemy' but i was like contemplating just letting her be. So i decided i couldn't let my team lose and asked someone to mark her but at the same time i kept an eye on her. And yeah she collapsed after the final whistle so poor thing la j1 only eh. but lucky strong. I was so worried la.
I didn't play well la during the nj match. Was like. So slacker lo. Too passive le. I felt someone pushing me but i always nv or rather dun dare push back coz i scared injure them. Maybe if i was more aggressive then we would have won by more. So yeah after match was really happy and nj was not. They were like group talk all. Damn sad la alot cried. Was supposed to go back sch bathe budden we watch the rj vs vj match. Super shiok!!! We were supporting vj since if they won and we win rj this wed we confirm in.
Vj really put up a spectacular display man gotta hand it to them. And i know we can do the same against rj this wed =p. Very exciting match worth the watch. Yeah then they went back to school and my sis fetch rachel to orchard then we went to the hotel. Ok as expected all were late so i ate first as i was seriously famished. Not bad la the food but i think what my heart wanted was like rice, chinese food, bathe and sleep. I guess the change was ok and would be better if i was not so shagged. Hehe baby Alysa so cute!!! What would u do if u had the cutest and bestest niece in the whole world? Wah miss her soooo much too busy during the weekdays le. Nvm june coming can see her every day =)
So after that me and my cousins started taking pics and stuff and chatting. Or i would just sprawl myself on the chair coz i had a splitting headache and look like i was gonna pengsan haha. Worse still, after that gotta go my stupid grandfather house dun know for what. I hate this kind of awful shocks. Had to endure there lo with that stupid cousin that never come to any of the weddings and is super unfilial. Hate him to the core. The boy quite cute but unluckily looks like him. FINALLY we could go home and i bathed, did my magic stuff slumped on the bed and fell asleep. Hehe so that was my beautiful but very trying saturday =p Now gotta focus for wed and thrash rj!!! WE WILL WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-05-09T22:35:00.000+08:00

Ok so today is wednesday. Also known as air-con/freaking cold day. Maths was boring as usual and throughout the entire 1 1/2 hour i was seriously fighting to keep awake. Of coz sometimes fail la. Then break and i slept in the classroom then went for computing. In which i also fought quite hard and failed a little but managed quite decently ba.
Chem was fun coz only use 1hr out of the 2hr so we went to find a classroom to sleep. Kena chase out then while i was trying to get comfy in the other classroom ms jiang scared the hell out of me lolx. And my adorable friends played pranks with my shoebag again and i felt like killing them haha. Had computing in which i was bored of waiting for him so i typed magic stuff. Yeah then he took control of my com and wrote 'what are you doing' then gave me back control. Today not bad ba quite productive.
Then went for training hehe. It was quite rainy weather and we ran 10 rounds at the gallery. Then we did the station thing which was fun and all. Then amin took over and it was even more fun hehe. Did lots of stuff ba and it was great. Only til the end then got abit irritating and all but dun wanna talk about it. Yeah and so training ended and the 4 of us went mrt and i bought my ice milo and chocolate waffle and tomyam noodle. Went playground sit sit abit then went home quite tired ba. Hehe had a quite enjoyable chat lolx.
Ahhh the game is this saturday!!! I am so excited but i'm also dreading it. Seriously. Haiz and time and time again i have no freaking idea why there was no camp. Maybe is better also then wun be so close to the kids and it will be less hard leaving. But is still sooooooooooo hard. Hahaha gotta look forward ba. Ok quite tired but gonna study ciao!

2007-05-08T23:19:00.000+08:00

I had a really really really long and sleepy day. When the first period of the day i dun really expect myself to be having a good day. Budden hor that stupid guy was like. Putting me to sleep. Was so damn lethargic the whole day la. And what is up with the stupid weather?! Crazy lo so damn bloody hot. Got more awake during lunch me and noelle ta bao food and went to classroom study for chem STUPID practical assessment. Lucky i was awake. The spa wasn't that bad ba. Hope can get A =)) Hard la. The safety i just tikam. Know what it is but dun know how to phrase, And so paiseh la. I was sitting at the side and dun know why the teacher like keep looking at me. Then i play with my pen knock knock abit and it like flew down the steps lolx. So embarassed and she so nice just go pick up. So i tried to keep still but u know that and me dun really mix.
Yeah so then after that had abit more chem which i paid absolutely no attention too and went for stupid pe. No need ask la did stupid stuff. Very normal one. Whatever we wanna do, it always ends up being netball. She can call it captain ball or whatever she wants. End up it will be netball one. Thankfully she got the stupid aerobics marathon thing that since she's in charge confirm got a lot of cock up one. After pe took my stuff and went kovan to meet my dear kat hehe. She lend me her boots! Hope can last at least until finish the match this sat. Then i can take boots from my sis.
Oh yeah then on the way home right. I fell asleep just as i reached my stop and end up going interchange. Seems to happen to me alot these days. Why today so lethargic?! Like irritating eh. And then wait for the stupid bus like half an hour. Damn pissed la but things were ok. I just finished watching heroes and it's an awesome episode. Can't wait for the next one and the 2hr finale after that. Woo hoo! And yeah training tml and stuff. My calf still feel real bad. I dun really are i just hope that i can perform on sat. We have to win! HEhe ok whatever gonna sleep early tonight. Ciao ppl.

2007-05-07T22:52:00.000+08:00

Ok i feel pretty emo now. Several reasons. But nowadays is mostly coz i soccer i guess. Oh yeah my boots split le. It's dead now. So suay la it just happened like that. But it was great while it lasted =)) Ye old faithful. Hehe.
And yeah life sucks. Studying for chem spa. almost done quite proud of myself. Budden. Emotions still drag me down. Starting to question myself alot. Starting to be depressed. Why is this so? Well i guess partly due to magic too. And soccer of coz. The dread of leaving. Just like in sec 4. I'm sure i will not shed tears this year. But leaving is not gonna be any easier. I tried. I tried to distant myself from the beginning. But in the end my kids won me over and i got close to them. So it's gonna hurt alot.
But i gotta promise myself. Gotta study hard and make it. So that finally i have achieved something of my own. My life nv had any set backs. It's made me weak. So i guess i gotta find strength on my own. But it's so hard when everywhere i turn im leaving stuff behind and hurt reaches me. Yes i admit im super soft. My hard exterior serves many purposes but mostly it just protects me from feeling all that pain. Haiz. Just gotta focus on getting to the finals. When we do get there, it will subside and it's easier to let go. But even if we dun, i'll just treasure every happy moment =)=)
Magic? Take a back seat awhile please. I made 5 deck lists today. Seemingly alot of potential. But time consuming. Not to mention need very little investment on my part but is still investment. So i wanna stop it. Ytd i researched and found out the first regionals is on 10th of june. Gonna train hard on this AFTER putting my studies as first priority. Just qualify fast and relax, focus on my studies. Ok enough ramblings ba. Right now i just can't wait for Heroes to come out! And yeah dreading the stupid practical assessment tml. Well good luck ppl study hard.

2007-05-06T21:51:00.000+08:00

It's sunday. And what have i done? Nothing. Woke up at noon and ate lunch. Watch csi. Then slack the whole day even had a short nap. I wanna study. But can't start? What is the meaning of that? Remember my conversation with daryl on the way home ytd. How did he motivate himself? He said is coz ppl were saying he can't do it. And i realized that it's the case for most ppl. But i also realized that ppl always tell me i can do it. There is no negtive influence for me. So that should be pretty good if not for the fact that im like the laziest person on the planet. SO that equals to dumb right.
Then i think bout my super smart and super hardworking sisters. Then think about the super lazy me. Like not fair eh. So from now must work hard and like the old ho say give no excuses. I thionk im quite heavy coz im blocking my own way to success. Gotta push myself to one side. Haiz. Depressing.
So yeah like ytd im still struggling with gp homework and im really proud of loong wye. Gotta take a few leaves from his book man. Training tml and my thigh muscles are fine now thankfully. Guess the yoko yoko really help hehe. My best friend for soccer aches. But now the left calf like got problem leh. I think is coz overstrain. Feels like last year one but is always pain, not only when strained. So gotta hope for the best ba. Right now i just want to win our next 2 matches and pray really damn hard we qualify. If not i think i'll just. Be really really really sad.
Ok enough bout being so emo gotta be myself again. I kind of dread school tml though. Nv felt this way before. Ok gotta study. Take care ppl.

2007-05-05T23:52:00.000+08:00

Ok i gotta say today is like the best day of the week. Better than even i expected. I love fridays though. Ytd was pretty good too. But i didn't go for the bbq. Mostly coz i was quite tired and lazy to travel ba. Friday leh gotta treasure it. I received my box on thurs! So surprised and happy hehe. Moreover that day went to visit my baby Alysa! Quite cool =)
So today since i was planning to go ckt to sell the box so might as well stay for the tourney lo. Hehe it was very fun and EXTREMELY relaxing. Seriously a real stress reliever. The company there, the atmosphere can nv be replaced. I got a first round bye lolx. Then face wilbur. Arghhh i so out of touch with the game then make me face him. Lolx didn't win ba. Won the first game only haha. Then i won zoo with abit of difficulty. Faced a mono red and LOST. Lolx i gotta account it to pressure on both sides hahaha. So i was thinking AHHH com here then like abit wasted even though it was extremely fun. But hey! After the hard fight in the last one. After losing badly. I qualified?! Lolx surprise surprise. 8th place just managed to squeeze in haha. MGA not that unpro afterall eh? Hahaah gotta give lots of thanks to the bye. Saved my life man. Which presents another probem should i go for the finals? Lolx just go ba since is like the first day of holidays. Oh yeah and i bought my 4 breeding pools. $94 but the condition wasn't that good so managed $92 for them. Doesn't really matter to me coz i have them now and it's like... something i've always wanted =)=)=)
I will miss you you know. Mono Green Aggro. Say hi to er. Ok haven't decided on a name. Old name is Scryb Force. But i want a neo version. MINE. Hehe still working on it. Oops studies i mean. Lolx so yeah well a really satisfying day. I've just completed the deck but argh my mystic snakes are with zahari. Hope can get it back before the 26. Just 4 slots to think of. Hmm maybe future sight will offer some options.
Ok yeah and soccer is another primary concern. We are so gonna get to the finals this year!!! We MUST. Haiz i dun know what to do if we dun. Probably cry i guess and feel damn guilty. Life so far has been quite retarded ba. Guess what i'm trying to say is today was like a diamond in the rough. So gotta treasure days like this =). But... the old problem remains. There's something missing in my life.

2007-04-21T23:17:00.000+08:00

Ok finally the common test is over. On thurs was supposed to study for the maths paper but i tot i just sleep first. Budden my mum nv wake me up lo slept all the way to 11pm. So bo bian gotta study til bout 4am then went to sleep. And irritating enough the paper wasn't that difficult. Ahhh if only i studied more. The details i dun really know how to do. Well there's always mid yr.
Then went home and it was great coz no one home. After packing my stuff went to jasper house to go do my zen stuff. HEhehe thanks lots. And i was late for soccer. It was not unexpected but still abit shocking to run 2.4. I still having problems with the last 2 rounds. But i'm training to not let my resolve slip anymore. The training was prett good hehe. Reminded me of old times. But just reminded. It was still nothing like the old times sad enough.
Ohyeah so we had to wash up and go for the nancy peters talk thing. It was quite interesting and all. Hope it works out fine. It was quite late when we ended and happened my sis was at amk so fetch me lo. Stopped by home to get some clothes then went to see baby Alysa! Hehe miss her so much haven't seen her enough coz of the stupid common test week. One week never see leh. But so poor thing she still sick. Haiz please get better!!! Was quite tired out coz slept at 4 and when finally reach home just went to sleep straight.
Then today got prerelease. Went to the expo by myself. It was quite pleasant met up with old friends. Like Jerry!!! Realized it's like 1 year half since i saw him lo. So long ago since i played at khatib. Before i made ckt my home. The whole day was quite er fun la but abit boring too? HAhaha. Me and gabriel were tempted all the time to play lolx. But we stopped each other haha. Not worth it leh. Eh i very good k withstand so much temptation. Everywhere i go got ppl ask me why nv play. So i think i should be quite proud of my effort =)
Oh yeah and i sold my shard phoenix. After much consideration. Well what i think is maybe i will only feel it when im much older and dun have it to look back upon. Bought very little cards today. Only got 2 magus of the vineyard but it's enough hehe. Then i was really hungry so left early and me and gabriel went tm to eat. Then i went to buy my Jojo cd but dun have. And sembawang only got what singapore edition dun have the booklet. Lucky they put there lo if not i stupid stupid go buy what cheap stuff.
So made my way to my sis house and ate mac which they ordered for me. Yeah bout 1 hr after my big dinner. But it was still nice the double fof hehe. Watch tv, and it was obvious Alysa wasn't gonna wake up but seeing her was good enough =)=)=) Makes my day you know. Went home and here i am now falling asleep and preparing for tml. Dun really feel like going but gotta meet clement and zach to get my helix back. Hopefully can complete my shopping too. And gotta wait to sunday to get my Jojo cd. Better be good! (I think im gonna buy breeding pool soon before regionals.)

2007-04-19T08:42:00.000+08:00

Wow. Ytd was really something. Who would have thought right? I mean the day started out pretty ok. Went to school to meet jasper, then slack around with mima. Then play with my kids when they were released from lessons. I had a good feeling bout the team. Then yeah the usual and boarded the bus go farrer park. The trip there was more quiet than i expected but still good.
We reached there earliest and did our warm up and stuff. The field is so lousy and muddy leh and definitely smaller than normal. So it was quite worrying. Then vj came and our match started. It was drizzling and i took that as a good sign. Means i will be less tired. Which is totally not true. I was doing my job as best as i could but it wasn't enough. I was effectively stopping all the balls with my body and foot. The shots kept richocheting off me and when i turned quickly, expecting another one, it caught me offguard and touched my hand. In the penalty box. And like duh the shot went in we had a j1 keeper. Not to mention all our keepers have a reputation for having no confidence. I was preparing to be subbed out already coz i did real bad and i was tired out already so early. But stubbornly he refused. By half time we were 4 down and i was a wreck. My disappointment in myself coupled with my exhaustion plus other problems made me too tired to even drink and i was on the verge of tears. Yes this was the worst match in my entire life. And still i was in.
The second half wasn't as bad. But my leg finally gave in to the cramp after a clearance. And then yeah the match ended and it was quite devastating you know. I was quite sad too coz i thought i disappointed so many seniors who took time off to come and watch us. And coach too. But i was really angry and disappointed in my teammates as well. Haiz. I missed my 1st kids! And we went to meet one of them hehe. Jolene!! Lolx miss her so much. Seeing her gave me some stress reliever. Haiz well at least my seniors were there and gave me moral support. I miss them alot too!!! Well at least going home was fun. Had the feeling of last year u know. The simple joy. Even though the bus was small, the company was just right hehe. And cara gave me this really cute tortoise! Hehehe hang it on my bag now.
I have almost come to terms with the loss but my guilty conscience is still there. Not to mention the cramp in my leg reminding me of everything. Every step is so painful la. Stupid principal dun let us train see la. Someone else could really have been hurt. Haiz so im stuck now with studying for computing and a cramped leg. Oh yeah but last night, my 2 favourite songs played back to back on the radio! What a coincidence right hehe. So little things make me real happy. Didn't sleep well last night though. In fact for the whole week. Izzit coz im stressed, or tired or what? Just hope that wun disappoint anyone anymore. The enxt 5 matches will be winning all the way!
Oh yeah. And due to some unforeseen circumstances. My name is Eugene Milo Tan. Wish me luck for computing!

2007-04-15T00:37:00.000+08:00

Ok feeling more than a little guilty now lolx. Initially intended to spend the whole weekend studying at home. But well things happen you know. My sis bought me a great lunch home. Then awhile later my 2nd sis came and we all went to harvey norman. Ok i dun like shopping but my mum say short while so ok lo.
It was quite boring. Budden after such stressful conditions i bought a zen neeon. Oh yeah and they bought me a watch from thailand too just as i requested. I must say i really really liked it. So the whole day was wasted lo. Hahaha supposed to go my sis house budden dinner like took forever. Called at 6 and only reach at 9 lolx. And my poor baby Alysa was sick. Stupid weather lo.
So yeah spent the rest of the night there looking at baby and was quite tired after the whole day. Give up trying to study le. Shall go sleep now and continue tml. Nite world ;)

2007-04-14T11:11:00.000+08:00

Friday the 13th wasn't so bad =) In fact come to think of it it wasn't bad at all haha. Of coz i might think that whenever econs tut is the first lesson of the day will always spoil the rest of day, things start looking up. The day was real laid back which was pretty cool as i was exhausted.
Went to kovan during lunch, just the 4 of us. Hahaha first time this year coz always at this time i got maths remedial and can't go. Today dun have. Hopefully after ct also wun have coz means i passed it :) We laughed like crazy again and it's good mental therapy haha. And it rained and the 2 guys who brought umbrella ask us 2 girls (who did not bring umbrella) wait until rain stop while they go back to sch. Awwww what nice friends right? LOLX. We cabbed back and i think it was so much convenient lo cept the driver abit stupid.
Lotfi went with the guys for the match so we had mr hohoho the stupid old man. He looked quite happy so i got quite pissed. The happier he is the more pissed i am. In fact nowadays i take one look at his face and i just give him some venomous remark and diao him. And today get pw results so i seriously dun want him to be happy. Coz when he's happy, means we're sad.
Actually not that excited until the tension built up in the lt hahaha. Then we went to collect and the stupid old man was slow but guess what. I got a B!!!! Oh man i was sooooooooooo super duper happy! Expected a D lo. I didn't expect to get anything better than a C. And i noticed hohoho wasn't that happy which was good :)
On the way to see my girls saw QZ and Aloy!!!! Hehe they came to see the tp vball match. The guys were damn good lo esp Yang Sheng. Hahaha zai man! Oh yeah then got jersey today!!! Quite nice lo actually the green one. Dilly dally here and there then chiong home to bathe and go meet wee. And good news!!! Jing Wen found her wallet!!! LOLX very happy for her :) So played with wee at jj for some time then went to eat. Had a very satisfying but ex dinner but ok ba hehe. Very long since i was full and satisfied. That's a double bonus. Usually it's one or the other. Then went bk to finish the remainder of our games.
His deck is... Incredible. Incredibly fantastic. Haha i can't wait to see it when it becomes big. So sadly i was having headaches coz too tired and even basic stuff like attack i couldn't do. So went home to sleep. So yeah. A good friday the 13th hehe. Exams and prerelease next week though.

2007-04-12T20:14:00.000+08:00

Heheheh overall a pretty good and satisfying day i guess. *smiles*
My dad fetched me to school and everything was great. Played badminton during pe and pe wasn't bad at all today. Then break and jing wen realize she lost her wallet. Poor girl man. Then had a little quarrel in the lt. Jasper fault. So we sort of separated after that me and jasper went to the sac.
It was quite nice coz fifah suddenly came and joined :). Then when met up with noelle at com lab we had a real big laugh and during lunch everything was fine. Ok then had 2 hours of economics by that stupid lam so i just play with my gc abit. I guess the worst part of the day was the stupid char devl or some shit. SO LONG AND BORING!!! FINALLY we could go.
I contemplated going to SCH. Hehe the whole day tension and excitement building up man lolx. But haiz since got common test then nvm ba. Budden... they got a silver!!!!! I heard the phone ring and guess is shan joo lolx. Idiot girl nv go also hehe. I was so nervous i called her sis twice today. But seriously it was really a job well done!!!! I think it has nv been accomplished before lo. Where got band can do this??? Everyone must be so PROUD!!! I certainly am =p. They are all my heroes now =)
Oh yeah the preview card was magus of the vineyard!!! Omg the possibilities!!!! I am so getting as many as i can during the prerelease including foils. and guess what the stupid soccer camp is on week 7. That's like damn far away la. So stupid. HAhahaha so i can be at the prerelease for 2 whole days!!! Next sat man i can't wait. But i think i would prefer it if the camp were on. So yeah really excited about future sight but still deciding if i should keep the box when i receive it.. Oh well this kind of thing leave til when the time comes hehe.
So well that's my day. I am satisfied =)=)=) (aaahhhh)

2007-04-11T22:26:00.000+08:00

Man so tired now. Had the match again innova today and it was so... i dun know what to say. I'm not happy at all lots of mixed feelings ba. Today i was quite awake during maths lecture. Until that woman took over i could not take it le lolx. My fav topic normal distribution she take aiyo.
And i think i lost my appetite. These few days i can't eat lo. Is it stress??? I dun know man.
Oh yeah tml is SYF!!!! I hope they get silver man. Pray sosososo hard!
Haiz now just want the common test to come. But i also dun. I wanna play magic. But can't. IS so restrictive and idiotic. It would be fine if i was not like drop dead exhausted. I hope i can survive from next week til the month of may.
Ok anyway im quite pleased with my kids as usual and really proud of them. Well done! But today no kick leh. We shall see their true power in the vj match.. Hehe take care everyone!!!!

2007-04-10T00:08:00.000+08:00

Oh the beginning of the week. As expected, it's gonna be a looong week ahead. Common test next week!!! Oh man.
I guess i had a pretty normal day. Dun get me wrong i love normal days. Oh yeah i juz rmbed. The idiot that was supposed to buy my card canceled on me in one of the worse possible ways and i felt like calling him and giving him a piece of my mind which luckily i didn't. Scum like that should just let me kick.
Ah then since monday so got soccer. I studied abit of econs then went off for training. It was... well like last time lo. Juz abit different. i love the company and all. But there was something missing. Actually that's how i feel like these days ya know. There's something missing in my life, something not there. And i really can't think what but it's bugging me the whole time. Oh well. I'm sure time will tell.
Oh yeah so soccer was like that lo blah blah. And i felt a real ache when i saw the formation. I remembered my coach so vividly then and missed him. For lots of reasons. I guess mostly because the spot that he wanted me to play but nv got the chance to really play it out is played by someone else. Anyway there was a bigger agenda at hand, namely getting a gk. That has always been a problem and it's real irritating for many reasons for which none i will discuss here. So training ended real late and i sort of resent that coz i really wanna study for the stupid common test that im sure i'll fail anyway and mr hohoho is gonna be so happy.
I feel like a failure. Doing too much. But it's not even half off what i wanna accomplish. Gotta break away the guilt. Coz i really couldn't help it. The choice is, only one school. Obviously it's sr. Maybe i'll contribute more next year i dun know. But by then i will be focusing on alot of other stuff, especially magic.
Ah!! The other sound calling to me from my heart!!! I have never regretted taking on the game. And i'm sure i never will.
OK FOCUS!!! Gotta make it for next week's common test with decent grades if not i'm really done for. Fat hope anyway. Ok at the very least let my computing get E grade and i will be through the roof =)
Oh yeah and Jojo's 'How to touch a girl' really got me hooked. Go get the song ppl.

2007-04-08T18:07:00.000+08:00

Ok i'm finally blogging again. My com's down and using my bro in law extra laptop. Well life has been really really extremely busy. Never imagined it would be this way. But like Daryl said i wouldn't have it any other way lolx.
School, school, and more school. They think we're robots or something. So irritating. Hope it's for the best. Now coupled with training dun have time for anything else. 135 again and i dun even know if it's that productive. Miss you Coach Rosli!!! Tournament just around the corner but i know we'll make it. We always do =). Finals this year!!!
What about magic? The intention was to stop after the grand prix. Which i sort of did after i won 2nd at the junior open i didn't really want to do anything to scar that rank. Budden i realized that stopping is stupid. If not how to relieve stress? Hahahaha answer always here but i ignored lolx. Prerelease coming soon hope my camp doesn't end too late. Hope my box comes soon too.
AAAAAAAA ok so gotta go back to study. Common test next week, match on wed, camp on fri and sat, and prerelease on sat and sun. Excited? Yeah totally and can't wait. Hope everyones doing fine too =p

2007-02-21T21:29:00.000+08:00

Hey guys. Well first day back at school after the festive season. And i overslept lolx. Weird my mum didn't hear the alarm too. While i was doing my morning stuff i tot since today was wed i could afford to be late and take back ez link at 6. Budden hor super duper mafan leh. So just cabbed down to school with 18 minutes to spare. Lolx lucky the driver quite good ba help me rush hehe. But wah i am so not gonna cab again. Waste of $$$. I can buy so many card la.
School was quite all right. As good a wednesday as it could get. But that stupid maths lecturer is sooooooooooooo boring. I didn't pay attention at all and when i did the work i was still faster. Ok that will give u an idea of how super slow she is lolx. But still for slow ppl like me is all right i guess. Anyways the whole day i was anxious/excited/nervous coz there's a friendly match against mj in the afternoon. Hehe but not so bad ba since it's just a friendly.
It was quite dumb leh we finish sch at 3 and the match is at 4. When i went they were already there warming up la so fast. hahaha anyway i was so nervous! The girls were so slow too. Haha but can't blame them. But anyway we won teh match 1-0 lolx. One word: LUCK. Hahaha. It felt great. Because it's the first match of the year. And against all odds we managed a win. So yeah real proud of ourselves :D.

And well im so pleased with the j1s. They are somethin' special :D:D:D:D:D

They made my day and well im gonna study now. That's right. Hahaha ciao ppl. Work HArd.

2007-02-19T00:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!

Haha wah like long time nv blog eh. What better time to start than the new year hehe. Wah so many things have been going on since i last blogged. The camp was great as expected. My sis wedding was fantastic. And life has been great.My magic has improved in leaps and bounds as well :D. Then comes the new year, my birthday and school. It was another surprise. Although im older now i was almost unaware cept that my cousin made me suspicious lolx. What i got was what i asked. Cash to enter the prerelease. Which i did when it was on 2 weeks later. I had a great time. Not so great the first day when i lost 1-3. I have nv done so badly man. But the second day, i went all the way 4-0. Haha yup that's right! My last opponent was a guy of high ranking and i brought him down man. That night was brilliant. My only complaint is that when i checked my ratings, they recorded it as a lost. Was disappointed as i really wanted to rmb this as i dun always have money to enter a prerelease and i wanna rmb my first 4-0 win. But oh well hehe. =p

School was pretty cool until the computing guy started to give me trouble. But all this was balanced out with the arrival of the kids~!!! J1s i mean hehe. Dun know what i would do without them. Actually i was quite down coz i was worried sick bout the team. But when i saw the kids everything became all right. Coz we were having great fun once again! And then it was time for them to get results. But... and this is the greatest news of all: on the 12th of Feb, MY NIECE WAS BORN!!!!!! And this little miracle has kept my life from falling apart. Little Alysa :)

And of course chinese new year today was excellent. Late as usual went to my uncle house. i helped my cousin tune his guitar last night during the reunion dinner. Which was super boring coz now i dun have any sisters there with me anymore. Strummed, watched tv and such. Quite pleasant ba. Then we played blackjack lolx. My mum gave me $1 and i returned her $2. So i think it's quite ok hehe. Then went to my mum aunt there. Now no more dogs le. That place always bores me to death coz the adults always talk. But can play with my cousins ma hehehe. Take pic like nobody business. My cousins are so fun la. Can just talk and laugh like no tomorrow. Had a real hilarious time as usual hehe. Then finally could go to my sis house to see baby Alysa!!! As usual she was sleeping hehe. So cute la lolx! Play mahjong and stuff. But i was longing for food. Rice to be specific. The kfc and pizza ordered was not satisfying at all. I realized now meat or what doesn't satisfy me. What i needed was RICE. No rice no peace lolx. But i made do with the horrible empty feeling hehe. At last after a long and extremely enjoyable day we had to go home.
Gonna go see Alysa tml hehe. Can't wait! And this year arh. Dun know why got so much ang bao. Weird leh. I guess i've been good LOLX. Ah. Long day gotta go rest. Cya everyone and happy ang bao collecting!!! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

2006-11-27T00:48:00.000+08:00

Haiz AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE CAMPS!!!!!
Well before i get on to that depressing topic. I shall review saturday. Went to skate park in the morning for the street soccer thing. Wah is so lame la. Not only have to wait under the sun for our turn, but if u lose you're out. But well nvm it's a saturday. Saturday is meant to waste time doing absolutely nothing. And seeing the j2s again is a treat all by itself hehe. Wah miss them so much!!! And i solved the mystery of the weird sms that day. Learning point? When sleepy until can't read the name of an sms properly, juz ignore it till later.
I was in quite a bad mood actually. A few people actually made me want to beat them up. Most infuriating was this guy who walk past and said in those cynical tone that sounded so incredulous that srjc had soccer girls'. I mean he was lucky it was in the morning. Coz i was still quite tolerable and in a pleasant mood. And he had the nerve to stand just near us. Argh i let him off too easy. No one insults our team. Stupid ankle or no i should have just taken him on.
Well we lost. None made it to the next round. But it wasn't for lack of trying. Some times it's just not meant to be. But when referees screws it up i tend to want to lose my head. Haha but hey miracle i ended the tourney without a fight. We slacked and hung around till everyone was ready then walked to far east to eat. Argh so irritating it rained on the way. Then i rushed down to ckt for the tourney lo. Made it just in time. In time as in super late everyone was waiting for me. Haha i was lucky i had good friends around.
I won the first game with shawn 2-0. Wah i really expected to lose since my heart was still racing and i was perspiring all over. Dun know how i managed it. But it's bad to have a perfect win coz i faced bernard's solar flare. I cursed my luck. I was still not ready for solar flare. Then rayner again. This time his deck put up a fight. Interesting idea but very untuned. I was one turn away from losing but i won 2-0 anyway.
Heartache of the day: the match again Alvin. Lolx he is singapore's number 1 you know and would be flying to paris on sun. Once bitten, twice shy right. Well this is the second time. The first time i really had no chance. The glare was really subduing me. The killer of the day was the sideboard. How many times have i told people that the sideboard's importance is incredible. And yet i made the wrong choice. And paid dearly. I was one turn from winning a very spectacular win when he top decked a glare. I lost. From that point i knew i lost but i decided to fight on in hopes of drawing a krosan grip which stupid me put 3 in sb but only sub in 2. What are the freaking odds of drawing it?! I am an idiot man. A real idiot. Why did i keep plaxmanta in for? I really have no clue. How dumb can i be man. If not i would have $25. Next time man. I learn my lesson. But like most of them, alvin is a really nice guy real soft spoken. I admire that. Top deck of the day: Glare of Subdual.
I was woken up early today by my sis to help her bring her things down. The moving was continued from ytd. Haiz so fast man she's going. Then spent the rest of the time slacking around and slept the whole afternoon through. And now im dreading the stupid camp. I hate the school. Oh yeah and i just finished making a deal with a guy. 4 Spectral Force, 1 Stonewood Invocation and i top $24 for 4 Troll Ascetic. It's a real wrench trading away my 4 spectral force. I do have another playset in my current deck but i always tot of just keeping it. But well i guess i rather have troll ascetic than spectral force. But wah so ex leh. The deal is going down this friday and i really hope it's successful. As long as the troll ascetic is in as good a condition as my spectral force i will be pretty satisfied. This is one of those long term investment thing and really hope things will turn out ok. And the guy's price is so damn stubborn lo. $1 off also cannot. And he sell eternal witness at $5 la please and expect my avalanche riders to be cheaper. But nvm i buy witness from someone else. Hope i can have $24 this fri. Okies i gtg rest for the stupid camp. Ciao people. Wish me luck.

2006-11-24T23:48:00.000+08:00

Haha well went school today. I woke up at 11.30 la didn't expect it. Forgot to put alarm too. Checked the mail and stuff then went for school for chem. Quite boring la and didn't understand anything.
Then went to roxy to buy my cards. Lucky met Hamima man. If not i will waste so much travelling time. Lolx thanks =p. The con of the cards was ok la. Acceptable lolx. Haiz why i keep on buying arh. I wish i could just stop. As if i need them anyways.
So yeah got the stuff then headed back home. Oh yeah i finally saw the advert for magic. It totally sucks la. I think the person who made it has never played magic before. You gotta play for some time and understand it before u make this kind of stupid advertisement. Make the game look so cheap and childish some more. Stupid producers. Quite angry la. And when i saw it i wanted to ask coz is really too lame le. Now that i think about it i realize i think i saw the advert before. Is just that was too lame so i put it out of my mind. Not worth my space.
I chatted with my sheryl keith for a while then went to watch the last episode of justice league! Haha wah was super cool. Not bad. Missed superman coz went to buy dinner. Then watched homeward bound while flipping sometimes to smallville. Last episode too lolx. Then Charmed season finale. Lolx today alot of last arh i just realize. Yeah even though i watch dun know how many times, it is still a great season finale =p.
I just finished dealing for 3 remand and a foil moldervine cloak and a foil watchwolf for $13. Yes i admit i'm a loser. Ok. This has got to be the LAST major deal. Dun really have a choice coz im pretty broke le lolx. Got another major deal too. AAAaaaaa okies so tml have soccer and gotta wake up early. Wish my team loads of luck! All 3 teams must have top 3 spots! And wish me loads of luck too hope i win 1st place at the tournament! The first one that i qualified!

2006-11-23T23:46:00.000+08:00

Wah school this whole week. So sian man. Oh well. Today i finally received the mail. Wah it was done real nicely and the cards were better than i expected. Indeed a good bargain i am indeed very pleased =p. So i finally got my playset of caller of the claw which inspired me to play extended. But i still dun know what color. Or even what to play. Control? Aggro control? Aggro? My colors or try something new? I dun know. I am simply at a lost.
And another thing im really pleased about. I can walk! Ok not the proper roll your foot smooth walk but still it was as close as i could get at the moment lolx. Quite happy. Hopefully i will be able to lead the morning workout for the camp with no incident as well as play for the australia match on friday =p. But im still slightly disappointed that i can't play this sat. Haiz well what's most important is that i can wear heels next sat and sun instead of taking pic with a bandaged foot or worse, crutches.
I remember my sis last night she ask me to be home next week to help out with anything. I told her i would be away for the week for camp. And she said when i returned she would no longer be living here. I was quite deeply struck leh. Like so used to her looking after me. Ok we hardly talk and she scolds me more often then our total talking time. But we're still really close know? And these things mean alot to me. Not to mention i have to do alot of things on my own now lolx. I just really really hope the wedding will be great.
Please man I wanna survive the stupid camp. Did i mention before? I HATE CAMPS. AAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!! Inconveninent dates too all the activities lumped together. The worse i can't stand is the stupid one that is before the e cube camp. The school is so DUMB i cannot stand it! Why tie over the stupid camp to the e cube one?! And im not even in full health la please. Stupid school AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!
Okies chill. Haha tml gotta go buy some cards. Not bad la the deal. Just hope the con is good. And sat really pray hard that i will get at least top 4 man. Really praying. Hope for me too hehe. Oh yeah and hope my soccer girls win the tournament, 3 teams take part, top 3 places!!! YEAH!

2006-11-19T00:44:00.000+08:00

Haha well balanced day i guess. Very good. And very bad. As usual woke up and went to bishan. Was supposed to meet terence for lunch but we reached quite early so went to the library first. Then we meet terence and as expected the blah blah blah bout my stupid ankle. But i really appreciated the concern. It was good to see him again man. Too long le. Then some more he going brunei. How sia.
We didn't eat lunch in the end coz Mr. Medic said that the shop was too crowded for me lolx. Too inconvenient. So just went and started trading. Now then i realize why the guy we met looked so familiar. The last time i saw him was bout a year ago. Yup nice guy. Every where like 99% of the people in the magic community are all nice guys. So did my trading stuff and was really quite happy.I got so many cards i want and like never spend money. Coz i keep on selling too. Wah most happiest are my Ibs and foil Scryb Ranger!! So happy man. And i complete my playset of shadow of doubt and wurmcalling le. Wah super happy.
Of coz there are downsides. Out of nowhere and for reasons unknown i was suddenly the enemy. Oh well. At least had quite a good time trading and had my buddy terence and knew nico better. The thing is. The stupid crutches were killing me. They were so inconveninent. The sun was so hot. And my whole body was aching. Sometimes i could barely hold the album straight. I was at the edge of my tether esp since didn't eat anything.
At ckt another surprise lolx. The guy had left the cards there for me to take. Wah so happy. So i sort of completed all my deals le. I faired pretty badly. Another good thing was that during my first round with darryl, (yes that's right again), I won the first one with relatively little fight. Lost the second one with a very bad hand. And forgot i could draw the last one. So he felt a little paiseh that he won so he bought me green tea! Haha so i felt quite good coz made another good friend le. I remember last week i had very bad feelings bout him lo lolx. But he seems like a really nice guy. That green tea and new friend brightened up my day.
So of coz the downside was the trip home. Actually in the beginning i wanted to just go home. But i was determined to stay. Already made it this far what. Well i handled it pretty well i guess. Didn't laugh at all haha. Although he pretty much made the fool of himself. I am too experienced to make the same kind of mistakes he does. I mean can u imagine someone kicking your crutches at ckt and in the bus and almost tripping? Like karma u know haha. So like i said a really balanced day.
But one more problem was that i hadn't eaten anything the whole day and the dizziness was really starting to get to me. The ordeal with the crutches took too much out of me to survive without food. Luckily, my parents bought back for me haha. So it is still a good ending hehe. Hopefully next week my scryb force can make it to the top spot. Since i have one less friend to share it with, i'll have to think of something else. At least now i can change my priority to the tourney next sat. Ah if only my ankle were better. I will really kick butt man. Ok im really tired. Hope tml will be a great day. =p

2006-11-18T00:26:00.000+08:00

Well i cut my hair. What a waste of $$$ man. Went to tm jean yip with my sis. I felt violated lolx. But i bear with it hehe. Then my sis fetch me and my mum back and i took my stuff and went her house for the night. Coz my bro in law wouldn't be home so i go over pei her lo.Besides every morning she pass by where i playing soccer. So good she fetch me hehe. Budden coach didn't come. Haiz miss him man. It was fun playing with everyone. Budden i think the wind blow wrong or what but i went down coz i sprained the stupid ankle. After resting, continued playing again until near the end i couldn't take it anymore. Haiz so irritating man. Then we went to bedok bk to eat. Haha had a good time joking and laughing with everyone the whole day. Really wonder what life will be like if i didn't join the soccer team.=pBy the time i reached home it was too late it was already swollen le. Icing didn't help. My dad help to rub. It only went down abit after all the pain i endured lolx. Then he tell me keep on walking normally. The more i walked the more i realized i had to see doc le. No way can juz heal liddat. So I was quite sad and just spent the day playing minesweeper.Then this morning my sis overslept then my dad so good fetch her to work then sun bian go and see the chinese physician. Lucky is nearby my sis work at redhill there i think. Then go eat breakfast, then go ann siang hill. Wah i think i been there too often leh. He can recognise me and know i play soccer so should be something wrong ba lolx. I realized i was there like 4 times in a year. First time was i think last aug or sept when i got hurt during tkd. Till now. Haiz i miss tkd. i really wanted to go back le but i never recover long enough to go back. So i feel quite dumb. I mean. It's been almost a year. And after all that excitement on passing my grading i haven't even gotten my belt. Seekarly i go back and they say since so long have to retake how. $200 eh.
Went to school today. So irritating. Why must start on fri not mon. And i hate the dumb crutches. I REALLY HATE THEM. Was so irritated and frustrated the whole day. But as usual there are things to make up for it budden it was still terrible. Haiz. I really feel super down ever since the stupid thing. I was already feeling pretty irritated and this had to happen. And i haven't made it for a single tournament with my whole free time. As it is i last minute can't make the next sat one and can barely make the next one. Is like. Soccer and i dun mix. Parents not very happy that im injured again. And shan joo asked me a question that i really wanna know the answer. Why my team only i get injured. Im so sick and fed up of everything.
Ok still got lots of pent up anger in me but i shall keep it in for another day. Tml is saturday so gotta go trading. Haiz. If not for joe who wanna qualify i think i will just stay at home sleep or something. Now must drag myself half way across singapore to play magic. I AM SO ANGRY AND TIRED OF EVERYTHING. Yeah if i keep this up i will probably lose the tournament tml and lose all my hard earned points so i gotta chill. Now.

2006-11-12T00:55:00.000+08:00

Haha wah today had a rather er. Normal day. As in balanced out. Went out pretty early to tampines for breakfast. Didn't feel good and settled for mac. Then took train to sembawang to meet Joe. Actually i didn't really want the knight le coz too ex. Budden nvm la. Dun wanna spoil trader relationship. Pretty good deals too. Otherwise dun know how to find cheap dryad.
Then continued training down to bishan to do normal saturday trading. Wah i hope nv spoil things with joshua man. He like angry with me eh for not selling. Haiz nvm. After digging through every single card in the pile i only bought 2 black border sacred ground and a gigapede and silklash spider. Like so worth my time hor lolx. I also tight budget ba. And the thing is it started raining very heavily. And if you dun know it by now, our worst fear is water. Traded awhile then went kenny shop finalize deck. I quite happy eh. I bought pendelhaven and a foil Yavimaya Dryad! The foil is really very zai.
Trained to ckt and ran through the stupid rain. My leg was still stiff from ytd. Why bernard nv provide shuttle bus lolx. Surprisingly quite a number of ppl. Well overall i think i played pretty well today. I won quite easily even though i had to think like shit juz to make sure there were no tricks. But i not happy coz the last one against alvin wah should have been mine man. I already plan le. Flashback the stupid COH. But i just lay a land and said done. It cost me the game. I couldn't recover and get the upperhand anymore. AAAAAAA some more this is the only time i can use the card. Need to return le.
Then we left and i did a real stupid thing. On the bus back i realized i left my deck there. Yeah the deck which i juz borrowed 6 cards which cost total bout $80. So total bout $150 in the deck la. Got down and walked but the shop was closed. After a few calls bernard told me yeah he found it lolx. HEng arh. I could have died lolx.
So yeah relaxing and tml going ckt again then can test deck as well. I finally feel that i am improving. And im gonna keep at it. And what's more, im gonna do well in my studies, soccer and tkd too. In the very near future. Haiz I miss my Scryb Force. It's resting at bernard shop. Well gonna sleep le. Been a tough day. Nite world.