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Ok now compose myself. First update ya on last night.
Update: Was feeling miserable added to which I was hungry. Dun know whether tml will be good or not. Called my mum. Then since I didn't have my phone I chanced it and called Charity. Great tml can! Mum came back ask her go down buy stuff to eat. Got my phone and realized Joanna asked for textbooks so reply. Knowing her now is kinda early for her. So brighten my mood. Tml can! Then brighten again coz my mum cook then can eat. Great! But then came a big problem: my fears. I couldn't sleep. I was afraid I would be late tml. Even worse I was afraid I couldn't go out tomorrow. I told Bradley tml go play lan. At about 4 plus I think finally I slept.
Today: Woke up too early. Tried to force myself to sleep until like 12 like that. Couldn't so read Superman. Bought food at 12.30. Slacked around until 1.30 then go bathe. I wanted to wait but cannot take it so I went 10 floor. Met at the stairs and gave the stuff. Weird my throat was so dry. The ulcer was hurting more and very painful to smile. As usual managed neccessary words, nothing more, and left. I felt like I could take 10 scary movies with my eyes wide open and I still couldn't feel like this. Rushed to Tampines. Went cs hugs and kisses and bought a card. It was really cool. I thought cannot open so I ask the girl what song is it. Actually I could have opened it myself. I too dumb. Then ran to mac to write the stuff. Too rush cannot think. So wrote loads of nonsense. And pasted my time of need. I like the card. Gotta go buy another one. Played a bit of magic and Belvin said he saw me but I dun know wherer is he. Put my phone on the table and Bradley told me it was rining. How stupid of me. I put it on the table so I will know when it was ringing but it totally escaped my notice. Oops something came up. No matter I was determined to make today great. Today will be the day when the winds change. When all my luck will come back!
Went to Pavillion but no space as usual. So go Ezone. Great so little people! Had more fun then last time. Humans were so strong I didn't know that. The Undead were no match for my 20 strong riflemen!! Then my dun know what upgraded to level 5!! So cool! Dun know why I like this game. Maybe it's the same reason why I dun know why I like Magic. Oops late! Intended to take a bus but took a cab. Had to wait quite long haha. Maybe coz she too heavy lolx. Finally! It was good to see her again. Just saw 2 other very missed faces on Thursday. This week has been a real treat. Talked a bit then cross the road and go home. Took a cab home. Finally home!! This day has been tiring but I wouldn't trade it for anything. Now to finish it will be a great dinner with my family. Not whole family but still family. 2 1/2 of my life is completed. But I am feeling so happy that I think even if I failed my grading I couldn't care less!! Megagreat!!! Yo CosmiC!!!

Update on last night (this morning): I didn't want to use the second bottle but I did. Finished star at 1.15. Great!! But the cleanup is terrible. Suddenly there was blue everywhere. Toilet door, the star itself at the bottom, my keyboard, my table, my shirt (no idea how it got there). Quite happy. But aching from tiredness. After cleaning up went to sleep. I chatted with Joanna and I plan to give it on Sunday. I messaged Charity but no reply. Trying again tomorrow. Tomorrow hope will dry. I will use the hair dryer.
Today: Woke up go toilet. Feeling incredibly with sleep heavy. Sleep again. No energy watch Kim Possible *siGhz*. Mum woke me up tell me she going, then sleep again. Woke up go toilet again. Sleep. Dad woke me up ask me go with him to help him at a charity function at an old folks' home then sleep again. Wow so much disturbance. So slept on and on to 3 plus. Felt rested finally. Haven't had this feeling in a long time. I feel so great now I wun feel too bad if I failed my grading. Lazed around then go buy food for me and sis. Nice. Wow a lucky day man somemore got nice food. Cannot finish coz too much. Called Qz haha. Dun know still can go the chess thing or not. Watch tv for a while then wanted go in sleep again but sis in the room. Call Xiuyi ask some stuff. Then Jiefang called ask whether wanna go concert. Like nobody going plus I tired so can't be bothered. I hope everyone is happy with their results. Anyway it's no use now. Just pick up and get moving. Finally can go in then wow so fast sleep. 9 plus dad came back so wake up. Hmm am I hungry or not? I feel like having something to eat, but not that hungry. So just do something else first. Took the hairdryer dry dry abit. But quite dry already so decided to stop. Use my stick hit but quite hard. No dents also. Use my stick push also can. After I prod here prod ther and felt satisfied go wrap. So lucky got enough wrapping paper. Now I know why I got leftover from Joanna bday lolx. Man I hope all this luck is not siphoning off from tomorrow's luck. If it was so whoever can have it back. So now my problem is remembering which is which. Must wait for my mum come back so I can use my phone.
Write the autograph thing. Reminds me of primary 6. So many of them girls wanted autographs. Primary 6 was good yeah. Soccer everyday. Good food. Nice aurroundings. Haiz. Anyway I have no idea how to write coz I'm so boring. Last time got other autographs to copy from. Then can ask somemore. So call Shan joo ask how to write. Then call again ask what I dun like. After about an hour finally finish. While I was writing I felt quite light hearted and enthusiastic. After I sign off I felt very sad. Mixed feelings. This is finalizing a goodbye. I hate to let go. But struggling to hold on is tearing me apart. SO many things to let go. School, guitar. Can't write anymore. Feeling too heavy. Too much sad emotions. Update you tomorrow. Now gonna eat. Ciao everyone.

Last day of school. Getting back report card today. The day didn't start off so well, but I tried not to let it get me down. Coz I predicted there would be other things. And there was. When I reached school only Xiuyi was there. I was happy to see her partly, not mostly, partly because she should have brought something. But she didn't. So very disappointed I kept quiet and hoped the next blow wouldn't come. But it still did. Another person also didn't bring. Cool. Unable to take it me and Qz went to get Earnest chinese name. Still not sure whether wanna take part or not leh lolx. I was subdued for the rest of the morning. Raining so we went to the hall. Temperature taking. Damn boring. Stay in the hall for so long doing nothing. Wanted to sleep but cannot. In the end settled for reading. I felt many emotions. Didn't know what I was feeling. So best to keep quiet. Gave out all the prizes, all the budget stuff, then must go homeroom. Haiz. It was quite ok la. At least he never look at my work just take. When he called for me to go up and get, I stood at his side looking around coz he doing soemthing. Then he suddenly turn around and shouted WAKE UP!!! Wow I was severely shocked. I seriously could have jumped. Luckily I could compose myself. I barely had time to brace myself. Said I was more brilliant then those 5 up there, blah blah, and asked me to write 1000 lines of 230. Great. Wait for the rest of the class finish then go. So dumb got so many idiots cannot take the book.
Went home. Bought breakfast on the way up. Now this is my favourite le. When I reached home my dad was leaving. I was surprised that my mum had already left. Watched tv and ate. A bit too spicy. In the end must make drink. Bathed and went CC. Go library borrowed a 2 nice books. Saw Qz. Went back to CC, then go Tampines. Met Bradley and went popular. Saw Zakiyyah group. Cannot find the thing leh. Then we also cannot play lan. Tried 2 places and cannot play. Went back to Bedok. Cannot play also. I felt like eating then decided against it. In the end cannot take it go eat at the Japanese place. To my surprise I was really hungry. I thought at first it was just like for fun. Wanted to go library but in the end go FZ. Nice played with the uncle. Was playing with ECPS kids when Shan Joo called. Wow they so nice went to find for me. After a long conversation managed to get the stuff I needed. Thanks! I think it would be better if they chose. All my life my family has been commenting on my bad taste. Go Eunos wait for Shan Joo. After 3 trains she came. Looks like got everything I needed. Of course. This was Shan Joo. If I left it to maybe anyone else I probably wun be that satisfied. Went home and met my dad downstairs. Changed and immediately started work. After 2 hours of backache got something like a badly bandaged star with illegible writing on top. Writing okok la. 1 more star to go. Quickly changed and went tkd. Damn my clothes are damp. Stupid wet weather. I froze on the bus coz my clothes a bit wet plus aircon abit cold. Was quite early and lie down on the bench and nap. Had a lousy lesson. I totally no energy, not flexible, and no internal strength. Disgrace myself. I thought my parents not fetching but lucky teacher hold back then saw them. First try a new coffee shop but looks terrible so went Bedok South. Great food. Very very extremely nice. I had what I wanted and I totally satisfied to go home happily. Seldom I can find something that can make me full.
Gonna continue on the next star. Then have a long rest. Dun know tml wanna go out or not. That familar at the edge of a cliff feeling is there but it's not so intense. Once I finish the project I can relax. Hope everyone luck is great. Nite.

Raining. Cold. Haven't finish last night's homework. Went to school with the stupid dictionary and went to '303'. Went down after the announcement and realized everyone was there. Waiting for me apparently. Didn't feel like collecting but had to. After finish then somemore come. Never mind la leave them and go studio. Played chess during English. Then must go to the Deepavali concert. Quite boring la. Can be ok but the music is too loud. The only nice part is the teachers. Recess, clean up. Haha didn't need to clean up at all. Remington read our positions and percentage. 50%. Cool. I went to look for the teacher but he talking. They talk for damn long lor, what they doing, dating arh. Finally go then since he dun have the machine then bring home my workpiece. Saw Jiefang and gang and we go Chai Chee eat. Haven't eaten there in more than a year. Go back to school for band. Quite boring la. Still worrying about the wood.
Band. Boring la.But Springfield got come. Well some of spf. Extremely happy to see them. Felt emotional. Happy to see Chen Pei (chiobu) and Farzana. After band must run again. Tired. Went home eat and went out. Bradley already there. This is so weird. My strong suit with friends is always to be very early. I've never been early once with him. But only about less than 5 times so maybe still can la. Play magic, then bro play also. Bro ask me dun go play lan so in the end never play. Just stay there play magic. Quite fun la. Ran to my last lesson of guitar. I felt abit sad. And I felt like very grateful to my teacher. Some sort of emotions that cannot be expressed. I wanted to thank him but didn't know how to. Anyway he is really nice. Left there hoping this was not the last time I would open the door. Felt quite sad.
Went home. Dun know what to do. Feeling like at the edge of the cliff. Dun know what to do. Haiz. Whatever it is, I aim to give by saturday. And oh yeah I want my gun. And my cards. Nothing more to say here. Just wanna hope.

My sis left early today. So my mum woke me up late and I was almost late for school. Today is my sister's and cousin's bday. Later hope remember to wish them coz in the morning too rush. Assembly was done standing up today coz the floor wet. Shan joo came up and gave me the pens. Cool. Now this is one responsible person. I dun have any fears whenever I ask a favour. I know she will do it on time or tell me she can't do it, not wait for me to find out. I totally trust her. Qz and Xiang Ting didn't come. Dun know why. The music got something wrong so must wait for quite long. Then during the announcement must sedia. I realized I hadn't moved alot when Mr Chan reminded us we were in sedia. I guess inborn into my subconscious is the discipline to stand still at this command. I saw Guan Hong. Then remembered and asked for Sixian's number for bro. After assembly go canteen to check thermometers. Then english. Lucky man Remington find us a new english teacher. Or else next year we dun even need to take english 'O'. Just give us F9 can already. Played chess with Aloy. Then move to the maths there but nobody. Gave bro the number and waited. Then go hall assemble. Haiz. Boring.
The trip to SPH was uneventful. Just doing nothing. Quite nice la the place. I quite liked the talk too. And the food. And the ribena lolx. The tour was useless, but just for fun la. At least get to looksee a bit. Forgot to take a watch just now so when we were about to leave I go and see. Wow so many watches left. Go take one la. Actually take 3 la. But all same colour so boring. Nvm. Reached school quite early. Then we go play soccer. Quite fun. Go design studio then realized I shouldn't be there. Wasted my time I should have gone and lacquered my wood. Which I did when I realized. I dun think I did an extremely good job. I didn't have the patience to wait for it to dry. So after more than 1 1/2 h I went to look for Remington to ask about the words. I'm sure he will have a better way then stickers. But they were still having the stupid meeting. Finish then ask Remington he say tml try and help me. I feel like at the edge of a cliff. Can or not?! Haiz.
Went to CC. Bradley was there. I had forgotten all about it. I said something about being able to reach there at 4 but now was 5 plus. Anyway bro bluff me again and I was really angry. I have to go and tell him how angry I am some time. I too tired to say now. Played abit, losing all the time, then play with bro at the counter. Won 1 lose one. Speaking of counter I still dun have my tokens. Typical. I always lose things that I lend. Next time better dun lend. This is the 3rd thing in one week. Borrowed charger and went home.
Nobody was home. By the time I bathed finish they came home which was 7.30 plus. Then my mum started to cook. Haiz damn hungry. Watch abit of tv then go and nap. Hew yenn called to ask me call the section. I wanted to do it just now but I felt too weak with hunger. I felt guilty and disappointed. I had wanted to call yesterday also but I didn't have the time. Nap again then wake up eat and watch Charmed. Called them and realized got CSI today. I thought finish already. This is good news. And bad news coz I can't sleep early. And oh yeah I still have to do the stupid homework. Better go do le. May your lives be less filled with worries than mine. Ciao.

Today is my mum's bday. Usually in the mornings I dun talk much and very bad tempered. But today try to be nice la lolx. Went to school and no one there. Weird. Shan joo dad probably not in S'pore. It suddenly started to rain so must go form teacher room. Hate it man. I thought can read. He talked lots of crap la. On friday he say wanna give us report card on monday. On monday say wanna give on tuesday. Then today first he say wanna give then say give us something to do first. Dun do finish cannot get the card. What sort of crap is this. Other class can at least see the overall paper already lor.
Went to the gym for PE. First time I was there. Felt bored dun feel like trying out the machines. Anyway I think I too small lolx. I dun think I am that strong la. I think mostly is the confidence I have that my strength can do this for me, so I can do it. Is my strength of confidence. My confidence also guides alot of my actions. The lessons before recess were in the same block, but irritating, First 3, 1 then 4. I slept for the last 11/2 period. Stupid book too nice have to read until late. Felt guilty for sleeping in chinese.
Recess nowadays is boring. I nothing better to do so give Qz $2. Which makes a total of $6 I wasted in 2 days. Stupid bet. Anyway losing the bet is better than retaining lolx.
CME in the design studio. We had to do the stupid dun know what stuff. Great more of our holidays gonna be taken up. I thought got maths after that. Quite relieved only 1 period with him. But then no maths. So 3 periods. Thought got assembly. But dun have so 4 periods total. Anything more than 1 I cannot stand. Dozed off near the end. Met up with Qz find Mr Lai for the chess thing. He like discouraging us liddat lolx. Hmm... I haven't made up my mind whether or not to go. I was not exactly a brilliant player.
Now go workshop. Finally I can start work! Quite tedious la. Somemore nobody around but I quite like it. The first one I sand till my hand almost reached endurance limit. Then I remembered I had to do another one. So quickly finish and start the other one. Asked to fill the hole. Then end up downstairs. I lacquered both for 1 layer. Wow the sand paper powderful man. Better than file. So I had in total spent like 2 1/2 hours there. Not something I would like to do again in a hurry.
I wanted to go home but went to CC to see if can charge phone. Belle not there haiz cannot. Should have went home. But I already told bro I would go there. Jonathan came. Argh borrow my deck for dun know how long still never return. Never mind la brother what. But I wanna change la. 2 1/4 of my life is completed. 3/4 left to go.
Went home and bathed. My auntie and cousin came. Call Shanjoo to lend me her pens. Again. Haha this will be the last time la. Then we go the Golden Mile there to eat. Went there earlier this year on my Dad's bday. Quite nice la that time. But the place is damn ulu lor. We were first and me and my cousin went to see a shop selling collectors' item type of toys. I dun think make much business. My older cousin got 'O' levels so never come. The dinner was quite nice. I managed 3 bowls of rice. But it got worse each bowl. Then we went home cut cake. Got 2 cake, one for my sis and one for my mum. My cuz bday same as my sis, is tml. I napped for a bit. Tired. My arm tml sure tired and very lag one. Woke up cut cake and watch CSI. They all talking so loud can't hear a thing. And CSI must hear if not dun know what going on. By the time they left 3/4 of the show gone so no use. But my mum watch before so explain abit la. Quite nice. Turned to disney. Got Anastasia. I never watch before. My mum told me abit about the history.
Well gonna turn in soon. Hope tml I can finish the project. NiteZ!

New week. Last week. After I got down from the bus I realized it was raining. I started out with quite ok spirits. Today I was finally going to start on my wood. This project is very extremely important to me. If I fail I think I am gonna cry for a week. There was nobody at the normal place then met with Qz and we went to 303 to check if the wood was there. There were some people in the class so we stayed there. Yes the wood was there. I half wanted to take the wood with me for the rest of the day. But I was unsure of the day's events and was afraid it would be too much trouble. I should have realized that no trouble was too great for the wood. After all without the wood I can do nothing. So I left the wood and went to the hall. Went to studio for first period. After that started the home room system. I'm not sure I like it yet. Dun think I will. Ate a bit too much recess. Played soccer for a while then go lessons.
I ran down to 303 after the bell rang to take my wood and get started as soon as possible. There was band later and I didn't wanna be late. But... the wood was not there. In fact the class room was cleared. I wandered down and met the others at the shelter. I was dazed. I felt as if I had been hit. I wanted to cry. Why couldn't this go right, this thing that I wanted most, that I had prepared so much for? I went to see Remington to see if he could give me more wood but he was not free. So I wento look for the teacher in charge of 303 to ask what he had done. He looked like a real idiot. And he said he had threw away the wood. I panicked even more. What if Remington didn't have any wood? I was at the door again and Mr Wie saw me. He also said that I had passed. I felt more relieved on that particular matter. But nothing could take my mind off the wood. Remington said I could take any wood I wanted. I panicked less and ran to the workshop. Yeah he gave me waste wood. But beggars can't be choosers. I took the wood and went to band. I still felt considerably downcast.
Later, I realized Jiefang was sick. I wanted her to rest but knew it could not be done. But I tried anyway. Band was ok la. Quite alot of people were there. Too bad not enough. Coz after band had to run 10 rounds. Went to CC and played chaos. Quite enjoyable considering I usually avoid playing. Played 2 rounds and had to leave coz too late. Reached home, bought extra food and ate. Quite nice. Play computer then go bathe. Reading Sherlock Holmes. I finished Shannara today. Quite nice la.
Hope tomorrow can at least finish cutting out. Tomorrow Joanna got practical. Wish her luck!

Wash shoes. Bathe then decided not to go out. Ate and watched some tv then slept at around 3 plus. Didn't expect to sleep the whole day. I planned to call the section in the afternoon but it slipped through my consciousness so I didn't remember it the whole day. I remembered yesterday but I was so totally not free. When I woke up I was shocked. Everyone was ready to go. I changed and we left. We were having my cousin's birthday dinner at a coffee shop nearby. Nice man the food. Better than the wedding. I had 3 bowls of rice. I had intended to watch the mask but due to the dinner my cousins and I also missed it. My cousins are nice people. Last time the younger one whose birthday it was is quite spoilt. But now they are totally my kind of people lolx. 9.30 we walked back to their house. Read books, magazine, watched some tv, ate some weird nice stuff, mousse I think, and just whiled the time away till my sis arrived. Haha she arrived like Santa Claus. She had brought the stuff she bought from Hong Kong to give them out. After some time chit chat then go cut cake. Chocolate and vanilla ice cream cake. Ok la. Of course every cake to me is ok. Except Royal Strawberry lolx. Then they spend a long time chit chatting. Watched a bit of Man Utd vs Arsenal then went home. My phone still not charged finished. Weird charge for almost 2 hours. Went home and read the book again. Couldn't put it down. Seems like nowadays I can read it faster. I think my english has improved through reading the first 2 books. Finally had to go to sleep. Laced my still wet shoes, read some more, then sleep.

Saturday. Cool. Too tired cannot wake up so woke quite late. Read, then went to meet Bradley at Tampines. Actually intended to go Bedok or somewhere else but I remembered Tampines like got so go there. I rather go somewhere familiar first. As I left the house my cousin came. I reached the mrt and waited there. Saw Gwendoline. Talk abit then Bradley came. Went to the Pavillion first. But it was really full. Frankly I didn't really like the place coz like too crowded. Then went to tm ezone. I intended to go there but he said dun have. So now go check it out again. Haha cool got. In one small corner. I like la. $2 an hour, then the com quite good so ok lor. One day go try Bedok. Or katong. Haha he so nice he paid. We went our separate ways from the mrt. I on my phone in the station and realized my cousin had asked me for my internet password. 2 hours ago lolx. I called her and they said they were on their way to Tampines. So went out of the mrt and went spotlight. Haha wasted the mrt fare. I dun really like spotlight. Nothing I am interested in. Not someplace I will go for fun. Spent so long there. Then they go This Fashion. Very nice meh. It's like I was so totally bored. Then want go to the car. On the way went into Metro and spent dun know how long there lor. Luckily I sat down but I was tremendously bored. And hungry. I hadn't eaten anything for the whole day. A hungry man is an angry man. Finally can go their house. Ate a bit first. Still extremely hungry. Then my auntie came back. We thought she had bought curry fish head but it was not curry. But quite nice la. Ate to quite full. Rest a bit then my Dad pick us up to go airport. Dun understand why he wanna come so early. Park in airport damn ex. Turns out we waited for almost an hour. Haha third time this week going airport. My sis and bro in law had a really ncie time there. We fetched them back and went up for a while. Remembered my lasagne was still in her freezer. But no time to make. Took a packet of maggi mee from her cupboard to go home eat. Then went home. Quite late la 1plus le. Cook, read, eat, read, then sleep. A nice Saturday.

Today had to wear a shirt inside to save a bit of time. Went down and missed the bus. It was rather stupid. I was at the door but the damn uncle didn't turn his head to look and drive off. Somemore the uncle I know one. I was mad but I am learning to control. Quite soon the next bus came. I hate waiting at this bus stop. Other bus stop is still quite ok but this one nowadays I cannot stand already. Why, dun wanna disclose. So, reached school expecting to see Shan joo already there. Haha almost reached that area when her mercedes came. I just love doing that. And best thing is her dad can't horn me lolx. Aloy didn't come today haiz. Went to the hall watch some plays again. Got 2. Boring man. Quite ok la but I rather dun want. Haha but again something was on my mind. I wanted to practise for later. Only can go room with Shan joo to find our uniform. Which took a considerable amount of time. Went back and endured. After everything, which was recess, this was it. Went to the room and changed. Not really la. Had to call Shan joo for help. But her help wasn't go good lolx. For this I needed Xiuyi. But others needed Shan joo's help so lucky she was there. Spent quite some time changing. Couldn't find my sticks. I am quite superstitious nowadays. I wanted to use my own sticks. For luck. I'm a big one on luck. But the other group took it. Haiz. And I sooo wanted to use it. Took a picture, then went to the music room to rehearse and add more stuff. What we had now was really insufficient. Really below the passing mark. We created new gimmicks. I bungled everything. The nervousness was creeping on me, strengthening it's hold. The more mistakes I made the worse it got. But I held it at bay, not letting it control me. Yet. After all we were only practising in front of the mirror. My worse fear now was to do everything wrongly. All too soon we had to go down. Wished Winda luck and gave encouragement I think haha. After a band, then her, then us. By this time I was really nervous. Haha I have never felt this nervous before. Worse still it got even worse when we started. I saw someone and felt why can't I just sink down through the floor so I wun have to go through this. We were so unprepared. But everyone felt the same way so let's go down together haha. Great. First thing already did wrongly. In fact did everything wrongly. Only the playing correct. Haha my entire legs was shaking. It shook so much I felt the whole school would see. Is like numb but can feel, and like gonna collapse anytime. I didn't have the presence of mind to pray for myself. The reason for all this is the limited time of practise. I was so nervous I couldn't think and I depended on what I already knew. That's why can play but cannot do the gimmick. Coz of lack of practise. I admired the others for being able to do it. Felt pretty bad afterwards. Didn't wanna confide coz everyone felt the same. Watched Shane abit. He was really good. Changed and watched somemore. Remington say go design studio after this so go take bag and watch somemore.
In the design studio for so long lor. Aloy got come haha he had overslept. Great! Haiz suppose to meet Bradley at 1.15 but at that time still not finished. But, the good thing was he confirmed that I had passed. And he quite sure then he was free on Tuesday too. I was really extremely happy and light hearted. Walked with Aloy to KFC. Almost everyone was there. Great! Even better, first a girl called Aloy. Then moments later her companion was Elvia! What a coincidence! Haha cool!!! Megagreat! After eating walk with Shan joo to the bus stop. I really wanted to go home. But I only met Bradley 2 days ago I didn't want him to have a bad impression. Being late is bad enough for me in my standards. Walked there, had a fun time playing with him. Then introduced him to where I always go for a drink, at the sugar cane store. Haha when he reached there he realized this was where there was cholera. But still buy la lolx. Walked a bit of the way then went home.
Slacked alot la. Then my cousin came. She designed a dress I dun know for what. Quite nice la. Actually I dun know what so nice about it but quite nice la. Why dun just go buy a dress lolx. I went taekwondo while she stay for a while more playing computer. Taekwondo was ok la. Found out my results will come out somewhere at Nov 14. So that's 1/3 of my life completed. Went to my cousin's house to take my phone and go Chai Chee eat. It had already started drizzling. When we reached Chai Chee it was starting to get heavy. After eating it was the heaviest. Haha but still I walk home. Reached home wanted to bathe, but saw a WWOD. Nice very nice. Bathed, then watched the scary show part 2. This time I was absolutely terrified when I slept. Last time I could at least sleep with the door open and the light off. Now my sister in the room, the light off, the door close, I could barely sleep. For like an hour I felt my heart thumping very hard. By sheer force of will I managed to sleep. I kept forcing into my mind what I played today. Long term goal: conquer my fear of watching scary movies. And understanding why I'm scared. Well, at least my life is improving.

Haiz. Dun have energy in the mornings anymore. There are a few reasons. All of which I will not disclose. I dun wanna tell the others this coz I scared I'm bothering them. But this is the first time I have ever needed them so much. I need them to make me laugh and smile. I hope I will never be desperate enough to really go and ask them. Now is quite close le haiz.
After assembly went to the hall to hear about some new systems to the school. Quite boring. Mostly coz I dun like changes. Too bad it's a part of me, my character. But I think the main reason I couldn't take the talk was because I wanted to practise for tomorrow. It will be a real fluke if we can pull off a great performance. After recess go back hall again for some play. Boring man. I thought the school so budget. Why not just cancel all this stuff lolx. After school took the stuff to upper sec hall to practise. Not very good. Just add a bit more only. Haha nervousness was beginning to set in. Actually what I really, really extremely wanted to do was to go do the project. So after we kept the stuff I went to look for Remington. He said next Monday. I of course readily agreed, and rejoiced. And I rejoiced even more when he said I passed and could go sec 4. Finally the sun is rising and the light is triumphing over the darkness! But... the news I felt was too good to be true. I saw Aloy they all playing cards there and unable to contain my happiness I told them. But in the back of my mind I said what if in some way it wasn't true? The happier I am now the more harsh the disappointment if I didn't when I got back the results.
Band. I am so unprepared for everything. I think I dun deserve to me the leader of this section. But too bad since Hew Yenn got so much stuff to do.Haha dun know whether they are genuinely happy for me. I did badly in the sectionals. Actually I think I will continue to do badly in everything unless I finish what I want to do. The project. I haven't told anyone about it. So then later found out that band is on monday. Another dark cloud on my almost sunny day. How in the world am I supposed to do the project? It was on my mind hampering me for the rest of the practice. After band found out that we gonna wear the uniforms for Talentime. Yes! Cool! Great! Megacool! Haha! Jiefang they all went to eat. I spent the walk from school to Bedok begging them to let me off for a while on Monday. Can't. Hit two dead ends. I went home with a heavy heart. Added to the worry of whether I did pass or not.
Went home ate and went out. The ITE guys were at CC playing. The sergeant was there. I dun really like talking to him. Why, you go find out yourself. But there is no doubt he is a great player. Then my turn to play. Haha quite fun. My deck weakness is flying. Now really fed up must get gale force and naturalize, oxidise. Went guitar. Sadly next week is my last lesson. Quite looking forward to tomorrow for I think 2 reasons. While waiting for my burger, I called Jiefang to beg her again. I feel bad doing it. She will surely give in because I am her friend. I feel like I am taking advantage. But this is so very extremely important to me.I would do most anything to be able to do it. So then went home, slack a bit, read, then sleep. An end to another day with the clouds gathering again.

Haha gotta go airport twice today. Got up at 4 plus then went to my sis house to fetch her. Made pb sandwich. Reached there and went up coz they weren't ready. She said she can hear us from upstairs lolx. The airport was kind of empty which is the way I like it. But when we left which was around 7 it was beginning to fill. I think everyday is also like that. Went home sleep. Overslept in fact though not unexpected. Went to school to the music room. Waited a while then took the stuff to upper sec hall practise. Practise for quite long la. But still not long enough. 2 more days. Hope can sort everything out tomorrow. If play for 5 mins only wun be nice. Must at least like 10 mins like that. After that went CC. On the way out someone almost bang me. I admit I wasn't looking out for cars. Few seconds later I saw it was Remington lolx. What are the odds haha. The boss was at CC so cannot play. Went to fantasy zone the new place. Actually wanted to go library but almost the same place la. People were drafting. Met this guy Bradley. Hope I dun commit myself to this place. But then maybe I shouldn't have made friends. Well think about that later I had other stuff to deal with. Especially the ever present problem of when I am gonna do the project. I will never ever forgive myself if I dun complete it by next friday.
Went to CC then the boss say maybe wanna set up tournaments to so can compete with FZ. But seriously I think will not be as good as FZ. After all they are mainly dealing with cards. CC is well, comics. Anyway I would like to try a new place but must figure out where my loyalties lie. Actually no need to really consider la. After all bro has done a tremendous alot alot alot of stuff for me. In my opinion I'm not a person who will easily forget favours and forget to be grateful. Haha new problem. Went home, read a bit then fell asleep.
This book I'm reading, the sword of Shannara, when I first read it I thought I didn't like it. Actually I still dun, not really, because it is really similar to LOTR. But it has some differences and that makes it interesting enough. So now I'm hooked. But the basic plot is really similar. One sole person, then missing, all that la. Woke up bought food, watch Charmed. This is one of my absolute favourites. My other favourite I think is the last episode of this season. Bianca is like sooooooooo extremely, tremendously... haha. Great thing bout Charmed is every season is better than the last. After that went to bedok south to eat then go airport. As usual my sis was one of the last to come out. Now that I think of it she has never actually come out early before. I think she does more shopping at the duty free than at the country itself lolx. She was like surprised to see us there. I mean what were we, neighbours?? Anyway Daniel went to fetch her. Went home. They still not here leh. I think I'm gonna sleep. Tomorrow Joanna got practical exam. Haha wish her luck. And frankly I'm surprised that she can reply my message at like 12.30 like that when I asked her to sleep 1/2 hour ago lor lolx. Haha good luck!

Overslept. 2nd time major time this year. And 2nd time within 2 weeks somemore. My mum said dun go. Nvm la dun go. I didn't look forward to missing it. I didn't look forward to going to school late either. So just continue sleeping to while the problem away. Today in fact I think would be quite interesting. After all when will free food not be interesting especially if it is western. Haiz just sleep somemore
Woke up again and read. Asked my dad to write the excuse letter. Left at about 12.30. I wanted to go to school to hand in my file and journal. But mostly it was because of the project. If not for it I wouldn't even consider getting up. Well, the day didn't come out as planned, but it did have some interesting events.
Went to CC first as Jiefang said she was still at SHATEC. Frankly I think if I didn't remind her she will forget to tell me. Wouldn't be the first time when I asked them to do something for me and they forgot. Haiz. When I got there bro told me 2 gameboy were stolen. I thought it happened yesterday so I was very sorry. I didn't bring my phone. Belle asked me to watch the shop just in case someone stole soemthing. But the theft didn't occur yesterday but I was still quite angry with myself if I could have done something to help. Anyway 1 of the 3 boys told bro. The ITE guys went with him to Blk 52 to get the gameboys back. Too bad bro didn't ask me to go. Just 5 mins walk from my house. Nvm anyway their search was fruitless, no one was home. I didn't have time to wait for the outcome though. I left for school. Realized they were rehearsing for Talentime, so I will go back later to rehearse. Went to the canteen and found Aloy. As expected, since I didn't go, this excursion was great. Haiz. And because I wasn't there the bus came back early. Haiz. Left the book for them to help me give. Went to the band room. I had a little trouble with the new solos. Actually my heart is not really with Talentime. I went to the D&T place and Remington wasn't there. Of course. This was the thing I wanted most in the universe right now. That's why I couldn't have it. All I wanted was to use his damn workshop is that too much to ask. Not as if I fail D&T or something or set fire to the stupid place. Go back practice. Then went the hall for rehearsal. Jimmy sing okok la. Then one boy sing dun know whether really his voice. Migrated to the other hall. Went to keep stuff in music room. Meeting again at 10 tomorrow. I really got no heart. I shouldn't have come to school at all.
Went to CC again coz return the umbrella. Do nothing for a while then go library. On the way saw Fungi and Siling. Waited for them to notice me then run away lolx. Went library, read for a while, then interrupted by Pei Swen. Saw the rest of the gang outside. Went back to CC. Spent time doing absolutely nothing. I always forget the radio is on and take off the plugs. Haiz. I whiled away the time till dinner doing nothing. Reached home, no dinner. Waited a while then went with my dad to parkway to help collect some stuff. They didn't have the stuff coz someone forgot to bring or something. Haiz. Bought some stuff then went bedok south to eat. Quite nice la. But the rice abit too hard. As much as I like hard rice this was abit too hard. Saw Danny. Went home, blog this, waiting for the time to CSI. New series. I hope will be as good. But I dun like the main guy. Haiz. Hope tomorrow wun be as meaning less as this. Ciao.

Feels like holiday already haha. Tired this morning. Must get used to going to school everyday like that. Reached school, felt quite thoroughly miserable. Couldn't even cheer myself up when Jiefang arrived. Managed weak smiles, merely ghosts of my usual. Must kick myself to behave normally. Can't be like that the whole day. I will ruin my own life.
There was no mlc so the rest came back to join the line. Jiefang beside leh. This was like the easiest opportunity I have ever had but why can't I lift a finger to do what I normally do. Haiz.
Go back class take back results. Not really looking forward for obvious reasons lolx. Mr Wie did it, though Remington came up later. Lucky Mr Wie or else we will have lots of talk and nothing of the results. Failed abysmally for maths. Half expected it. Anyway without the careless mistakes still fail. Haiz want to fail also fail with flying colours what. I only satisfied with physics and social studies. Surprised to pass SS. Compared to my tradition of getting like 3/10 like that this was positively a good sign. Recess went to eat. The food getting more and more terrible man. But too bad I was hungry. Go AVA watch After School. Watched abit during chinese after the exam. The story quite nice la. But I really wanted to puke. I'm still spooked by alot of stuff. I haven't really gotten over them. And then I read the book this morning then Hendel had died. He had been torn to pieces such that it was beyond recognition who or even what he was. Fortunately I carried on reading and he had in fact survived. But I still really spooked man. I can't take more blood and gore.
After the show I initially planned to go Orchard with Jiefang they all. But I called bro and seems that he is already in Bedok. So went to Changi mac to meet him instead. By now my mood can say almost back to normal. Played quite alot. Saw quite alot of people I know. Nicola too. Auntie Janet came and bought some snack for us to eat. We persuaded her to leave some work with us for us to help her do. We migrated to KFC coz the aircon in mac too hot. I marked quite alot. Bro left shortly. He said half an hour. I went to CC to wait. Read, slacked about. More than one hour has passed. Went to the library and waited for another hour. Saw Shimin and we went to take her photos. Waited and heard he wun be back for about 20 mins. I left. I had waited for nothing. Maybe I should bring my phone with me but I thought it would be like tempting fate.
Went home, bathed, eat. My dad asked me whether wanna go east coast but I dun want la. I just bathed leh.
So blog this, and intend to slack the hours away to their return. If you ask me the place I really wanted to be at was to be playing deck or most all to be at my sis's house. I hope I can go there tomorrow and camp overnight lolx. Can play xbox then can online the whole day. I think mostly I like it because I am alone there.
Tomorrow, hopefully, I can do my project. I wanna be able to at least get both star shapes out. I hope he helps me glue the wood together. Pine seems quite nice leh. But this wood seems more solid. Hope it hasn't been stolen out of 303 yet. And yeah, If I dun get the shape out tomorrow, I will be one miserable wreck.

Haha quite tired. Woke up wash shoes. Missed all the morning cartoons. Waited a while then eat lunch. Went to the library. Went CC first. Bro not free. Stayed at the library for quite a while. Borrowed Shannara. Went back and sat there to read. Went back at 5. Very boring.
Reached home, lie down and fell asleep. Woke up, eat, play com, sleep. Overall I think this blog is kind of redundant. Haha good exmple of a status report lolx.

Haha slept at 4 plus plus. Woke up at around 8 to go toilet. Then I thought I heard my mum calling me to answer the phone. Oh is real one. Surprisingly it was Hew Yenn. This was unexpected After the call, unable to sleep, I set off. But not before a long talk about not taking drugs. I mean do I really look like I take drugs? Yeah sure I joke about it but when it comes down to it there is nothing I despise more and would never want to do.
Made quite good time. Oops I was lost. No matter I could always get unlost. After a bit of walking I found them. Haha seems like they were migrating. Weird. Helped to carry stuff. Heavy. Maybe shouldn't be so helpful lolx. But Qz one was heavier so can't complain. Took quite long to finally know which direction to go. When we got there we still had some time to kill coz they cleaning the chalet. Play a bit of guitar, watch them play cards. Then me and Qz went to buy drinks. Haha fun to go down the slope. Reminds me of the sec ones day when me and my bros will take the canteen bench and slide down. If we could do it on this slope, this would be the ultimate thrill ride. Grass-boarding we called it. I almost didn't see the clothes line at the bottom. Tried to buy drinks but no coins. In the end squeeze until I onli one no drink. Went back and after a short while finally can go in. Haha brought all the stuff back, talk talk then we go escape. 12 of us.
At Tampines I saw this guy making balloons. Irresistibly attracted I got one. I knew he was going to make a good one so I gave him $2. I think he would also have done it for 5cents. This is just a donation. But I paiseh la he make so nice. I asked for a dragon, then a zebra, then he decided on a bear. He asked me if I wanna give a boy or girl. I thought of Jiefang haha. Nvm just make one la. Then I thought just the bear but he so nice he go make a heart as well. Cool. Go top up card. I searched my wallet for my ez link but realized I had just put it in already.
Downtown east. Seriously when I set out today I meant to go to the chalet and sleep. Now go here haha. Had quite a great time la. Whole day quite good. Except for the minor drawback that I think everyone hadn't had a morsel since who knows when. Luckily bought drinks. At 5 I called my dad. Went for the last ride and got wet. Super long arh the queue. Started drizzling and we asked the guy whether can allow us to come back again coz drizzling. He relented and gave us a chop which can onli be seen under UV light. Megacool.
Went to grandfather place. His birthday. So boring. Spoil my day. The day went quite well la. I thought my parents will let me go back to the chalet but I could not stay. I was about to tell my dad I was leaving when there was an arguement between him and my grandfather. My gradfather is this cranky old man. A read idiot. I could curse at him but I'm not going down to his level. You really wouldn't believe how unreasonable he is. My dad was really angry. Shouted alot. Haiz. And it was so close to his bed time. If only he had gone to bed earlier. I was in no mood now to go. Anyway my dad said better not go. Nvm la though I was really disappointed. This whole day was a disaster. Luckily my sister was there. I dun know what I have done to deserve a sister like her. Or what she had done to deserve someone like me. Terrible as I am and good as she is. Nvm la forget it just go home.
Intend to slack around. Really tired. I wanna go borrow CM4. Maybe buy a new game. But maybe after school ends. Right now all I really care about is doing the project. If I finish the project I can close this end of year. If I dun... I will live with regret for at least a few years. No matter how bad my results are this project will strengthen me. If I dun do it then my mind and will will be gone. My amends for next year will be destroyed. It's a bit stupid to put so much stake in this project. But it's the only thing I can think of. I hope I can do it. Or rather I hope he will let me do it. Until then, I am a miserable wreck. Ciao.

In the morning I vaguely remembered my mum telling me they were leaving, she took the keys, and my cd or something. I dun know I was too busy catching up on a week plus of sleep. Woke quite early 11 like that. Slack around not willing to do anything. Dad called a couple of times. The calls I think were just to like to care. Coz call ask irrelevant questions. Went to buy food, watch tv, then cannot take it so go sleep again at like 3. Next time I stirred was when my Dad called me to wake up. Had to do it a couple of times I was too drowsy. Bathed, changed, bought bread for rations then go le.
Went to the Concorde. Missed the opening then had to take a big round to get back. Everyone surprised to see me. But dun know they really happy or bluff one. Wait quite long for my mum sis and bro in law to come. They stuck in a jam. Haven seen my uncle in quite a long time. He my favourite uncle very fun. He gave me the wood for the *ahem* though I haven't use yet. There were bears on every plate. I ask my grandfather give me his. Haha see him smile. Tml celebrating his bday. My sis finally arrived and we went to sit down. Quite boring leh. Took out my book to read. Lucky I bought the bread.
The lousy emcee announced their arrival. Good. Shortly after can eat. I threw a basketful of flowers at them. Eat. My impression of the first was nice. I was mistaken as the subsequent courses went downhill. Then so cool can go on stage yam seng. Fun man then I finish the champagne. Haiz. Getting very bored so walked about. Alot. My uncle and I competed to see who got more bears. I got 8. He tried to cheat me into giving him more haha. Finally time to go. Some of my relatives were taking pictures. So my sis ask me take with her since I was.. nvm. Went to their room to look see. Quite ok. After a while go home.
Very tired. I still got half week more sleep to catch up. I didn't go tkd today obviously. Hmm trying to find my radio. Gtg le. Hope everyone get promoted to the next level in the same stream!

I woke up filled with confidence. This was the last paper. Pass or fail it will be over. I am quite prepared for it though the miracle of last semester is fat hope. Not that I was hoping at all. But I think some people would like to see me repeat that feat. For me it's only highest or lowest. Braced myself for the longest exam. I had to prepare myself mentally for the length. I also had to prepare for the paper.
As usual in the morning brought my notes down to study at the bus stop. Then Joanna came and we went to school. This is the best thing that can happen. Joanna graduates today, at least for today can. I will miss her alot. Very alot. This is the very last time I will ever go to school with her, talk about school stuff on the bus. I will miss that alot. I started missing it already beginning of this year. Time doesn't fly past. It just rockets by leaving us stunned at its wake. Haha a tradition for me is to make her cross the road when the man turns green. It is very irritating man haha. Always kena scolding one. But this time I concentrated so hard on the notes that I just followed with my nose in my notes blindly. Only when I was almost across did I realize. And then much to my astonishment and amusement of myself, it happened a second time. This time I noticed earlier but still too late lolx.
The school so empty. We went to the porch there to study a bit. I didn't really study la. Nothing much more to do. Much to my dissatisfaction everyone said it was ok to cross if there were no cars lolx. Then Xiuyi discovered alot of cotton wool on me. Weird I dun remember seeing any cotton wool lying about at home. Weird and there was quite alot. Went to sit down, then doubled back when realized never see Jiefang yet. She was late as usual haha.
D&T. Boring man 2 hours. Haha go all out for this one. I mean cheat alot. But only a few la. The paper quite ok leh. 2 hours is just nice. Dun care la still retain what. After exam go canteen. Mr Chua say 6 people passed physics. Shocking. I didn't know Aloy go and see his mark. I thought he will pass. Then we went to the holding bay which was the studio. After waiting then he separated us. I went to the workshop. Aloy beside me. This exam was new to me. I was amused. So cool. Some more the darn thing is 60%. During the exam we can hear the guitar. Lucky no singing hehe. Quite interesting la the practical. I was feeling quite confident. After I finished generally I realized all the small parts which I didn't do. I finished the A, but lousily. Cannot think la. The B I tried to drill the last hole but too late he ask me go back. But Remington not there leh. While sanding I got this nice blister on my thumb. Funny feeling to rub it. Yeah exam finish!
Go back studio. Talk talk, then go home finally. Went to CC first to charge my phone then go home. Bathed then go out. Went library. Very nice books leh cannot decide which to borrow. Unfortunately I had not eaten anything the whole day and it was really pain. I could have bent double. Decided to buy from KFC. On the way there I saw Auntie Janet. I decided dun go in just in case she got no food. After spending $6 I went in. She had bought food for me!! Oh man if only I had gone in! I had considered it but turned it down. Haiz. In the end my meal also I hardly eat coz too hungry so very pain le. Went to meet they all at phone booth at 5.
Read the comic on the way. Very nice leh. Uzma there quite nice la. The pit so high tech. Play play and slack slack la. About 20 ppl went. Go inside watch SI. The Christopher and Jerry is super lousy lor. Kaoz. After calling then rushed to go guitar. Reached there at 9.20 lolx. Er it was supposed to start at 9 haha. After that go home la. The thought of home was very inviting. Very tiring to go back to Uzma there. Then still have to go home. I didn't want to leave early la coz not much people then I dun feel nice. But one lesson is like $20 like that haiz.
Read Superman, then watch Smallville, then finally finish reading. Nice. Ironically it is about Superman being dead. Well, wanna learn Cavatina. Ciao...

Chem. Suppoesdly my best sub. Last night tried to study 2 chapters. That was it only 2 chapters. But nothing went in. In the morning shanjoo helped me with acids. 1 of the 2. I didn't think moles were that important. Darn how wrong I didn't know how wrong I could be. I didn't exactly dismiss it as not important. Just like too tired to care less. Coz anyway I'm gonna retain so study so hard for what. I had a pretty good feeling doing the mcq. The easiest paper so far. Until then come to the moles. Please lor altogether is like 20. So 20 gone lor. Good what. Want to fail also fail nicely. Fail with flying colors. Haiz.
After school got D&T remedial. Everybody brought their file and tb. Which is a considerable weight. In the end, we just stand there listen for almost an hour then go back. Haiz bring for nothing. Went to the library for a while. On the way saw Jiefang they all. At about 1 I rushed to CC to meet Steven coz I told him meet at 1. But he not there. Then me and bro go mac for a while. Ate ice cream then rush back. He still not there. I was debating whether or not to go home first. Then I thought what the heck I can always study there. Go ahome also same thing. After a while he came and we played. Haha lost again. I am really a lousy player. Bro's goblins are the best. Some more it's the very first deck he formed. He sort of gave me living hive. Nice. I spent about $30 on this snake deck. Not worth it. I could have maybe spent onli $20. But nvm la give the uncle at the other place some support. After all he just open. But the support came from my savings for other important stuff so how wise am I. Again, another fault of me in placing my priorities straight. Had a great time played for 4 hours plus, trying to study while playing which is almost impossible. I only managed 3 pages like that. Go home at 6 plus.
Went up the escalator then as usual always forgot to top up so go back again. The trip home was uneventful. As if anything can happen on a bus ride home lolx. Hehe when I reached no one was home. Darn I should have went home earlier. I quite like to be hom alone. While bathing heard the phone ring. Of course cannot answer. When I stepped out again the phone rang. My dad say the watcching movie. Cool. I deduced from the conversations and the surroundings that they left not long ago. So maybe it's not so bad that I didn't come home early.
On the tv for PFA. Like that show alot haha. Like AFV the best when it's hosted by Daisy Fuantes lolx. Spent 1 hour studying half the book. Cooked coz too hungry. Just as I finished eating they came home. With food. Great the more the merrier. Watched Charmed, the episode that I missed. Nice! Study somemore. I am quite confident I will not fail. And to me it's impossible that history will repeat itself. So I will settle for a just pass.
Distractions. Can't concentrate coz tired. And there's a million other things I can do. Pick up my guitar, read a book, play computer. But, my best effort, which is the most important one, is to not lie on the bed. Once I do that, no hope of passing. So gotta go study some more. Nothing like an exam to make you realize how easy everything really is.

Hi here I am doing my routine blog. (once I say this then I will surely cease to blog so often). Well 303 didn't come. So unfair. We have one more subject than them. Ultimately our work load is more than theirs I think. Haha this morning Joanna so cute dun believe me when I actually told the truth. So is true about the boy who cried wolf lolx.
So POA. Last night tried to learn a year's work. I will always remember Qimin's help in helping me pass the mid year. In my opinion 2 1/2 hours were wasted on me. In total I spent more than an hour doing nothing. I did abit of one question, then rest for five ten minutes. Didn't do depreciation at all. Maybe should just drop POA. After the paper went to eat. I actually didn't want to eat but... just eat la. Too tempting. I dun know which to regret more. To regret buying food to eat or to regret buying cards. I think cards la. Go there expecting to spend $5 in the end spend $9. Main reason why I dun really want to play magic. Then went to CC. Turns out bro is not free. I wanted to go home sleep then remember the guy who want to learn. After all we promised to be there. So I waited. Play ps2. Steven came then we play. Quite long. Too long for my liking. I lost spectacularly again. There's something wrong with me la. His decks all quite fun. He brought 3 or 4. The boy didn't come. Which made me more irritated over my already overloaded irritation. I could have gone home to sleep and definitely get better grades but no, I decided to wait for him. Shows me how rightly I place my priorities. Went home. Wow dark quite early today.
My mum cooked which is good. My dad had to go to my uncle's house to help with some problem. Haiz. Which is realli very good of him as it's like almost 8 and my uncle lives in yio chu kang. Watch some tv, then slack. Too tired to study. The last 3 chapters to study. The most important. Haiz. Too many distractions. Later dun know to watch which show. Best is dun watch la. Remington sms say got d&t tomorrow. Why am I not surprised. The way he goes is like d&t is the only thing worth studying. Today ireally found out what a hypocrite he is hehe. I read the article about a friend of my friend, who had died. Wow like that also can go. This just shows us how unpredictable life is. From what I gather from the article he must be my friend's classmate. Haiz.
Well so I gotta go study now le. Dun know why bother since I'm gonna retain anyway. Take care everyone! Treasue what you have now, coz life is unpredictable and short...

Hmm ... very boring arh today. Studied physics last night to quite late. Realized what an idiot I have been for a year. All it takes was to pay attention in class, go home spend 1/2 hour revise, and probably can get A1 for everything. But no, I have to waste the whole year and start at the end. Didn't really understand focal lense thing coz that lesson he chase me out of class lolx. In the morning quite ok la can complete everything till quite satisfied. But always the irritating conscience scolding me for not doing a year's work but stress the powers of my mind at the last minute. At the usual porch there study. And that idiot of a girl kept on irritating me. I beginning to suspect it might be on purpose. How else is it always when she is there my way is always suddenly blocked? Especially when Joanna came. She can win an award for being the best wall.
Haiz CME first paper. Stupid leh take the exam for what. But I think I also didn't do well lolx. An appropriate place to go for a date would be to go visit a zoo. Appropiate behavior? Dun feed the animals. During the break ate a terrible meal. Go 303 hang out for a while. Grasped the last formula. Luckily I did because it came out. Hew Yenn reminded me to lock Jiefang's stuff. I went to take the key from Melvin. Too late Jiefang come le. So I try to become unnoticeable. Haha she so cute when she trying to catch me. Dun know she acting gong or really is gong. After like 10 mins of tricking I finally got the lock under the table. Not the best place, and I didn't even get to lock it. I would have been satisfied with my effort but guess what? The girl took the lock and her face looked as if she had just done the impossible and hid the lock as if I didn't know like that. She made a great show of it. Like 'oh Jiefang I helped you take the lock from under your table which the bad Chaijing put it there.' Jeez what would I give to put what I wrote in the compo to action. I was too disgusted with her to even attempt to take the lock back. I dun wanna touch her. Having her block my way was enough. I took my stuff and went back to class.
Haha the new D&T teacher was there to invigilate. The physics paper was surprisingly basic. Maybe it was because I studied but I dun think so. Think can pass la. The worse thing is I didn't know can choose from 3q. One of them I jotted something down at the last minute. Actually the best thing I could do was to leave it blank. Now die la. Go canteen then saw some people then go play magic. After, went to D&T take paper. It was quite early but went to CC. Waited for bro for quite long. Play short while then he go arcade. I can't go of course. Steven took over. Then there was this malay boy and we played. Haha he don't understand how to use goblin charbelcher. He very rough with his cards. Me I'm firm. But I always have a sort of reverance to them. Weird. I am so idiot I usually wash my hands before I touch them or wipe a speck of dirt of them. Especially since now it's white. Even the box is white. After he left play with Steven. Lost spectacularly many times. After all this time I'm still a lousy player. Lousy in the sense that I dun know how to use my deck. All my decks even the elves. Haiz. Went home earlier than normal coz I needed to study POA. Not early enough for my liking though. After a while my mum went out to buy fruits for praying. I suddenly thought about why I very hardly see my living hive. So I sorted out my cards again to arrange it. Then suddenly I realized I had lost my living hive. Yeah cool. A rare card I had got out of good fortune had slipped out from under my nose. There was onli 3 ways it could have gone. Theguy in school, or the guy at CC. Or my own carelessness. Haiz. Played for a time to just slack. No mood to study. Then I watched Lilo and Stitch and fell asleep. Wow time sure does fly. They came back, I took a quick dinner and started POA.
The thing with studying is that you must start. Otherwise when you look at the book you will just think it will be boring. But always once I start, I can understand and start to absorb. So I just have to start. But of course must have teacher la. I not genius what. Pulling all my resources of POA I tried to study in vain. In my opinion I have too much to learn within one day, let alone one night, about 5 hours. There's the disytaction of reading star wars, and playing. But must be vigilant. Speaking of vigilance it's a new card mechanic in kamigawa. Attacking doesn't cause it to tap.
Yeah yeah so study study, Call Qimin ask some questions. Really grateful. She was the reaon I passed the mid year. It was a surprise to pass as like only 1/4 of the class passed. I just browsing through. Whether or not I study I will still fail. Can you beat 6 marks for the CA? Great. Yeah so still got alot more to study. 303 so lucky tml got break. We no break at all. Go study le. Good luck...

Haiz today so boring. Watch Smallville then go wash shoes. Studied finish 95% of physics then go CC. I went there charge phone lolx. Played with the goblins and lose. Haiz. I read POA. Actually is quite ok la but then read abit then feel tired. My sis called and fetch me home. I half wanted to go out with them but home was so near... just go home la. Clean the cards again. I bought a new deck box le, transparent white. Nice. Hard to choose between the light blue and this. But they say this one nicer so buy lor. Studied a bit more then sleep. My mum came home le bought food. She had gone to my bro in law's parents place there to eat. I wish I went. Want to see what it is like. The food quite ok . Haha my mum know me so well. She said they made a mistake and forgot to put rice inside. When she realized this when she reached home she went down to buy rice. Heng arh. Otherwise I sure wun eat lolx. Study somemore. Physics should be can pass la. I read it through quite thoroughly. Now onli left POA and D&T. Hope there is enough time for me. But I think even if I pass these I will still fail and retain. So too bad.
Today has been a lazy sunday. It would have been perfect if not for the fact there was an exam tml. Just imagine we go through one year just to sit through 7 papers. Yeah now go study le. Good luck for tml!

8 wake up le not bad right? Still scared from last night watch the show lolx. I ask my mum not to close the door. Haha going grandfather house for gradmother death anniversary. Went to bedok south market to eat and buy stuff. Very boring leh there. I mostly stay in my cousin room play guitar, computer, read, slack la. Very long leh then I sian go watch hellboy to try and have something to do. I wanted to watch hellboy so I can understand the story better. I gave up man. They were all talking so loud the voices echoing. Haiz. In the end just fell asleep. I thought can go home soon. Then I off the tv go inside sleep. Still cannot go home. They talking bout the weddings to be coming. So boring so excited for what. I can sleep somemore before they ask to go home. So long. My dad drove my aunt and me to the mrt and I went to her house. My uncle call ask her go to east coast. Haiz that means I go her house for nothing. Play with her dog. Got the phone. Then go home lor. Bathe, watch SI and eat, then watch more tv. I was spooked again man with the stupid incredible tales. Then study physics. I hope to finish poa by tml or at least grasp the concept. Yeah well I better go sleep. Can't wait to test out my deck. Snakes alive! Mana is no problem but to get what I need on the table... Well that's a story for another day. I go study le. Good luck!

Late. Haiz. Quickly got up. After I changed I saw the clock was at 7. Exactly at 7, which was the time it was supposed to ring. So why in the bloody hell did it stop? And the thing didn't even go down that means it stopped before it rang. Haiz. Then my dad said he would fetch me. This was an incredibly lucky thing. Firstly he was usually still asleep. Secondly he offered. Whoa. Cancelled this bummer and added in a couple extra credits. But still feeling immensely worried on the ride to school. When we were opposite the school the last of the people were just going in. I thought could make it. But by the time U-turn the gate nobody. Haiz. Nvm la. Gave my class and reg. I was afraid today got detention will really waste my time and spoil my mood.
Then.. social studies. quite ok ba. Did much better than my usual standard of work. Infact compared to my usual standard of work this would be an A1 haha. During the break asked alot of people how to read maps. Actually I intended to go school earlier today to ask how to read. But then.. Anyway I got 2 answers dun know which one to believe. The geog paper map reading in my opinion is the most difficult question haha. I read all the questions. Tourism was quite difficult but since I knew nothing of industry I did that. Then thinking not to take the risk with plantation which is the one I intended to do at first, I did market gardening. Unfortunately, 5 mins before time when I finished I read the paper again. And plantation seem more and more easier. I look at the clock and knew I had no hope to finish it. Haiz. Well no use regretting. Waited awhile to arrange the tables. Went 303, then go with them eat, then go D&T.
HE aid it was 12.30 to 1. But turned out to be 1 to 3.30. Nice. Just what I wanted. I was relieved to be finally going, when he told us the worst news of the day. "There will be a practical exam on thursday after the paper." Oh man and I thought the day couldn't get worse. Went bball court for short while, then go CC. Johnathan was there! Great! He was playing with a guy. New old guy. Hope he comes often more new player more fun. I took over and used Dean's goblin. Cool. First time I won with it so complete. The guy conceded. Shiok. I arm wrestle Jonathan. To my surprise we were almost equal. Wow.
Jonathan persuaded me to go with him to the new shop to sell cards. Reluctantly I went. Reluctantly because... I knew I was gonna spend money. And yes I did I spent more than I had. Haiz. Hope it's worth it. I bought this guy that helps my snakes. I wanted the father but cannot find. And I bought another hatchery. With my mana so quick 2 hatcheries would be cool. But today I didn't bring my deck. When we went back to CC the guys were there. I bought 2 brothers and a sister. The sister very scarce. I showed them the card, and Jon said the card I bought was the father. Haha! Cool! No wonder the name so familiar. Dun know got auntie or not lolx. Then we went there together with Dean. I looked for Time of Need. Yes!! I got 2 Time of Need and 1sister!!! Great!! And for free!! Wow the uncle so good and I just met him barely 15 mins ago. Went back with Jon and Dean first, Jon bought lunch. Went back, ate a bit of his lunch, then just while the time. Coz I dun want like just go there short while then go back. Went back quite late la especially since later got taekwondo.
Reached home, then dun feel like going le. Bathed, clean my protectors, eat, clean again, form! Wow mana so fast. I just need to modify it a bit more and it will be cool. My aim is to defeat bro's goblins. Watch Singapore Idol. Haiz I hoped the Christopher would be out. I dun really like him. Then my wife and kids. So funny. Cracks me up every single show. The guy was so dumb it was A, 2, D, not ABC or 123. Familiarised with my deck then just slack around. Intend to get started on physics today. Hope tml will be great!

Woke up today feeling worried. Like you know you did all you could but you still wun make it. Haiz. Tried to revise as much as I could at the bus stop. The bus came late again. Why is it always when I am by myself it comes late? So then I hear the horn. Haha Joanna dad so nice fetch me to school. Then Joanna taught me variations which didn't come out. I wanted to thank her but she talking to Mr Chan so I tried to let her know. Hope she knows. Then sat down, saw everyone and realized I didn't learn the formulas for areas and volumes. Cool. Then go buy pen which I forgot for a week. Now... maths papr 1. Haha let's just say if all the questions I did were correct I still wouldn't pass the paper. Surprised myself after for having no appetite. I mean I knew I most probably wasn't going to make it but to have it like this was pure depressing. The idiot practice was so easy but this one had to be so damn stupidly difficult. Haiz. Facts of life. They keep on saying that this batch of Sec 3 is the lousiest and still wanna set a tough paper. And I think Roger Lim got nothing better to do. All he knows about setting paper is his NCC. Climb mountain la, cadets. Then keep on come in give us hints. I think he got nothing better to do and just wanna show off that he set the paper. Paper 2 is so much easier. But no time haiz.
After school alot went Dom house but Aloy and Qz go home. I wait with Xiuyi and Derrick for Hewyenn. Then I went CC. After a while ate lunch, then because it was swelteringly hot I went to the library to study. At least I intended to. But there were the comics. Attraction that's what it was. I took a JLA secret origins, a daredevil and a CSI, went up to the childrens' sect and read them in that order. After half of CSI I migrated down one level to read finish. At first I didn't want to read that CSI coz is not my favourite one. I onli like CSI Miami not this fat guy. But is the plot, not the person, and I was hooked. Glued. That was really really good. Guiltily I realized I had finished all three which was no mean feat. 2 hours plus reading when I could have been studying. Haiz. Great self discipline. Half of me said I would fail even if I studied for one day. But the other half scolded very harshly. The problem was both had truth. And I was lazy. So I got up to leave, reached beside me for my geog and Star Wars comic, but it wasn't there. I was so shocked I let out an exclamation "What..?" Just that one word, I dun swear. Then panic settled in. I had lost the book. But it was definitely somewhere in the library. Astounded I made my way to the counter, not my favourite thing to do. Because as usual, the queue was soooooooooooooooo loooooooonnng. Not long as in many people, in fact there was only one, but you can see they take their own bloody sweet time no rush at all. I always get extremely irritated and close to bursting whenever I queue there. Is not really because of the wait but rather because they took their own time. Finally I reported that it still was in the library. She said I had better find it or I had to pay. I asked how many copies were there so I could find then maybe 1 of them was mine. She checked my card and said there was no record that I borrowed the book. Surprise. I didn't check it out I am quite sure. So it must have been someone who wanted to borrow and checked it out. I left. This was an incredibly weird and lucky incident. I could easily have lost the book. Lucky. But I couldn't couldn't for the life of me think where I left it. Haiz.
Made my way to CC, intending to take my bag and rush home, to avoid playing. Too late, I was irresistibly attracted. Again, great self discipline. Actually I played for a short while, then I told myself let this be the last game, and it was. Except that it took 45 mins. Haiz. Rushed back and realized I dropped my magnet. Went home and called bro but he had already changed the blasted SIM card. I rushed off without asking. So I called the branch and dun know he joking or not when he say he found it. If he didn't then it's a very mean joke. I bathed, bought dinner then went CC. I told the guys I would be there at 8.30 but I was there at 7.30. I studied, then they came. We played. I thought I could have a quick game then study. But as I am blogging this I realize there is no such thing as a quick game. So I played and study. I took my magnet, and was realli late for my guitar lesson. Haiz late for my final few lessons. Not one of my best ideas. Learned more of Cavatina and he tabbed some out le. But I already did it so no use. Hope I can finish the song before I leave.
Bought batteries and went home. I dropped my wallet on the bus but someone told me. Luck again. Cool. Blog this while studying. Then eat. Well I better go study more. NiteZ!

Hehe not bad today can reach school quite early. English I ask Jiaxuan teach me maths. I understand but I dun know if I will be able to do it tml. Actually the onli thing wrong is that I dun listen in class. I will have to rectify that problem immediately. But now is no use le la. PE was fun hehe. Played soccer. Nice friendly match. Then chem I fail the test. So cool yeah I top the whole thing the whole of last semester but I at the bottom for this one. Cool yeah. Recess finally can eat full. Maybe coz today the food different. Not going for the 303 chalet already haiz. Next POA. Read my book. So boring his lesson. Again if I had paid attention I would probably have understood. But POA is such that if you dun even have a foundation you can't continue le so I dun bother to listen. Then geog I still read my book coz I know listen also no use. Haha so unlucky those who never bring the paper must copy the whole thing. Mine is in the geography file which I didn't bring today. Is not as if I anyhow throw then never bring leh I pack already. She made us copy coz she angry that even though we dun have we never pay attention. I first to finish, then luckily I can hand in the geog workbook which I forgot to hand in for 2 days. Ironically I brought it everyday but forgot to hand it in.
Went to CC, bro not free so I went to the library. Wow got so many comics! Irresistibly I borrowed Star Wars. Looks quite nice leh. I'm a sucker for Star Wars and first issues. On the way back to CC I went into the cd shop to look for Deer Hunter, from which the theme song is Cavatia. Found it. Debating whether or not to buy. Maybe later. See how after all it was the song that I wanted. Yeah then play with the ITE guys. My deck always so lousy come out wrong thing at wrong time. So dumb. Stupid $17 deck. At least not like the $30 deck. I still kicking myself for buying that one. I half regret coming into Magic. Firstly because without money the game is nothing. And the money came from what I was saving for... nvm lolx. Anyway that particular event is over and I am still stuck. Haiz. When am I gonna get out of this mess which I got myself into. Well anyone can make a mess but it takes a true person with courage to clear it up. So yeah then go home. Watch tv coz I thought got Lilo and Stith but is Tarzan. Fell asleep. Dun know why I so tired. I got up then didn't want to sleep on the bed so sleep on the floor haha. Coz haven change. My dad woke me up. He was surprisingly gentle leh. I went to bathe then we go Bedok South market eat coz he wanna show me the prawn mee. Wow so nice. $5 leh got big prawns, then got meat inside also so quite worth it la. But unsurprisingly I not full. Bought dinner for my mum then ate the lousiest ice kachang I have ever tasted. Very hungry so bought bazhang (dumpling) home. Haha I in time to watch Charmed. This would be the third time I watched this episode. Most of the season I will watch 3 times ba. Today about the sword in the stone. Haha nice la. Next week's episode is the one that I missed. Then I realized I was supposed to be studying for D&T that day. So I hope I can catch it. Yeah then listen on the com Cavatina which I found yesterday. Not bad la this version. I hope the teacher can give me the score before I leave. Really sad to be leaving haiz. Last night I also emailed someone on a forum to send me the score. Hope he takes me seriously. Cavatina is some of the songs that the first time I listen I was hooked, especially since my first time with it was not listening, was playing. Fun to play too. But fingers pain la.
Oh yeah then write this blog, then go study, and hopefully can catch CSI later. That is one cool show! Hehe but battling whether I should watch it or not leh. It's either sleep or study which I would like to do both. But then, choices must be made, which is what makes us different. Haiz. I really hope I can pass well for Maths. Even if I dun pass the overall at least I can show Joanna I passed this exam. So if I wanna pass I might as well pass properly. Uh huh so yeah now I go study. See ya and good luck for the exams!

Hehe reached school early this morning. Earlier than normal la. Talk abit, then the cartoons Beegong and Suyu argue over the timetable. But luckily Beegong was right coz she brought the books haha. Then Joanna came, late because she overslept hehe. Whenever I see her nowadays I feel so disappointed in myself. Because of what I can do but didn't do. Or at least everyone thinks I can do. The fact is I am a loser, and getting better everyday. I am at advanced level already. Haiz.
PE first period I went to change. We played soccer. Haha I used this PE lesson to get exercise. They were too good. Try to play also no use hehe. So just act act run so can like freshen myself. There is nothing like playing. Then another class join. They were very good but I think our team too many hehe. Later we went to play the torpedo but Mr Wie ask to keep coz might get out of control. Derrick realli good lor. No one can throw like him not even Qz. First period poa. Haha do nothing take out cards. Then chinese we study a bit then watch a movie. Quite nice but never watch finish. English we did stuff to push up the CA. Recess! Haha I think I ate quite alot, but like not full leh. Bought the just tea and go 303, Hewyenn and Shanjoo there. I play my cards, then they drink abit hahaha. Go CME, Mr Chen took. Now lessons with him quite fun. D&T just a bit not fun onli. I think coz end of the year then he lax. Maths. Ahh I see the circle test I was so angry. Haiz. Anyway 6 more marks wun pull up my ca. The trigo test made me angry too. So like total almost 15 marks. Haiz. Oh yeah the physics test I see also angry. But I happy for Aloy coz he work very hard, and this time physics got one of the highest.
Home period continue English. Boring. After school go library, then noisy so go mlc. Study a bit then play uno. Very fun hehe! I intended to go CC to play a few games before going home but then I saw Joanna. Haha weird almost in an instant I told myself not to go, go home study instead. Which I did. We went home then on the way she said her dad had went to school to pick her up but she left le lolx. Haha nice of him. Go home eat, STUDY and slack in between hehe. Like study 10 mins slack half hour like that lolx. Well, 1 more day...

My dad woke me up. My sister was leaving for Nepal le, to Kathmandu. Gonna climb a mountain or something. So yeah my Dad woke me up to say goodbye. I would have went to the airport with her if my Dad was going. But he wasn't. I supposed she took a taxi. I was too damn cold to go down. I was literally freezing. Fell asleep again. Yeah there was this dream I had before my Dad woke me up. I had been having really weird dreams for almost a week now. But this one was mega weird. There was this humongous sotong at the beach side. The people there looked at it when it surfaced. I felt scared. Then it opened it's mouth and I saw the ink inside, and it was like I think I felt even more scared. But all the time at the back of my head was amusement, for all the dreams also. Then after it opened it's mouth to eat the people, it's nose shot out laser to cook the people first. This is so weird. I have a book called 10,000 dreams interpreted. But I don't think the one million dreams interpreted book (if there was one) would have covered my dream. I won't call it a nightmare ba. Anyway so after the second sleep I got ready and went to scool. By myself with two balls. The stupid bus was ten minutes late.
Reached school and went to the shelter there, couldn't see Joanna, but Derrick keep on pointing there. When I looked then I saw. Weird I didn't see before. Haha thought me the format and a new word. But it didn't go in. So sorry. Yeah then we go return the balls coz if Remington saw them a scene would occur. And anyway a scene did occur later. So yeah after returning the ball, then go sit down, then I took out my two dictionaries. I didn't see Remington until it was too late. Naturally he thought I was kiasu. Haha he said better get A1. I think he is the best teacher I have ever had. Besides my band teacher. Yeah then worse still I saw the chinese teacher. I hid the dictionary but Remington still told her. And they had a good laugh, quite loud actually, louder than a conversation. Went back to class, expected Remington to invigilate but is other teachers. They have their own sort of timetable. There was certainly much less stress and tension in the air. The paper was ok I guess. Just so you get an idea of how much less stress and tension in the air, I will tell you this. The whole time Remington is in the class, even after the paper was collected, their would be total silence. But this time during the collection people already turn heads to discuss. But of course not overboard la. Haha. I thought I can study then discipline dun go eat recess. But in the end I go eat nasi brani. Cool. Go 303 hang out a while, then go back for paper 2. Again, more relaxed atmosphere. Haiz I made two careless mistakes.
Hahaha towards the end Vivian threw something at me. I looked down and saw paper and eraser. I chose the eraser. Oops lolx. Only after the exam did I learn that she threw the paper. It had all the answer she had written. I didn't choose the paper because I rationed that if she tore paper from the question paper the teacher will see and ask where is the paper. Then there would be major trouble. She threw it because she saw me doing nothing and looking bored she told me. Haha which was true. Went to 303, but they had a test to 3.30. So I left my bag there which was a really stupid thing to do and went to long john with Aloy they all. Later at 2, I went to the library and had a stroke of luck. I found Star Wars Episode II. Cool right? Megagreat! Then went brother there. Seems he is off today. He persuaded me to buy a theme deck, which I did. He sponsor $4. Spent a long time looking for protectors but dun have. So played without protector with much misgivings but I hadn't been playing for so long I half didn't care. I haven't bought a single piece of card for more than 2 months. Maybe even 3 plus. Haha. Anyway the theme deck was great! I had a foil Mountain which was cool, because Kamigawa's art is really beautiful. It was not the most beautifullest card but it was mine so I loved it. I played with a St Pat's guy. His burn deck wasn't so cool lolx. Then this other guy with an accent. His deck was much better. Sweet. Then yeah get to play with bro. Really nice we played for almost an hour then it was 3.30 so I had to go and get my bag. Ran to school but no one there. Took my bag and saw the others. Walked with them to Bedok, they were going to Pizza Hut. Went back to play with bro.
After a while Minghui and Steven came. Bro left so we play. The decks all so fun. In the end we left before bro came back. Haha my mum cooked! Good the day is getting better and better! I am quite content. This has indeed been the kind of day I really love. Now I am gonna play my new KAMIGAWA cards, study maths, then read STAR WARS!! A great day!!!!!!!!!!!! Hope yours is a great one too!

Haiz. Didn't wake up in time for Kim Possible. I watched abit of Smallville then go bathe. She message say go her house so go lor. Haha I was the first. Of course la so near what. Study a while, Vivian come, eat mee goreng and chicken mee. Then study, then the rest come. Actually I hardly study la. I knew if I go her house then I sure can't concentrate one. I spent most of the time playing games. The only highlight was when Siling fall down. Now that was funny. It was like totally out of the blue. Hehe! It was raining very heavily when we left. I reached home in 5 mins lolx. Slacked abit, played my 5-string guitar (haiz). Then study. Wow the words so easy go in man. Next time study at home better. Haha after a while go sleep. My sis came home with Daniel. His mother cook already or else he would have stayed to eat with us. He really a very nice guy. And TALL haha. Watched Tv, study, watch my sister pack her bags, read, pray for her safe journey, then sleep. I really love my weekends. Why must have exam tomorrow?

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Kim Possible! Oh no I woke up just as it ended. Haha do nothing then go buy breakfast. Nice man! I open and put all the chilli inside. Unfortunately all was chilli padi so I burned haha! While eating my sister called me in the voice that I knew I had done something wrong. Again. This time I have no clue how it happened. It seems that I broke her watch. About 5th watch in our lives that I made spoil. Well, I forgot it anyway. Watch Max Keeble. Again, I say it's a really nice show. The girl very sweet too lolx. Haiz quite full so I sleep. Cannot help it I no energy to study. I tried to wake up several times. I picked up the book for fell asleep again. Haiz. Then go 3rd auntie house in Woodlands. Food was quite all right. I predicted as usual that my parents will surely come home late so I asked my sister to fetch me home as they were going le. In the car she thought me poa. Well just basic stuff but it helped me. Reach home, watch tv, study, wash shoes, study... all the time I saw my guitar and missed it. Just 1 stupid string gone. Haiz. I dun have the time to even ask if it can be repaired. Frankly I dun think so. Nvm I still love my Tiger II (my guitar). Tiger III is my watch by the way hehe. Ok yeah gonna sleep now. Byez...

Did normal morning stuff, then heard a message. Joanna said she had sore eyes. Haiz. Went school quite early. Saw Shan Joo's mercedes come. Haha didn't have the heart or mood to chase. Surprisingly alot of people came quite early, even Jiefang. Didn't feel so active leh. Haha then assembly. There was an announcement for those who didn't go remedial. Haha lucky I went. The guys got caning. The girls got in-house suspension. I can't decide which I liked better. Anyway they were lucky Remington wasn't here or he will make them mop the floor or something. I know. I experienced lolx. Chemistry first. Got test. He waited a while for them then carried on. After the test I slept for the rest of the 30 mins or so. Quite nice. Then chinese. I didn't want to sleep coz scared she call my parents. Anyway going out again wasn't worth it. So tried to keep awake. And yeah I forgot the workbook. It's not like I purposely didn't bring. I just took it out of my bag ytd as I thought wun be needing it today. Then geog. Haha lucky can escape to go eat recess. Funny after I ate I still felt really hungry. But.. discipline! Otherwise grow fatter haha. Then physics test. This teacher, I look at her face I feel like punching. Haha dun know why. The test was quite ok ba. But 3/4 of the answers I put D so maybe not that ok. But the answer really seem like D leh. Haha then go 303. We went down to play my torpedo, about 10 of us. Really fun! Then Aloy, Earnest and I go look for Mr Wie to borrow ball. We encountered Miss Alice Tan. But luckily I escaped again. Saw Mr Wie but he was going back, so he relented and asked us to ask Miss Chan to allow us to take. Miss Chan like didn't believe us leh, called Mr Wie, but after like 10 mins she lend. FUN TIME!! We play soccer until like 8-7 for maybe 45 mins. Haha felt tired le somemore before that play torpedo. Then go buy drink then just laze about. Then they talk about playing handball. So must go take chair. So funny they go all the way to 4th floor when can go 2nd floor. Then suddenly saw Joanna. This was a bit of a surprise since I thought she was resting at home. Luckily her eyes looked all right. Anyway, then we play handball, but it was less fun. Onli half of us were playing, the others playing penalties. But we just had a lazy afternoon. Then we stopped and slacked. Occasionally playing torpedo. We went off in groups, Qz and I being the last to go. I wanted to stay to do finish the geog but he say hand in another day, so just go la. But felt very guilty. Go cc with the soccer and handball in hand. I had to bring them home coz nobody keep. Whiled the time to 5 then head home. Eat maggi, then half hour later ate dinner. So great my mum cooked. Slacked, then went taekwondo. Haha I was really out of practice. Must train hard hehe. We did the jumping thing again. Luckily this time not so pain. Haha last time can't even walk down the stairs properly. Went home then saw Joanna's sis on the bus hehe. Reached home, bathed and ate my second dinner. Watched george of the jungle 2. George was lousy. The girl was good better than the first one. *Yawnz* tired better go sleep. Nitez...