There was another minor scare today. The floor was damp after being mopped. Anyway i didn't see if he was running or not but he slipped, fell and banged his ear against the wall. Poor thing man. So we were sitting at the table chit chatting and out of the corner of my eye i saw a boy happily running. We managed to stop a would be disaster just in time. Then i got up to go toilet, another girl came waltzing through, skipping and dancing. Lolx seriously u know kids these days dun they just walk? Hahaha ok pot calling kettle black i know. But ok yeah i understand how they feel =)

And i think my hp has been sort of cursed. I say sort of because it is in fine working condition if not a little lag. This few days i keep dropping it or just accidentally banging it. And the drop is those CHIBABOM those kind of drop ok. Then this few days also arh, i keep forgetting the black cover thing. Normally is very natural to rmb budden now keep forgetting!! What is going on?! Well end of the story is, i dropped it on the bus. A TIBS bus. My most hated bus. Ahhhh.

Anyway Jia Hui and i were speculating. We would be 7 girls going shopping leh. Ok plus our mothers would be 9. So many! Ok maybe 2 male my bros in law. Imagine going zoo again! 3 cars! Mum in sis car with bro in law and my precious girls, jialing driving her mum and jia hui, 2nd sis with bro in law and me. Of coz that would mean is hard to find place to eat but we can go back to basics, and picnic. Oh yeah bright future ahead for our 2 baby girls (and any other little ones on the way) coz me and my 2 cousins are gonna treat them like mountains of gold and treasure =)))

You're bound to hear funny things now and then. Like how many ants does it take to lift an elephant? 150. How many to lift a papaya? 2. It's not like i care or what but is sort of interesting. I mean would u hear it any other way other than from a pri 2 kids' mouth? Ooo an interesting incident happened today. One of my girls kena locked in the toilet coz lock spoil. So drama but seriously i was worried for student safety. Thankfully she was carried out of the cubicle unharmed but some retarded kid kept asking her eh u scared right? Kids these days dun they learn anything? I seriously think im going deaf soon coz there's this one boy whose mouth is like a machine gun and poor me too soft to just shout at him and end it =D.

Im feeling rather gloomy coz i can't go for my girls match this sat. And miss half day of practice. I'm sure something good will come out of it though. Everything happens for a reason ;)

Oh i saw an article and i think David Chua gotta update his brain bout rules. Seriously i think in order for me to play magic properly is for me to be a lawyer. Which is an utter impossibility so maybe i will always suck at it. So should i go for the release? And argh i haven't bought the book! Gotta head down to borders soon to satisfy my curiosity.

Omg it's so fated for my family to be full of girls lolx. I asked if there was any possibility of a mistake but no the legs were quite clearly spread so yup it's a girl. Haha not that i makes much difference to me but it's definitely cheaper and more convenient for the family =)

I had this lovely lazy sunday afternoon nap today. I dreamed of school. All my schools. In which i was playing, laughing, ok studying abit, then go home and play somemore. Some things we really take for granted til we dun have then complain hor.

Magic is here to stay in my life so i have decided to burn a hole in my pocket to buy 4 copies of a card. After which something even better will come out and i will have to burn another hole. It's a vicious cycle. Magic = financial/time black hole. Haiz.

I got to work tml. Means i have to play stress with my kid if not she will say teacher you very bad then keep on doing something like that til i go play. Why can't she play chess like any normal kid will? Haha but maybe stress good for me coz i am sooooo super freaking slow. I suspect the high fever last month addled my brains w/o my knowledge. And i am getting really fat i think my 2.4 now is those 20 mins thing. Time to do something bout it.

If i eat alot, please slap me.

I think my sleeping at 2 plus are getting a toll on me. I yawn alot at work and starting to have a headache. And juz last night my ear hurts like crazy. Still does can't touch it. Hope it's nothing.

Oh my mum friend who pass away. You can read a little bout her in the sunday times of 20 Jan. Front page, 2 and 3. Although it barely grasps the type of person she is, it still is a pretty good article. I wish i knew her better coz i was always like avoiding her. Today went to her house to celebrate her sis in law bday. I'm still quite sad. Like how can u fathom the feeling that you are never going to see this person again? Everytime i think about her my eyes start to fill with tears. Sad sad. I went only coz my mum called me to say got spag. And as usual a lot of pretty ppl, and ppl i dun know but know my cute little baby self. So past that.

Work is great as usual. Giving spelling or ting xie is fine, at most a little inconvenient. Giving spelling and ting xie is a little inconvenient but still ok. Giving 2 ting xie and 1 spelling can drive u bananas. And each one i gave like 2, 3 times. Haha but... I love my job!!! =))

I can't believe it i am so happy! And it was only this morning i was still debating with myself whether to go or not. Well obviously i did and no regrets. I miss playing and laughing with them and their company. I feel proud yet sad. Proud that i'm starting to realize what is sacrifice. But so sad that i abandoned their company. There are feelings and experiences there that can only be felt in that condition so i reveled in it today knowing that it maybe a long while before i can again. And i realized it has been a long while since i smiled when i opened the door to my home ytd being the worst. Maybe coz im really fat and overweight now.

I have chosen. A beginning then.

Food for thought: a question on a worksheet to an 8 yr old in 1986 i think and his answer.

What is your favourite pastime?
Ans: Last year.

Oh and i love kinship! And the stupid red ant bite on my leg is damn super bloody itchifying

Today is my first day of work! Im a kid take carer. So i simply take care of kids. I forgot what it's like to be a pri sch kid. Too immersed with sec and jc le. Well anyway my first day was nice. But still got lots of kids that i dun know. Haha i hope tml will be even better. Im still slightly ambivalent about the job but i hope i will grow to love it. Teaching is always a joy. Only thing is im really disappointed i can't make it for band on mon and fri. And now there's the issue bout this sat ARGH it's making my head spin. I think the sisters are just psychoing me to make the opposite decision. Haiz one more day to decide.

On a heavier note, my mum best friend passed away this morning. It started at i think 3 plus from what i gather. And due to my idiot father, my mum only made it in time for her last breath at bout 6.30. It's really sad and depressing. I heard bout it when i was leaving for work at 9 plus when my mum came home. She was like get ready for the wake tml. Man life is so short. And u know what they say, the good.. young.

Yup that's it. The last one. The original group is totally gone. Signal to quit or beginning of a new journey? ARGH

Happy New Year!!! Ok like one week ago but still it is like early jan. Eh wah time flies leh. Like last year was just a week ago. Whatever.

I went to the zoo ytd! With er alot of ppl. My family, my great cousins, and my in-law family. Why? For my baby Alysa's first visit to the zoo! She was super duper irresistibly cute as usual =) It's so weird she wun even rmb this visit. But being with her is always a pleasure =D Ooo all the animals are so cute! There were some funny ones like the otters. They were in a line like praying liddat. Then one moved to go another place to 'pray' then all follow lie in a line again! So disciplined. I wish my band the line so straight.. Lolx! The giraffe also stan in line like parking lot. Do u know giraffe kick can kill a lion? I dun like lions anyway. Bloody lazy buggers. But the females are quite all right i guess it's the males laze about stupid shit.

My favourite was of coz the white tiger. Wah very beautiful! He was simply pacing back and forth the ledge and it was like so precise he only walk to that spot, then turn. I wish could see more of it. Me and my cousins were like eating the whole day. What with egg, luncheon meat, ham sandwiches, kfc for lunch, ben & jerry's at the end we like gained 5kilo lolx. My take from the zoo was that i love nature. The animal part. Budden i felt that the animals very poor thing eh. Is like as compared to normal it's so smalllllllll space. Imagine if some alien zoo kept u in ur hdb flat as ur climate. Omg can go crazy. Worse is the feeding time is fixed. True, they dun have to fend for themselves or go hungry, but i think freedom is the best thing. Oh and there are no more arctic animals le. Haiz cannot see my penguins and polar bears.

After that went to cine to watch Across the Universe with my 2nd sis and cousins! Wah quite nice eh! Musical with the Beatles song. Abit weird but a really nice movie. Dun know why it seems that it has like limited showing. In singapore only cathay got. In other country also not everywhere. Then go back bedok meet my cousin parents eat alot of yummy food with RICE =)) Walk to my cousin house just in time to watch Eragon. What a disappointment. The book is like wayyyyyy better. Only thing is the dragon is very good, the girl not bad. The guy so ugly and can u believe he's a construction site worker now? So dumb seriously. Then jialng drove me home sweet home. Love you 2 =)