And so begins a brand new week. I had a crappy weekend. In the both days i had lost more than i had won. And i feel damn suck coz that has nv happened in a long time and why must happen when i was gonna stop. The bbq on sat was ok i guess. I got to see the cutest baby in the world who has juz gotten cuter =) And now she can make more noise! Besides crying of coz. Ok not speaking yet budden now the cutenest still very good.

Eh and wouldn't u know i threw up in the morning. Actually had been feeling read bad all through the night already while reading harry potter til bout 5. Then wah in the morning really buay tahan gotta let it out. And it took so long and i felt like a freaking anorexic. I considered not going budden i knew i wouldn't forgive myself since it was the last time le. So what the heck lo.

Ok so i felt strangely empty. Budden bernard was great suddenly at night he told me not to be disappointed and then i realized yeah i guess i was. After i accepted it then i recovered and felt much better. Haha anyway next year ba no prob. I believe everything happens for a reason and i think i know what it is.

I read finish le and i think it was a fitting end. The story was really good but i think there were many unnecessary deaths. Like quite sad eh. Almost cried. And i was damn scared during one part. But well all over le. It was nice hehe.

I have packed all terence stuff away le. I dun have a deck anymore. So it's just me and studying hehe. Oh and the stuff arrived in the mail and it's so dumb please. They send so early so i dun have the wrath. And i dun need one more psi blast. So stupid la. Haha nvm. Bye magic cya on 21 september.

Haha after an exhausting week finally had our testimonial match today. Aside from those stuff i think we had fun with the mud and group pics. There was some sort of blackout and i think many interesting stuff happen too lolx. Well overall i guess im just ambivalent. Should be happy though. Probably abit ba. Haha nvm ba leave the kids to handle themselves should be perfect by next year.

But boy will i miss them like siao. I get to see rachel often and i still miss her. What bout the others? There's nothing like working and playing together and today was the last time. Oh well. Haha the week was just spent studying non stop but i got alot of magic on my mind. Too much. Tml gonna go school early to study but first drop by my cousin's place to get harry potter hehe. So exciting! Then after that off to char kway teow and hopefully my second win.

I'm so excited and nervous for sunday. Gotta learn as much as i can tml so i can win on sunday. But i think im quite proficient with angelfire le. I juz love it so much. Not to mention it's a very popular deck and terence kindly lended me everything just coz i needed it so. Cannot let him down. Got bout few $100 worth of his cards in juz this angelfire deck.

Oh then after that gotta go for some bbq at my uncle house. New house but i think i cna't really be that bothered. Sure it's a nice big house with a garden and everything but i nv really liked that place. But still it's food. I miss doughnuts. And i miss what happened today eating mrt stuff with lisa, rachel and anna. Food is.. indispensable.

Gonna go sleep now. I am proud to announce i have finally awakened from my slumber. How i know that? Coz i was wide awake in lam lesson today and i actually learned stuff. Every single word he said. Now i juz hate the stupid programming and i am gonna work damn hard now to get an A for coursework. Watch out lam here i come.

Haha in stark contrast to the terrible day i had yesterday i think today was awesome =))) I forgot to bring my specs though but heck la. Went to bishan first and managed to sell some stuff. And i have decided to eat wan ton mee next sunday. Then ckt for the tourney with gabriel and i got a wrath of god! When i saw it i was like stunned i tot my eyes played a trick. But yeah it's true. If i didn't sell of the textless i would have 3 soon. I guess not meant to be ba.

Ooo anyways i managed 3-1 last one with bernard. I guess i should be quite happy ba mulligan to 4 but could not get the elusive red mana to cast the 3 lightning angels in my hand. But omg his deck is so super duper strong. And anyway my weakness came back again. I think now only left against bernard. Once im over that hurdle i should be able to overcome anything. I had a bad case of i today. Trembling all over and couldn't count and see properly. Oh well. It's still 1-2 very soon it's gonna be opposite =p

Then go eat dinner and i really hope gabriel go buy the book tonight so i can read too lolx. So i guess today is quite happifying and next weekend is gonna be a killer. But i hope with good food and enough rest i should be able to make it for both. Oh yeah budden testi match on fri. Better rest up and train too! Stupid thumb still hurts a little. Tml going see baby as usual ba then go hospital visit. Very sad and must pray to buddha nothing happens. Enjoy your weekend ppl!

Wah have been so busy nowadays not to mention super duper tired. Oh and i like had the best pe lesson in my 2 years in sr today. Did rock climbing and it's sooo fun. Lucky nv join something stupid like soccer or touch rug. I seriosuly think we got the best pe module of all.

I think today was a pretty good day actually. Took the class pic. The old man like dun dare stand in centre leh coz i said let's blanket party him. Joking of coz. So in the end the last one he didn't take. Hope the class pic will turn out just fine =) Ooo and my mum bought doughnuts for me so is like super special day =))) At least got something to cheer me up considerably after one miserably long but fast week.

Ooo then i love phantom of sky in djmax. The song is sooooo nice. Anyway the week is like just flying by and it's gonna be the weekend after tml le and then next sunday is the last nq. Angelfire it is =p And it's so scary they even give the prelim timetable today le. Like wah so near! Gonna die soon man. Wake up!!!

Oh i saw the japanese guy today coz i had some spare time. Thankfully he was in and he is just this really nice guy. Very cute with his gestures. I told him bout my sleeping problem too and he said eat more vitamin b and stuff. So yeah hope it works. It's nice to have a teacher that actually cares and is not condescending or just plain stupid. I have only come to really like 3 teachers in the school and a few others who i think are really quite good. The rest can just go retire now or go jump down. Oh including the P.

Tml maybe gonna play abit if noelle want me pei her stay back. If not consider chiong home sleep ba. And i miss baby! 5 months 7 days le leh. She's the cutest la where got baby get cuter and cuter day by day one? Only her lo. As the days go by means got less days to this stage. Then after that will change become older then i dun know whether still can be as before not. So must carry whenever i can. Okies gtg another day tml haiz. Nite!

Friday the 13 is not that bad hehe. Took pictures with my kids and the old people and then play abit. I miss everything man. I even miss running. Oh then i went to my first fnm coz i was very excited for X. Very fun eh budden A level so cannot go liao.



Ah games day today! More X hehe. I didn't do well ba i lost all then drop. Haha first time in my life i drop nv lose so badly before lolx. But i very happy and i gotta leave early anyways so it was no big. Eat at din tai fung with my cousins and my sis. Ok if got more rice i think is nicer. But wah the fried rice is really super duper good.



Ooo and harry potter is very nice! But yeah 3 stars. Alot of supposed to be exciting things nv show. Hehe i like Tonks very cute haha. So no more movies to watch le. Cept transformers but i feeling abit lazy. Not to mention i feel so ARGH about computing. It's like currently the bane of my existence. It's the reason why i feel like shit now. My nose sometimes jam sometimes leak and is all the time irritated. I hate my nose. Wish can throw on the floor and kick.



Sunday so must study study study. Budden sunday is morning see alysa de the girl i miss the most =))) Then wah still must go daryl house and meet gabriel. Hope can finish everything by 3 then can study. Stupid computing I HATE IT. And you're not helping mr nose.

Oh man 2nd day of school already and im so shagged. This is sooooo stupid. The worse stupid thing of all is the dumb coursework. Omg is so hard to rmb the stupid algorithm and i just gotta hope and pray i dun forget anything. And it's only gonna get harder so i think yeah i am so dead.

On the upside though, the timetable SEEMS to be getting slightly better. I hope it lasts. And i really gotta get my ass down to working. Sighs. Anyway tml is the middle of the week le and it's like closer to the weekend =)))

Please i need motivation man. Actually more than anything i just need energy. Ohoh and magic game day is this sat. Finally after like so long of waiting then after that gonna watch harry potter. And the last hour of section a for computing is tml and i haven't done a darn thing. Sounds like a nice week cut out.

Happy birthday yesterday Mima!!!!!!!

So we watched a very cute and funny korean movie that's not very korean but got a little chinese. And i ate doughnuts. So i think the day was quite happifying =)))

I overslept this morning and there went my chance of at least testing the deck a little before the real thing. How idiotic can i be man. Anyway i got 16 =( That's 8 places shy of where i needed to be. Anyway the one with sebas really not my fault is he messed up my hand. Oh well at least i got 4 pack any lower and i would only have 1. I believe everything happens for a reason anyway =p

Things really picked up u know. Like meeting brad and dan by sheer coincidence. Wah i wouldn't have expected that in like forever. Then we laughed over how much better i did than him. Seriously brad is so naive and innocent and genuinely friendly. If he can just ignore on so many occasions i think he should just go rot in hell. I think ppl called joseph have something intrinsically bad bout them and this one deserve me to beat him up. You can treat me like dirt and push me around but bully my friends and thats it. And i'd like to see what deck he plays at the last one where d is no longer legal.

Anyway went to jj and for a place that i dislike so much it sure has alot of good memories and feelings. Like my all time favourite drink milo dinosaur. And i can't believe it but i abit miss playing there. It felt like holidays again lolx. Ok well then i rushed home and did all my magic stuff. Packed everything up and im gonna focus on computing now. Damn nuisance of a coursework is here starting tml. And i haven't started memorising a fucking thing. School haven't even start yet and im feeling so stressed. Whatever la just gonna sleep. Good luck people =)))

Got to sleep in abit coz paper in the afternoon. Like kind of lame come sch just for an hour? The mcq was ok ba. Just that got some is like wah totally cannot do. Like even if u give me time to work out i think i can't get the answer. I suppose there's a shortcut i guess but the damn compound is so big how to draw.

I feel so guilty i watch tv the whole day. Budden maybe not so coz is just computing paper. Even if i studied what difference would it make. The teacher would still have it in for me. I still wun like the teacher. And i wun do well. So heck la. What's important now is the stupid coursework. I think i gonna be sick soon man. Dun feel that good this few days mind's all in a muddle and hazy.

Last paper tml! Happy but not so happy too. Haiz school starting next week. Then gonna be a very fast roller coaster ride to prelims then suddenly A levels will juz pop out. Well short run, i gonna take the goods from terence tml and win on sunday. I finally know how =))) I won in juniors with aggro. I gonna do it at qualifiers with control.

Last time fast and furious. Now,

~SLOW AND STEADY ~

I had an afternoon paper at 1 but why was i in sch at 8.30? Coz some stupid malay guy wanna start coursework le. Omg computing is so idiotic. But it's also the easiest to score full marks. Why always like that arh. Such a waste of my time seriously just play psp at sac until wye they all finish geog. Then had the econs case study paper which was not bad. I almost fell asleep. Ok so i dozed off a little but i managed to wake up.

Anna huda and me went kachiao the kids meeting. Like after we leave then got female teacher come. Well at least life is improving for the team. A strong committee with stong leaders gonna be what heckuva season next year. We're gonna give SA a run for their money and then our SR kids will hoist the champions cup confirm without a doubt. My ball said so hehe.

Man and sunday is getting nearer. After alot of persuasion i have decided to use angelfire. But there's one big problem. I can't test the stupid deck. Only got fri and sat left budden is like all slots filled. Not to mention i gotta squeeze in alot of time to memorise for the coursework. And to add insult i dun have protectors. AAAAAAAAAAAA. Anyhow i got a feeling i'll make it on sunday =)))

Oh and today like so many things remind me of tkd. First fara told me. Then i saw the cca. And the hohoho also in charge. Then gus called. Ok i was irritated with that but nvm. And to top it off, jason was in the bus. Omg i haven't been there for almost 2 yrs but he has grown so much. I still rmb the cute pri 3 boy. Now i think must be sec 1 or 2 le. Makes me feel so old and i feel really bad. Like stuff i wanna do but nv do. Should be going back around sept ba get my cert and belt hopefully. Memories there can nv be forgotten. Haha it is always a big part of my life. And the band. Talk about guilty pangs =(((

Ok and then watched the last episode of heroes. Then watched my favourite csi miami. Omg this has got to be my most favourite episode. Damn nice. Like today actually not that bad a day ba. Like the best kind, well balanced out =p

Into the 2nd week of mid years!! Man this is like the slowest 2 weeks ever. And the last 2 weeks of june hols were the fastest. I feel tired constantly and coursework is starting. Bo bian gotta work hard and get that A. Get the stupid program to run.

Oh and this morning is like the best thing in a long time =)))) So i feel my life turning around again. I went home, felt good and slack, and sleeped through the whole stupid day. But it feels good anyway.

I still got the dilemna over this sunday. Gotta decide soon and like this sat i also busy so i dun know how. Haiz. I just know i dun feel that good after eating 2 dinners. So i took out my ball and did as much good as i could. And i feel lucky so im gonna bring to sch tml hehe. Which reminds me got the stupid malay guy in the morning. But i got paper at 1. Crap. Lolx ok gtg ciao.

Ok i am soooooooo super stressed. Another finals, another first round against bernard. Like i think maybe buddha trying to get a message across to me. Wah i am so scrub man. Made sideboard errors and was sooo close this time but was beaten by mr regionals champion by play errors and calcuation error and plain gan chiongness. Yeah so gotta get over my phobia. Anyways quite satisfied also ba coz i have consistently been getting top 8 and i beat dragonstorm and stuff. So no fear all the way man =))

Oh then i went down to national stadium. Er it was a very irritating walk. Budden yeah and the match and stuff was very cool. Like exciting eh singapore vs australia. My country put up a good fight ba and they are actually not that bad. Just lacking in fitness. And height. And overall body mass but it's ok. We can still be the best in asia. Maybe after we evolve then become bigger then can go world cup. The closing ceremony was nothing short of lame. There was no singapore spirit. I mean i couldn't care that the stadium was like not gonna function for a few years. So i dun expect others to as well. I just wanted to leave quick before we crowded with the masses.

Actually i considered not going at all coz i was really stressed out initially. But i was thinking ah what the heck already bought tix and it should be fun so ok ba. Wandering around looking for a non existent mac and going home without dinner not very fun lolx. But got fara, fifa, anna, huda and even the like never there mun. So how bad can it be? But like all Chicas! eh. Haha they not drunk but they're still great to be with =)))

Got one more week of exams. Then qualifiers. Bernard suggested angelfire. And like wah if that were so i gotta train up. Terence kindly consented budden still got some i need. Oh and then the spoilers are stupid. Sometimes i wonder why i bother. But at least persecute and seething song are not in. Ok so gonna finish up the list i need from terence then go sleep. Nite world.