Wow it was hard. I felt my world being expanded and i was painfully stretched. Is like jc just that it is well, expanded. Like from "super duper easy mode" to "this is bloody difficult mode".

I stopped by Borders on the way hoping to find my book or actually a place where i can nap first. From a supposedly innocent trip to find a sleeping corner i found Star! Wah i miss her leh like super long time no see. Then we called miss katrina goh who apparently has a car now coz she's super rich but is busy chauffeuring her mum to and from church. She still recognise my voice leh so touched. Hehe reminiscing 2006..

Anyway, i had a gathering at my cousin's place ytd where a family our parents knew but we did not were invited. The guy was so stuck up. Feel like punching him. The 2 girls were like playing the piano the whole time. Everyone except them knew how noisy they were and is like not as though the piano is so good. Spoil how many donkey years liao. But what to do their mum for a person i dun recognise in my life she gave me a big ang pow. So we 3 just squeezed together on the sofa and ate the delicious spread my generous aunt always delivers.

Oh my cousin came back politely stifling tons of giggles coz she overheard this convo. This ang moh uncle ask her mum "So how old are the turtles?" To which she replied "Oh all this food not i cook one is buy."

I wanna Alysa tml =)

Wow the day is hot =) And omg i have not felt this ravenous or thirsty since like forever! My parched throat was unquenchable and when food came it was shoveled in and gulped down. But all in a very civilised way of course. Everytime i go for band it makes me stronger. Sort of my recharge day and i always learn alot. Now i feel invincible for monday's trials. If i conserve the energy from today til then i have every confidence i will make it =)))

Went my sis house bathe. I felt like my kids have to ta pao clothes somewhere to go bathe. Even the sound of the plastic bag sounds the same. My poor baby Alysa sick! Well sort of. I think is coz im there so her temp went back to normal =D I play with her until my knees hurt. How exactly do they crawl so fast? Nvm give her chance. Anyway playing with babies can really tire you out.

It was inevitable that i had to bid farewell to my sweet girl to take a LONG train ride and bus to my uncle house. Eh i boarded the train at tampines and there are no seats. 2nd station only leh!! Sinaporeans arh haiz. Maybe im too slow. Then I got abit lost at the street. I took a stupid wrong turn la. I felt so cheated went all the way there, no seat, got lost, and only my parents are there coz the other relatives went earlier or not free. Lucky i went la only my family there to finish ALL THE DELICIOUS FOOD. So we ta pao go back see my cute baby again!! Haha ok so after all the ups and downs of the day it was rounded off beautifully. Tada!

Hope my cousins have enough rice for me when i go tml. Ciao!

Eh wait! Is soil a living thing?

Shall not talk bout my girls match. They just gotta learn that fighting spirit. Interestingly, a door was opened up for me. Well, almost open. Just see if i got what it takes to shove it open the rest of the way or not. I was taken by surprise at the offer but what the heck i got nothing to lose so i'll just take it =)) The adults even DL asked me too anyway so well juz do it. D-day will be on next tues then i'll know if i can make part of my dreams come true =)))

I am worn by work and all the things i trying to stuff into my schedule. I was sort of late twice and i hate it. Why why why i cannot pull myself up? Plus if this door does open up... Everything will be at war again and somehow or other everything will clash together.

Oh i saw my Sheryl Keith and El today. Happy! And eh pay - hurry up come!

Happy 1st Birthday my dear Alysa!!! With a beautifully cute and equally tasty cake cutted on sunday. This really small girl you cannot imagine how she can make everyone within 10m of her smile and act childish. She's as clingy to my chai ling jie jie (her mum) as i was. What we have in common is that if this wonderful person wasn't in our lives we wouldn't be anything. At a public function at her mum's boss house she proudly took off her sock and smiled really big as she put it into her mouth and everyone said she was clever and clapped. Only babies getaway with this kind of thing =) Not that i do it la. The thing with her is everything ends up in her mouth sooner or later, most likely the former. Very soon, can see her walk, talk, and do even cuter stuff. After that we have to tell her to shut up, sit down, and stop running.



Anyway, hope everyone had a fantastic CNY! Eat more so you all will be fatter than me to make me feel better. I feel that reunion dinners are one of the most boring things. If only can cancel it we're gonna see them the next day anyway. The worse is those like my cousins whose reunion dinner is like an everyday dinner but with a special name. Well hope the ang paos and food is worth all the troubles =)

I is super stressed with work and stuff.

Argh woke up at an unearthly hour on a sunday morning to go queue up for bak kwa. I queue for almost 2 hours but i sat on a chair so actually is ok ba. The other ppl dun sit is their problem got so many chair around. Being young is very advantageous coz whatever u do ppl dun say much.

At night go suntec tony roma celebrate my sis bday. Got Alysa! Haha eh go there eat dun eat their chicken is not nice. And my sis likes my present alot ok. Coincidentally my eldest sis also bought something of the same kind so yup double happiness =)

Long day ahead tml. Gotta get my beauty sleep.

I went for work this morning. My first time on sat. It's fun and tons more relaxed. The kids get to play lots more and so do i lolx. I feel very lucky to have a kind of job whereby everything i do i love. Anyways my love of chinese chess can finally be revived! Waited long i have =D

Eh taking a cab now like so hard lo. I waited like 15 mins before some grouchy old man came. Should have just taken the lousy bus.

My cousin parents came just now for the usual cny stuff. So i gotta go queue soon then give them too. Argh can't wait for it to be over i hate spring cleaning. But still it's like a one week holiday eh imagine the amount of time i can put into magic and reading =))

Oh on a very sour note my girls lost 0-6 today. To tell the truth i expected it but i was hoping they would prove me wrong. Please train hard on ur fitness!!! Just because i got fat doesn't mean the team also nv train properly. I wish i had big opponents. I always got those like girly ones i dun dare push. And i think the portion that performed worst today was the defense. My section. Ok maybe i can console myself by saying how thankful i am i didn't go for the match.

Darn im feeling down. What to do? Someone make me laugh.

Hohoho! I bought my sis a bday present le!! And i found out that Borders dun close until bout almost 11 so gdgd. Budden they also like short supply of books. But maybe i in a rush so no time look around. The staff attitude acceptable ba nothing fantastic. Wah when i give her i can imagine her eyes fill with tears, so touched, speechless.. in my dreams la i'm joking. But im sure she will be very happy coz she love me so much right? Anyway so im really broke and can't go for Morningtide release this Sun boohoo. Pay faster come! I work hard looking after my kids!!

Argh i can't go KL. 1 sis say should save money for studies, another say i dun deserve. I agree with both. Besides i was reluctant to miss 2 band prac. I would probably take 3 days leave as well so in total go KL would cost me almost $800. So.. obviously not going i mean c'mon go there just to play magic? Budden have to wait til next year before an event is held in Asia again!! Haha by then i hope to be a scholar, as well as top few Magic player in Singapore =)

By the way can u guess what makes the "hoooo hoooo" sound?