Oh yeah it's labour day tml! Holiday!!!! Even the weather is improving.

After a long day at work rushed down to SR for the bbq. It was quite a pleasant end to the chapter. 9-1! At Jalan Besar! Like why can't u spread ur 11 goals this season over ur 3 games arh lolx. So we're losers but not big losers. I think even though i came super late i still ate the most. Prawns, satay, hot dog, chicken, otah, everything! Nvm forgo my so called "diet" for one day. I still managed to squeeze in a couple of pieces of cake. Maybe one. Or two. Or five. I will still love my kids forever even though wun see them often anymore.

Mima tired so took a cab back. She itchy wanna play connect 4 and look what happen. Lost another yellow circle =( My good old friend came to take some cards. Reliving the glory days man when magic was life. Im reading the kamigawa block now and im super impressed. After that i'll read the morningtide one i juz bought. If im like super bored and got super alot of time i'll go buy the tempest block. Shadowmoor is legal and in stores this friday =(((

I went to this peranakan museum with my cousins on sunday. Like after so long finally jialing is like with us so she drove. The museum was not interesting enough. At least it was to me and jiahui. We finished looking at everything, realized everyone else was like still at the first floor so we walked out to buy food. And when we came back they still marvelling at the museum. Why chinese like dun have so much tradition arh. Perankan like wah got the clothes, the bowl, the chair, the tapestry, the whatever also got la. It's so cool if like you belong to a family rich in tradition then you can loan things to the museum. We even went to have peranakan food after the museum. So it was a peranakany day. Cept for morning which is baby time of coz.

I love my alarm clock. It looks like a clock. It rings loudly for me to hear. Shows the correct time. Is very precious to me. Unfortunately it is not labeled Chai Jing Proof so sadly my dear clock your days are numbered.

I starting to have headaches. From studying too hard with not enough sleep. Stupid afternoon shift. But at least u can't complain is boring. Oh and that's the end for 08 girls soccer. Sad but yeah too bad. I think i felt my heart crack when i heard the news.Well as long as you girls win at A levels =)

Ok now i know why i always feel this kind of specific and unique tiredness. Is magic! Omg is so sad to realize it was actually detrimental to me both mentally and physically coz i not smart enough to prioritize.

Got alot of weird cuts on my arms and leg. And some the method of their appearance is really ridiculous. Am i suicidal in my sleep?! Lolx joking la. Oh i took a cab today and like the poor old man had to take a leak while i was in a hurry. I can't believe that happened like i could just drive off or just take all the money? But too bad these thoughts didn't occur to me until like way after the ride haha. Is probably just cause im this totally morally upright person. Integrity our foundation.. Haha as if yeah when grass is pink.

Thanks Shan joo for the stuff! I try follow you get As also la. Pfft. Like when tigers fly. Maybe I should dream harder then maybe it will happen.

Im guilty. I'm too weak. Help curb this addiction for this is what i admit it to be.

Girls. Tml's your last lesson then it's two times all or nothing. Go for it if you dun give the fighting spirit now then when?

Argh a break is not a break when you're worrying bout what will happen after the break.

Ok so my girls drew 2-2 today. It should have been like our 3-0 game but i think i give up on MJ liao. That school is seriously a jinx on my team. At half time i went with Rachel to the hospital. The poor girl landed on her wrist when she flew after being bumped. Ok like who in the world lands on your wrist but i guess that's the suay thing of MJ haha.

Conclusion of my trip to CGH: Don't go there unless you absolutely have to. And even then i think you shouldn't. In total we spent bout 2 hours plus there. Mostly just waiting! The real stupid one is when we waited like an endless 50mins just to see a totally unprofessional and seemingly imcompetent doctor. The waiting numbers like go backwards and forwards but nv touch her number lolx. Just when it seemed like it was her turn, the number was just one short of hers hahahaha. Wait wait wait. Can't believe i left my storybook at SBL.

Oh Jun Jun is back from Egypt!

I'm bored. Not in the sense i dun have anything to do. But that im sick of what i have to continually do. I seriously needa find a new way to destress.

Weekend was good help ease off a little MWS. I felt like a normal kid. But seriously the number of weirdoes are increasing. Actually so are the number of females. Now there's a grand total of three haha. I played 3 flights, was at Table 1 twice, scored 7-5 (not too shabby!), met a few new guys, reunite with past ones, and bullied one. Ok actually is 3 of us bully him. So i think i haven't enjoyed a weekend like this since.. hmm. Planar chaos more than a year ago. Nvm 7 more months!

I absolutely HATE it when someone talks cheap bout As when they have never been through it before. Everyday i worry so hard whether i will have enough time to complete studying and today someone just made a remark that im starting too early coz i will not have enough motivation to sustain. Silly me allowed some doubt to seep in so i had to seek reassurance from my goddess. But even though i was in a !@#$% mood i still treat my kids good ok. As always =)

Eh i was walking past a carpark and i saw something stupid. Like got a couple in the car. All in the driver seat. But they still got clothes la. I felt like sneaking up behind the car and kick it or something. Or call police? Haha but na i just went home. Didn't even feel like peeking i think nothing to see la.

Im tired now okies bye.

Ooo how exciting. Like one more day left. I well rmb how i felt 4 years ago. But every batch is radically different, each with their own setbacks to overcome. I will always regret my 2yrs absence, even though i believe it happened for a reason. How could i miss seeing my Roast Pork and the sec 4s grow up i can nv ans myself. Haha ask me when i was pri 6 almost crying when i was posted to pingyi whether i would ever feel this depth of emotions i think i would just slap you. Maybe it was better for me not to have gone to tk also if not i would always have this myopic impression of py. But i definitely would have done better academically so... haha u can't have everything.

Whatever happens on sat, it's irrelevant. The process was the most important. It's how you carry yourself out on that day, everything is up to you. If the process hasn't taught you enough for sat, then you have wasted your months of effort. For the process was the true test, this sat merely a fancy way of showing what you've learnt. I always feel everything is up to the heart to decide. I seldom put things in words because i feel them so deeply instead. Everything is written onto my heart. It's really something wonderful you can never run out of space in your heart. You can just keep loving and your heart will just keep giving you more and more space for love. Whatever feelings or experiences can just store there. Is like an infinite storage utility. So i got another baby coming up i can open an account for her =D

Wah i am feeling so proud and blessed now. These kids are really something. Whatever the outcome, i will be satisfied. No regrets! Thanks i had a heck of a brilliant time.

Omg Shadowmoor looks freaking awesome! Ears turning red, hands itching, legs shaking.

Diagnosed with MWS-Magic withdrawal symptoms.

Oh i survived my week. That's good. Actually if it weren't for A's and the total lack of good toilet facilities (supply of toilet paper, cleanliness, and convenience) i would opt to help the macpherson kids. But hey i think im so happy i'll probably kiss my tampines floor tml. I think whoever it is who created life purposely made kids cute. Otherwise how would they be forgiven when they do totally stupid and retarded stuff?

Anyway i feel im retarded too. If i didn't have such a patient family. I think my head will get whacked off already. And i DO NOT spoil my niece. Just because i say she's my princess doesn't mean i treat her like one. Is like i love my clarinetists. But i will always scold them to the world ends. Anyway my sis is an excellent parent. My bro in law too. They practically brought me up so if they didn't have enough practice with me i dun think got any other better training for them. Please please make me grow smarter from tml onwards. Im really worried.

You know, some stuff just makes my mind go crazy.

I'm beginning to feel it. The pressure. The stress. Sad thing is, they dun feel foreign to me anymore. Is like a part of my every day life. Omg this A level thing has given me nothing but endless worrying from the start. Why did i do it. Well everything happens for a reason. I swear when i get my results and make it to the uni im gonna buy a few cartons of doughnuts and juz sit there and watch all 5 seasons of my Justice League cartoons for 24 hours or as long as it takes. A veritable couch potato. Plus green tea. Yes forgot bout drinks. Dun ask why juz join me.

Anyways i had an unexpectedly long and miserable day today. Looking forward to a long and miserable week. Crucial 2 weeks left and this gotta happen. I miss my tampines =( I can only hope that lunch is acceptable tml. I miss my girl too realize haven't seen her for almost 2 weeks! She's grumbling more than ever now but hey that's how babies learn to talk right. My little princess is smiling more too =)) You all dun understand how we feel when she smiles. Is like wah heaven is shining down on us. Ahhh one more little princess coming soon in June can't wait. Ppl if you got nice girl names come tell me k.

Clock is ticking. Tick tock. Wish i could turn back time.