Haha now no more spider-man le. I wonder why kidscentral always like that. They dun show the whole series like that. Bought food, then watch beastmaster 2. All I know about him is that he can communicate to animals. The only thing I like about the show are the animals. The radio had a countdown of the best 90 songs. My mum told me to record down. I used the watch for the first time. It is a radio too. Quite clear la. So I took pen and paper, packed my stuff then went to my sis house. But while travelling the radio not too good so I went bro there to take my radio back. Haven't been to Bedok in a while so never got a chance to take it back. When I was there 3 of them were playing. Haiz I didn't bring mine. Anyway also no time. I missed playing with them. They were very nice guys. And can laugh non stop while we play one. Took 69 to my sis house. I liked my radio more than ever now. The rain was still very constant. Never stop one leh.
Play time crisis. Considered whether to dye now but then thought it might be too much trouble so dun want. But I wanted her to do it leh coz I trust her lolx. My hand extremely pain so play welcome to castle wolfenstein. Then my bro in law came back and my sis bathe and change nice nice le so I changed too lolx. Then play com coz he playing the dynasty tactics. 7 plus people started coming. But is very little people as compared to christmas. The pizzas came to. I was looking forward to my sis cooking but the food was actually pretty good. I had 3 pizzas a couple of chicken wings and garlic bread. The pizza was nicer and cheaper than pizza hut. Then go back to playing com. Then while he did business in the room I went to my sis room with them to watch tv and read. My parents came quite late leh. It is indeed going to be a great new year. My relationship with my dad is great now. Only thing my other sis not here. Then go play com again, then my sis friends came. Haha they make drinks and I had some too hehe. Gonna call Shan joo and Hew yenn later. See ya next year!!!

Spider-man so nice leh! Haha I think is the last episode le. So great he is feeling happy le. I finally bought my books. Didn't have 3 though but I dun mind. On the way back on the bus I overheard the family opposite me talking about lock gate and all that. I decided to ask and told them there was a side gate haha. They didn't know so didn't buy the books. Bought food on the way up. Haha nowadays I'm into noodles. Finally! Haha been a very committed rice eater for a very long time. Then watch tv the rest of the time. Study some and played com too. Then my mum came back then buy dinner for me. Hmm.. had abit of a showdown at night. Hope I am ready for the after feelings. Haiz. I wish I wouldn't feel so much. I dun just feel one emotion at a time. And I will feel for other people as well. Well tml will be going to my sis hosue for the count down. Nitez...

Not a good start. I missed spider-man. Haiz. My mum brought my aunt to see chinese doctor. I remember that doctor leh. It's been a very long time since I saw her thankfully. Coz everytime I see her that means got something wrong with my bones. I watch tv pretty much the whole afternoon then tried to study in the evening. Eat, then try to study somemore. Can't watch tv so actually doing nothing la. At night missed CSI, then took out a book to read. I miss reading. Haven't been to the library in a long time too. Watch my wife and kids, afv, and then go to sleep. Hopefully tml can go and buy my books.

Gus wanna play magic again. Haiz I seem to be letting people down again. Dun know how to find excuse to go and play leh. 11.30 watch part 2 of spider-man. Wah very nice. I learnt more of a character too. Black cat. I think if I could be a hero I would be spider-man or superman. After that watch the magician one. He took off his mask. I think I saw him in a magic show before. Bought food, eat, then slack around. 6 more days. Have to get my brain into working mode. Finalized my booklist then took out the phrases. Wah Gus really desperate leh. But too bad la. Partly coz I'm an idiot too. After learning 10 I fell asleep. My phone rang and I woke up. Charity wanted to sell her ticket coz suddenly can't go. Haiz but no one going also then I also in trouble better dun go. Fell asleep again and woke up eat porridge. Very nice coz the weather cold. Then studied until 35. Haha so happy today I learn 35 phrases. Hope I remember at least 20 tml. Whenever I study I feel disappointed in myself leh. Coz it's obvious to me how easy to learn. I just have to be extremely disciplined now. I think today has been an extremely productive day. I wish I can drive some thoughts out of my head. I must find my own way to make peace with myself. There's always something holding me back. And it's my fault I can't cure it. All my intelligence for nothing. Haiz. Gonna online awhile then sleep. Hope school will be great. Fat hope.

Hmm... haven't played magic in a while. Haven't been to bro there too. Means my radio is still there haha. Gus asked me to play magic in the morning. So I guessed he finally bought the champ deck. I wonder which one. Haiz but not free la too bad. Maybe I will have time later. Bought food, ate, then went princess mac to meet 'they all' haha. I dun know who. Probably flute people. Purdee and Sze yuan were there. Then Farzana, Siew li Edwin, then Xiuyi. Haha very long leh. Good also la then can kope people fries. And drinks. Very fun leh with them. Made a lot of jokes at other people's expense. Me, Xiuyi, Farzana and Purdee took 197 to marine parade while the other 3 went shing shong I think. But first we went to buy batteries. I bought extremely cheap ones hehe. 24 for 1.20. But lousy one la surely. My camera still cannot unlock leh that means cannot take pictures. Haiz.
Bought marshmallows, then weirdly I felt very hungry like I haven't eat lunch yet. But I did about 2 hours ago. Weird. So I bought fish ball mee pok. So happy nowadays I can change food. Usually is just rice all the way. Went to Giant and desposited our stuff and my bag. Haha coz got food and drinks and camera inside ma so cannot lolx. Farzana discovered she lost the list of stuff we're supposed to buy. Haha and she even went back to mac just now to find it. Wasted hehe. Nvm la we roughly can le. After a long while finally finish and I collect our stuff first. Then I keep on saying I'm really hungry then Xiuyi say go eat la so since I got permission better go eat first lor hehe. Wah very nice leh. Got 5 fishballs too! Hehe... After finish still must wait for xy and purdee to come back coz they bought some stuff. Roll down the trolley to the taxi stand. Quite fast actually considering the length of the queue. But we very unlucky. The cab in front of us was a silver one then the one behind I think is London cab! We in the middle so suay hehe. We reached there but at a wrong place. Too far from our pit. So quickly rent a bicycle and rode all the chicken and drinks there first. Wah this my first time riding with stuff on the handlebars. So heavy too. Once there was an old man who was damn stubborn. If I wasn't short of time or scared of falling then hurt the stuff I would purposely have bang into him lor. Idiot. Edwin spotted me luckily and I rode back. Farzana wanted the bike so give her ride. We walked, but on the way it started raining so we went into a shelter. I borrowed a bike from somebody so I can transport the things first but then our bike was back. Finally everything can bring there. Wah quite far leh. We sorted all the drinks and stuff and wanted to start fire but guess what. It started raining. Argh. Why must we have pit 13. After quite a long while we started fire. Farzana returned my bike. Everyone slowly started to arrive. Soon it felt quite nice.
Haha is quite fun la. Ppl walking here and there, then dark, then can eat. But then it started to rain again. Luckily it was brief. Continued hehe. Ate alot of chicken wings. I thought the marinate was very nice so I put some on my plate. Haha too concentrated le. But I ate tiny bits of it at a time. Too tempting hehe. But I stopped after eating alot when I realized it was rubbish. Haha I scared I'm gonna have kidney failure coz too much salt. Then they played the sparkler s and I cannot take it so xiuyi and I went toilet. I think it is so dumb lor the logistics. You want go toilet must go to one place. Actually can go sea or bush la but is still dumb. Luckily can make it. But it was a very near thing hehe. I actually attempted to go to the sea but then got the lines and there was no way to go down. Thankful that Xiuyi was with me. *Thanks*.. Walked back. All the girls all wet haha. Talk talk, clean up, then walk back. Went the underpass then the girls went mac to clean up. Played my car while waiting hehe. Then they bought the light sticks. Quite cheap la. Finally took 196 and went home. Saw Carolyn. Immediately bathed. Wah never come home from bbq clean before leh haha. Gonna try one day. Nitez...

Boxing day. Shan joo said boxing day is because all the garbage man collect the presents and boxes to throw away. Stupid right lolx. I woke up just in time to watch finding nemo. I was having a really weird dream leh I think it was inspired by the movie yesterday. Haiz. Disturbing dream. I think maybe coz I wanted to go toilet that's why so angry too haha. Finding nemo is always very nice to watch. Love it! Haha.. Then eat, watch tv, go blade abit. Is too boring la. No space. So went with my parents to east coast. Got more freedom la. But too bad leh hurted so cannot do alot. Went home, online, bathe, then play com to keep me awake. But soon cannot tahan le so go lie down. Ate, and watch disney. Their christmas shows are very very nice. Online now. Dun know wanna go to the bbq or not. Haha I think tml I will consider. Hope my sis make the spaghetti soon. She bought the dye for me already le so good haha. Ok signing off now. Bye!!! Happy holidays!!!

Merry Christmas! Hehehe... I started out the day in my sis house. Haven't stayed there in a long while. Actually woke up quite early but then I'm sure nobody else is awake so continue sleeping. Then I cannot tahan le so go out play xbox. The Crimson something, flying one. Is a nice game just difficult to target. Again cannot tahan so feel asleep. Woke up almost 12 leh haha. Quickly go bathe, then my cousin came, and we went to tm to watch Kung Fu Hustle.
Bought popcorn and stuff, and they gave us the 'twirl'. Haha so cute. But it's so big I wonder how to eat hehe. The advertisements were really great. Next year got Elektra, Son of Mask, some horror show, aeroplane one, lots la. All very promising. But why they never put star wars lolx. Revenge of the Sith. The movie was great. Full of unexpected stuff, mini plots and all. 3 thumbs up hehe! But the beginning I felt abit sick la. Then I got used to the show so felt ok. My cousin left to meet her friends so left my sis and bro in law Went the M1 shop first to look at phone. So crowded leh. Didn't buy anything coz wanna see more shops first. Then we went to buy PSII games. Time crisis yeah! Was going to buy log cake to bring to my aunt hosue but then didn't/ Then we went century square to look for the gun. But 2 shops also no guns with recoil. So just buy controller and memory card. Cs quite porr thing leh so little business. Then now renovation look so empty. Went into the Nokia shop. After quite long finally bought a phone. Can't remember the model. But quite nice la. I think one of the phones is quite stupid leh. The design is nice and interesting but it is so totally not practical. Sms will kill you lor lolx. Bought school shoes then went to tm ajisen to eat. At first I can't decide between food court or ajisen. Coz food court got rice leh. Then I'm sure tonight no rice. But I chose 'A' so go Ajisen lor. The food quite ok la. The noodle is nice but is not tasty enough. The soup too. I think go home eat maggi ramen is nicer lor. Wanted to go e+g after that but no more. Drove over to buy 4D at the interchange there. Wah we were there for 5 hours leh. How time does fly. Went back and play time crisis! Got 2 guns more fun but we went 3 shops today still dun have got recoil one. After a while I went down to blade. My new blades debut hehe. Quite ok la. Went back, play abit more then went to my aunt's house.
We reached before my parents which was weird coz I thought they left first. Went down with my cousins to the bball court to blade. But then they play bball odd number so I play too. Just as I change back they wanna go le. So I tried to blade back. Haha it was torturous but fun. Spent the rest of the evening just walking about or eating. Stupid ulcer. I didn't enjoy this christmas' food that much. The place is so crowded. Then the poor dog so bored. Luckily here got rice leh. But the liao not so good leh. Only the ham. Went home at about 12 plus. I got a sheep with long legs. Gonna sleep. Super tired.

My sis fetch my mum back home while I went with my sis to run errands. We went to Raffles hotel to collect the log cake. Then Raffles city to do some last minute shopping. Bought a pen first then I waited there while she went to shop. I looked through the wallets. Just as I was about to sit down she came back. We still had to walk around alot. Lastly went to Marks & Spencer then went to Whitelink to return the gown. Then back to my house to put the log cake there. Poor log cake hahaha. 2 hours without fridge. Packed my stuff then went bedok to eat. Then go Tampines to collect turkey and ham. Wah the queue super long leh. Saw Carolyn on the way to meet my sis. Then... back to my sis house haha. Play xbox while they cooked hehe. Then cannot take it so fall asleep. They so strong leh never sleep still can work. Woke up and still so little ppl. One by one they all came. But this year seems like less people. Hahaha Xavier so cute. My cousin left to go to her friend's party. Xavier play with my new car. We just while the time away until midnight. Play PSII and xbox.
Finally midnight came and we open presents. It was ok la. But this year like less fun leh. Then went in online. Wait until they play finish mahjong, talk enough, pack enough food, then they went home. I think I'm gonna stay up the whole night. Dun waste it. Tml gonna watch kung fu hustle. Haiz I'm feeling really disappointed. Dun know how to shake the feeling. Online someone say I put on weight lolx. Got meh? I think is the shirt hehe. Haiz. I think tonight online, xbox whole night la. Bye... MERRY CHRISTMAS ONE AND ALL!!!!!!!!!!

23 Dec
Must spray hair in the morning. So disgusting. Makes the hair feels so argh too hehe. Today the sec 1 registration. Saw Sheryl Keith on the way. Then saw the mercedes with that girl inside. Ignore her haha. For the fisrt time in a long while I was quite early. Then Kaiqian came and said her sister not coming here. What?! Haiz. I was looking forward to it leh. Got more ppl to bully lolx. Went for sectionals. Actually is quite ok la. But then my ulcer hurts so much. Abit difficult to hold on for the long notes. Then Hew yenn gave out our presents hehe. Wah she so good go write testimonials. Then the flute and saxophone copy us also lor all go take too. Wah the Shan joo arh in front of me and Hew yenn give all my members except us. When she give Dom I tell him dun take hahaha. Then Zack call me go play the percussion thing. Actually I think is nothing la but since it's so boring today might as well just go. Saw Shan joo sister walking. Well not exactly walking la. The way she moves is a different kind of walk. A more cocky type. I went back then we just sit down play songs. Haha it's been a long time since we did that. Then we went down to take pictures again. This time take more, and individual sections. Went back, play more music, then go back hall do formation. Got some things blocking leh so dumb. But we used initiative to overcome it hehe. After band, we fall in for quite a long time. Jiefang so blur leh. They were talking about the mj concert then she suddenly say oh yeah! the mj concert! Stupid leh lolx. Candies were given out, and finally can go home. But then unexpectedly someone fainted. Wah I rushed over and my heart almost stopped leh. Hamizah lay there with her eyes wide open, never blink. I was so scared. Somemore her eyes are already big now bigger leh. I carried her to the chair when she had revived a little. Got some idiots around talking danm loud lor. Haiz. Luckily it was just a storm in the cloud. Then I went to change my shirt. Haiz my mum washed the wrong shirt. I had a feeling she will do it lor.
My hair was terrible. I couldn't even comb. The comb stuck. So since I was supposed to go my sis hose take my wallet, I decided to go there bathe too. We went to eat but I da pao. I was almost buying my food when Shan joo called. Oops my money was with her. I gave it to her in the morning coz I didn't have a wallet. Went back to buy, then went off. Waited for the bus quite long leh. Somemore the queue so long. But lucky it was a double decker bus. Reached at 1 plus, later than I had expected. Bathed immediately. So disgusting is soooooooo black. I washed 3 times then I used the conditioner. I would have washed more but no time. Shirt so small leh. Atem talk abit, then left. Felt totally different, better. Is so dumb leh. I ran all the way up and down the overhead bridge and I was at the door just as it closed and the bus just went off. Argh so frustrated. Springfield was only 2 bus stops away and I had to miss the bus. Haiz the time I spent waiting I walk there finish liao le. So I walked. Got abit lost hehe coz I didn't walk by the road. Too hot. But got there 2 plus. Had a mini committee meeting. Then saw them running down to drink water. Fisrt word out of Esther's mouth was did you dye your hair. Obviously I said no la. Then one by one all come and say. Mr Poh too hehe. We went to the hall to wait for them. It was all extremely formal. All the time I wanted to clap or laugh but must keep quiet. Finally we could clap. And the pictures I took was extremely lousy the coz of the lighting. Jiefang arh again is super blur arh. Then we all seat down watch a video of the band. I want to eat leh! Haha but nobody. Finally we could eat. I was longing to go over but I mustn't be too obvious. Plus I was feeling uncomfortable with the shirt. Then everyone went to eat and I bidded my time. Then the rest of the day every few minutes ppl will comment on the hair lor. In the end the story will be 'during the syf, the sun spoil my hair, then when the doctors try and cure it they use the wrong type of medicine and discoloured my hair.' I think none fell for it la. We took a stupid picture of our thumbs on the trophy and I finally got to talk. Haiz. All too soon it was time to go and I didn't have a chance to do what I wanted to do though I never mentioned it.
Went home, bathed, and went out. When I reached they were at Swensons already. So I went to taka myself and bought my car. In my haste to go I tripped over the big rock but luckily there was no big fall hehe. I went to test it and had to wait sooo long. Nvm la I can take it hehe. Luckily the car no problem. Went back to Swensons. Kaoz still nobody there leh. Nvm anyway we had to wait for our table. At 8 plus everybody was here, then we can go in. It was quite all right. The meal in the beginning was nice. I had 1 1/2 bowls of soup coz I stole Jiefang one. Then came my chicken. The more I ate the harder it was. Coz the ulcer so pain. Must take small mouthfuls too. I looked so stupid and felt stupid too. Then the dessert came and I ate. I sort of forgot what I ordered and only knew it was ice cream so I ate it. What I didn't know was that it was a gold rush and it wasn't mine. Luckily it was ok and I ate my banana split. Then exchange the presents. Derrick got mine and I got Xiuyi. Then log cake which I didn't eat, pay, and walk.
We went to the tree and took pictures. Shan joo sms Xiuyi to say she was coming. I saw the sms and it said not to tell anyone. Haha oops. Walk walk, then xy say she not coming le. I wanted to call and scold then suddenly she come! Hahahaha so hyper. I was taken in leh so embarassing hehe. We walk walk, then no movie to watch then left my car and had to go back to take, then went home. I think we took the last train. Heng! Lolx.. Went home, and is really sleepy. Gonna sleep le. Lots of stuff to do tml! Have a merry christmas eve everyone!!!

Wake up, bathe, get ready to go shopping. Actually waited quite long la. Finally we went off. Me, 2 sisters, and mum. They wanted to go paya lebar but in the end go east coast. Coz can eat first. The food is super nice. Then we go buy my roller blades lolx. It was almost 2 le. We were supposed to have been in town and started shopping le. So we went to Tangs. Coz parking cheaper. Very boring. So me and my cousin went to Heeren to get her stuff first. On the way as usual I was really hungry so bought cup noodles. And I think I looked pretty stupid carrying it around. She couldn't find mini toons and had to walk so much. Then finally I stood outside and finished it.
Went to Scotts, then put stuff in the car, then taka. There was better la. But not that much. We got lost, all that, then got chased off the bed many times. Finally we went to the toy department. But too bad. I already got my christmas stuff le. Actually I rather they give me on my bday coz usually christmas get more things than bday.. Nvm la. Went to Paragon to get my hair spray and waited for my sis to fetch us. Haha there was a traffic jam.Sent my sis home first coz she was sick then went my cousin there to eat. The food was bad. Ask them to change the channel watch Charmed. Went home, watch Charmed some more. Then went down buy 100 plus for my sis. Got back and realized I had left my wallet in the car. If I dun get it back tml it's going to be really difficult man.
Tml got band. Haiz must spray hair. Hope it works. Tml abit full leh. Hope I got time buy the car. Online. Wait. Sleep.

Today oversleep again. But thankfully it was a dreamless sleep again too. Today my sis coming home for dinner coz it's the third day. I ate mee goreng then help my mum make the balls coz of the winter solstice or something. Then rest and slack abit, occasionally doing some work. Help with the cooking la. Actually I did quite alot leh surprisingly. My cousins came first, around 8. One of them wanted to use the com and the older one was feeling bored. Dun know what to do so looked at the old games on top. Power rangers? I dun think so. In the end we took the upwords and said lots of stupid stuff. I mean if she can put 'lego', then I can put 'ikea' right? Lolx. Then my sis came, and put her brains to work again. She has a high iq and is really smart. She was looking at my letters abit then can give me a long word or a completely different thing. Then my aunt came and we waited a while then ate. The food nice. Especially the prawns which I did hehe. I wish my sis would come over more often so we got nicer food to eat lolx. We finished upwords, then took out teacher's quiz. It was quite funny coz it's so simple or difficult. We had a great time laughing. I had a great time. Then my other cousin joined in. We played 3 and all 3 were won by my older cousin. My sis wanted to look at the photos I took. Luckily I had already got them from Xiuyi on the com last night. Then can see bigger and more clear. I made the woodwind pic my wallpaper. Quite nice. But Hewyenn was looking the other way. Haiz. Haha my hair also quite obvious. Suddenly it was very late and my sis fetched my aunt back. We played some more then my cousins went home. Watch my wife and kids the part 2 one again. Then sleep.

Me and my Sis 

'oOdwIndS! 

Update on the wee hours of 19th December: My sis dyed my hair. Haha it was my first time leh. At first wanna streak only but then decided to do both. She had to use foil to like cover the streaks first. Then do the whole head. Abit pain la coz she said is the acid. Haha after I wash everything off wah can see the colour leh haha! I so happy. We painted our nails to about 2 hehe. It was nice having my sis back. The 3 of us talked and laughed. I hardly talk and laugh with my other sis. It's extremely hard to describe how much I love my sis. My willingness to wear a pink dress and heels I think speaks alot lolx. Then alot of memories came back lor. Haiz. I really miss those times. We decided to sleep and not wait for my bro in law to bring the car here. 3 phones were set to 5 am hehe.
Day Zero
When I woke it seemed like I hardly sleeped at all. I continued to rest as I was not needed. Everyone was already up. My sis had already bathed with the flower water too. Got up, and helped my mum wash the kitchen floor. Wah the makeup artist so accurate 6.30 come up. Her bag looks cool too lolx. My uncle called and said the guy who was supposed to pick up his son not there yet. I looked at the time and it seemed a very weird thing so I told him to call back later. I gave my second sis hp while she was bathing to call her boyfriend. Haha he said he was already in the car with him. How blur can my uncle be? As I was about to call him he rang and said sorry he had already left hehe. Funny case. He should have checked first what. Then my sis friend Sharon came. I bathed, and dun know my imagination or what the colour seems more obvious. As I finished changings my sis friends came. I dun know what they are called. But there are four of them. Maybe bridesmaid or something. The 'jie mei'. Then my cousins' family came. Wah the 4 jie mei chio leh hehe. All so cute too. Soon everyone was here. And my auntie from Yew Tee came to help cook too. So good of her. But lucky her transport is just a straight mrt here. But still is pretty far especially since she not used to coming here.
My sis asked Sharon help me style hair haha. I didn't like it at all leh. So flat. When I went out everyone shocked leh lolx. I also roughly know the jie mei coz they always go my sis house play mahjong. Everyone got something to say hehe. The most common is like "you really love your sister", "you look very 'pretty' (lolx) today", "wah", "give your sister alot of face". Hehe. I try ren la. One day only ma. After awhile, I went to the window and saw my bro-in-law coming out of the car. I suddenly felt excited. My second sis had pasted stickers on the lift door leh lolx. He came to the window and all the jie mei had alot of fun. Ask him funny questions, take money from him, and make him eat and drink disgusting stuff. Beer with egg inside. Seaweed with mayonnaise and other stuff. Banana split. Means banana split into half and inside got onions, garlic, wasabi. Then open the door, and I ask for money before he come in. Wah inside so many leh. Then he shout "Chailing wo ai ni!" then we open the gate let him in. The door he also shout then open, go into the room. Haha she so chio leh just sit there. My mum fed her some food then they left and we followed. Went to his house, and this was my first experience wearing heels. And these were high. Very soon pain le. Then must walk up 3 floors to his house lolx. But coming out of the car and walking was difficult for my sis. Coz there were red ants and they crawled up. Luckily all were removed. Had to do this repeatedly, every few steps. We waited, then go their house in Tampines to change. Walking down the stairs was a challenge hehe. She changed into the chinese thing then we left for my house. Quite good exchange leh, give my parents drink tea, then they give her jewellery, diamonds hehe. They also had to eat some. Soooooooo tempting leh! Hahaha. Prawns so big, duck, chicken, fish, soup... They left for the hotel first. My aunt who helped cook went to bathe. My mum got make up by my aunt. My room in the morning until now still so full. Coz everyone was doing hair, dressing up all that. Then I also got abit of makeup lolx. Those funny stuff at the eyes. I dun like! Haha she make lighter la but nvm. One day!
I left with my cousins, sis and boyfriend. He drove us to the hotel then went to fetch his parents. I went to their room. Xavier so cute hehe! He is the cutest baby I ever seen leh. He can speak dialect so well too. I can't speak a word. Soon everyone left the room and only left my sis, makeup artist and my cousins. We watched cartoons lolx. Then it was quite late le so went down. By that time my heels were killing me. It was getting difficult to walk straight but I put up a presentable show hehe. I said let's try this way then my cousins showed me the sign that I hadn't noticed hehe. 'Wedding of Chai Ling and Mark'. I braced myself. Every relative who saw me said the same stuffs. Actually everyone who knew me la. But... I put up with it. One day! Just smile and try to act pretty and nice. Lucky I saw my uncle then can help me take my stuff. The bag that I took couldn't half carry all the things I brought. Can't even zip lor. Overflowing le lolx. Signed, finally went in, went to my cousins table. There was a space as their maid didn't go. The couple came in and I went back to my seat. I sit VIP table leh lolx. Had to wait quite long for them to serve us. Ours is they give personally, no need to reach over and grab. The bad thing is cannot take extra. But I think this is a good thing so my stomach will have space for the later courses. After I finish each course I will go to my cousins table and talk talk, or go to my second sis friend. This works well coz at the VIP table we only got one bowl of shark's fin. I went to my cousins table and I got another bowl. Heng arh. But that was the only time I got food la. But it wasn't so bad coz my parents had to go visit tables. So I ate theirs too. My sis came to me and told me our old neighbour wanted to see me. I remembered them but I didn't know what they looked like. We talked bout some stuff. Like the time I rode the bicycle down the stairs. I always imitated stuff and they said it was lucky I didn't imitate superman lolx. Jumping off the 11th floor, that would have been it. Found out her son is going out with Qz's second sis. Cool. Last time we used to play together. They shifted ten years odd ago. Finally I could go away. It was not as if I didn't want to be with them. I was there quite long, so it was awkward, plus I was hungry and the heels were killing me again.
The yam seng part was abit awkward. No one went up so I got impatient and went up first. Even then so little people. Haiz. Eat and do walk about some more, occasionally playing with Xavier. He collecting all the chocolates. All the food was excellent. Except the yam dessert which I wouldn't even look. I ate 3 plates of noodles, mine and my parents. And I had their fish and vegetables too. Ok my dress was tighter now. Talked at my cousins table again. We played the drinking game hehe. Wine was nice leh I didn't know. The place started to empty and I wondered where my family was. Then suddenly my dad called and told me to quickly come out take picture. Wah I didn't even know. I ran out and there they were all ready cept for me hehe. Then I immediately went to sit down and take off the shoes. Recently whenever I sat down I took off my shoes. It really helps alot. Then we went to the VIP lounge to take pics and tea ceremony. I called Joanna to lend me her shirt. I didn't trust my mum hehe. Actually after this wanted go shopping with my second sis but then my cousins were tired, I was tired, and more importantly my feet were tired. As in excruciating pain every 3 steps tired. Walking on non carpet floor was murder. I was starting to get more bad tempered the more I walked. I even felt like just taking it off and walk, or take it and hurl with all my might at the unlucky stranger who happened to get hit. I dun know I just felt in such an angry mood. When I reached home Joanna had put her shirt on my door le. Thanks! I immediately changed, swept the floor and played com to keep me from sleeping. Wah the floor so much hair. I wanted to watch Shrek later. But I lie on my bed and fell asleep without knowing it. When I woke it was already 9 so I went back to sleep.
Today
Next time I woke was 1 plus coz I was really cold. I couldn't sleep so I thought about some stuff. Hew yenn smsed. Jiefang saying she can't bring seaweed. All these made me think of band. My mum was sleeping so I couldn't wake her up to tell her to wake me up. So I reminded Dom to bring shorts just in case and Shan joo to give me a wake up call. I wondered whether band would start at 8.30 coz half day only. So I decided to put 'wake me up before 8.30'. So she can get the cue that I am not sure. Thankfully, I could fall asleep. I had been lucky so far, a dreamless sleep all the way.
Woke at 8 by Shan joo. Thankfully I heard the call. I was still kind of groggy. There was no useful information so I just pretended I heard and said yeah all the way. Went to bathe and got ready. Haha dun know my imagination or what but like each time I wash my hair become more obvious. Maybe is sunlight ba. But still is like different leh. I dressed and the shirt is like so small lor lolx. Just fit my frame hehe. I was about to eat coz it looked good and I hadn't had dinner. But I decided to call Dom to double check he got bring or not. He said "you are going to be late you know." I was sooooooo shocked. Band was at 8.30!!! I panicked and rushed and took an empty water bottle. Took off the necklace. Left the house at 8.30 and forgot my clarinet. Went back to take. Luckily the bus came quite fast. I really rushed all the way. But then very difficult to run coz the ball of my feet still hurt and I felt weak with no energy. But when I saw the gate I ran all the way through. They doing marching. I found his bag and took the shorts and changed first. Aiyo their first words is the hair leh. Is it that obvious. Fall in and realized I was too jittery and was so not ready for marching but can't be helped. Sectionals finally. But my section had to 5 rounds for obvious reasons. I realized too late it was totally obvious. I thought only under sun. somemore dun know where my sis put my gel I cannot hide abit in the morning.
The sectionals was totally boring. A half day band is useless expecially if Mr Poh is not here. Long notes was a real pain. In fact everything was. Then had to go hall for the formation. And finally finish. Dom said he was at the back of the hall still can see leh. Kaoz. The only good thing was that we took a sectional photo. After band go burger king. I didn't eat coz at home got food. Lots of food. Then Hew yenn brought me to see the spray and then I went home. Eat, talk. The yam seng part was a hot topic. Talking about why the reaction was so slow, why no one went up. Then is whose fault, this that. Sms my sis about today haha. She was still at the hotel. In the afternoon my dad took my aunt's stools back to her house. At the same time can meet my sis downstairs and pass her the stuff. She is really sooo chio leh. He better take good care of her. Came back, and play com. Wrap present, bathe, eat dinner. Watch my wife and kids. Then now online trying to receive the pics. Gonna get durians from my sis soon, and she's coming home tml for dinner. They must come back on the third day to sort of visit us. Haiz. I miss her so much. And I felt that I did alot ytd. But compared to what she did my whole life I have an extreme mountain of a debt to repay. Thank you for everything. I love you.

Haha today must wake up early again to clear the house. Rest occasionally, then buy food. Then more work. Haha as usual most of the work is my sis do la. Wah my dad testing my nerves again leh. I dun care la try and ignore. Have to be sane for everyone's sake tomorrow. Bought dinner, saw Xiang Ting. Watch Max Keeble. Yeah and now my dad got on everyone's nerves. And why must he talk so loud on the phone? And the way he talk is provoking me to punch his face. One of these days I will not hesitate to do so. My sis came back. Haha she forgot to bring a bag. He treat my sis so formally lor. Is like he talking to a stranger. Haiz. She came back at 10. At 11 plus she dyed my mum's hair. My other sis came back and her friend brought her baby up to change diapers. The baby hairstyle so cute so retro lolx. My sis gonna dye my hair later le. Update ya tml...

Argh. Early in the morning must start to do some stuff le. First go down take a pot of plant up. Water. Then bought some stuff to eat. I think I saw Joanna. Not too sure. Watch tv, and rest abit. Haha so good got Tarzan and lilo and stitch in the morning. Then go wash windows. Rest. Wash windows. Rest. Wash doors. Rest. Then go sand the stupid table. My mum made me wear a mask. It was ok after awhile. Now the windows look very clear la. All thanks to me lolx. Then cannot tahan coz wake up too early and sleep too late (for me) so doze off. Then woke up go bed sleep. Woke up, then fix the tv and all the wires and stuff. Then put the covering on the cushion. This is the worst so far. But after the first one then is quite ok. Watch tv, then my bro-in-law came to pass some stuff like the gown all that. Bought some food to eat before I go class. The idiots there made me wait half an hour. Obviously I was very angry. And added that I was already angry before that made it worse. Everyone trying to test me is it? Yesterday too. So I ate anyway and was over half an hour late for class. Wah today so little people go. Only the senior people and one small guy lolx. So like that then all of us learn how to throw. We learnt 2 techniques. I wonder why teacher teach leh. Not as if they need or what. I think is because if people see him teaching me then they want to try also. Then might get hurt. So just teach. Feel abit disappointed leh. I supposed to be the most advanced in the class but I can forget stuff. Haiz. Wonder if I got the time and energy to train up for the next grading. Will be tough. Stupid throwing pain leh. Today is the last lesson. Next lesson gonna teach me the multiple breaking.
After class Shiming again no car. Wanted to walk but then thought about the next two days. I think will be too tiring then somemore my leg hurts. So just take a bus. They decided to go my place to eat. Haha Shiming too. I think coz still early la. Saw Joanna's mum haha. So cool leh. Her hair is cooler then the guys lor haha. Went to the indian shop. Actually I didn't wanna eat. But they talked me into going. Somemore since got free food just go lor. They very lag leh. We order then they take so long. We ordered 11 kosong and 1 egg. And drinks. Watched the hurricane. Interesting show. Shiming walked back with Augustine. I hope he knows the way. Is relatively easy la. When I got home I felt relieved that I went to eat. Bathed then online. My sis was supposed to come and stay today but she called and say she not coming. But tml she is confirm must stay one. Well... one more day. Time certainly does fly. Dun know what I should be feeling. Nervous? Excited? Haha I dun know. Just hope I look ok. And please let me be able to balance in the heel thing. Maybe if I'm in a good mood I will post the picture lolx.

Band again. I'm sure they have their good reasons but I dun really like band to be on 2 consecutive days. My parents went out early this morning to go market buy some stuff for the wedding. So it was either be 1 hour early for band or risk being late. I chose the latter coz Zach yesterday talked about coming earlier. Then if I go so early then people think I so kiasu lor. I called Shan joo to wake me up at 8.30. Luckily I could get ready in time and I think I either caught the earlier bus or the bus came earlier. Whatever it was that was a lucky break. I reached with a few minutes to spare haha. Saw Shan joo and she in fact had used the front gate. Argh. I will try to be earlier than her next time. Just let me sleep well first.
We did a tiny bit of marching then music. Full attendance today leh. Andrew was late but still. I am proud of Andrew. Really. I would have thought he and his friends will quit le. But he stayed and he is showing he wants to learn. He even wants to put up with a person like me speaks alot about him. The long notes today was much better. We made it all the way to concert F haha. Of course it could have been much better but it was more than twice better than last practice. The tuning was great too. So surprising. But what in the world is wrong with Hew yenn nowadays? Haha sharp all the time no matter what she does. We even did abit of I Recommend leh haha. Then go hall do the formation again. This time got more stuff. Then Mr Poh come haha. Good. Lunch break. Me and Shan joo follow Hew yenn go buy books. Oops. I forgot to buy. I thought about homework every day but can forget to buy my books lolx. We didn't eat but just bought drinks. I think too tired bah. Am I pushing them too hard? Haiz. I dun dare to ask this question. Open band room then we go play songs by ourselves. Like so long never play leh haha.
We were given a new song. Dun know why it made us feel abit like irritated. I think coz when everyone play is messy so when you hear it you get frustrated. But I think it's quite ok and they can get it. But I dun know how to teach Dom some lessons about life. Haha. Can't elaborate too much. Then I got really angry with the trumpeters coz they were playing outside our classroom on purpose. Added with my frustration of the others I guess I got pretty mad but at that moment Mr Poh called and asked us to combined so both of us were saved from any conflict. The song was ok la. Then go hall again. Now got march in le. After lots of times finally finish.
Haha today Cheng Han birthday. After band we stay play play abit. Then go home. Very tired suddenly. Because of the marching. It's very weird that we are feeling so tired. After all haven't we endured much more than this? It's amazing how quickly we forget. Bathed then eat. Asked Joanna when to give her the cd coz I think she really wants it. Imagine not being able to play com haha. But the thing is, trying to meet her is like catching water with a net haha. Anyway yeah can pass to her le. Haiz. Dun wanna think of getting my maths back much less going to a movie lolx. I think I gonna sleep soon. Hopefully get a good night's rest is that too much to ask haha. I need to look my best on sunday lolx. Lots of stuff to do tomorrow. Haiz I wanna go to the concert. But the reasons to go and not to go are all strong. Wish all the NA kids luck. 3 more days...

Band today. Overslept but luckily was on time. Saw Mdm Choo and help her take her stuff. Wah when she take back it looks so heavy for her. Like struggling like that. Today got full attendance lolx. Shoooo happy. As usual we did long notes. It was abit jialat. Spend like 2 hours like that. Then tuning and chords also jialat. 1 hour. Haha. But it's ok. I'm sure if we give it abit more practices of long notes we will be able to do it. But yeah it better be soon coz my ears can't take more beating. Today run more too. Most of it not my fault haha. We didn't get to do music today. Lunch break. Maliryn and Jiefang not here today. After that then go hall do the formation. I think the formation is all right. But too short. Then dun know if got enough space or not. When Mr Poh coming? Then we can do some work. Play abit music then band over. Argue abit over the band t-shirt haha. We went Heeren buy present. Reached home 8 plus, eat. They already painted le. It was supposed to be my job leh lolx. Haiz no CSI. I cannot find a good book to read or what. Anticipating another sleepless night.

My mum woke me up in the morning to enter the sms contest to win some stuff. But ended up making me incredibly angry. Haiz. I fell asleep again then woke up really late. Eat, then watch tv or play com. At 7 we went to buy the jewellry to give my sis and bro in law. I thought will go my sis house but in the end never go. Tomorrow got band. Haven't been sleeping well. The 2am thing is back again. Can't sleep until I see my watch is 2am. Even then the sleep is not peaceful. Hope I have enough energy for tomorrow. Nitez.

I thought I late but saw Shan joo also. Lucky arh. Today Jiefang didn't come leh go Korea le. A few days ago I was thinking and I remembered she was going Korea. But forgot when. Now I got my answer lor. Very weird leh when like cannot feel her there. It's like when I reach school is different one. Haha then saw Hew yenn's eyebrows. Or Hew yenn's lost eyebrows whichever you wanna call it. It's quite ok la is just a matter of getting used to it. Haha Sheryl had overslept. Hope she comes later. Did some sectional marching first, then music of course. Wah they all cannot hold 16. Maliryn found a bass clarinet I Recommend. I looked through it and luckily it can be used. But the dumb teacher say cannot, is copyright. I really nothing to say lor. I called Mr Poh to ask about the reeds then he say he not coming. Haiz. I tell him bout the score he say wah lau lolx. Then he say do chorales. Haha but we got no score. But lucky Hew yenn found some. I also quite sick of holding notes. Not because I cannot hold but is because the others cannot. But my being able to do it is not enough. I wish they all can push. Wah they also very irritating. In the middle of holding notes suddenly the subject came to star search then spaghetti stripe. Kaoz. Sheryl Keith was here le so great. Clarinet full attendance!
They play until I quite happy then lunch break. We go dragon valley eat. Hmm... the food I eat not so nice leh. Maybe coz Maliryn one looks nicer! Hahaha. Wah Sheryl never eat fishball noodle before leh. Oh my god. she also dun know what is wonton mee. Haiyo lolx. On the way back we saw 6 guys climbing the gate. They got punished of course. Because of Hew yenn haha. Finally we can do songs! We do Singapore Rhapsody first. Spend ALOT of time. Sounds quite good la. Now they have dynamics leh. Too bad flutes not here. Otherwise got full woodwinds will sound nicer. I wanna make the woodwinds better than the bass lor! They think they loud so good arh. We got quality lolx. Haha but once Jiefang come back arh, aiyo, the balance sure disrupted! We play rhapsody once through. But is not really once. Coz everytime we start, someone will make a mistake. So we restarted about 10 times before we can finally play the whole piece lolx. Started on Acclamations but then go home le, so too bad! Must collect the stupid forms. Oh yeah then punish Dom lolx. They spent some time teaching maths then we sort of went to eat. Dun know why I was feeling abit uneasy. I had so many missed calls today too. At the bus stop I realized I had forgotten the cd. The memory of it with the I recommend there was stuck in my mind. But I hope this wasn't an important thing coz I got keep stuff before but none of them were recalled. It was the stupid forms lor. Yeah la but is my fault for losing focus. Again. But it was nice to remember that I forgot. At least dun feel so uneasy lolx.
Reached home bathed, then was extremely sleepy so lie down. Who knows lie down then will sleep. Haha woke up an ate an extremely big dinner. Even I was surprised at the pile. Then watch the magician thing again. My parents went to my auntie house to collect some stuff. Then Joanna asked for the cd and I was like can I be more lucky today. Argh the memory of it just lying there, then put away. But very funny leh why didn't I put it in my bag? My bag was just there lor. Haiz. I think gonna watch more tv then sleep ba. Ciao! 6 more days..

Wah wake up almost 3 leh. Then immediately go down buy food. Coz every sunday dun know why they will wait for me go down buy food. My sis always never go leh. Then so funny why they never wake me up. The rest of the day just spend watching tv lor. But still feeling extremely sleepy leh dun know why. Haiz. Got band tml. Haha I forgot to photostat the chorales. Gonna watch WWOD george of the jungle first then sleep. Nitez..

Haha d&t remedial in the middle of the holidays. Was reluctant to get up of course. But anyways I went la. Was 10 mins late but it was ok. We collected back our 2 files and all our projects. Oh my god is shooo many lor. My main concern with his lessons is what time it will end. Luckily today was on time. We planning to go Ikea on the 16 too.
Went home and bought food. I keep on forgetting today is saturday. That's why my sis home somemore. In the morning I thought what was the sound coz I forgot and thought she went to work le. We ate, then remembering it was saturday watch the usual saturday tv. Then play com awhile. Was very sleepy. My parents went to collect the coat so I watched more tv. He-man! Haha new favourite show. "We will defend Eternia to our last breath!". "By the power of Greyskull!". Hehe. Today's one was quite nice la. Almost led to war between the Avians and the Andrinas or something. Dave the Barbarian very cute. Almost dozing off. Then tried to watch Phil of the future but then sleep le. Parents came back, then doze awhile more. Woke up and my hand hurt. It was numb for about half an hour lolx. Singapore Idol encore! Haha. Mainly I wanted to watch coz I wanna see the red carpet. But then dun have! Haiz my cousin fault. That day late then make us miss. But anyway just watch the whole show la. Eat, then sit down think and reflect. How long more to school reopens? What am I going to do with the precious little time and energy I have left. Haiz. Tough.
Yeah then while thinking I realized band is on mon wed thurs. Means I have to dye like on thurs or something. Stupid band always clash with everything one lolx. And that means the Ikea thing too lor. Haiz. Gonna study and do some homework. Then sleep of course. One more week!

Cut hair today leh. In the morning my dad fetch me and my mum there. We is purposely go there coz we know her and she cut quite good. My mum cut first while I eat. When I returned my sis and her friend were there le. I felt very apprehensive. But after cut like no difference leh. Got more air more cooling only. But is neater. My sis fetched us back home. Ate my second lunch then watch bewitched. Play com awhile then sleep. I was slipping in and out then my mum call me wake up enter the sms contest. What is the capital of Turkey? My mum said it was Ankala but the answer was Istanbul. She went to check 2 books, made a call to Turkish airlines and the Turkish embassy to confirm. Oh my god haha. But we dun know whether the radio people heard us. And you guys, go check out the capital of Burkina Faso and teach me how to pronounce it lolx. Anyway there went my sleep. I tried to watch tv to stay awake but fell asleep sitting down. Then woke up to go bed sleep. Haiz all too soon must go class le.
Reached there on time again. Got to kick in a penalty and realized my ankle was still weak. Haiz. how to cure man. Class was ok. Felt tired. Then I learn how to fall and throw too. Coz my grading got. Like that sure difficult to pass well. I must practice more. Need to work out everyday, and more importantly is to stretch. I must learn to split in 3 months! To think that last time I was so close and I suddenly lost my focus is unbearable. I would be like 5 times better than I am now if I had continued. Shows me how not disciplined I am. Anyway when I fell I almost hit my elbow. Then I remembered last week's injury. Wah the area there so many dots of blood. I think is difficult to wash away lor. I went by myself to 85 to eat. Saw them there. Then went to collect my porridge. I took so long so they gave it away then I had to wait for a new one. I saw Yao Guang and Yao Zong. Good to see the twins again. Those guys were my buddies last time. We did everything together. Play soccer, sit, talk, even go home together. I collected the mee too then went home. Feels quite nice to go home alone after class hehe. Today I also didn't feel up to walking. Reach home, play com, then bathe. I think gonna sleep soon. Haiz Remington called just now say got remedial. Hope I oversleep then dun go. Bye.

Wah what a busy 3 days it has been. Here is 3 day's stuff.
7 Dec
Woke up early and packed finished. Had to be in school by 7.45. Reached just in time haha. Saw the mercedes. We did some preparation. It amazed me how late yet punctual the members are. At 8.25 you see nobody. But at 8.29 suddenly it seems full. And then 8.30 comes and you realized everybody is there. The numbers were really small. Haiyo that Andrew arh. Wear school uniform leh lolx. Reminds me of Jiefang man. I will never know what I get each day haha. After the usual checking and stuff we had sectional marching. It was quite enjoyable. Then music sectionals. I am very happy and satisfied with my section. They really work together and can play. Of course you can never be too satisfied. But for the moment I am quite pleased. But actually most of the work came from Hew yenn. I really absolutely dun know what I would do without her. She helps me alot and is so patient! How she do that man? Haha.. Did a few illegal combines then went for the real combine. Is fun la.
Lunch was... small. The setting was big but so few people haha. We tried to do a cheer but in the end didn't. Do dinner time. Lunch was ok only. Weirdly I couldn't finish it. It scared me a little. I think is the ulcer plus I was tired. After that do more music sectionals. This was extremely boring. In the end is just a chit chat session with other sections too. Finally we combined, then dinner. Again we did not do a cheer. Tomorrow at breakfast lor lolx.
After dinner went to set up the games. Is quite an interesting game. And there was watermelons involved so I was quite happy. I couldn't resist la they were just put there so peaceful so I took them. Separated them into groups, then watch them play. Wah seems quite fun leh. I shouted to cheer them on. I think my group did the best bass clef. And what they did with the water is cool and smart. They were first to reach the chairs and could have been 2nd if not for my blasted voice *guilt*. At the very time I needed it it was gone. Haiz. Later the results was analysed and the team that came in second became first. Which could have been us. Haiz. But I think the last team got an unfair deal. The holes in their plastic bag was too big. They could barely walk until the whole bag was emptied. Haiz. At least they did it. I think the games were quite successful. I enjoyed it haha. But I really must teach someone to be more sporting. Gonna figure out a way soon.
After the games went to guard toilet. Is so pathetic. The band was so small no one was at the third and fourth floor. Then we had a meeting. How come at every meeting we cannot bathe first arh? Haha discuss till quite long then went to bathe. Bi Hui dun have sleeping bag so seeing as I was feeling quite warm I lent mine to her. Luckily Jiefang lent me a jacket. Thanks! Haha and Hew yenn opened the sleeping bag share. Thanks alot too! Haha but I waited until I thought she was asleep then gave it back to her. Coz she no jacket and even with the jacket I was freezing. Then the aircon water keep on dripping on the timpani or something haha. Dozed off fitfully...

8 Dec
Woke up with a numb hand. Feeling cold too. Haha Jiefang so cute leh. I wait till she close her eyes again then I squeeze her nose. Er abit regret coz so oily lolx. I hope she thought it was Hew yenn who did it haha. PT is stupid. But must do la haha. Which I had to do breakfast though lolx. So breakfast, no cheer again, then music. The woodwinds combine in the band room and did long notes. Luckily everyone could do it haha. But it was quite tiring la haha. 2 hours leh. We never do things with this kind of intensity before lor. We used the metronome. I tried to make it abit faster la haha. And the stupid Jiefang is so dumb and cute lor. Idiot leh like smoking like that. Then combine, and lunch. No cheer haha. Then we had sectionals again, then the chorale thing, tuning... Alot of stuff. Luckily Mr Poh came back. Then we can do real chorale. Play through both songs then folklore! Haha so cool. Chen Pei and Lin yun got come to help. Dinner, then everyone went to AVA. We went to the room and had last minute discussions. Then me Xiu Yi and Marilyn went to fill water bombs. We went back when we saw them coming down. Mr Poh was playing with Dom phone. Jiefang was looking for our phone to use. I suddenly felt a bit relieved that I didn't bring mine. Dun want nobody looking through my phone.
Mr Poh use the camera and take pictures of everybody just to use up the memory. Stupid right? Then we were given light sticks, and used raffia string to make a sort of necklace. Andrew didn't have a blindfold so I lent him my towel. Typical of him haha. I am rather fond of my di now lolx. We walked around, setting up the course. On the way Gim Kai said needed a girl to watch over Fong Lam and Bi Hui just in case they did something stupid. So I went with him lor. I can't believe they were serious about it. Just now they were crying. We found Mr Poh and the others at the gate following them. Haha so funny leh they try to amuse them. We had to follow them everywhere. On the way we used the walkie talkie to disturb the girls hehe. They stopped at the gate and me and Edwin and Jasper sat at the gazebo. We sang to Mr Poh haha. Soon they started walking again and we followed. Don't they feel awkward? Oh my god this is so stupid. We followed for quite long then they sat at the bench near the slope. The others came down and Jiefang and Hew yenn tried to talk to them. I could practically see the patience draining from Hew yenn. Even Jiefang who never lost her cool was losing it. Why can't I just like throw them off the roof or something haiz. I felt cheated. Fong Lam was agreeable but Bi Hui was stubborn. In the end after lots of begging and talks from everyone Bi Hui went to sit in the staff room. But Fong Lam accepted our earlier offer of coming with us. At first we were worried that Bi Hui will mind being alone. But we didn't care so we just brought her along.
After awhile more finally we finished and went to our stations. I argued and managed to get a bucket of water bombs. It was already 10 plus leh. I think if it was me I would be very impatient. Somemore so little people. I at first had trouble finding the tree. Gosh it was dark. I quickly threw the stuff around then went back. Sometimes talk with the ppl in the hall, and wait. Edwin and Jasper came and we talked. So boring. Somemore cannot use the walkie talkie too much coz they might overhear. Waited very long for the first group to arrive. Then wah I tell you Cheryl and Sufi group make us laugh so much. I was walking back to my seat and saw them laughing so hard. Then I realized my water bomb on the floor was gone. She had stepped on it blindly. The thing is, she actually felt it, then continued. And another thing is I didn't mean to trick ppl to step. It was for my own convenience. So this spurred us on to new tricks and we tried to make everyone step on it. But is quite boring la. Only got 9 groups leh. Edwin is sooooo suay lolx. After the last group we packed up and filled new water bombs for ourselves to use haha. Wah so shiok the water cooler just next to us only, and it was shooo cold. Lucky Edwin and Jasper were there. Or else I would have been bored to death. We met up with everybody then went to the canteen to debrief. I borrowed a cd then went to get my stuff to go home. Hew yenn and Jiefang followed me to help open the gate. But Ms Nava didn't let me go by myself so she drove me home. Hmm I prefer to walk. Or take a cab. Nvm la. I reach home nearly 2, then immediately bathe what else. Watch the syf then slept at about 4.

Today
9 am. Wake up, sis still not here. She had overslept. Anyway I dun even know what today is for. She came, then we waited. Then her sis in law and friend came to bring gifts. We not supposed to help them bring in even though I wanted to. There was really ALOT of things leh. Got about 12 cakes, many big bags, oranges and all that. I spent most of the time running errands, going down to get stuff, coz my mum also haven cook finish. Seems that everyone overslept today lolx. It was an ok experience nothing big. I cannot resist le so I went to on the tv. We ate, then they talk awhile, then left. At 11 my sis left too to do some stuff. I fell asleep on the chair. At 1 I woke and went in to sleep. Haiz my sis came back about 5 mins later. I changed and we and my mum and aunt went shopping. Since we were short of time we went somewhere nearby, parkway. We walked everywhere, and found 2. Wah my aunt very irritating leh. Then we went cs and found 1. In tm we finally found it. After about 3 hours, finally. Walk walk, then shoes. Luckily also found. I dun know what to do without my sis lor. If she didn't go with us my temper sure come out one. And in a very jialat way. We also bought the dye then went to my sis house to fetch my bro in law. On the way there found out that this morning cannot help to take the things in because the gifts is from the groom fmaily. Then we cannot help because we dun want to be like so eager to give my sister away. Then went home.
Ate, then went to my grandfather house in yio chu kang with my parents coz my sis was going there. Boring leh. Plus so tired le. My uncle was not in and my grandfather was sleeping of course. We waited then they took up the wedding pictures which they had collected earlier. Wah every single one is nice leh. All so detailed and the lighting is so good lor. Then they so lucky in the outdoor pic got a dog there. Somemore is not a stray. Is a golden retriever leh. My sis said the dog was so smart just went to sit there and sort of pose for them lor. At first before she say then I saw the pic I thought the dog supposed to be there one leh. They so lucky. We couldn't wait any longer for my uncle so we left. I went home and my sis went to third aunt house. They had to travel the whole night to give all the gifts to the various relatives. Finally reached home and bathed. Then too bad my sis came home le then have to go wear all the stuff I bought. Irritating leh. She so special got preview meh lolx. Online awhile, then sleep.

Today wake up at 3 haha. Did the usual nothing, eat, watch tv, all that. Usually a day before an event is nothing. Tomorrow is the band camp. I have decided to stay for one night. I read a book and that's about all. Hope me and everyone has fun at the band camp. Bye...

Today must wake up earlier to go see them buy some cake or something. I really dun see the point in going. I dun understand anything and I was totally bored. They ask me to go to experience but I dun know what is going on lor. So dumb can sleep more one. Went home, bathed and changed then decided to go down eat. Ok I officially dun like the food downstairs now. Somemore the stupid ulcer so pain. My sis came and we went to the gown fitting with my bro-in-law. The place was quite ok, and they gave us tea. It was not that boring la. Get to have preview of my sis and bro-in-law. Mostly I just play bounce on the phone la. Then we went to chai chee cc to karaoke. We thought we were late coz supposed to meet at 2.30 then 3 le. Call my cousin then she dun even know got lor. We went there coz it's near and we got nothing better to do, and we got the member thing so it seemed an ideal thing to do before dinner. In the end 3 of us sang first lor. The place not bad la. Is just sounds abit funny, the songs not very up to date. But still quite fun la. My cousin came at 5 lor. They never sing at all leh. Is their parents so steady haha. All the way.
7.30 we went to have dinner at the dun know where. We had it there so many times for different occasions le. Is quite ok. Then the chicken so flat leh. Is like it kena run over by car then they pick it up go cook lolx. I like the rice alot. But because of the stupid ulcer I only ate 3. Haiz. As usual we went back to the house to cut cake. Wow the cake was great. Is like 1 whole big chocolate. Everything is chocolate all the flowers also. Haha every year is more and more difficult to get presents. So nowadays birthday more money is given then presents. We finished watching lotr 2 then went home.
Tired. Nitez.

I woke up quite early at about 8 plus. Strangely instead of feeling drowsy I was energetic. But since it was so early better sleep more while I have the chance. Finally woke up at 10 plus coz I can't sleep le. Ouch my body still aches. Watch tv, and feeling very apprehensive. Haiz my house still not cleared. Then I put it off many times coz of band, and because I was supposed to go out but didn't. The wedding is on the 19, and it's like 2 weeks away. Found out this thursday there will be some sort of matchmaking thing. I dun understand. It's the day I come home from camp. Maybe I will come back on wednesday night. My aunt called to say we were celebrating my cousin's birthday tml. Which was kind of early and sudden. Her bday was supposed to be this friday. All this reminded me of how fast time flies. Every year in december, first lap is my cousin's bday, then is christmas. This year got sister wedding. After that comes school, and my day. Then my sister's birthday, then chinese new year, then my dad's birthday. And lots of other stuff in between. Haha everything is all spaced out through the year. And when each one comes, is like knowing that the time has already past. I dun know whether or not to look forward to my bday or christmas because that means a year has started or ended, and it's a new hurdle. Coz when you're young none of that matters. But starting to feel the maturity of my years. Who knows maybe after my O's I'll start teaching taekwondo. I will go to the advanced classes maybe. But all that brings us to the now. The very real now.
At 2 I ate, then bathed. I waited quite long, and received a huge blow at 4 plus. Argh we were so close this time. I sort of encouraged not to coz it's obvious she was tired la. But I still felt terrible. Dun know how to fit another time into my plans. Maybe I should have hit the floor harder ytd. Didn't even touch my head. Then I wun keep on thinking about it. My parents had already left to give out invitation cards. I finally fell into and uneasy and dreamless sleep which I was thankful for. Woke up at 8 still feeling terrible but not really understanding why. The place was still dark which meant my parents were not back yet. Which I thought was weird coz at most should only take them 2 to 3 hours. Went online for a while then call my parents. Wah they say will take very long still. Can't believe. Dun tell me one house take one hour?? What's so much to talk about lolx. Lucky I didn't go. I will cry man. So I bought food. First time I eat it from downstairs. So watery but ok la. Went online again and my bro, Qz, helped me alot. I read Joanna's blog and realized she apologized. I felt so touched. She had apologised online too. So good right? But I felt guilt too. Not her fault what why must apologise? I encouraged what. Anyway thanks alot. But I'm tired. My patience and mental strength has been worn down very fine. But I think I can do it a couple more times. 2 to be exact lolx.
I better watch out this december. If I'm not careful I will repeat my mistakes. Am I am dangerously close to doing so. Haiz. Good luck everyone...

Haiz. Must go school today for stock check. Haha Joanna still haven't wake up. I dun dare call so I waited. Collected the trumpet then went to school. I thought I was late but as compared to the others I was actually early haha. Waited for teacher for one hour. So boring. The stock check was ok la. Not something I would like to do though. I hope this is the last time hehe. Lots of misunderstanding on my part caused me to be in trouble. Hope this doesn't affect me long term. Cannot borrow instruments so they played first. Only that part kind of cool la. Still not sure I wanna play bass clar or not. At 2 plus, packed up and went to eat. Haha I actually expected to be home at 12, latest 1. Couldn't decide where to eat at first but in the end went the normal place. Saw Aloy. Bought a papaya and went home.
Hmm... too tired so fell asleep. Wake up play com, watch tv till it was time to go to class. Wah once in a while I can be on time for class hehe. Still so little ppl. But better than last week. We did kicking. Which was boring but fun. I took a bad fall. Coz stretched too much and slipped. Is like my whole body crushed my left side. The shock was incredible. I was actually stunned for a few seconds and had difficulty getting up. Luckily the line was long and I had enough time to recover abit. But I knew this kind of pain will hurt more later. Haiz. Then the ball of my right feet started to hurt. Argh like got bruise like that. Break then do pattern. Break then do breaking. Haha long time never do. I held the board for the strike. Haha the small ones cannot. Actually is very simple leh. I think given the same situation to me last time I have no problem. Then the force of the older students also not that great. I broke mine then now do kick. The twins held it. Wah they are so cartoon. This time is turning kick with the left leg. Felt a bit discouraged. Luckily I broke it. Fall in then go home. So early again haha. Instructor said my conversion I need to break 4. I think can la. At most I miss the last one lor. Shiming no car again so we walked. Luckily Augustine took the bus. I dun think I can take a long walk with him. For my conversion I will surely get the gold stripe of a senior. Is just whether I get one or two. If I get one my morale will be given a serious blow. So I better work hard now.
The walk home was more boring but I liked it still. This time he tried to walk home. I went to eat at Chai Chee and bought food back. Walked home, and watch the clubhouse detectives. Haha quite nice la the show. Bathed and saw the wound on my elbow. Hurts. And my side hurts too. Haiz. Gonna sleep and hope for the best tml. Good luck...

Band again haha. Did abit of sectional marching only thankfully then music. Today kind of fun also but I think nothing will ever be as fun as ytd. The lunch break was at 12 this time. Wrote an excuse form then went to eat. Ok I will not be eating that again in her hurry. Then went back to MBS. Felix was not going. I felt nervous with anticipation. About 40 ppl were there. I expected a 100 haha. I knew most of them. Those pioneer batches were mostly not there. Brief abit then go AVA practice. It was a bit squeezy but ok. Felix got come leh. Should have told me then can ask him bring my clarinet. We played songs for an hour like that. I asked Mr Poh if can stay to 4 instead of 3. Wah lucky can haha. Next week going to play past choice pieces. Hmm... say like that then I not sure I wanna play bass clar or not haha. Mr Quek is a really great guy. It is not only his skills but his characters too that set him aside. We are so lucky to have him. He said today was Miss Wee's wedding day. Ooo haha no wonder she didn't come! Hahaha was looking forward to seeing her though. Found out practice was going to be on the next few thursdays. Argh how am I gonna be in 2 places at once? Will figure out later. I was ready, Gim Kai was ready, but Felix was not. He talking to Min Hui. Call him so many times he never answer so I finally said something. He seemed abit relentless haha. Maybe it was close to the truth lolx.
Me and Gim Kai went down first. It was raining heavily all of a sudden. Felix caught up and we saw a cab so we took it. Gim Kai paid haha. I reached school can say on time la lolx. Practice abit more. Feeling very tired. Why the bass clar so soft? Maybe I have too high expectations. Argh, I hate to change instruments, even within the same type. Now my sound is terrible. We didn't fall in after band which was nice. Haiz got stock check tml. I wonder what will happen if I didn't turn up hehe. Went home with Joanna. She bought new paper because got that guy face. Inside all rubbish haha. I finally gave her the test tube. After a bath I was really feeling tired so I lie down. Didn't even realize I was asleep haha. Woke up dinner and watch tv of course. Wah she reply my message like one hour later leh haha. Hope tml can get a trumpet. Anyway there is always an alternative. Gonna sleep le. Tired. Rest well everyone!

A new month. Where have the holidays gone? Haha so many activites one after another. Result? Tired, not a piece of homework finished, not a bit of studying done, days of rest just fly by. But it has been enjoyable, for the most part. Still not quite sure if I like them or not lolx.
Another activity: Band today. Woke up and thought about what I was going to do today. Must bring the stuff to school. Haiz. While I was bathing, Jiefang called at 8.20 to say band started at 9. What was the point in calling when 8.30 was 10 mins away? Haha blur girl. On the way out a terrible argument arose. It broke my heart because there was no reason and it was unjust. My dad was trying to make me feel worse than dirt I think. What kind of dumb freak will make their child feel like that? Nvm. I composed myself and went to school. Maybe can seek refuge there. Again, luckily the bus was double decker so can stand. Got weird looks though. And I had to keep telling myself to ignore them coz I might punch them or soemthing. Hamizah was on the same bus so she help carry one haha. Luckily the front gate was open too. Wah so little ppl there leh. The rest came and the usual discussion about SI started. I found out JF called coz she told some ppl wrongly so she was covering up. I mean how dumb can you be? Haha. We did sectional marching. Quite enjoyed it leh. Then sectional music outside the hall coz cannot use classroom. Got bass clar le! I play it with the saxaphones for rhapsody. Nice leh! Acclamations quite ok too. All too soon was lunch break.
Eat mac, then JF said something then I lost my appetite. Take away too large unfinished fries and half a burger haha. We combined with Felix and played Acclamations countless times. Then during the short break wanted to have a mini combine but no time. Haha then Felix let me use the bass clar for the rhap. So cool leh! When I change back then wah suddenly so loud lolx. Then we played a few more other songs. Haha all in all today was great!
Spent some time at the gazebo after band entertaining myself by watching Joanna crack her head to learn the scales. But I admire her alot. The way she does things is remarkable. We decided not to go airport. Went home, bathed, then go Bedok eat first. My cousin was late for like 20 mins for a stupid reason. I can't believe she could be that irresponsible. Picked up her sister and we went to my sis house. We went there for my elder cousin to write the cards coz she supposedly has nice handwriting. Due to the lateness of my cousin we missed a bit of SI. When we reached we immediately switched on the tv. Wah so cool my sis cable box is digital one. I called Felix about 10 times to ask whether spf come out or not haha. I ate my lasagne and cup noodles hehe. Eh I thought I eat dinner le? Lolx.. During the news my cousin wrote some of the cards. The show started again. The performances quite nice leh. And ultimately we all know who must win lolx. Got to watch abit of CSI then went home. I borrowed 3 games. Got home and watched the rest of CSI. Haha must sleep now if not cannot wake up tml. Bye!