Oh man the freakishly abysmal hot weather is back again. Is so dumb. And oh yeah today. Like wasted 1 day of my life. Computing was so stupid i tell u. I dun know a thing. But i answered all the qn cept the stupid adt thing by hohoho. I fell asleep in between. AND i still had one hour to spare after i finished the whole paper. Is it just me or does the timing suck. And nooooo econs was even worse if u can imagine that. Never felt like this much a failure for this long. I think im gonna die soon.

At home i tried to be good and memorise the damn coursework. But of all things computing files are corrupted or something. So i can't open at all. So tml morning im gonna go sch for nothing and hear the malay guy sigh. Then most prob i will be bored to death while wishing i could kick his head with the sparse vegetation on top.

I think im gonna lose my temper real bad soon if i dun eat good doughnuts or play magic. Thankfully after tml i can relax a little and try to salvage what marks i can next week. So grr i bite.

I can't believe how busy this stupid mid yr has made me. Ok and maths ytd is so super duper dumb. Even if i studied i think i will still fail. Today was okok ba. Hahaha thanks alot to Rachel. I managed a last ditch effort on the bus to school. Im just hoping for the best for everything ba. I know why now but this still is the most miserable exam i have ever had.

The stupid malay guy wants time and gotta give him on fri. He thinks it's like so freaking important. Yeah but not at the moment. Is like dun break my studying mood can. Everytime so zhuo bo de.

I wanna go see baby budden like hard to set aside time this week. Most prob this fri ba after the stupid computing when everyone got no paper. Oh then i keep thinking bout magic. I kept up to date with the previews and wow X looks more and more enticing. Oh and after looking through the reviews for block, i think i spent on the wrong set of cards that day. Tarmogoyf is a very very dark horse. Block looks very difficult to compete in leh moreover i dun really have the cards also. Haiz just concentrate on standard and studies ba. Hoep can raise my ratings to auto qualify next year.

Got computing AND econs tml. Dun know how im gonna cope man. Gonna forgo computing ba let it be the opportunity cost. Quite a cheap one i think lolx. Well for those who still have papers all the best and jia you dun give up!!!

Watched fantasic four 2 and nancy drew today!!! Wah can't decide which i like more. The jessica alba and emma roberts like both hot. I think she gonna be something awesome in the future so young only eh. No wonder she look so familiar she acted in aquamarine with my jojo. Liked her then too wah she fantastic. Hahaha so too very satisfying movies in one day. Like peace =)))



Ok the food i ate today is like stupid. That's why only trust pasta my sis cook. But still it has been so long and i dun wanna trouble her. Ooo then after the first movie went comics mart look look didn't wanna get anything. Budden in the end got 4 magus of the moon and 2 boom//bust. Is kind of stupid but money is always waiting to be spent so might as well get ba. Then we walk and go somewhere sit discuss bout magic, X and lorwyn. I still hope that lorwyn will be green based and then i can have a real good time when it comes out. After A's of course.

And yeah i was really excited bout watching nancy drew and it was really an awesome show. Not dumb at all. They dun show enough of this kind of shows anymore. Ok so coming up would be transformers, and harry potter! And oh yeah magic qualifiers and ckt finals. I tried out the moons and stuff and scryb force owns it. So i think the build abit something wrong. Nvm shall figure it out later. Like mid year i juz rmb is next week hor. So dumb. Okies so im done and tml onwards is chiong studies all the way! Like real hopefully it can be like 75% of the time if not im really doomed.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNAMARY D/O SEGARAN (1)!!!!!!!
So went school today to study and one by one got kids join. Studying is more fun with more ppl especially kids around ;) But i couldn't take it so i went one table and sleep. Like study too much and i nv tot i would ever say that. But i guess so coz i only feel like that during school hours. Like other type of sleep is different. Haha got no noelle to accompany me to sleep like not very safe.
Oooo then we went to the canteen to surprise Anna! Hahaha like very fun. I bet she's so touched she's crying inside but dun wanna show us hehehe. The cake was nice. It's my third favourite cake. Then our mac came coz stella chan ordered then we went back up to study. Today like something wrong. Like nothing can go in leh. Not even my favourite kinky demand curve. hahaha i rmb econs promo ili was like trying to drill this kind of stuff into me in the morning. And i forgot all hahaha. Ok maybe it's just coz it's econs that's why it couldn't go in. This is what i get for having the damn alex lam for a tutor. Demotivate me. I love econs though. Guess gotta change that to 'loved'.

Since we couldn't study we left early and i decide to go see baby! Took 81 with fara hehe. Like fun lolx. I think i got the cutest baby in the world already and she still getting cuter! Like cuter from the last time i saw her man. Like the greatest joy is to carry her walk walk lolx. But now she like to eat her hand. Then eat my arm i think she confused. But still very cute =)) I ate dinner there and i feel very happy too hehe. Like how long ago since i had soup? Nothing like home cook food even though is not by my mum=))

As usual me and stan debate bout the X stuff. Like wah the spoilers are very intriguing. I'm very excited bout red. I have plans for mrb now. But dun know eh. Think better get the boom//bust fast too moreover wildfire not reprinted. Whatever it is i can't wait for 13/14 july!!! Wanna buy boosters the moment it's in stores and pray that there will be games day here in singapore. Oh then was checking the ratings and stuff. Composite we have the same points but constructed he is 6 pts above. Why the fuck man he got take part in tourneys and win meh. I think i haven't been taking part enough. But no choice got no time to do it. Nvm slow and steady. This year is not meant for magic so getting here is a bonus already. Wah it still fills me with so much hate and all those weird feelings. And i hate feeling this way. It's one of the things i hate the most. Maybe in time i will forgive. But even daryl is not ready so im thinking to myself maybe i got the right and maybe i should just let go. I dun know better discuss with stan tml as well gain more perspective. Better not affect my magic anymore.

Im feeling really down now coz something personal happened. Budden i rmb shan joo msg and i gained perspective from ppl and tml im just gonna relax and have a good time. So yeah i am gonna be ready for mid years. And i will actually do well =p Good luck to everyone who's studying too and jia you!

Same old went to sch to study in the morning with anna and mima. Like did quite alot of stuff today hehe very happy. The alan tan baik man today. I was like so mr rostam not gonna coach us? Then he stun tio then like puzzled sia. Then he say huh who? Then he oh i forgot his name and laugh to himself. Today he like small boy haha. Lucky got matured me to teach him.

Oh then lunch got new topic. Secret number 2. Or so dubbed by anna and mima. Like dumb. It gives me the creeps eh. But i come to terms with it more or less haha. The bubble tea shop uncle cheat our feelings so many times. Wah he get it tml lolx.

Left at bout 6.30 coz i dun want to be too late for the bbq. Haha it was a realllllly long walk there. I wanna buy that shirt too man even though it's orange. But like cute hehe. Wah i go there then someone pull my hair thing and is mr poh. But no is it? Haaha he so small! Like shrunk. Inspiration to me man =p He say he dun eat rice anymore?? I'm like ok if i try then i could be a feather le. But is like happiness ba. Band is always like that de. HAha then the yilian keep bringing food and asking me what i want. So i just eat with my andrew. The other kids including mr poh and felix and all the other seniors were playing with water lolx. Of all things! So while they were busy playing, me and andrew took all the food. Especially the prawns and chicken wings. I think i abit gonna die tml le ba. I really couldn't count what i ate. Ok gonna diet from now on.

I wish shan joo was there though. Like boring. Although is like can click around with everybody she's the only one i feel perfectly comfortable with. Ok can't bully yilian that much when she around budden is still better. HAha eh i miss u la u better come out soon after mid yr hor =))) Go play with my niece! Ok then yilian dad drive me to their house there and i took a bus home. Thanks alot! ;) I panicked coz i couldn't find my phone tot i left it in the car. Budden after tons of searching found it in my bag so heng.

Oh then i watched the mtv movie awards. Like so lame la not hilariously funny like last time. It's quite obvious poc will win all the stuff. But i dun get why the johnny depp so popular leh. He scares me. He's an awesome actor but im freaked. Like his shows scare me. But gotta credit him for super duper good acting skills. Ah then i been thinking alot bout the band and then bout other stuff and I DUN NEED THIS STUFF DISTRACTING ME AT THE MOMENT. Crap. Why can't studies be like soccer. Like use the same kind of mental thing. Dumb.

Oh and i came up with this list to replace the D in D United.

daisies
dragon
donkey
doofus
doughnut
drunk
duck
dandelions
doughnut
dolly
door
dream
dark
darkside
doughnut

Doughnut look like a sure win dun u think? Yeah i think so too =)))

Start of a brand new week. Means one more week left to mid years. Is quite depressing u know like one week left? Where have the holidays gone? Oh right the first 2 weeks were stolen from us. Im not saying i would have studied but at least i would have enjoyed then now can study? Like time like not enough hor.

But i go school today to study eh. Ok i didn't go as early as i tot. Ytd when anna asked me i was like yeah i wanna go study but got something nagging leh like something i already planned to do. Then when i woke up i remembered i wanted to go visit the band lolx. Ok and bully yi lian hahaha. My visits always fill me with alot of happiness but also alot of mixed up feelings. I rmb things i meant to do but nv do. Real important things to me that i dun have time to fulfill. Or the discipline rather. Now soccer is sort of out of the way. But i still haven't gotten down to task. Argh gotta set my priorities right and put studies as first.

I think hor some ppl study no need eat one leh i dun understand. Like i got to beg them go eat lunch. Me and anna go out tapao then come back and talk talk bout soccer stuff haha. Then we found a new studying place which is outside the library. Like super cooling got fan and is more private. Better than those ppl taking some new bloody subject. We went out go eat bubble tea and stuff and the waffle machine was back. But the ppl operating it like not there leh. Not to be bad we ordered anyway. So it rained and we call fifa like prank call. I think i bluff her that we at tampines too. Like bodo right some ppl.

Oh and i got the DLV V fixtures. When fifa ask me for it then i realized i deleted the stupid email. Like ok im the dumb one. Luckily i haven't clear yet so can still salvage it out from the history. Wah like our timings clash. We can't support each other. Knockout basis after that too. Haha like tough hor. Hope we dun face any bad matchups lo. And i checked the ckt forum le damn cute. The 4 of us who id up were 5678 lolx. So i made it to top 8 without wanting to again. Can consider going ba. Like in the middle also can break abit haha. Later see how. And that terence arh suddenly go reservice again so is either me and stan go ourselves or he find some time this week. Still so obssessed with work cannot stand it. Me and stan not gonna nag at him anymore. But lucky he nice guy. Oooo maybe can borrow cards too can build my beloved angelfire. Ok this is dumb stop talking bout magic. Gonna study tml! Byeeeeeee

Haha i initially wanted to blog ytd when i came home. I waited real long for the connection. In desperation i checked if it's really the wires got problem. That's when my mum told me she tripped and it ripped out my splitter. Like what are the odds? So i just fixed finished the thing and life is back to normal =))

Ok so i played magic ytd. I brought my notes, i felt guilty but i still played. Gabriel asked me to and i was thinking this would be the last saturday in a long time. Juz do it lo. I was annoyed with myself for forgetting the detritivore. Had a real heavy and good lunch then went to trade a little. Rain is good. But rain big on magic days is nv good. Fortunately the weather was real cooling. Like finally. Hate this damn global warming nonsense. Then we headed down to ckt for the tourney. Wah like many ppl. 21 i think. I nv played in such a crowd at ckt before eh.

First up was a guy who was really new. I felt real bad. But serious there's nothing i could do about the deck. Just try to help with a little basics ba. With more time spent at ckt im sure he will grow into it and form a formidable deck. Then next was Alvin our reigning national champion so i got real worried. I knew he playing dralnu today so i was even more scared. Out of the blue bernard called for we 2 to have deck check. I was like eh shit i got write wrongly meh? Then alvin checked and realized it was him so we went to our places first. Uh huh then rachel called and i was scared it was my mum. Lucky it was not a few minutes later coz i i think i would have hurled the phone. Arghhhh i kena game loss also coz i also wrote wrong! I remembered contemplating at the beginning whether i should change it. Budden i tot it wouldn't matter and i was lazy so i let it be. Ahhhhhhh. So game 3 with no sideboard. It was sudden death. By a miracle i drew my Simic Sky Swallower when i tot all hope was lost and it sealed a win. Ok it was a big surprise and i was really lucky.

ID the next 2 games as it would most probably seal me a place in the finals anyway. And i couldn't really care coz the finals is in the midst of mid yrs and i dun know if im going anyway. Gabriel did not bad for his first time. 2 wins eh not too shabby. Then i went to yck mrt my sis picked me up to go to grandfather house. I mainly just ate dinner twice and watched tv the rest of the time. There was so many good stuff on lo. Making of fantastic four2 , heroes, the incredibles, and mean girls and i got a bit of everything. Wah ff2 sounds super duper nice eh! Can't wait to watch. Oh and the dog is like super hairy. It's my height when it stands up la. Oh and baby Alysa was there too!! Hahahaha very happy at least can carry her around abit. Best baby in the universe =)))

I tot this week will be a quiet week. But no i went sch on several occasions, saw the jap and stupid malay guy. But i baked with jia hui too. I am getting a better recipe for brownies next time i promise hehe. Oh and i ate lots of doughnuts and studied too. So not too bad ba. Sunday is my CSI day and it was quite good as usual. K im gonna go finish j1 chem, take back my econs from jia hui house then finish econs. Ciao.

Regionals today. Fucked up day. When i woke up i tot i had overslept. I already off the snooze le. Dun know by what luck i woke up. What i like bout this big type tourneys is that get to meet lots of old friends. Like dickson, jason (whom i just found out is his cousin in law), daniel etc etc. And i HATE playing at acs. Nowadays the weather is damn bloody hot la and it is so fucked. Today i think i bought 3 cups (kinda lost) count from the very strategically located bubble tea shop. So unhealthy i gotta drink loads of water these few days.

Yeah and first up i was against johnny. Ppl say it's a grudge match lolx but to me is just a test of whether i have grown up or not. Apparently i haven't. Argh calculation errors. Which tells me i should be doing more maths tutorials so i can be more meticulous. So yeah so many scrub moves. Lack of practice serves me right. But there was also quite an atmosphere of bad luck ba. Like ah jian forgot to pay for his pact and got 9th place got so laughed at poor thing. Like 2 in a day? And weili kena id coz play with wrong opponent like what is up with that? Something bad is in the air lolx.

And yeah it happened to me too. The worse case was when i faced him in my 6th round after kena rolled over by some cute guy playing bridge. I guess the worse thing i feared became the happiest moment of my day. Hahaha and oh yeah big surprise noob delvin actually won 1st! So happy for him man and wilfred won 2nd! Both from ckt! Hahaha motivate me man. Then coz i wanted to go see baby i decided to go my sis house. Daryl was real nice he drove me there and it was a nice car and air con big big hehe. We were both shagged from today ba he more jialat. I received loads of baby therapy and went home smiling after a quick dinner =))

I analyzed my deck and decided yeah there's nothing wrong with it. It's just me. So i'm bringing it to the qualifiers. Today was a major learning experience. Even though i hate acs like fuck, the 2 qualifiers are still held there and today let me get used to the fucked up heat and teach me loads of stuff. Haha well but i gonna put magic aside for 4 weeks. Mid years! It's mugging time!!

Yeah man last day of school officially haha. Had econs first which was ok coz is sim lay peng. However i still fell asleep lolx. And now the tan kim koon know my name le courtesy of anna i guess. Shit man now must be awake more often haha. Oh then chem finally had that teacher to teach. Seriously she looks great and everything. But when she open her mouth to lecture like spoil everything haha. But only lecture ba coz in real life she's very sweet =X lolx. Oh then we went to kovan to eat and walk and stuff.

Oh went back to school and found mima and huda. Then anna come and we like too lazy to do any work so decided to go volleyball court play some ball first. Budden already got some guys, ryan that group. So they were real nice and we played with them. And guys are really no big deal la. Haha cept for ryan and tp they were really cool and nice =p It was fun ba then we went back and i saw the msg from mr hohoho saying the japanese guy would like to see me if i was still in sch. So i sort of really panicked and that's why we shifted to the gallery coz i was afraid to bump into him. That's when i slacked on the bench all the way while they played at the bball court. So exhausted la last night chat with stan until 1 plus and i knew i was gonna have a major headache tml if i didn't stop.

We went to this court near bowen to play street with fifa friends. It was really fun coz spend time with kids what haha. I wish more kids were there though =x. Argh i fell and the wound opened again. Stupid blood. And i think buddha protects me coz i was not lazy and wore my ankle guard from the beginning. Coz i kena hit the same way last year when i didn't wear but on the other foot. So yeah it pays to be safe than sorry lolx. Still hurts damn alot though and i almost fell again.

We went home pretty early and i was quite happy hehe. Surprisingly mima wanted go bedok and we ended up eating dinner =))) Then wander around trying to find the bakery i wanted with the correct bread lolx. I ate doughnuts! Wah that really put a smile on my face. But sianz no time go the real one at raffles city. Maybe will go the sat before sch reopen. Eh no got soccer! Argh. Oh maybe can buy after that. I was supposed to go have dinner at 85 with the others but the girls weren't going and some so i decided not to. Haha it was better this way lolx.

Ok so im really worrying much bout this sun regionals and i know i shouldn't be. Aiming for top 2 =) Frank Karsten this really cute guy said this and i always hold by it. And since he says it i guess i gotta reassure myself and go for it =p Here it is:

"I want to give some advice up front. If you have been playtesting a lot with a certain deck and feel comfortable and experienced with it, do not switch decks at the last minute no matter what. Even if you learn that another deck has slightly better matchup percentages against the field, familiarity with your preferred deck can easily outweigh those. The format is nowadays so wide open with viable strategies that the difference between decks is very low, and the best way to get an edge on the field is by playing a deck much better than anyone else rather than simply picking the consensus best deck. Always select the one that you feel contented with and that fits your personal playing style."

Hahaha so cool right? Tml gonna chiong finish chem. Then sunday here i come!!!

Yeah went sch in the morning. Actually supposed to have chem as well but aiyah as predicted it was cancelled. But anyway noelle already ask to study so like not much diff anyway. We did study ok hehe. We did our usual eat and sleep too.
Then me and noelle went bedok meet her buyer. Like kinda lame. I went sis house after that coz i'm like free and totally missing my baby Alysa a whole bunch =p Hehehehe just as cute and sweet as ever and er heavier haha. Wah baby is like change the whole world hor. I studied abit, and slept alot. And im quite happy coz the hess law which was like rubbish to me initially is now a piece of cake. It's like why didn't i see that before? Maybe im just too dumb. I went home when my sis and bro came home. Hehe miss them too.
Ok and i got sch tml and it's gonna be my longest so far. Thankfully the chem is cancelled so is not that long. But it's still pretty packed til 3 and i hate it. After fri, i will be quite free. But we all know we're not free until after the As. Hehe so now mugging very hard for mid yr. Yes you heard me right=)

I hate the stupid tys. Coz it just makes me feel so dumb. Not much can make me feel that way but that is IT. But bo bian ma. I figure the only way im gonna improve is to feel dumb and then attain enlightenment. I had realy boring lessons ytd i mean what to expect when got computing. But after that i went to watch poc at vivo. Ok there was a very odd coincidence there and i feel weird. Anyway. The movie was great and i really gotta rent 2 to watch soon. I really like the song hoist the colours is damn super nice. Oh and i like the green light thing alot. So yeah overall i feel satisfaction which is kinda rare these days.
Then i went to sell my foils at bugis. Luckily that guy was real nice and yeah i met him before. Like ok obviously ppl know who i am but i dun know who are they la. He's face very familiar. I wish i knew how we encountered. I got a feeling he's the one who bought my groundbreaker and stuff. But yeah just the same i nv meet any cute guy lolx. Those that i dun know are damn ugly. No wonder they dun play magic in public hahaha. Those that i know are really nice though. Only got ooonncceee this guy not bad but he is the cousin, not the real one. Ok i sound like i looking for guy but i not. I juz wanna see what kind of ppl play magic. So maybe im the rose among the thorns figuratively and literally. LOLX =))
Ooo yeah and i rmb squeeze on the mrt and this girl said fuck coz she was irritated at the crowd and it was like in my ear coz we were so close. Like can dun swear in public can? Get a brain. And today's gp lecture is so super duper boring la. I already knew this time i cmi le. Halfway through i just konked down on the table and slept til the end. After sch due to some unexpected turn of events went to kai qing house with mima. I imagined all sorts of scenarios bout what to do after sch. This one is like. The bloody biggest trump. It was quite fun though coz on mtv then suddenly like so much jojo haha.
Yeah and i rmb i got or at least ordered my playset of summoner's pact le. Dun know how i'm gonna collect it though. Hope will be ok and before sunday lolx. Right now i just feel like kicking the printer and breaking the damn thing. Ok gtg sleep nite.

Ok suddenly wanna blog coz like past few days were quite fun. Like on thurs since got like this vesak day thing so no sch. We went to our usual street soccer court and obviously play soccer =)) Haha is very cool coz like so many kids there and all gather in the east for once haha. Just that hor got this group of guys playing who are not as nice as this other group we played with last time. Irritating but since can spend time with kids i guess it's fine. Then i slept the whole day and at night went to eat some korean food with baby and family. I am NEVER going there again. I can't believe ppl can actually enjoy that stuff. I was basically full of water.
Oh then on fri had this majorly stupid and dumb principal rally. Like i would rather spend the time STUDYING. And guess what most of the stuff are from my book im reading. He thinks everyone will be interested in him and to top it off we weren't allowed to leave the lt before holding hands and hugging each other singing if we hold on together. I hate him more than ever.
Ytd went to library with daryl as we can't think of anywhere else. I taught him math the subject which i currently suck at most. I can't believe i actually spent my day studying from his textbook just to teach him. I mean why can't i study my own stuff but i can study his. I guess it was a success though =)) He actually got it. Just hope like no dumb mistakes and i think maybe i should have went poly lolx. But na i would juz be playing magic the whole time and it would make no difference.
Ah and i went to the library today and got quite alot of stuff done. When i packed my bag i was thinking why so heavy arh. In the library i knew why. Coz i brought the whole of jc1 work when i intended to bring only to chem bonding. Like how dumb can i be??!! I was irritated then but bo bian. And i read the captain marvel comic and it was quite stupid. This whole cosmic awareness thing like too big la. If u know then can't u know which is more important. So dumb.
Ok so im still desperately in need of summoner's pact for this sunday's regionals. No choice gotta start pulling my resources to get them. Oh and gonna watch POC3 tml and hope will be great. Ciao.