Ok ytd sucked. My first opponent? Bernard. Then i tot can face some noob. 2nd opponent? Wilbur. Gone liao la. But i guess ytd i learned alot. 1stly for this deck gotta kickstart with the bird or elf and a 2nd turn something kind of hand. Keep up the pressure. 2ndly. Fuck care of whoever i'm facing. 3rdly. Have a good rest and good food b4 tourneys. Kaoz the 2 ppl i face are the only 2 that i have no confidence in. No matter what i do i always have that fear and it's that fear i lose to. What a loser i was ytd. Oh yeah. And stan confirmed my suspicions. I juz hope i dun bump into him at the qualifiers. The thought of him still creeps me out pretty bad.

Went to see baby Alysa this morning!!! I hate to see her only once a week coz i miss so much. Every week she just grows like nobody's business. Hahahaha today smiling all the way!! Can smile big big le u know! Then kick here kick there like trying to get up and walk. So funny when we turned off the music she immediately started crying lolx. Then we turned it on and she calmed down again and smile smile everywhere. I went home, and took my 2nd bath. This freaking hot and humid weather is really getting me down. I feel like being in a swimming pool 24/7. Then i watched the heroes marathon. My fav episode is 17 coz it's so heartwarming =D. He planned for himself to get shot to protect his Clare. Like how cool is that?

Oh then in the evening went to auntie violet house to have spag for dinner. I did specify my all time fav food is spag cooked by my SIS but well this could do. It was great actually. I ate a mountain of spag, a couple of garlic bread, lots of ice cream, pineapple, and helped tracy complete a level she has been struggling to complete. Not bad for one evening eh? The old women one side, the old men outside, and the 2 kids playing game. I think quite cool. When reach home is the repeat of episode 17 again and i watched and still feel good. U dun get many nice shows these days.

Sean Covey has helped open my eyes to many things. I dun need the darn book actually. I just need someone there to constantly nudge me back since im totally incapable of doing it myself. Well no matter i will hit the books(papers) NOW and follow covey instructions. What will happen? Find out soon after these messages..

Ytd was like one of the most time wasting days i ever had in my life. From a 2hr break become 3 hr then had to go for stupid ct with hohoho. He sucks la. And im quite amazed at my sgc coz it's like my friends is really did nothing and their sgc is like twice of mine la. Alan tan really useless la dun know how to write. I wish got miss jiang.
And i was right Jordin won AI hahaha. Quite cool ba i think she good. Oh then went to tm to meet my sis to make specs. I quite like it ba although i can't rmb what it looks like. Only that i quite like it and the others were like abit too big for me. This one fits snugly. I didn't have time to go see my baby Alysa for so long :(. Well then i went home and procrastinated studying gp. I am such a perfect loser la.
And yeah i sort of paid the price today. I am soooo dead and the aq is like. Ok i will be lucky if they dun minus mark for no effort shown at all. I forgot the requirements for certain qn type and all in all the morning sucked. And my nose itched like hell it was looking like bloody rudolph. We were supposedly to have chem with alan tan budden what happen?? Had it with the stupid S24 bloody nagger of a teacher. I didn't pay attention at all and just kept taking sweet from samantha bag. Then spent the rest of the time reading my new bible at the tables outside sac.
Ok so my kids got a match today again ngee ann sec. It was. An interesting match. I juz wish my team are not so. Immature in thinking. And some ppl juz piss me off. I have a feeling one day i will just lose my cool. I pity the person it is directed at. And the coach talked to us and i just switched off and talked to my lucia, fifa and rachel. His voice is like a bad memory and i detest him to the core. He had the audacity to ask us if we wanted him to coach us. I think he should juz stop trying and stop coaching altogether. ARGHHHHHHHHH. Leaves a bad taste in my mouth. And none of my kids ever ask me why i always tell them to bathe. I nv believe in saying things in so many words moreover who will listen to so many ppl speaking after they lose. But today well im proud of them. But there are some stuff in which i hate them. Yeah whatever u can't have everything.
We went mrt and it feels good hehe. For the FIRST time my lucia came!!! Wah made my day hehe. We talked bout stuff that made me sad but i got to play with that cool game again! I been playing the whole soccer time la and like can't get tired of it leh. And i still can't get the way it rotates. Haha but fun la. Im exhausted and i didn't even play today. Hope i win tml's tourney! I better with the stupid breeding pool. $92 eh no joke just to complete the stupid deck. And it's like legal until end september only? Nvm ba collect. Oh yeah and i finally went to check ckt webby and i saw that last week he played. It's quite a disturbing piece of news. Dun tell me he's back in the magic area. I am also disturbed by his selling post. Why is he so active and why does he have a new batch of cards coming in? Luckily for me daryl echoes how i feel. I talked to him bout it when i went his house to get cards the other day. He simply creeps us out. Somemore daryl leaves near him and is like always dreading bumping into him. I juz dun wanna bump into him in the magic area. My area. After all this time we can't figure out how to talk to him when we see him. So best is just don't think about it. Eew creepy.
So yeah think im gonna play none other than my scryb force deck tml. Hope ppl will be shocked especially with my sideboard. Maybe if im free i will go get supplies from simei. Hmm on second thought just go and see baby ba i miss her alot. Well whatever im exhausted nd my journey has only juz begun. Hopefully steve covey will be my savior =)) Love my bible. Ciao!

Ah well so today is the day that the school gave us an off coz the dance got gold with honours. I guess gotta appreciate it. I think today my dream would be to sleep whole day. Wake up study abit then at night go chill and play magic. Ok so dream on.
I woke at 7.30 k then meet mima in sch at 9.30. Studied abit then i go buy food. Ili came and supposed to teach LYNN TAN POH LYNN budden someone wear slipper so we end up go mac to study.
We met kai qing on the way and ask her join us hehe =)) Miss her like long time nv talk to her haha. Then more kids join us =p. I did study ba. Sort of. It was quite weird. Hahaha nvm. So while the 4 girls (mima anna fara fifa) while busy eating and talking i did chem k. Very happy. Haha miss the camp together with kai qing. I was thinking without that camp wun have met so many great ppl.
Oh yeah then we go parkway and i dun know why. It was closer to home anyway. We went to ocbc coz fifa wanna drop money or something and i saw Pearly there. Or she saw me rather. I was quite shocked when she approached me coz a) i dun think she knows me b) i dun think she knows i exist c) she is that nice. Lolx but it was cool just the same. YEAH until mima went to act smart and think that the phone was actually a public phone and wanted to try. How dumb is that right. Lucky i got enough common sense for the both of us lolx.
The trip to park way was quite stupid. Why coz i felt dumb and damn sleepy. And then there was the stupid bus thing and when reach banquet i was so shagged. Oooo and fifa has this cool game on her phone that is real cute coz of the musical notes one of the symbols that i love and is like tetris. So is very fun =))) Hope she got charge her phone often coz i need to use the phone more often le.
Overall i think the trip was quite useless ba just make me more tired only. Then poor fara late. Hope in time ba. Ahhh i miss them so guess today is worth it. I watched little mermaid II on wwod and even though this is like the 50th time i watched it i still love it =)) Ok then i fiddeld around with my cards and decided to take out psionic blast for stonewood invocation when the thing that really spoiled my day happened. I dropped my box and the catch broke. So i feel damn retarded coz i love that box and even though i can get another one it's difficult coz i dun go simei anymore. And i still haven't bought the protectors that i told myself to get. Haiz maybe this is the sign to go get my supplies all at once.
On a brighter note the deck works better and it is super important that i table shuffle so yeah. Hope can win this sat. Oh yeah looked through my ratings and is not that bad leh. Top half le and i always tot terence was like way ahead actually is like 1 page away? So hope this sat can chiong back the ratings which i carelessly lost. Regionals on the 10 so gotta make this sat count since i have no other practice. Hope gabriel will make it man i dun wanna be the lonely girl there. Man why am i talking bout magic when i got mid yr tml tml??? Ok good luck kids for gp tml and gd luck everyone else for fri!!!

Wah feeling quite disappointed now. I tot heroes will be like the most fantastic thing that happen to me this week. But is sooo anti climax lo. Even jia hui agrees with me thankfully haha. But yeah. Like i so excited and waited so long for nothing.
Well ytd did something interesting. After consultation for gp i met with anna mima and jolene supposedly to study. Then we took our own sweet time to get mrt. Oh yeah and my dear cute shermaine tried to hit my butt. But ended up hurting her elbow. Lolx talk bout dumb hahaha.
So yeah got waffle and mrt after what seemed like forever then we decided to acc jolene home. It was quite ok and then we went home.
Today i got pe then ask mima play badminton with me. Wah i tell u is like the most funnest thing in a long while. We teamed up against noelle and jing wen and it was hilarious hahahaha. And i was really pleased with our teamwork ((=. Then went on to continue listen to jolene father. And well i felt lots of stuff mostly regret and a deep sadness. Maybe a slight bit of anger ba. But mostly deep sadness. I'm glad alot of them still can't get over it because i know i can't. Talked for REALLY long while then we did maths hehehe. Finally time to go home and i bathed and watched the stupid heroes. Haiz next season in september leh. Want me to die arh. And the worst thing is it's supposed to be 2hrs budden is not. Kaoz.
Oh yeah so tml going sch to study with the rest. Serious. So i gtg sleep and pray i dun oversleep. Nite ppl!!!

Ooo i went to see baby in the morning today!!! Hehe and it really made my day =)) She getting cuter and cuter omg. And now she can smile!!! Big big hehehe. Budden like the feng shui person said she very prone to shocks. So poor thing when she heard the fan clicking she cried really bad. It took alot to get her to calm down again. I wish i could visit her more often. Now i can with the june holidays coing =)
Went home, ate lunch then daryl said can meet today so i rushed down to his place to get the cards. Wah i miss him so much :) Brings me back to the old days hehe when the group of us were chilling. I took some stuff i really needed and real grateful for those. Wah he got quite alot of stuff leh should have quit earlier then sell get alot more money. Now is like cannot sell.
We chatted alot then he took his bike and we went to get bubble tea at tm there haha. I really miss those days. I guess we wun have them anymore. Maybe not exactly as in no magic but definitely the company. Alot of stuff cleared and it was quite relaxing. He is truly my buddy =p I miss clement they all too. But he live so far and i am damn busy. At least he's still into magic hehehe.
So rushed home, didn't go library and just played with my cards. Pretty guilty but now that i got browbeat the thing really seems to work ;) I even favour this deck more than the gw glare. Then i bought dinner and my 2 bro-in-law and 2nd sis came to bring the tv. Quite clear eh gdgd hehe. And yeah i did my maths.
I miss my kids. My thoughts keep going back to soccer but i know it's over. I never wanted to win. To me i worked so hard is just to spend more time with them. Haha but all good stuff come to an end. Now i got the regionals to look forward to on 10 june and i still dun know what deck to play. Dun be stupid la just play the scryb force one. Well i dun know but will try on this sat. Lots of stuff to look forward to this week and i hope it will be a good week. Hope the stupid alex lam also dun give me trouble. Well nite world =)

Ok so we had our last match today. SR vs RJ. I took a big bus to school and everything. Nv kena scolding by teacher all quite good eh. Juz did all the normal Wednesday aka cold day stuff. But yeah I was so nervous and excited. But more of nervous I guess. Closer to time I got more scared. But it was a strange calm. Juz like last year when we knew we had to win nj. But this time it's abit different. And i shit 2 times. Maybe that's a warning. Coz last year i vomit 5 times before our most impt match too.
So off we were to play our would be final match. It was indescribable i guess. So many things went wrong. Haiz. We lost 1-0 and when the whistle blew i juz hurried to shake hands and went one side to break down. Coz i mean all the effects of a lost in this game came upon me. but mostly was the pain of leaving my dearest kids. It was pretty somber at first then we cool down and everything. It was tough but i pulled myself together to be strong for the team one last time. To do everything one last time. It was with a heavy heart that we boarded the bus and left for school.
Well things looked up and we cheered up considerably in the bus. Hahaha our resident mina came up with the tactic to hide our lost. Sort of lolx. I went around talking with as many ppl as i could, hopefully leaving something behind for them to rely on next year. Dun know if it was enough. But it seriously broke my heart to see my girls cry like that just now and i hate myself for not being strong fast enough. We made big plans for next year and well just talked our hearts out =))
So we reached school and debrief. Everyone said something then blah blah then we went to take pic hahaha. Aaaaa i gonna miss them sooooo much! My Lucia! My Shermaine! My Rachel! Really felt something ripped out of me. The emptiness. We had our final moments of the kind of fun that can only be felt in a training. No other time will we feel this. Then we changed and stuff and went mac to eat. Hahaha it was enjoyable and well something to ease my mood. A good finish =)))
Reached home, had a good bath and my dad started a ruckus when he reached home. With all the vent up emotions especially anger i was suppressing he really asked for it. Unreasonable piece of shit. Shan't elaborate on him besides the fact that he is quite good for nothing. But it just spurred on my anger. And i dun know how im gonna cope with everything. Let it all out? Impossible. No way. But i better handle it properly so that it wun hurt me. Put today behind me. But i will nv forget the joy my kids brought =p An indelible mark on me and it can never be erased. I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!

Today is tuesday. And it is a freaking looooonnnggg one. What with this and that and me feeling so lethargic from the beginning of the week is really taking me down. Ytd training pissed me off. You know, we have such a strong team. Last year one seriously can't hold a candle to us. But why aren't the results showing? So many freaking problems and all and i dun know if i can take the regret if we lose tml. Having dinner with rachel made me feel better although the fried rice is nothing fantastic. But after we pooled views i realized all the more the crap problems that we have. Is it worth it???
I dun know im just so shagged and just anticipating tml's game. So much is on it just like last year, just that this year there is so much more pressure. So many more strings attached. But i guess deep down in my heart i know this: We will WIN tml. Definitely. Try not to think of the lame formation. The lame combi. Just focus on doing our part and WIN. Coz it's well within our capabilities but some ppl just can't see it. Haiz ok no point being so worked up our fate lies in our hands.
Shall sleep early tonight as normal and just sleep the whole day. When the time comes tml we shall seize our victory!!!

Hahaha we won!!! Ok i'm blogging a day late coz ytd was like wah =). The match was initially supposed to be at 10.30 which was pretty ok timing coz means got time to eat in the morning. Budden like found out only on fri at 2 that changed to 9!!! Wah siao lo then have to meet in sch at 7 so stressed hehe. Oh yeah then had the stupid sports day on fri. Is such a bloody waste of time. If half day still not too bad. Budden wanna start so late and end so late some more is damn shit lo. We couldn't train coz of it also ma.
At first i tot the tanglin field islike some nice field. Since i tot they will learn their lesson from giving us farrer park. Wah kaoz no toilet one lo. Lucky i can dun shit. The field wasn't that bad ba. Well the match against nj wasn't that challenging. After a blooper in the beginning we played even harder and well results show. Hahaha finally could hear some cheering from the sidelines. I must say im really extremely proud of my gals =))). Oh yeah then there was this nj gal no.14 who was looking pretty bad close to the end of the match. I mean yeah she's the so called 'enemy' but i was like contemplating just letting her be. So i decided i couldn't let my team lose and asked someone to mark her but at the same time i kept an eye on her. And yeah she collapsed after the final whistle so poor thing la j1 only eh. but lucky strong. I was so worried la.
I didn't play well la during the nj match. Was like. So slacker lo. Too passive le. I felt someone pushing me but i always nv or rather dun dare push back coz i scared injure them. Maybe if i was more aggressive then we would have won by more. So yeah after match was really happy and nj was not. They were like group talk all. Damn sad la alot cried. Was supposed to go back sch bathe budden we watch the rj vs vj match. Super shiok!!! We were supporting vj since if they won and we win rj this wed we confirm in.
Vj really put up a spectacular display man gotta hand it to them. And i know we can do the same against rj this wed =p. Very exciting match worth the watch. Yeah then they went back to school and my sis fetch rachel to orchard then we went to the hotel. Ok as expected all were late so i ate first as i was seriously famished. Not bad la the food but i think what my heart wanted was like rice, chinese food, bathe and sleep. I guess the change was ok and would be better if i was not so shagged. Hehe baby Alysa so cute!!! What would u do if u had the cutest and bestest niece in the whole world? Wah miss her soooo much too busy during the weekdays le. Nvm june coming can see her every day =)
So after that me and my cousins started taking pics and stuff and chatting. Or i would just sprawl myself on the chair coz i had a splitting headache and look like i was gonna pengsan haha. Worse still, after that gotta go my stupid grandfather house dun know for what. I hate this kind of awful shocks. Had to endure there lo with that stupid cousin that never come to any of the weddings and is super unfilial. Hate him to the core. The boy quite cute but unluckily looks like him. FINALLY we could go home and i bathed, did my magic stuff slumped on the bed and fell asleep. Hehe so that was my beautiful but very trying saturday =p Now gotta focus for wed and thrash rj!!! WE WILL WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok so today is wednesday. Also known as air-con/freaking cold day. Maths was boring as usual and throughout the entire 1 1/2 hour i was seriously fighting to keep awake. Of coz sometimes fail la. Then break and i slept in the classroom then went for computing. In which i also fought quite hard and failed a little but managed quite decently ba.
Chem was fun coz only use 1hr out of the 2hr so we went to find a classroom to sleep. Kena chase out then while i was trying to get comfy in the other classroom ms jiang scared the hell out of me lolx. And my adorable friends played pranks with my shoebag again and i felt like killing them haha. Had computing in which i was bored of waiting for him so i typed magic stuff. Yeah then he took control of my com and wrote 'what are you doing' then gave me back control. Today not bad ba quite productive.
Then went for training hehe. It was quite rainy weather and we ran 10 rounds at the gallery. Then we did the station thing which was fun and all. Then amin took over and it was even more fun hehe. Did lots of stuff ba and it was great. Only til the end then got abit irritating and all but dun wanna talk about it. Yeah and so training ended and the 4 of us went mrt and i bought my ice milo and chocolate waffle and tomyam noodle. Went playground sit sit abit then went home quite tired ba. Hehe had a quite enjoyable chat lolx.
Ahhh the game is this saturday!!! I am so excited but i'm also dreading it. Seriously. Haiz and time and time again i have no freaking idea why there was no camp. Maybe is better also then wun be so close to the kids and it will be less hard leaving. But is still sooooooooooo hard. Hahaha gotta look forward ba. Ok quite tired but gonna study ciao!

I had a really really really long and sleepy day. When the first period of the day i dun really expect myself to be having a good day. Budden hor that stupid guy was like. Putting me to sleep. Was so damn lethargic the whole day la. And what is up with the stupid weather?! Crazy lo so damn bloody hot. Got more awake during lunch me and noelle ta bao food and went to classroom study for chem STUPID practical assessment. Lucky i was awake. The spa wasn't that bad ba. Hope can get A =)) Hard la. The safety i just tikam. Know what it is but dun know how to phrase, And so paiseh la. I was sitting at the side and dun know why the teacher like keep looking at me. Then i play with my pen knock knock abit and it like flew down the steps lolx. So embarassed and she so nice just go pick up. So i tried to keep still but u know that and me dun really mix.
Yeah so then after that had abit more chem which i paid absolutely no attention too and went for stupid pe. No need ask la did stupid stuff. Very normal one. Whatever we wanna do, it always ends up being netball. She can call it captain ball or whatever she wants. End up it will be netball one. Thankfully she got the stupid aerobics marathon thing that since she's in charge confirm got a lot of cock up one. After pe took my stuff and went kovan to meet my dear kat hehe. She lend me her boots! Hope can last at least until finish the match this sat. Then i can take boots from my sis.
Oh yeah then on the way home right. I fell asleep just as i reached my stop and end up going interchange. Seems to happen to me alot these days. Why today so lethargic?! Like irritating eh. And then wait for the stupid bus like half an hour. Damn pissed la but things were ok. I just finished watching heroes and it's an awesome episode. Can't wait for the next one and the 2hr finale after that. Woo hoo! And yeah training tml and stuff. My calf still feel real bad. I dun really are i just hope that i can perform on sat. We have to win! HEhe ok whatever gonna sleep early tonight. Ciao ppl.

Ok i feel pretty emo now. Several reasons. But nowadays is mostly coz i soccer i guess. Oh yeah my boots split le. It's dead now. So suay la it just happened like that. But it was great while it lasted =)) Ye old faithful. Hehe.
And yeah life sucks. Studying for chem spa. almost done quite proud of myself. Budden. Emotions still drag me down. Starting to question myself alot. Starting to be depressed. Why is this so? Well i guess partly due to magic too. And soccer of coz. The dread of leaving. Just like in sec 4. I'm sure i will not shed tears this year. But leaving is not gonna be any easier. I tried. I tried to distant myself from the beginning. But in the end my kids won me over and i got close to them. So it's gonna hurt alot.
But i gotta promise myself. Gotta study hard and make it. So that finally i have achieved something of my own. My life nv had any set backs. It's made me weak. So i guess i gotta find strength on my own. But it's so hard when everywhere i turn im leaving stuff behind and hurt reaches me. Yes i admit im super soft. My hard exterior serves many purposes but mostly it just protects me from feeling all that pain. Haiz. Just gotta focus on getting to the finals. When we do get there, it will subside and it's easier to let go. But even if we dun, i'll just treasure every happy moment =)=)
Magic? Take a back seat awhile please. I made 5 deck lists today. Seemingly alot of potential. But time consuming. Not to mention need very little investment on my part but is still investment. So i wanna stop it. Ytd i researched and found out the first regionals is on 10th of june. Gonna train hard on this AFTER putting my studies as first priority. Just qualify fast and relax, focus on my studies. Ok enough ramblings ba. Right now i just can't wait for Heroes to come out! And yeah dreading the stupid practical assessment tml. Well good luck ppl study hard.

It's sunday. And what have i done? Nothing. Woke up at noon and ate lunch. Watch csi. Then slack the whole day even had a short nap. I wanna study. But can't start? What is the meaning of that? Remember my conversation with daryl on the way home ytd. How did he motivate himself? He said is coz ppl were saying he can't do it. And i realized that it's the case for most ppl. But i also realized that ppl always tell me i can do it. There is no negtive influence for me. So that should be pretty good if not for the fact that im like the laziest person on the planet. SO that equals to dumb right.
Then i think bout my super smart and super hardworking sisters. Then think about the super lazy me. Like not fair eh. So from now must work hard and like the old ho say give no excuses. I thionk im quite heavy coz im blocking my own way to success. Gotta push myself to one side. Haiz. Depressing.
So yeah like ytd im still struggling with gp homework and im really proud of loong wye. Gotta take a few leaves from his book man. Training tml and my thigh muscles are fine now thankfully. Guess the yoko yoko really help hehe. My best friend for soccer aches. But now the left calf like got problem leh. I think is coz overstrain. Feels like last year one but is always pain, not only when strained. So gotta hope for the best ba. Right now i just want to win our next 2 matches and pray really damn hard we qualify. If not i think i'll just. Be really really really sad.
Ok enough bout being so emo gotta be myself again. I kind of dread school tml though. Nv felt this way before. Ok gotta study. Take care ppl.

Ok i gotta say today is like the best day of the week. Better than even i expected. I love fridays though. Ytd was pretty good too. But i didn't go for the bbq. Mostly coz i was quite tired and lazy to travel ba. Friday leh gotta treasure it. I received my box on thurs! So surprised and happy hehe. Moreover that day went to visit my baby Alysa! Quite cool =)
So today since i was planning to go ckt to sell the box so might as well stay for the tourney lo. Hehe it was very fun and EXTREMELY relaxing. Seriously a real stress reliever. The company there, the atmosphere can nv be replaced. I got a first round bye lolx. Then face wilbur. Arghhh i so out of touch with the game then make me face him. Lolx didn't win ba. Won the first game only haha. Then i won zoo with abit of difficulty. Faced a mono red and LOST. Lolx i gotta account it to pressure on both sides hahaha. So i was thinking AHHH com here then like abit wasted even though it was extremely fun. But hey! After the hard fight in the last one. After losing badly. I qualified?! Lolx surprise surprise. 8th place just managed to squeeze in haha. MGA not that unpro afterall eh? Hahaah gotta give lots of thanks to the bye. Saved my life man. Which presents another probem should i go for the finals? Lolx just go ba since is like the first day of holidays. Oh yeah and i bought my 4 breeding pools. $94 but the condition wasn't that good so managed $92 for them. Doesn't really matter to me coz i have them now and it's like... something i've always wanted =)=)=)
I will miss you you know. Mono Green Aggro. Say hi to er. Ok haven't decided on a name. Old name is Scryb Force. But i want a neo version. MINE. Hehe still working on it. Oops studies i mean. Lolx so yeah well a really satisfying day. I've just completed the deck but argh my mystic snakes are with zahari. Hope can get it back before the 26. Just 4 slots to think of. Hmm maybe future sight will offer some options.
Ok yeah and soccer is another primary concern. We are so gonna get to the finals this year!!! We MUST. Haiz i dun know what to do if we dun. Probably cry i guess and feel damn guilty. Life so far has been quite retarded ba. Guess what i'm trying to say is today was like a diamond in the rough. So gotta treasure days like this =). But... the old problem remains. There's something missing in my life.