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Jedimaster

Chai Jing

Age: 19 years young
B'day: 11 Jan 1989
Likeys: Doughnuts!
Not likeys: Cats! (except Tigers duh)

let's sing along




not so long ago...

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elmos & bigbirds

SBL rocked our lightsabers!
Noelle drop her lightsaber
Wye cut his lightsaber
Kat broke her lightsaber
Ili lost her lightsaber
Shan joo throw away her lightsaber
Jiefang lost her lightsaber
Maliryn forgot her lightsaber
Xiuyi blasted her lightsaber
Jialing finally blasted her lightsaber
Jiahui baked her lightsaber
Derrick blasted his lightsaber
Ah Lian forgot to bring her lightsaber
Estee too short for her lightsaber
Fakhrina too young for her lightsaber
Andrew blasted his lightsaber
Lisa ate her lightasber
Kai Qing make her own lightsaber
Jasper kick his lightasber
Eunice ignited her lightsaber
Nicole got no lightsaber
TITANS got no lightsaber
Terence and Stanley left their lightsaber at home


credits

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Wednesday, February 23, 2005
Tml last dayyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wah guess last night's chat took it's toll. Anyway I couldn't sleep well dun know why. I think must have dozed off out of exhaustion at 3 plus. I wasn't really worried about today. But then always when a test is almost ending I will lose focus and not care altogether. It's just too bad. Today everyone so late eh. I failed the locus thing. So disappointed. Gonna pull down the CA for sure. I thought at least the report wun be so bad if I didn't fail maths. Today recess was abit stupid. I hate those kind of girls. I bet if they told us nicely we would have went over without any hard feelings on either side. I still felt pretty hungry. No space to sit so no choice cannot second round. 2 hours of d&t was a waste of time. At least I found a very good pic for Joel. I think he was very happy with it. And yeah I played with Zakiyyah's hair. So cool haha. I wanna try use as paint brush next time. Didn't have time to eat or go to the toilet though I wanted to. Got just enough time to learn finish bank recon. But no time for anything else. Haiz I dun like that locus thing. Well just one day more. Armed with a full bottle and my maths set and pencil box I set out for today's test.
Maths very stupid leh. Where the stupid 3 come from. Is like everything there but cannot find the stupid 3. Then I forgot to put the plus minus sign. Dumb careless mistake eh. Can kick myself. Already so little marks then can still forget. Paper also so short not even an hour. 403 left. Felt so different. The poa paper was also another dumb one. The cash book dun tally with the bank recon. Very irritating leh. Dun know how to rectify so leave alone and hope for the best. The next is the holiday homework one but dun know due to what I put all wrong place. I know the concept but those put in debtor I put in creditor. Only when I posting to the balance sheet then I realize. So too late lor. Haiz. Dun even have time to look at the last q.
Went home, bathe. Feel so tired. But have to study for tml. Or else be in chains for the rest of the year. I didn't start studying immediately. The dangerous partying mood was getting stronger. Anyway when I did start it seemed so tough. Didn't use my chem book this year yet. Every lesson I pass my book to Vivian then I sleep. Haiz but luckily, and really is like thank for buddha and my lucky stars I got Joanna and Shan joo. Wah is like what I learn today is from them and not from the book. So heng man. *Thanks*!!! Appreciate it lotz.. Anyway after I felt I had understood a sufficient amount of chem I went on to d&t. Tough man. Dun know what to study. The topic is just too wide. And knowing Remington whatever I study sure never come out one. Haiz dun know tml how. But is amaths really that much better? I think rather the same ba. but Remington is very good. If I got amaths I want Ms Pow to teach. Ms Pow power!!! Hahaha dun think I'm gonna learn amaths anytime soon.
D&t is a subject that will sure get A one. So must work hard. I love my guitar. I decided it will be with me for as long as I can keep it. Is like so me. It's spoil for one thing. And the strings so soft. Is like when I play other people one is like a stranger. So hard and pain. Wah really can't wait for the test to be over. Oops losing concentration again. Hahaha tml play soccer wor!!! I haven't touched my blades in more than a week. I hope this sunday can go picnic. Next week confirm must go blade whole week arh. Haiyo this weekend quite full. Saturday got band. Ok gotta ciao. Good luck everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

eated doughnuts at : 10:48 PM
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
A boring tuesday

Yeah regretted eating so much last night. Woke at around 5 and spent an hour tossing and groaning at the pains. The pain was somewhere above the stomach. It's not a stomach ache. But so totally cannot sleep. I fought really hard to go back to sleep as I was afraid I didn't have enough rest. Typical when I do go to bed early there's something that coz me to lose some sleep. Nowadays been going to school quite early. I like. Anyway went there, felt abit shaky, so sat down. And fell asleep. Haiz so sian leh. I was surprised that I wasn't very worried for my tests. But I was angry with myself during maths class. Coz of the stupid locus. I can't do the test. I gotta work harder. This mid year and CA and mid year I better get B3 lor. Good news is the haze is cleared alittle. Last time when do maths a cloud covers my brain. Now the cloud is clearing. Cool. Did javelin during pe. I was immensely lousy. I guess I didn't realize I had such a big fear. The fear of it hitting my face. Angry with myself. Felt that when I threw I couldn't use all of my strength. Just need to perfect my technique. That has always been the way with me. Have the proper technique. Dun know why can't do it in this case.
During chinese period teacher went through alot of stuff with us. During break I had another disappointment. I went to find out my physics marks and I only got 23. I wanted like almost 30 leh. My science sure just pass only lor. I dun know a thing about chemistry. Went to the library. The girls were there. Felt so sad coz they were like disappointed and sad with themselves. Didn't like this low level of morale. This time I did bring my bottle in. And it was lucky I had a full one. Mostly is me and Hew yenn drink la. She sooo cute haha. Chinese very lucky I pay attention leh. All the words come up just now got learn. Very lucky. But I think comphre die la. Then the humanities test. I got a shock when they say must hang in section A first. I hardly do lor. But in the end they didn't. The geog only the last question not so sure. Geog is can do one leh. But the social studies is worse than my maths. Maths there is a cloud blocking me from my answers. SS is blank. Nothing. Haiz irritating. My SS all 4q use one page only lor. Anyway it's ok. Expected. It's surprising how noisy the hall was when the papers haven't even been collected. I think if Remington was invigilating everyone will get zero le. Last time even after he collect finish cannot talk lor. This one party all the way haha. I wanted to help Fang Lin take the maths book or something. But then I thought about it, and I think she wouldn't keep her mouth shut if I did do it so might as well dun. Sometimes mouth close is better than open. When you open just shows how stupid you are.
Went home, watch tv. Felt very lazy. Couldn't really do anything. Fell asleep and missed my cartoons. Bathe, then watch Justsice league. But watch before already so not that interested. But better than nothing. Worse is no charmed. Got the stupid AI. I think for 3 weeks lor. How to survive man. Eat dinner, then still slacking around. Hoping for the best for tml. Gonna be tough when 403 not there when doing poa. Good luck to everyone...

eated doughnuts at : 9:43 PM
Monday, February 21, 2005
Kaoz the tests so fast

Felt tired but my spirits went up thankfully. Jiefang didn't come lolx. And I got Maliryn's bread. Cool. Spent most of the day studying physics. D&t also very boring. I forgot to bring maths set but luckily can borrow from Shan joo. Save my life man. Somemore last night I remember going to take it and put in my bag but I got distracted or something. After school decided to eat haha. That guy spoke to me. I take it as a bad omen man. Anyway I dun care anymore. No reason for me to. I felt really thirsty but tried not to think about it. If I had brought water I might have kept on drinking and distracted me. It felt like the conditions Remington always made us work under. So hot and stuffy man. I have no more faith in my english anymore leh. Irritating. Physics was ok la. Dun dare say too much. Was taking my bag thinking of how I was missing Superman, then all thoughts were replaced with one. Went to Shanjoo and talked loads of rubbish to try keep her mind off her problem. It was a waste but yeah cheer up.
Saw Joni on the bus home. Talked some. all the way to the 6 floor. Went home bathe then decided to call to see how. Wah didn't expect to talk for so long. Coz also didn't know how to put down. Her sister so cute leh haha. Staple become punch. Then saxophone sound not bad wor. I missed all my cartoons. But I did get to watch Justice League. Parents went out and I bought food. Study also la. Very full coz I was like eating 2 meals. At 9 watch my wife and kids. Parents still not back so can watch he-man too. Then the desperate housewives not bad. Now getting more interesting. And yeah finally back to studying.
Felt so hopeless. Geography was quite ok. But nothing else seems to go in. I didn't even bother to try social studies. And Ithink I've done all I can for chinese too. So might as well sleep. Save energy for tml. Good luck... Nitez.

eated doughnuts at : 11:50 PM
Sunday, February 20, 2005
Tests this week

Woke up earlier than expected. But not in time to watch power rangers ninja storm. My mum had already left. I decided to go sleep again. Watch KP then luckily remembered got Charmed and watched it for the third time. At least now got chance to watch 3 times a week. Next episode Leo is going to become an Avatar and heal 2 sisters with light streaming out of his hands simultaneously. Will be cool to watch. but nowadays the orbs the blue too dark. Then the action also not nice. Go down buy food, eat then slack. Too full. Tried to study abit while watching tv. But.. as always went in and sleep through the rest of the afternoon. What a waste. It's even more wasted coz I could have paid attention in class and spent this time revising for other subs. After the CA my goal is to pay full attention in class, go home revise, and sleep early everyday. That plus my brains confirm can score not bad de. Woke up then bathe then go grandfather house le. Actually dun know why call his house leh. I dun think is he buy one. Is my uncle who's really rich. My cousin doesn't know what he has man. What an idiot. I tried to study physics but then still feel very bored leh. Came to the same problem as last year. Eh my aunt bluff me one never pay up. Haha nvm la. Anyway it was quite boring. Eating was also boring dun know why cannot eat so much. Then only got diet coke which was quite terrible. I online for awhile then finally go home.
Think gonna burn lots of midnight oil. I feel prepared. But I also feel very nervous. I spent alot of time looking through the year book. Haiz oh well. Can't always hang on. Wish everyone good luck for the common test this week!!!

eated doughnuts at : 11:38 PM
Saturday, February 19, 2005
Gotta study..

1 plus wake up. Terrific sore throat with lots of phlegm. Still felt so groggy. Too much sleep or not enough? Dun know. Eat, then rest. Wanted to study but in the end spent the whole day reading sleeping murder. It was a terrific book. More terrific than the rest coz it gripped me from the start. Finished in the evening then study abit. Didn't watch tv today leh lolx. Coz reading the book. Reading books now is as good as watching tv to me. Haiz still can't believe I lost 2 of my harry potter books. Somemore is my birthday presents. I got the whole set on my 12th bday I think. I haven't learnt to treasure things as much yet. But I hope I'm learning. Eh gotta go study more. Good luck everyone.. Ciao....

eated doughnuts at : 9:25 PM
Friday, February 18, 2005
Lucky?

Last day of the week finally. Felt rather apprehensive. And yeah Hew yenn told me in the morning that he wasn't even sure if he was going to ndp. So the clarinet is like wasted. What an idiot. My dad came during recess to pass me my shirt. During geog as is nowadays I felt a stab of annoyance. We are literally killing ourselves. Why are we so selfish and dun take greater steps towards preserving our Earth. Suffer now enjoy later right. Why wanna enjoy so much and take all the good things. After school went for d&t. Luckily he accepted my work. Felt very happy and went for band. I think he approved. Aiyoh Sheryl Keith so poor thing. Really wish I can help more. Haha that Kai Qian is sooooo cute. We did marching in the beginning. My spirits were diminishing. I felt so demoralized. Partly because my heart also not in it. I just cannot make them do it properly. Felt very bad. Then I got the woodwinds. Which was very terrible because of the noise they were making. I dun know what to think of my juniors leh. Is like they wanna learn but then I dun know how to teach. And like got attitude. But the fact is they are full of potential and it would be a great pity.
We sectional music some too. I found out that guy had actually just come to the band room, took out the clarinet, then left for remedial without even coming for band practice. Haiz. This was so stupid. Why does things always happen to us. Anyway we combined in the band room first. I was so idiot. I should have known that having escaped Shan joo's detection was too good to last. I had forgotten to sew back my pocket and the phone drop out. I was so shocked and guilty. She was like directly behind me. Then we combined in the courtyard which was pretty fun. I miss the bass clarinet. Can't wait for next saturday. But I think I am not a good enough player.After band we went to hawker to eat. At first couldn't decide what to eat as didn't really feel hungry. I bought that supremely huge cup of lychee and in the end bought mee hoon kway. Saw Han Chi. Wah Hew yenn pass me so much. I had 2 cups of drink which was considerable lolx. It was nearing the end that there was more laughter. I ate full to burst. Still left so much. The woman saw us dumping all the stuff into the bowl lolx. Felt abit guilty but everyone participated so I was not to be blamed so much. Then my plastic bag went in and we all ran lolx. Just in case next time we bought food she decided not to give us good stuff lolx.
I bought food then went home. When I got down the bus I realized I had left my wallet there. Went home, took my mum ez link then went back to bedok. Of course the us hadn't come back yet so I went to bro there. So crowded so after awhile went to library. when I went back to ask, my wallet was there! Haha soooo happy. First he say got, then I excited, then when is really mine wah so extremely happy. Now I had my library card I ran back to the library to borrow the book. Made it just in time. Went back to CC. I bought chocolate shake for bro but I dropped it lolx. So I bought another one. All with his money hahaha. Feeling really tired and with aching feet I went home.
Bathed then rest. Didn't really feel capable of doing anything. The night was too full. And anyway I felt really tired. My mum made cocoa and it sucks. So in the end also never drink. Better go sleep now. Then tml got energy. Nitez..

eated doughnuts at : 11:24 PM
Thursday, February 17, 2005
Yeah life sucks now

Oh man super tired. How am I gonna survive this long day. Didn't have a very good night's sleep either. I felt all hot and bothered. Haiz. The day was pretty ok. I got back my math test. And I realized I wasn't so happy after all. I didn't deserve to pass as I ought to have like gotten it all. Dumb idiot I am. Slept the whole of chemistry. I was lucky to be able to do that. Otherwise I would be agoner for the rest of the day. Recess wasn't so good either. That guy got the nerve to talk to me about that like that. It's obvious he knows I dun like it la. Why do such people exist. I think ultimately my love for the other clarinetists won over my anger. For the time being. Dun know how to survive tml. I always thought band was a sanctuary. A respite from school life. Now it's going to be even worse. i ran to the staff room to see if any teacher would help Aloy to photostat. In the end Goh Layna help him haha. Heng arh. She even brought it to our next class cme. During d&t found out that bringing the stupid file was stupid. He didn't even use. After school hang around for awhile then go to RP.
Didn't like the look of the place. The new site would be in woodlands. So the odds of my even thinking of going there was extremely slim and non-existant. I mean I can go to malaysia everyday. Then today still got abit of tour. The goodie bags were stupid lor. Returned it. 403 had to tour abit more. They redeemed their stuff then we went to the bus stop. Had to wait so long for 132. Just as we had started walking the bus came so we ran back hehe. Hew yenn went to her piano lesson. She is so nice. And now also so chio liao lor hehe. We went to Bugis to eat. But I didn't eat coz mum cooking. We walked around then went home.
By then I was so totally exhausted. Didn't even feel like getting up. I think it's abit dumb of the school to send us out for 2 consecutive days. Somemore RP kaoz. So far. Finally managed to bathe. Then Sj call ask some geog stuff. Surprised I have even done it. Then almost immediately Hy called. Oops I had totally forgotten to call them. And there is this complication of Andrew's bday. Is like now everything is all corrupted and complicated. Why can't anyone see straight to the heart of the problem and go and solve it. The problem is not enough people can do that. And I still feel so heated up. I'm becoming someone I dun like. It's the classic story. Just as you think you're finally finding your way, you are knocked off course. Haiz anyway hope Remington isn't too harsh tml. It's bad enough trying your best for the subject and the teacher trying to push you off. Wish everyone luck. You're all gonna need it.

eated doughnuts at : 10:54 PM
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
Anger is bad. Better start taking my own advice

Was very tired when I woke up. Which is bad news as this is only the middle of the week. Hopefully I wun sleep later. First lesson of the day already irritates me. That dumb english teacher. Wanted to send me out of the class for laughing too much. Can't she see that it's just humour? I really happy that Hazimah didn't bring her things meh that I wanna celebrate. Use your brains la. Remington came up unfortunately. And she took the opportunity to complain about me. Stand outside talk with him for so long dun know what she saying. Probably pouring poison into his ears. I had to do a reflection essay and apologise which was ok la. What I couldn't stand was that I had ruined my clean slate. Haiz. I will never apologise to her on this. After he dealt with the rest I felt he was getting nicer. I think he understood that some of it was to blamed on that idiot english teacher. My letter was apparently going to be photostatted for heads to see. I went into the class. She expected an apology that I didn't give. Please lor if you are really good everyone will know. No need to go around saying you are a master teacher every five minutes. I rather learn english on my own than have you. When Mdm Rubiah taught we knew she was good and respected her and paid attention. She come in like that shows she got no experience lor. This is ping yi hor what you expect. Poa was all right. My point is he scolds us continually, punishes us, but we still respect him and sort of like him. But that woman is just the limits. Chinese I finally succumbed at the end and lie down. The spelling didn't go that bad la.
Wah recess the chicken is like so charred lor. Didn't feel good after eating. Then Jiefang told me Kelvin wanted to use the new clarinet. My anger immediately rosed but I tried not to show. Who does he think he is just come back and then can take new stuff? Is somemore is new. I just felt the idea was ridiculous. I really want to go band today. To set all my stuff straight. This just didn't seem like a good day. D&t wasn't so bad. It was relaxing. And Remington was like joking bout the teacher. During that conversation which spanned for almost 10 mins she had said she was a master teacher 6 times. And he joked about inverted commas and liberation and oppression. He made us feel better. I think he understands which is great. Went for our break then boarded the bus. Went to suntec. It was so stupid. It's like just a bus taking us to suntec for fun. We didn't see anything at all. We separated and went to buy Saint Houng's present. Wah the mango fitting room so huge. I had to beg Jiefang to call for me. And when she did it was too late. So yeah spoilt my mood. But since it was her bday then I had better just keep a straight face. Then I went to buy a lighter for the cake. Ok yeah Fang Lin is officially already ON my nerves. Then got everyone and yeah made some noise. Cake was quite all right. After awhile went back to Mango again for boring reasons. We walked around and finally decided to go to mac. The usual talks and discussions and my mood getting darker when I was left to brood. We went to the fountain of wealth and did the wish thing. Haha it was cool. Then we walked around and went to candy empire. Which was also pretty cool. I didn't really like the sweets and chocolates though. Took a shuttle bus to city hall and went home. I was still pretty mad and I think I will be mad for awhile. I guess I dun like him because he wants to change us in the wrong way. The way may be better but he went the wrong way about it. And I feel awkward now. I feel like I have no control. I hate it. Therefore I sort of hate him. Well just an extremely strong dislike. Is pride in the way? I dun think so as there is no reason for pride. Is just my judgement. Why can't I just forget differences? It's because I feel that he has to change first coz he is the one who did something wrong. But really just taking a new clarinet is abit much. You very big meh. Haiz this is a dangerous topic to get into. A sure plan to make me angry immediately and fast.
Bathed, then study. And dozed off. Too tired le. One day 24 hours I think is too little. Not enough time to sleep. And today this one is stupid la. Waste time. Eat dinner, and my aunt came over. Then I found out that he did borrow it home. And I just felt my mind explode. Never felt this mad before. Dun know what to do. Ending here now.

eated doughnuts at : 10:08 PM
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
What's the next step

Beginning of the day saw Jacinth. Didn't know she went TJC. I meant to ask her last month what she was doing. She seems nice. I hope she is not a Fang Lin. Sometimes like sometimes dun like. But she has matured and all, maybe she's different. She even looks cute. Saw the mercedes haha. Today total defence day. No electricity. Or at least we must pretend. It was pretty hot. but if you calm down it wasn't so bad. PE was the only one not affected lolx. I show him my blister he ask me walk 2 rounds. But then I ran 2 rounds so he ask me run one more. Haiz. Hahaha then we play abit of soccer. It was quite boring la. I'm not that athletic anymore. Need to train up. 3 more months. I'm gonna beat that guy flat. I need to have lots of stamina so I have enough breath. But I guess it was my mind first. Last time when I sparred with teacher I was the only one given a compliment. And I am quite sure it was because I had conditioned my mind and had focus. Gotta find all of that now. And we didn't get back the maths test but I passed! Hahahahaha shooooo happy. Coz I leave so many blanks I thought gone case. Brightened my mood considerably.
During recess, no stall open. Some sort of black market thing. They give surcharges for stuff and made things ridiculously overpriced. Hahahaha we went to beg Miss Pow to let us order Mac. She is so very cute lolx. We said we treat her then she sort of pause, then said no haha. Jiefang is so immature haiz. Not like me. But good also coz her immature ways give me chances to slap her lolx. She so lousy. I dun know what got into Shan joo leh lolx. She just suddenly tickled me from behind. That's the worse man. Hard one. A few times leh haha. I cannot stand le so I focused abit la and responded hehe. Sorry if it was too hard haha. I didn't mean it. I thought it would just graze barely a touch but went in. Oops. After recess luckily Miss Pow homeroom got air con. We did some TD stuff. Boring la. Then go hall for some act 3 thing. Boring too. Slept through most of it.
English was just stupid. I didn't like the teacher so I slept. So got sent out. Which was pretty nice because the breeze very big. But it was kind of boring. More than one period outside. She's a nut case leh. Go be a monkey la since you got no cowsense. Then we went to SS. Can't believe I dun have the stupid worksheet. After school went CC visit awhile then went home. I bought some food. But my mum very unhappy so go down complain hehe. Then study awhile and sleep. Thought can wake up watch JL but then just sleep until Charmed. Is interesting la. At least the sisters still trust him. Haiz. Feel so tired. Guess everyone is feeling this way. Why is everything so quick this year. and bloody hot can't understand it. I thought weather forecast is thunderstorm. Haiz.
There's band tml but I'm not going. I wonder what's going to happen. I dun feel the enthusiasm to step in and do something. I feel like leaving everything be. I wanna do well next week because I feel different now. My first step is almost complete. But I feel so crushed. It's not stress. It's just not knowing what to do next. I can't take it slowly either. So what am I? Haiz.

eated doughnuts at : 9:33 PM
Monday, February 14, 2005
Magic finally

Aha! Valentines Day! So cool 403 must give gifts to people. Cool. Early in the morning see Erica le bought a spectacle box. And Belvin got a deodorant lolx. Everyone predicted that hehe. School was pretty ok in my books. New topic very difficult leh no understand. After that went CC to put my carrier then go FZ coz I know he wun come so early. Then Steven called and I realized he had already sms me. Haiz if I had felt it we could have played 10 minnutes plus earlier. Edward is not bad la. He was alone so I took care of the shop abit then left. I think get job there quite easy leh. Coz dun know anything about games can le. Just help out. Haha but I dun know paid how much. Somemore can just play games lor. Soulcraft is the bigger deal. After I form my beasts and maybe my ninjas I will go there to get tips. This hopefully will be completed in the coming holidays.
The table was so dirty. Dun know who the idiot eat there leave everything. Gonna punch the next sucker whom I see doing that. We played for almost 2 hours. Of course most of the time I lose la. I think I only won once or twice. Then Xiao An they all came. I played once then left. Bro was supposed to come but he didn't come. Expected. Went home, bathed, intending to study. But... it's always not meant to be. I could afford to play so much today coz it will put my mind off magic le. I can at least satisfy for a week at least. Then we must go hospital and visit my mum friend. Haiz. My mum friend not in so we went to the hospital first. Studied abit of physics too. She looks better. But dun know whether she will ever be good. After awhile we went to eat at Bedok South. I bought chicken rice back too lolx. Then we went to visit. I was never quite on good terms with these people. Never know why. Part of the flaws in my character. But the food was good. And I learnt how to play stress haha. And now I know I totally suck at card games. That's why my magic is so poor. I remember last year in the chalet I was totally at a lost. Maybe I have spent all this time chasing a wrong dream. Which means I have really been totally wasting time and cash. Cast this aside for now.
Went home, watch Desperate Housewives. Haha quick thinking on Gabrielle's part. And it was a shame to give up the tickets. I think the affair will surely be found out. Now I want to know why she killed herself, what's in the box, and who is Mike really. Have a feeling that more will come up. And luckily that girl is around. A balance to the craziness of the show hehe. After that is the grammys. Wah I totally enjoyed the beginning. This in my mind is how a big event should be started. It's fantastic. The songs are all great too. They have to be to get an grammy lolx. I missed Aladdin earlier and was surprised to see it repeated again on the same day. If only I had known!! But even if I had known, would I have chosen it? I'm not too sure. Oh well just watch abit also can la. But is one of Disney's successes. Big ones. Marc Anthony face sucks. But J Lo so cool hehe. Chio. Yeah I gotta continue watching. Ciao.

eated doughnuts at : 11:57 PM
Sunday, February 13, 2005
Monkeys are sick and wrong!

Sunday. Haiz my mum is sick. Eat, did some stuff, then do english. I finally couldn't take it and went to find my stool. Washed it, and after it was dry returned it to it's rightful place. That is, at my foot. Finally. Feel more comfortable. Alternated playing with my snakes with doing English. Very distracting. Felt my mind couldn't concentrate haha. Next step is the beast. KP is the monkey stones. I only watch abit. Somehow I can never watch the whole of it. Really like Ron hehe. "Monkeys are sick and wrong!" Did finish my work then watch Shallow Hal. It was one big laugh I really enjoyed it. But luckily it was just a super imposed Gwyneth Paltrow. So you're not really insulting anyone. It is a nice ability to have, but then you dun know what they really look like so you can say hurting things.
I really cannot do anymore work so I read Nemesis. After all I finished all my work le. Her books really got me hooked. Oh well hope I can finish by tongight. I just know I will be hooked all the way and can't sleep.

eated doughnuts at : 11:13 PM
Saturday, February 12, 2005
Snakes!

Wah woke up too late. Missed KP. I not really interested in LK2. It is nice la but not that nice. Not in the mood. Anyway realized that I missed Grandsazers. The first episode. How I really hate that. I really really like first episodes. So that dampened the mood a little. Everyone was going out soon. Even me. I bathed then went down to buy food for my sis and me. She didn't get time to eat. Just pack it all up and go. I was left behind just watching tv. Finished, laze abit, then pack up. Make sure off everything, close everything. Packed my books and homework. Hopefully I would have time to do. Got the pineapple tarts and oranges then left. Went to FZ first. Actually I had intended to go CC buy the Ninjas but then I wanted to complete my snakes first. And yeah it brightened my mood. Firstly the shop was open. Got all the sosuke's summons I needed, in fact everything I needed. Except the mother and the patron which I hope bro will remember to help me. Spent $12. Less than the ninjas but worth it? Not sure. Actually more of not coz probably the stupid snakes can't win anything. And I also dun know how Edward counts. Dun ask better. In the end didn't go CC, just took the bus over to my sis house.
No one was there. I did some odd jobs here and there, then when to bao the tables. Her friends arrived to play mahjong. Finished my job then play com. Wah the msn beta very cool leh. Surfed magic too. Obviously didn't do any work. Didn't get to play welcome to castle wolfenstein too. I wanted to continue my game. But will probably lose anyway because the mahjong too noisy. Wah he bought new speakers. So cool.
Play com pretty much the whole day. Then went to cold storage buy chilli sauce. I accidentally knocked over a bottle lolx. No one was at the aisle and I just walked away. I felt a tiny prick but luckily it was only one tiny piece. The steamboat was not bad. But I not really comfortable eating with people I dun know. Quickly eat then went in. I realized I had forgotten about power rangers so go and watch. Anyway I got the vcd. Which I regretted buying. Then play com for the rest of the time. I remembered to find pics for d&t at least. Then I printed 2 patrons lolx. If only they could show the mother then I can have that 2. But the downside was that there no colour. Well at least can see the ability. My parents also came and auntie Violet. Went home at 11 plus. I felt today was rather unproductive. Actually rather neutral. For everything good there was an equal bad. But it was ok I guess. I'm still waiting for the good day.

eated doughnuts at : 11:35 PM
Friday, February 11, 2005
School again. My left ankle hurts.

Today went to school quite late. My sis off leh. I decided not to bring the ball as I was afraid Remington will take. Anyway I didn't think there was time. School was quite ok I guess. Jiefang didn't come. Hew yenn didn't come. Tests are coming soon. I failed physics. But I pass chinese. Geography again must do work. We always do work during her lesson leh. Then go d&t. But then... no need! Hahaha only for some. But Bradley still got classes so sianz. Today was the first day this year I brought my deck box to school!!! Hehehe. We borrow ball and went to play. My sis said wanna go beach blade but then I decided not to. My blister would kill me. So I just continue play soccer. It was not so fun leh because just save the ball. It would be funner in a match. At the edge of dehydration after the last goal we went to get drinks. My stupid bottle had leaked again. The whole bottle was empty. But the bag not very wet. Either the sun was so hot or it had been leaking the whole day. I think the former. Argh my phone was so hot. I was scared cause it hanged twice. NExt time better remember not to leave it under the sun. That was incredibly stupid of me. After awhile we went home. The stupid apples just nice got caught between my teeth. Even my tongue couldn't pry it out. Had to use the stick. Then bit my tongue. Argh. Decided not to meet Bradley anymore. Went to CC and it was so crowded. After awhile limped my way to FZ only to find it wasn't open. Great. Went back, waited abit then limped my way back home.
My sis was still home. The stupid socks was red now. Bathed, then slack. Really got nothing to do. Still holiday mood. My dad came back and also wanted to bring me blading. But then I just bathe, lazy to bathe again. Plus my left feet not feeling so good. I spent alot of time thinking about magic. What can I do to stop this. I think only by forming a deck I actually like and works. The odds are high. At 6 watch KP of course. Then He-man, and Justice League. Wah is so cool. My sis came home to bathe. Then I had to change and I miss the last part. Argh. I went to Bedok to find my dinner as my parents had gone out. No rice store open leh kaoz. Then the store that's open got no meat. And the vegetables are gross. Yuck. I brought it over to CC to eat. I was glad to see that it was so crowded. Seems that way the whole day. Hopefully business will be good and they can get a pay rise. I spent awhile there then went home. Watch my wife and kids and He-man again. Pretty boring. But dun know what else to do. Idling away. A danger.
Oh well, I aim to finish reading by tml. Finalize my deck, wash my shoes, and do my homework. Happy visiting everyone...

eated doughnuts at : 10:16 PM
Thursday, February 10, 2005
2nd day of Chinese New Year!!!

Yeah!!! Second day of Chinese New Year!! Rest day. Dun think doing anything much. Except watch the cartoons I wanted to watch since yesterday. Woke up just in time. I thought the punisher is the new one but is still the old stupid one so can't be bothered to watch. Watch X-Men and Spider-man!!! Hahahahahaha so nice. Then made maggi for my sis then for the rest of us. Downstairs also everything close. This was the easiest. Watch finding nemo again. Then after that felt sleep and just slack around. Today probably not going anywhere. When I heard going to Jurong I not so enthu le. Go online for awhile. The stupid betrayers cards cannot see leh. I spent the rest of the day finding all the snakes. That patron of the orochi is really powerful. But the art so disgusting. Looks like some kind of worm. Anyway maybe I will like it more after I see the real thing. I made quite alot of notes on my beasts. I really must get down to actually buying the cards. I think my beasts will work. My snakes... I really like them and will go to no end of trouble to think of new strategies. But they are so limited.. They are actually better in combos than by themselves.
Rested awhile, then my parents left. I decided not to go. Watch Kim Possible!! Haha this was one of the boring episodes in my lists. And just when I thought about the legacy stones that was the episode of He-man. So overall I can say it was boring. But still enjoyable. I always still enjoy watching them. After that.... Justice League!!! Wah I think most of the episodes are in parts. But that's cool. I just have to follow really close. It's so intriguing. I wonder if they will defeat the robot tml. Change the channel to 5 in anticipation of Mulan! Haha my evening was full. My parents rang to say they were coming back. Wah so fast. If I had known I would have gone. But then again they will go for more visitng so maybe not so good. But buffet leh... I made maggi again and watch Mulan haha. I think it's probably my almost 50 times. And I finalized my snakes. Hopefully tml I can buy the beasts. Or Snakes. Whichever comes first. Finally Bradley called back and we discussed for quite long. My sis also called and said I should have gone to her place for dinner. Haiz I wanted to do that but then I thought it was the other family so not nice to ask. But then she said she would have asked. Haiz. Oh well nvm.
My parents came back 11 plus. Thinking more about magic. Uh-oh hehe. Haiz tml got school. So dumb leh. Give the teachers a break la. It doesn't feel like a school day tml anyway. Happy Chinese New Year~!!!

eated doughnuts at : 11:43 PM
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
Happy Chinese New Year!!!

Happy Chinese New Year everyone!!! Haha today is the first day of the chinese new year! Woke up expecting to see nice cartoons. And got nothing. I read the newspaper and they say got nice show leh. Then I looked again and realized I was reading tml's one. So just watch the repeat of Charmed. My sis came too. Nowadays like getting more and more relaxed. Had to wait so long for my mum in end my sis went first. I was not very happy when we finally went off. My grandfather house like so little people. After awhile my sis came. My cousin also first year married. So still got receive. And it was still a very boring day. At least the food and snacks were good. We waited very very long. Cannot concentrate enough to read book. So I ask my sis seat beside me so I can sleep. After that my neck pain so ask her change side so I can sleep that side. But sleep on my bro in law. Finally we left for my mother's aunt place. My cousin was already there. One of them got fever so sad. But anyway my relative was very nice. The foreigner too. Nice people. And they made salad. It was like just vegetables but so full. It was great. I like the apples and grapes best hehe. We left too then went to my house as the pit stop. Watch finding nemo! Hahahahahaha very nice show. But falling asleep. My sis friends came too. The baby was erm.. Haha cute I guess. In a funny way. I abit wished my cousin could go home so that I could sleep. We just spent time talking about stuff. And secretly counting too hehe. But I wished my other cousin was here as well. I called her to ask how she was and she sounded suspicious haha. Finally they all left. I wanted to cook maggi to eat at first but lazy. So in the end just listen to radio, and read, or think about magic. I suddenly felt a craving. Haiz. Must turn that craving towards studying if that's possible. Haha actually I think not. But I will find some way. Well gotta sleep. Happy Chinese New Year everyone!!!!!!!!

eated doughnuts at : 11:57 PM
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
Chinese New Year's Eve

Today chinese new year eve so of course half day school only. In the morning Dom kena caught by Remington and worksheet kena confiscated. Sway leh. Surprisingly school ended so early. The programme was supposed to end at 9.30 and we were released at around 9.45. Fantastic. I thought earliest will be 10.30 hehe. We hung around abit while waiting for Shan joo sis to come down. Alot of us went to mac. A nice looking sec one girl wanna play clarinet leh hehe. Like the looks of her. But I think chances are slim. Mac was crowded but eventually we got a seat. And oh yeah, highlight of the morning was that Shan joo's sis didn't know how to order. She only roughly knows and that is bad enough lolx. Crazy man I couldn't believe it. She walked halfway there then came back to confirm with us what to say. So I went. Not out of help but out of my own entertainment hehe. Dom came and I wanted to tell him but she gave me those eyes of hers and I was quickly silenced. Dom had to stay back and do the worksheet haha. He should have said then can stay with him.
Everyone went home I think and I went CC. New year gotta show my face eh. Good friends. But now there's this irritating guy there. I really wish for a reason for me to turn his face into playdough. A customer bought something. I was looking at the cool betrayers cards and he asked me to help him wrap. I told him to buy more stuff here then I will hehe. Blackmail. Anyway he seemed pretty nice so help him. But I'm not sure he needed my help. What I could do I'm sure he could do better. Surprisingly it was quite presentable. I felt abit angry when a guy who I dun kow the name but is familiar with, said someone wanted trouble with Belle. Poor guy he lent that idiot money. After deciding I had spent an adequate amount of time there I went to ntuc to buy stuff back. The stuff that I should have bought last night. I seem to be calling Shan joo alot these days. But fact was I was a hopeless case and really needed her help. Thanks! Haha... Now I got a phobia of finding things coz of the egg incident. Went to the library to get back the book I haven't finished, back to CC, then went home.
I watch animal planet. So sad I cried. That poor puppy is like abit bigger than the size of the palm. Always vomit after every meal. Got 3 operations within 2 or 3 weeks. And in the end she died. Haiz so sad. I fell asleep for quite along time. Woke up, baathe. Of course there's always the delay by my mum. Then go grandfather house. Waited very long leh. Played the guitar abit. Thought more about it, then decided not to get a guitar at this point in time. There is no point because I dun have any scores. And I dun have the time to practise. I was wondering why wait so long so I ask. It's coz my aunt not back yet so never cook. Read my book. Lucky I brought one. So finally, and which was quite late for my grandfather, we eat. I think this is almost the time he usually sleeps. I heard that he folded paper aeroplanes and throw out the window. The meal was quite enjoyable. Good food. But the pig trotter thing got funny taste. This is the type of funny taste that everybody but me like. Anyway after that went into the room and play a bit of com and went home. I always like to go home. Because I always got nothing to do. But anyway I found out more about betrayers. It's so cool!!! Especially this new Ninjutsu thing. I learnt from bro this morning how to do. So so cool. Tempting. Went home, and spent the whole time slacking watching tv. I had actually forgotten today got Charmed. So watch the repeat. So intense. Cool. Anyway gotta finish watching the show. Happy Chinese New Year!!!

eated doughnuts at : 11:56 AM
Monday, February 07, 2005
2/2

Last night at first wanted to study physics and maths. But then packed my stuff and discovered the d&t stuff. Didn't know just drawing can cause my mind to be so taxed. Anyway this morning had to try to piah all the physics in. It's actually pretty stupid of me not to pay attention in class. Coz given, last year anytime I was attentive for abit everything went in. This is so ridiculous and unneccessary. Maybe I'm trying to get my foothold this year. Hopefully it's not too late. Geography is now becoming a bore. I thought the work supposed to be handed in next week. Haiz now got detention. The stupid poa still thinks I took back my d&t. Please lor if I take back and you asked me of course I will say yes right. Stupid idiot you lost it yourself wanna blame me. Face wanna fight come la. At least for once d&t made me happy. For once actually had abit of the urge to smile. It was unsettling how easy the lesson was. During recess, I decided to see Miss Pow on area and other stuff. She is very nice leh. Has high hopes. Which made me feel sad because most probably I will let her down. But this triggered an inspiration to work harder for maths. If only I can find more of this for other subs. Especially humanities.
I missed the whole of recess without knowing it. But Mdm Rubiah not here so sneak eat brani and study physics. Nothing seemed to go in at all. And I can't remember anyhing. Felt very down. Then the maths test. I felt like I did during an exam when everything was read but nothing went in. Too bad. Sorry. Physics test equally depressing. Can hardly remember the few formulas. Spent most of the time dreaming of nothing. Waste of time in my opinion. Then the stupid detention. Tried the call for help option. Help on hold. But luckily Shan joo called back and I managed to write some stuff. Thank you so much!! I will try to think nice thoughts for your mercedes for a while. A short while hehe. Finally went home. My dad was already back. Today I was supposed to come back early and go with him buy some stuff. Great day today is.
I couldn't find the remote control. And I feel doubly angry because I can never find anything. But still watch Superman! Hahahaha shoooo nice. Wish got this kind of nice cartoon everyday. I even got to see Kim Possible. And He-man!!! Though didn't get to see finish. Obviously Skeletor didn't get into castle Greyskull but it would be interesting to see how he defeated the monsters. My dad dropped me off at east coast then they go buy some stuff. Today was an improvement. Can do wider sweeps and go faster now. Forgot everything that I read except to bend knees at all times. It soon got dark and it was difficult to see the ground. I felt abit uneasy because I couldn't see my feet. Then sometimes there was totally nobody and the place is so dark. But still managed to do alot more than 10 km this time. Stopped counting after 12 like that. Then I just went to sit down coz it was no point continuing. After a long while just after I got up again, my parents called. Waited more then went home. Eat, rest, then watch desperate housewives. It's a stupid show except that I wanna know the mystery behind it. So maybe it's a good show. At first thought I going to ntuc to get some stuff then in the end no need. Bathe, then now nothing to do. Should I play Magic? Star Wars? Juggle? I dun know. Millions of stuff I can do. But what to do?

eated doughnuts at : 11:50 PM
Sunday, February 06, 2005
Must study man.

Gonna be another boring day I can tell. But lunch was very good for a change. Cannot decide what to eat. Today was more tiring and relaxing at the same time than yesterday. Hmm that sounds weird. Nvm. Spent some time juggling too. I thought at first I can't return my books but in the evening my dad brought me to. Haiz I put in the book that I haven't finish reading. Then we eat at the place near the library. It's nice la but too little. Then bought back food. Dun have the dun know what thing. Went home, bathe. Think gonna slack abit then study for physics and revise maths. Dun know can learn 4 chapters myself by tonight or not. Bye everyone!

eated doughnuts at : 8:58 PM
Saturday, February 05, 2005
Superman!!!!

Still very tired. Is every saturday going to be like this because of an exhausting friday. Anyway today gonna spend the day spring cleaning. It's so idiotic. My mother hasn't changed for more than 30 years from what I gather. From my sister's time she still doing this. It's so irritating. I wasn't much help. Anyway even if I wanted to help I will definitely end up in trouble. That's the way with me.
The highlight of the day was approaching. But first I watched He-man. Haha long time since I watch. So cool leh the powers! I think I dun wanna be He-man le. I wanna be Moss-man! Wah control nature grow grass and flowers wherever he travel. Cool. He's definitely more powerful than He-man. Lucky he join the masters of the universe. So hopefully will be seeing more of him and his powers. After an agonizing 45 mins more... Superman! Hehe I was wondering when they were gonna show it. I wanna buy the vcds. I think got 4 movies. The show so shiok hehe. Then after that slack somemore then watch Ghost. This is my second time. It was still pretty good.
The day sucked la, but then at least got some good tv to make up for it. And didn't have time to study. Must do tml. Coz of the stupid tests. Ciao!!

eated doughnuts at : 11:49 PM
Friday, February 04, 2005
Happy Bday Aloy!!

Hahaha.. Happy Bday Aloy! Almost forgot. Today got chinese test too.Already start of the day see poa is bad luck. It was abit stupid of me also la. My work kena confiscated. Others too. But then they took it back. When we went to physics he chased us to get the stuff back. during physics he showed us all the copied once. He so smart leh haha. Anyway this means that the stupid answer book is wrong. But I'm quite sure I put times not divide. Coz I remember thinking about the question. Then again if I couldn't find the eggs then maybe I remembered wrong. Chinese test so difficult to cheat leh. Sure fail with flying colours la. During recess the stupid teacher ask me where is the work he took. Stupid guy I didn't take leh. Dun know what he trying to do la. I trying to eat leh. Geography now like very dull leh. She like no mood like that. Eh I can't understand it leh. So far all the geog work when got back got the A1 there. But why did I fail the stupid test??? Disappointing leh. I helped to give some stuff to 403. At the same time I handed in the cme hehe. Stupid leh so much new year work. Then now is 12.30 dismiss.
After school go studio dun know for what. I prepare to interview le. I thought why he call all of us there lor. Sianz leh. In the end is just to sabo Aloy. We had fun making him wet. Everyone got wet la. I starting to dislike Rex. Alot. We cleaned the studio leh. Then something stupid happened. Remington say someone broke his fan. And no one own up so cannot go home. I scared it was me. Maybe did it without knowing. But I dun think so coz of the way it's broken and some q asked. In the end we all went together. Then we could cut the cake. The cake looks very nice leh the inside. But then eat like just normal cake. Argh appearances can be deceiving. And so in the end didn't get to interview with Remington. That idiot guy. Went home and didn't even bother to lock up the studio. Didn't even tell us he was going. I went to get the key to lock the stupid room. It would have been a perfect occasion if not for the fact I wanted to see Remington. Argh. Very irritated. Lately have many suppressed feelings about him.
Went for band and they already fall in. Haiz Hew yenn not here. She is like my pillar leh. Low morale today le. But I still felt happier in band. I dun know what's wrong with me leh. I just have a block. I have a block in everything. Great just as I intend to start again I have a block. How dumb can this be. Actually everyday has a chance to be perfect. Is just that one small thing that's the chink in the armour. Idiot. We play some songs for once. I wanna play drumset in big fun in the sun! I was surprised I remember the whole drumset score. I haven't given that song a thought in about, 3 years? But I can't remember the clarinet part at all. Not clearly. After we fall in, then squeeze, I just knew what was going to happen. And just after I thought it he said it. So we weren't going after all. Was I happy or sad? I dun know. Either way I will still do my best what. This year is all so messed up. Well maybe it is a burden off my shoulders. But then must perform for ndp. Think I dun wanna go. Sacrifices not worth it. Moreover this is optional. Anyway I already know one person who will totally disagree and will piss me off everyday. We went home. I felt... jealous when I saw the mace? But then I'm not good enough so there's no need to be so wistful about it. Reminds me of how I have wasted myself away. Needless to say I felt tired when I went home. I rested awhile then left. I dun think my mum even knew I had come home. She was sleeping.
Class was ok. I had more energy than last week of course. Very funny leh I can't understand it. For so many years, always when I do it properly he never see or say anything one leh. Once I start to yawn and suddenly slack and become slower then he will comment leh. Weird. Now always when I slack I prepare for it to be commented upon. I dun feel like teaching. Before I go for class I am already teaching. And my manner in teaching is the same way of how I treat my section. But I try to control it. I think I'm too tired to change that's why. Last time everywhere was a different me. I want to just do workout, Practice all my patterns. I seldom get beyond the first few. But luckily I have a very good teacher. I felt reluctant to spar. That's how I feel nowadays. Die la like that grading how. They all so powerful. I can't afford to fail it. Anyway I was afraid of sparring coz I scared I kena Gus. I dun have my wits about me to spar with someone like him. I'm more of sparring with his ego. Anyway I wished we could practice throwing or the board. I thought he will bring the thick one today. Dun know whether I will ever get to try that one. Or multiple. But at least today I felt the old seriousness come back. The way I felt when I was going for black. Which is I think in Sec 2. I will teach next time. Provided I can split. That's my short term goal. Anyway 3 more months. I missed this one.
Went home in Shiming car then go eat. Saw Zhang Li and family. Bought stuff then went home. I eat some more and felt lazy to bathe. But then have to bathe what. Then gonna watch tv or read or something then go sleep. Exhausted. But more to come the next 2 days. Lots of stuff to do. Please give me the energy. And give to my friends too please.

eated doughnuts at : 11:55 PM
Thursday, February 03, 2005
A visit

Wow Thursday already. Time is simply zooming past us. Feeling tired too. Nearing the end of the week already. Teacher still sick. Dun know what's wrong. So quite relax la the lesson. I went to get my paper during maths then saw the full marks I thought not mine leh haha. So happy! Then I checked then found out teacher mark wrongly haiz. People around say nvm. It's just 1 mark. Haiz. In the end never tell. Am I very wrong? Well yes and no I think. But no one cares so nvm la lolx. Chemistry very sianz leh. I didn't write my name since last year. Funny I thought I did. And yeah I think cme is useless. Why must we do this kind of project. Why can't she just tell us about it. We got so many sub to worry about already then want to act the stupid cme. Dun even have 'O' level. Like that why dun you add cme and pe as o level as well. During home period again go Remington there. Can't stand him anymore. He makes my feelings confused. I have decided now not to show any expression to him. Regard him as not there.
After school most of the class went to sp. I felt too lazy to go. Must go all the way there then come all the way back. Haiz. 403 decorating the school. I didn't help lolx. I wanted to go to the geog thing actually. But then also felt lazy. I scared I sleep. So just didn't go. Me and Qz try to juggle the 3 balls between us. Is actually easier leh. But then both must throw the same way. The mlc cannot open so we went to the umbrella there do the cme thing.Hew Yenn tried to learn how to juggle hehe. Not bad la haha. It took me alot of practice also what. Everyone went home and I went to the hospital. I was lost for awhile. Very weird leh dun know where to go. After almost half an hour of wandering around I found it. Not bad. I didn't do much just sat down and read. Just listening abit. Coz I think what was needed was company. Sat for quite long. When I was going home I saw a slipper by the door and it looked like one of the patients. But then I could not imagine how it got there. The only time she got up was when she went to the toilet. But then how the slipper go there? Surely when she walk back she will know? Anyway I think I will never find out hehe. Her face look stuck up but when I brought back the slipper than change le haha.
Went home, eat. Bathe then watch tv. Felt very bored. At long last I took out the idioms then I realized I had already learnt them last hols. So I dun care and just watch tv. Tml I am going to study la of course. But hopefully Maliryn will have some answers hehe. To everyone, please jia you! Dun give up!

eated doughnuts at : 10:54 PM
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
D&t getting on my nerves

Stupid d&t bag so heavy. Why mine always like more heavier arh. Sianz. I also getting sick of getting the stuff leh. During english almost escape with putting the book there. Just that not fast enough. I was glad I brought the book to school. Read it most of the time. D&t also very sian. Must bring back the stupid bag leh. Is so damn heavy. Haha Aloy pants drop. Almost la. After school go rest abit then after that got the profiling thing. I think is abit useless. Our answers are more or less the same one leh. How they gonna sieve through. Went band very late. At first I was afraid they would be doing useless stuff but then I relax la. Play play awhile also wun die. Very nice atmosphere today leh. but I wish I was there to see how they give out the instruments. Quite nice feeling. We got a new song today too. Is very easy leh. I think the problem with our band is that the basic foundation not strong. Sheryl keith came back in time hehe. We combine in the hall and we did into the storm again. Sounds so weird. I wish we got Mr Poh at the rein for a while. We dun have enough understanding between Mr Ng I think. Dun understand his body language and all. Plus not too experience but catching on I think. Thankfully no need to play rhapsody. I will cry hehe.
Band was pretty ok though. Lots of people came back. It would have been even more enjoyable if I could have come earlier. Haha I had forgotten to ask them about the uniforms. But luckily I could summon them immediately after band to ask. Heng arh just in time. Then go report to Shan joo. After that some weird stuff happen haha. Fantastic how it escalated to this level. But you just have to be firm yeah? Lolx. I wanted to go home, then I thought going hospital, in the end go cc for awhile. Haven't visited them in awhile. I'm promising myself to start again in June. Provided I can survive till then. June reminds me of the recording. Am I really fit to play? The others are all so fantastic. Haiz.Went home, bathe, then watch Charmed. Parents came back so late leh. I will try my best to visit my aunt tml. Gonna bring my balls to entertain her too. And yeah going to the geog thing too. I dun understand why they dun sell Charmed vcds leh. Is a great show leh. Well the book has me hooked. But gonna do other stuff as well, namely maths. Gotta go guys. Bye...

eated doughnuts at : 10:31 PM
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
Happy birthday to my second Sis!!!

Wow so fast a month has passed. Time does fly. Especially when you need it. I forgot to ask my parents for the letter. Remington is sick man. This type also want. I think even if you forgot to bring a pencil is against the law. I didn't yawn again during assembly. But when I was controlling myself I realized that I just had to yawn. It was difficult to suppress. Dun know why. Weird. I decided not to bother my parents and give the letter today. Will be bothering them too much. Moreover I didn't bring my phone today. Then we heard that Dom kena hit on the knee. Wasn't until during pe then we know why. Poor thing man. I was disgusted at the way the accident happened. Because it could easily have been prevented. At first I felt white hot rage. especially coz since Rex had to open his mouth. Then I calmed down. Honestly if I had a chance I would beat Rex up so thoroughly he wun be capable to think, or even say anything. We had no pe which was bad coz we went for health check up. I wanted to play leh. Anyway the girls not on one surely wun be that fun. First time in many years the nurse say I no need specs. Is ok. So ok ok lor.
Go recess and saw Dom. Talked to him for awhile coz nobody around. I was relieved to see he could walk. Because if you can walk that means nothing is broken and I doubt there's even a fracture. Probably just took a very bad hit to a bone the was protruding. And the guy was not very guilty either. Say wanna buy food for Dom but never. Got angry all over again but knew it was useless coz of the fats he has. The words will bounce off. After finish eating felt very hungry still. So helped Dom finish his food lolx. It's terrible. Ali food going downhill nowadays. The guys got extyended recess. So stay there coz go chinese must do chinese stuff even if it's free time. Assembly was quite all right. But I dun want always sit with Shan joo leh. Cannot bully one. Then somemore behind is Xiuyi also cannot bully. Haiz. Rubiah dun know why not in school or what. Went to the library do english work. Luckily I got bring my book. Finish early so can play com. Then wait abit then went home.
I really had no heart to study leh. I think next time go my sis house more often. I will definitely do it more after new year. I felt that I had my peace of mind. I read abit of ordeal by innocence. It's amazing how the author has you gripped from the beginning. But I fell asleep. Woke up, watch Charmed, cook maggi. Then I sorted through the d&t stuff. So much things. But then managed to do it. Scared me I thought I lost my journal. Wrote the letter too. Then I tidied up my stuff. But is not complete la. No point. I'm gonna watch Charmed again. See ya. Oh yeah and for avid readers I suggest you check out Agatha Christie books. The queen of crime she is.

eated doughnuts at : 11:55 PM