Haha today was a wasted day man. My family arh. Go out for small thing is like can take up half the day one. Wait for everyone to get ready damn sian. In the end didn't even study or eat lunch. My dad fetch me,, mum and sis there. We stopped and some saw malay food and ate. Is nasi padang but very nice and ex one haha. My sis joined us at the end then she drove us to raffles hospital.
Went there to visit my mum friend who had breast cancer. I think. Haha the hospital layout quite dumb leh. The bed is facing each other leh how dumb is that. The lights are stupid. Aiyah for a supposedly high class place it quite sucks. But it's cool. You get to order what food u wanna eat. There's an official menu. Stayed there for some time doing nothing haha. So sian lo. Go there is yi si la. Finally could go off and my sis fetch me and my dad home. Then I fiddled with the phone making the functions and stuff hehe. Went to inter to find a book for my dad then buy dinner. At the same time i borrowed 2 books and whack 2 packs.
Actually only wanted to whack one. Budden like so shiok so buy another one haha. Talk about waste of money lolx. Come to think of it i have never opened my own sheltering ancient. But open 2 boreal druid and 2 unicorn le. I believe the arcum dagssum or whatever shit will have more play next time. It's ability can be broken de. Moreover coldsnap will be here damn long so confirm will come out something that can abuse. Like crucible of the worlds hehe. And i can't figure out how does lightning storm works. Is a stupid card la. I think priority does't shift back to you lo. So in the end you probably die first according to the last in first out (lifo) rule.
Spent the night chatting with my darling priscilla who was still suffering at her grandma house haha. Go there for what i also dun know just waste my phone bill lolx. Oh yeah heard can see mars but i still can't see it leh haiz. Tml going to eat buffet at someone house. My cousin the soka thing ba. Hmph how can they say always invite us but i nv go. Only once lo coz my leg spoil what. Some more i is eat rice and chinese food one call me go eat thai food. Funny leh. Today i eat the malay food already kena go toilet le. Budden tml buffet how can i miss right. Ssshh told my cousin not to tell their mum le. Tml most prob wil just be sneaking food with my cousins to a corner hehe. Hope tml will be ok ba. Can get some STUDYING done lolx. Ciao.

Wah today holiday eh. Like at last. But I think we like quite slack. Like almost every other week 4 days week leh hehe. Not that I’m complaining. Anyways I woke up quite early coz my mum ask me to eat. I tot at least good i can go study. But no i went back to sleep for a few hours more. Surprisingly shan joo asked me if wanna go band. After wake up, spent 2 hours eating lunch watching tv and doing maths i went to py haha. Sound like so big right. Actually is just 5 mins walk lolx.
My purpose of going was actually to ask her help me with maths. Which of coz she didn't. Really i felt i might as well dun bring my things better. But... I guess i have been absent for so long that i forgot how much the band is a part of me. I felt so comfortable man. I belonged there bullying them, entertaining them, and most of all teaching them. Besides the environment is indescribable. The warmth, innocence and friendliness. These juniors are great man. They are passionate, enthusiastic and they really wanna learn. So of coz wanna teach right. I lost my lethargy and fell into my role. They were playing acclamations. A nice simple song. But totally not suited for the band. Haha is the mood i guess. They just dun get it. But the thing about py from spf is that py people are fantastic. In terms of attitude and abit of aptitude. They give off very good vibes man. Haha very lucky to have been in the band my 8 years.
As for my school band? I dun really give a damn. I feel that it's totally not my style. Then again i felt the same when i knew i was going py. Haha so maybe it is a better choice than soccer? But no. I am more and more convinced that soccer is where i belong. Even though now got alot of ppl ask me stop. It's a flat NO. I couldn't believe i still knew acclamations inside out. For all the different instruments. Like coach said i had to get the music out of me. Means the music is still inside me and i know it's like stuck there. Aaaahhhh i really wish i have more time to go back. But too busy and too lousy results. Hope after that can offer more committment to the Titans.
After band i quite surprised that shan joo really stayed behind. Crazy la her sis not even there.Then go for the subject talk. As if dun know what her sis will take. So cute so smart so hardworking sure go best class no need ask right. And please la her english sucks how to take lit lolx. So me and her sis went to buy bubble tea and she bought a big gulp and we hang out at 7-11 while waiting for the mercedes to come. Haha she is so cute la. I remember last time we always fight then shan joo have to pull us apart. Actually we still fight. Anyways as usual laugh at her dumbness. Idiotic man. She go and call her dad to ask him whether can fetch me home. So i called her sis and told her about it and we had a good laugh at her dumbness haha. Then we walk around. I point at the coconut milk and say fattening. She point at the box that said 'slimming tea' and said slimming. Hahaha wanted to roll on the floor and laugh. Then got other dumb things also la. Too many lolx. Haha if ever i wanna relieve stress just go talk to her haha. Mercedes came and seems her dad also knows bout my leg. Should have known la tell shan joo something about me = whole family knows.
I quite happy coz no one home. But sis came back early to watch charmed so i also watch even though i watched before hehe. Today is friday. A year ago i would be at taekwondo. Maybe i would be at fnm. But na today at home studying. Well sort of. After all i'm not a Titan, nor a magician. Just a lousy soccer player. But after promo, i'm gonna try and be all those and more. Mr Poh thanked me for going today. But it made me feel guilty for not having gone for so long. And he reminded me of the motto 'It's all in the mind'. Maybe this is just what i need to focus on my studies. Just this small thing is all i need. But i dun seem to get it. I need to search deep within myself and find the strength now man. It will be a waste if i dun anyways. Tml sat le so fast. Must appreciate what time we all have.

Haha been really busy. Well sort of. Anyways on monday I used crutches. Oh man is so hard la. If I didn’t know how bad it would be if I walked I would have juz broke the damn thing and walk. This ankle definitely feels better than the other one. Thanks to my care and concern haha. Ok so I learnt my lesson. Firstly, to exercise. Second to know my limits. Thirdly to NOT walk even though I can.
Tues was more eventful. I should have used the crutches but very paiseh. Wah during chem. lecture the rugby girl dun know what’s her name. The one always disturb me one say she smell tea egg. Then I turn around coz I tot she makin fun of me. Haha actually she really forgot. Wah so dumb la. Then during the break I ran you know. Wah couldn’t resist. Ili induced me to chase her haha. Ok it sort of defeats the purpose of monday but still. It was damn slow but it’s still running right haha. Wah the guy in computing is weird la. I nudged jasper and we spent the rest of the lesson laughing at everything hahaha. Coz of the lotfi and that guy also. The stupid ppl also keep on shaking the chair make so much noise.
So happy coz my sis came for dinner. Haha I’m always happy whenever that happens. But I realized I lost my wallet so had to go interchange and hope for the best. Luckily got man. Haha wah so relieved then my sis fetch me from there and we went home to eat.
Ytd I felt very happy leh. Budden Noelle not very happy haha. In the morning was so sad la. Mr Ho teaching us Chinese again! Ok I prefer Jiang lao shi budden nvm. Seriously she is one of the best teachers I know. I got a sort of bookmark from Mr Ho hehe. Eh econs I tuck in my shirt you know. But she never check hahaha. During lunch Noelle ok le!!! Haha happy man. lucky also. If not we lotus sure kena de lolx. After school got the stupid talk after which we got quite severely reprimanded. But I think the speaker quite sucks also ba. It was so boring lo waste of time. Then got palette meeting and finally can go home. Haiz all the cca got training lo. Why we dun have so extra. But I also dun dare tell coach. He sure say I weak de. Which is quite true anyways. What’s the point of training when I wun even be around next year. Haiz.Today in the morning quite good already. Saw Joanna after dun know how long. Then the bus so weird haha. New one. Had the dumb kinetics test during lunch. Ok I didn’t study as hard for it as the chem. bonding. Which is a waste coz it’s quite easy. I forgot the Maxwell Boltmann curve the notes and didn’t have time to finish haha. Today is sort of Friday. But like haiz so sian. Budden ever since I took of the blasted bandage I in quite good mood leh. It’s sad to see that’s it’s still swollen budden at least better. I guess im so fussy is coz without this ankle I might as well dun play soccer anymore. Haha ok hope for the best. I’m in the process of nominating a body part of the year again hehe. Hope everyone enjoys the break tml. Chill.

I can walk! Ok sort of a half-walk but it's still walk. But i think i still better use them crutches unless you wanna see me limping like some crazy idiot. Anyway i learnt my lesson. My last minor sprain i walk all over singapore like nobody business. Effect? It didn't heal properly. And this sprain is the stupid difficult and take freaking long to heal one so I better use the dang crutches.
The crampiness in my calves haven't gone away either. I think tofu feels harder than my muscles now. I just hope that tml dun cramp coz of overwork. Insult to me man. Feel so useless like a loser. Ytd morning was worse. I couldn't walk le so can't fake. Couldn't go to school so there was a problem. How to pass them my cards? Luckily joe could come down in 30 mins so it was ok. Then i went to my trusted ann siang hill haha. My crutches weren't home so i had to seriously struggle my way through everywhere. And the darn cramps weren't helping at all. Shocked man. The guy said this was a really bad sprain. If i hadn't come it would take 1 month to recover by itself and that's a big IF. But now will take bout 2 weeks if i take care. So i gotta grin and bear it and use the lousy crutches.
Aaahhhh i feel like a liability to the team. After i recover, i still need time to train up again. By the time i do that my play will deprove. Then how to play properly again? Maybe i should just not be so stubborn and join band from the start. But would i have been happy lolx. That's the question.
Haha anyway terence used my snakes today. Was unlucky la he i guess. I wish i played today. But i think is not worth the money. But qualify to nationals very shiok leh. So many free things lo. Is worth the 20 bucks you used to qualify. Haiz nvm next year i will enter more major tournaments. And i think Singapore is not ready for people to make a new deck by themselves. So im just gonna take from internet and modify it to singapore's metagame.
Ok gotta go do the gp essay that was due so long ago. Ciao. Study hard everyone.

I feel so... depressed. Stupid things happen to stupid ppl. Today was supposed to be a great day. I was so psyched up lo. Even Jiang lao shi lesson i was abit off. So excited and so looking forward to it. The last period maths passed by damn slowly la. After that we went to play abit of basketball by request of me.
Finally it was time and the j2s came hehe. It feels like old times, setting up the stupid net. The match was ok i guess. But i guess i really ruined it all. In the first half already i sprained my ankle. All the way through i knew i was not gonna make it man. I felt like the warning lights going off but i dun know why. I only thought coz i was slightly sick with that stupid cough and stuff.
It was so fun to play with them!!! Really so happy. I think i didn't do so badly. Of course there were some things i was angry about but i just let it go. Friendly man. In the extra time i finally cracked. I passed the ball and my right calf muscle cramp. This is the first time i ever felt it and i was in sheer agony. I didn't even know what was happening. Lucky Kat help me stretch my leg. But it took so long!!! I just couldn't recover. Things happened in a blur. Then i took things slow in hopes of recovering. But no my left leg cramped. And i went down again. The pain was so blinding man. And it happened one more time to te right again. Kns i was so scared. I didn't know what the hell was going on. I saw the muscle hardened and bunch up and there was nothing i could do. Luckily coach helped during all the times. But i was in such agony that i really screamed all the time.
Our second goal was scored and i tot we won. So i got up after my third cramp and went to rest. I haven't even reached the bench when the equalizer was scored. So it went to penalty shoot-out. I went first. I seriously tot i could do it. But when i went up i was not so sure. I was so afraid i would cramp again i last minute didn't really kick properly. I have been kicking at the bottom left hand corner for like forever but today it was center. I so suck man. I tot after the match i sure kena beaten up. But in the end we won. But i really couldn't care less. This match was so weird. I felt like it shouldn't have taken place at all. Coach was so idiot la. I can swear to anything u want i asked him to come and be referee. But he claim i asked him only as a spectator. But at least he did referee. Haiz my legs were seriously so weak. Can only walk so stiffly like gonna fall down anytime. Stairs were murder but i managed to make it look like it was nothing making my way up or down.
I was really so down. Close to tears le coz i know for nothing i just ruined my legs. I deserve it man. Every time pe never run. And the stupid teacher dun even let us play games. So i have totally no exercise. Today i think the main cause is that i didn't warm up. I paid for it dearly through my nose. We went to eat at the coffeeshop outside school thankfully. I didn't really feel like going. But felt sort of obliged. It was fun anyway. Spending time with the j2s. Who by the way played extremely well. Somemore they so long no training le. I really look up to them lo. Especially Cara my senior defender haha. Haiz will really really miss them.
My depression was made even worse by the fact that terence told me joe was pissed. And it made me so mad. I just feel like fighting. I so wanna go back tkd. Take my second degree belt at last. And have an outlet for my aggressiveness. I think i know what taekwondo is for me le. But i dun. And i have to keep it all inside for a year already. Now ankle until like that. Not fit at all. How to train and spar? Not possible. I think one day i am gonna flip. On that day i will lose everything. So i gotta control.
I can now barely walk. And seriously having second thoughts bout going to chem. I can't even hobble! Going to the toilet like on the way to torture chamber. So hard to walk!!! AAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so angry/frustrated/disappointed in myself!!! And i have so many reasons to be. Wah so depressing. Tml im gonna attempt to find a wa out of the mess i made. One thing is for sure. I dun deserve to be part of the team. I let everyone down. I will pay for my stupid actions. Damnit maybe i should have changed to bball. Or volleyball. Haiz gonna sleep now see tml how. Nitez ppl..

Ok so I have finally broken down what i did wrong on sunday. Basically my regrets haha.
Here it is:
1) Playing 3 patagia viper in total. Should have had 1 more in main or in side.
2) Play 2 jitte mainboard. Should be 3.
3) The worse mistake of all? Play 2 Meloku mainboard. Should be 3!!! I complained so much to myself that I was playing a snake deck and unable to utilize my most favourite card, my beloved Meloku. Because i always never draw him, i only realized how important he was when he single-handedly won me the freaking game.
Talk about taking things for granted. I haven't used him for so long and i just let him rot in my album. I own 4 meloku and sort of regret selling the 5th which was in good con. I love him now more than ever man haha. Haiz. Well regrets. Come to think of it the meloku is not worth my 4 giant solifuge. Stupid joesph la. But it's my fault too. My 4 giant solifuge which is now worth almost twice of what i traded for. Idiot leh me. Pain man.
My worst play? Letting myself get too happy and left enough mana for only ONE counterspell when i had TWO in my hand. Lost to heartbeat!!! How can i lose to heartbeat!! I know heartbeat inside out i have been playing with it for 2 yrs!!! Kns can kick myself. So now my ratings improve so little only. My hardwork in the beginning was for nothing.
Anyways im almost over everything haha. Something to look forward to!! Testimonial match!!! Haha so happy lo. Everyone come together and play hahaha. Seriously soooo happy and excited. I hope tml just zoom past then at 5 it slows down hehe. And the 2 hrs last forever.

Haha now feeling extremely high coz just had soccer training with j2s today!!! Budden still extremely tired. Haven't been sleeping much since sunday. No time! Haha have so much work to do. Wah yesterday arh Larry classic. I was outside the com lab and saw him come out. His whole mouth inside was black la haha. He went to toilet to spit it out. Seems he poked a hole into the ink thing. Then the ink came out so he wanted to suck it back in. Sucked to hard and ended up his mouth all black ink hahaha.
Today had fun with Noelle and Rena bullying the turtles. Ok i did the bullying but it was very fun haha. I used my shoebag and sunk all of them lolx. They never had a chance ahhaha. After the palette briefing i went to the fish tank to do some math for lack of something better to do. Ok maybe i had something better to do like my eom but i really couldn't be bothered. Some more can see tkd just outside and he is there. I think he saw me le but nv say anything.
I grew bored pretty quickly in the fisk tank and went to talk around and saw the volleyball ppl. Before i talked to anyone i sat down and tied my shoelace. When i looked up it was not a student, but a teacher! Hahaha i thought all of them were students eh from back view. I was shocked at first haha. Wah volleyball looks really fun haha. And also quite tough. Then Rena met us and we went to bully turtles again hahaha. But they like smarter le. Then went off again and sit down with kat in the canteen haha. I still couldn't believe they were coming lo. Really so happy haha.
Then again me and noelle go bully the turtles hahaha. Ili and kat and star were playing hang man hahaha. So fun eh. Finally can go kick ball lo hahaha. Wah like seems so long ago that training was so fun. First we sort of trained abit. Sort of as warm up. Then we play a match hehe. I never really play goalkeeper before. Very fun eh haha. But quite sad coz i let in alot of goals. I didn't really know where the goalpost was. I even scraped my elbows in a dive so stupid la. Didn't even know i was hurt but there like a lump of blood hanging there haha. Then we played another half then ended. But it would have been perfect if Cara and Amanda were there. But nvm. You can't have everything.
We talk talk abit then since it was so late we went home haha. Haiz i knew it would be so late. Prepared for another late night already. Ok so im gonna do my eom now. At least i have enough happy memories to last me a week or so haha. Today was indeed a happy day.

Haha oh man suddenly feel so sick. Hope i'm not coming down with anything. Probably just lack of sleep haha. So no stamina man me.
Anyways this qualifiers has been a question of much debate for me especially while running through the course of this week. It means alot to me. And yet, even till the absolute last minute i was still asking myself whether it was right to go. Or the other way, whether it's worth missing. Come to think of it now why didn't I ask shan joo? Oh yeah i'm still mad with her.
When i finally 75% made up my mind to go i went to borrow cards. When the next day was the qualifiers haha. And guess what. Just nice Z's cards are in a mess and he can't even find my remand!! It was only then with the absence of remand i realized how important it was to ALL my decks. No coat of arms, fine. I will be weakened but just put in Jitte. No whatever fine just borrow or whatever shit. But there is simply no substitute for remand. None. Can't even change deck coz all my deck all have remand! Haha so i finally realized what an idiot i was for selling away my extra set. Z better buy me a set coz the freaking price rose le. Ahhhh next time just dun sell cards la.
So much trouble for this dumb qualifier. Remand was just one of them. Anyways luckily Terence was able to borrow what i need from David. Even on today the day itself there was a glitch. In the morning i 90% made up my mind le. But i felt obliged coz i went to so much trouble. And guess what. Joesph overslept. Idiot. I didn't wanna ruin everything so i was really calm and everything was ok haha. We didn't reach that late anyways. Enough time for me to do my stuff.
Luckily i planned to go an hour earlier if not whew.
Wah now i got new brother man. Our taste in deck building is the same haha. Luckily i could test out the deck for a few times. I mean c'mon man this was the stupid qualifiers and i haven't even played a single match against a human being with it. I was sooo scared man especially when i saw the other decks around me. And there were rumors that there were many snakes. And you had to win 6 rounds to guarantee a place. And wtf there were 7 rounds of swiss! Means 6 hours of magic man. How to tahan. I sure crack de.
But wow so strange. The weird calm came over me just like in the extended tournament. This is the second time i've felt this way. I actually won the first match against some orzhov control man. Miracle. So i told myself what's 1 against 7. Then i won the 2nd match against a magnivore! It was a damned tough fight. The deciding match i survived 2 or 3 pyroclasms and 2 wildfire. Haha but actually Terence was to be blamed/thanked haha. Blamed as in he cheated. You not supposed to point out during the game unless you're really so sure. He thought he was sure but actually he was wrong. Thanked coz well in the long run it probably won me the game. Lucky never dq.
3rd game against Dickson man my brother. I won and at this point in time i had some hope that perhaps i could make it. After all i had the best results and even won dickson. Whom was more experienced in this kind of deck and definitely played with it longer. Then i lost the next and lost the rest. Fuck it man. I am supposed to win heartbeat. I don't learn from my mistakes do i??!! This one break in concentration caused me everything!!!! I lost that strange calm i felt. I broke the fucking rules when i knew what was coming. Hmph a blue deck tapped out. Rubbish man. Utter nonsense. Last game against solar flare i knew it was over from the start.
How to forgive myself. When this golden chance offered to me and through one lousy mistake, a moment's worth of concentration, a flicker of complacency made me lose. Oh yes you may know your mistakes. But do you really think you wun make them again. Another thing i'm so freaking angry about is that stupid lionel's mirror match. He was f***ing lucky to get his damned jitte out or i would have eaten him alive. I hated the way he talked. I hated everything about him but i wrongly gave him respect. My snakes are tons better than yours i can play without breeding pools too. And worse of all i hate the way people shuffle my deck. Kns u better cut it properly lo. The worse is lionel. How can people shuffle liddat one. Is not call random shuffling is call spooking the deck. So all my lands stick together. I confirm can't draw what i need right.
I didn't realize i had so much anger till now. I have so much more to let out but i shan't bore you guys with too much details. Some other things didn't turn out right as well. But overall i guess i should be happy with my performance. Haha but i still marvel at what a chance it was. Maybe i was too negative. Nvm i will let experience be my teacher. On a happier note chantek or whatever that wretched piece of scum name is called got breaded. And everyone's so happy bout it especially our gang. Not a bad end to the tournament. Cept that i think Joe was a bit upset we couldn't go home together. I understand coz after what he been through, and not knowing even how to go on the long journey home i would be pretty upset too. But my sis fetched me to my auntie house. I didn't know they got new car. Is like so long ago la. Nv show me since father's day leh. I was still looking out for the old one.
Haven't been to my aunt's house in a long time. And we all love the dog haha. I really miss her haha. As always good food is promised at my aunt's. And as usual to go home it's usually bout one hour after u announce it. Finally reached homme and finished the WR, and integration. It was like so easy la haha. I have decided i love maths. Again haha. Ok shall go sleep. Start of a new week tml. And i haven't even started on my gp essay. Ciao.

Haha ooo long time didn't blog. Hmm what happened? National Day eh. Wah it has been one long week man. Actually the celebration at east coast wasn't half bad you know haha. In the morning bought nasi lemak then eat while waiting for Jasper. Then go Noelle house haha. Wah there is like so quiet la. I feel like i just open my mouth only Noelle will ask me to shut up hahaha. The nasi lemak also not bad hehe.
Then we walked to the place. Took quite long for the assembly to start coz alot of ppl still haven't reach haha. The guys ran first. Then like wah the girls wait so long. In the end, me and Noelle just walk a few steps after the start line to act abit, then detoured to the sandcastle building area. Hey there was even bread and water. Better than running right haha. Wait let me hear myself. Shit maybe that's why i'm getting fat.
Anyways we wandered around and tried not to get caught. Jasper raised some guilt in me and i started the dash to get water haha. I filled uncountable buckets of water and passed it haha. It was fun la actually. Then came the actually sandcastle building part. I didn't have a clue what to do haha. But i think we did a pretty good job. Mrs Teo joined us hehe. Ok i did most of the work but it was still fun haha. I also guilty skarly she get heart attack how. But she seemed pretty pleased with the sandcastle thing. She was having so much fun she was getting my inactive classmates to join in. How? "Do you wanna pass econs?" Haha the magic sentence lolx. So all in all it was tiring but yes extremely fun.
On thurs went bishan to do project then went Loong wye house. Haha very nice eh. Then so fun there was the fogging. Then like he said all the cockroaches started coming in after a while. Firdaus like in his element la. Resident pestbuster. I think next time got fogging Lw sure invite him come his house haha. Actually most of the time we just spend talking bout useless stuff and chatting online haha.
Ytd was aspire day too. So boring la. Hopefully tml will be better haha. End the holiday on a high note perhaps? Ok i know i wun win the stupid thing but at least go for qualifiers then must qualify right haha. Ok at least let my buddies get in and hope it's not a waste of my 20 bucks. Ok gtg train somemore. Ciao.

Haha wah so happy man today. Coz i saw my Sheryl Keith after so long. I saw the band and decided to go down. Then i saw my Sheryl Keith!! Haha we had a bear hug but only few seconds to talk coz the bus came. But yeah really miss her alot i realize now. I wish i could be there to guide her. But i'm not there anymore. So i juz really hope everything's ok. But actually deep down i guess i know everything will turn out fine for her so i shouldn't worry too much. Time really flies la so irritating. Like steal time liddat.
I'm went for band in a considerably good mood till one by one the juniors comment on the chilli on my shirt. So irritating la i forgot all about it. So instead of i bully them they finally got one up haha. I really wanted to go home already budden i didn't want to run into the principal. I love Mrs. Wu man but not in the shirt i was wearing. Paiseh la she sure talk to me de. So have to listen to the national anthem played almost like shit by the band haha. Ah lian ah aiyoh lolx. Still the same haha. When finally i saw Mrs. Wu car go then i left.
Can't say i'm excited bout later on. So stupid la. Can't we just sit in the hall and have a normal national day celebration. Trust SR to come up with this stupid nonsensical stuff. Imagine me running 3km. Friends ask: how was the national day celebrated by your school? Oh i ran 3 km and helped build the longest sand castle. And i didn't say the pledge i sung it. So dumb right. Haha i hope if it's not too early after the whole dumb thing is over i go roxy square go gor cards.
My day today was pretty ok. Volleyball is so fun!! Haha feel like quitting soccer haha. First wanted to quit for basketball lolx. Now volleyball not so bad eh haha. Then the stupid chilli splashed on my shirt. Oh yeah then the econs test. Which i think 99% of the class cheated. I was just sitting there writing rubbish. After the bell rang i knew there was 15 mins left. Kaoz those 15 were torturous man. I was petrified when i suddenly saw him walking around looking at what people wrote. Luckily arh. I think my acting skills not bad lolx.
Ok gtg sleep now for the dumb event tml. Hope it wun be a fiasco if a success is too much to ask for. Rest well people.

Yeah finally saturday man haha. My favourite day of the week. Sleep until late so good hehe. Actually didn't do much today. But feeling in considerably better spirits dun know why haha. Stupid ankle giving me problems. Maybe next week go for a more professional opinion. Everytime after exercise it will have that red swollen dot again.
Haha and i dun think i warm down properly at all. Ache la lolx. Oh yeah and i made a stupid mistake. Haha must wake up man. Hmm. Soccer is coming back. Can i allow magic to as well. Terence also leh coz ndp almost over. What is solar flare haha. I feel like noob la. He shocked me by saying joe going qualifiers. So i called to confirm. Hahaha it's crazy la. Anyways i also can't decide. Push factors are strong. But if i choose to go also like hard. How to win man.
But i very happy! Coz there is now Critical Mass 2.0!!! Gonna be very interesting. Wish i was still sticking with it. Wah and he bought for me 4 Rimescale Dragon!! Haha i wonder why also. It better be in mint con lolx. i dun trust him everytime anyhow dump cards haha. So now i got 6 can fill up 2/3 page!! As if that's an achievement haha. But it's cheap ba. Should be able to sell anytime i want. It's a nice dragon.
Ok so now i am feeling pretty hyped up. Magic is a big question man. Haha leave it for another day. Now just gonna do my programming. Nite.

Finally it's friday. Got soccer today man so happy la. Got the familiar feeling during last period maths tutorial. Is like so excited want to run out and play hahaha. Coach came! It was overall very very fun. There was also this other coach whom i think will be coming often.
Anyways training was really soooo much fun. Like so miss soccer and coach. The new girls also not bad worz haha. We had our drills and the stupid ladder. All the things so hard la lolx. Then play a small match. Hahaha coach like give chance lo. Or maybe he's old and fat le. I prefer the latter hehe. Fact of the day: Coach is a cheat lolx. And i put my ankle guard on the wrong ankle.
There was h2o for us too. 24 cans compliments of FAS. I stayed abit to watch the testimonial match. It was not bad. Anyways coach says the new jersey looks cheap. Only those like water boys wear de. Our white one is still class haha. I went home with vanessa and we like realized we are taking the same bus and get down at the same stop lolx. So weird leh last time we sit same bus but i never see her get down. Hmm haha interesting. Anyway it was very pleasant. At least a good thing happened to me when i stepped into SR. She was my OGL hehe.
If not for the chat, i guess i would fall into a deeper funk. Anyways bought dinner mum not home good. Then talk to joe. Make me even more depressed la. There are a few major problems i have now. He make me realize that more. I'm not playing magic tml. Actually i think in my heart i never intended to. I just need some way to be able to reflect and organize my thoughts. To analyze my actions and take my own advices. Maybe it's time to use my own passion for helping others to myself. If not i am really gonna turn into the very kind of person i hate and lose all my friends around me. The problem lies with me. Why do i think so much why do i have to make things difficult for myself. Did i actually think it will work or was i juz hoping hopelessly. Think think think. As Hercule Poirot says, use the grey cells and order and method.

Haha had a really long day today. Like full of chem lolx. During lecture i shocked man. Anyway topic is quite fun. During the 3 hrs break juz read my book nv even do the gp project haha. After the make up lecture me and jasper stayed back awhile to study. Which i didn't coz i reading book haha.
We left early budden some bball ppl so decided to find sailormoon lolx. It was so dark la please. But in the end wait like almost an hour. He should have zao with us when he had the chance man. The teacher keep on scolding them.
First, i waited sort of patiently on the track. Didn't expect to take so long ma. Then venture out to the field haha. I miss it!! Haha i spend alot of time on it for band also lo. Likee when walk got alot of feeling lolx. Then i also sick of waiting so i took a ball from the cage haha and shoot at the netball there. So fun hehe. Even pass ball with jasper who was all the time chatting with her lolx.
Finally finally can go home and now i finished my book. Next week school for only a day! Jealous? I bet.