Haiz another week of school. Didn't polish my shoes. Didn't bring english. But I went to school earlier coz no breakfast. Cannot think of any ideas for d&t leh. In geog we got back the test. I didn't expect to fail so badly leh. I finished 2 ideas. Needless to say the poa test was wasted on me. I can hardly do the double entry for the first question. Second question on bad debt no need to say. And d&t so unlucky I forgot to bring sketch book. I remember last night when I was packing I thought about it but then I didn't look hard enough, so I didn't find it, so I thought it was in school. Have to get parents letter. He very irritating leh think parents so free.
After school go long john eat. Haha Yilian make so much fuss about not having the coleslaw and when I gave her that lucky draw card, she won a coleslaw. Talk about irony. My sis was visiting my aunt so wait for her in bedok. Then go ntuc to wai. Shermyn with her then we go buy bread for her. Then I went library first to get some books then meet back. It was hot, and everything like take so long. Finally we could go home. She drove me home first. Change, took my stuff then we went to her house. She bathe first, since it was so hot then taught me poa. Wah she so cool leh. I hope I will forever remember what she teach. It is so in depth, open my eyes to what I didn't see when I read the book. How does she get so clever? But then I scolded myself. Because I am as smart as her. Just that instead of studying hard, I left my mind and brains to waste my whole life. When have I ever done anything worthwhile. And the irony is that I have 2 excellent examples living with me that I just take for granted. So maybe I am not so intelligent after all. After 2 hours I fell asleep and she cook dinner. I miss her cooking leh. Even things like maggi become nicer. Then I look through awhile and she drove me home.
My home was still in a mess. Which irritated me. Alot. So I just took the curious incident of the dog in the night time and sat down to read. I watch desperate housewives too. The show would be absolutely boring if not for the fact there was a tiny plot. And the curiousity of knowing what the plot was is very great So I guess it's a good show after all. Thankfully there was no homework, and I continued reading. Think can finish my tonight. Gonna read. Ciao!

Had alot of trouble waking up. I think next time try to be at home for both weekends. Need to rest and refresh. My dad had lost his keys. At the market. So he took a bus home, looked for the spare keys and took a bus back to drive the car home. Understandably he was abit angry. But then everyone seems so high strung nowadays. I ate a very good lunch. I had just read finished the unexpected guest. It was brilliant. Fantastic. Then I tried to read Jarka Ruus and fell asleep. So much for the things I had intended to do. Guess I shouldn't use the word intended anymore. MUST. It's not as though I can't. I just didn't try hard enough. My failure is that I can't even start. Then woke up, bathe, go to the place. Somewhere near bukit merah. A sign said Keppel Marina. Is quite difficult to find if you dun know where I think. For once me and my parents reached first. Then my sisters came in the new car. Quite nice leh. Then we go in, got some free bak kwa. Very good. We ordered like very little stuff but quite full. Only managed 2 bowls this time. I wanted to actually enjoy the food. Which the crab was not bad. The fried mantou too. Reminds me of fried buns which it probably is. The whole thing was excellent if you overlooked the fact that our table was cast in shadow by the tree. The light should be shining at us, not the tree. But it was still excellent
If you wanted to get a wedding here it will be like 1000 per table. I think not very worth it la. Then went with my eldest sis to the toilet. So far. So ulu. But dry and not bad.Went back, I borrowed a lighter and we lighted the candles. No camera, so when take on my sis phone is like the cake on fire hehe. Then sit there talk for very long. Lucky I got my book. Then we fetch Daniel back and went home. Very tired. Slept on the way. Now doing the maths homework. Hopefully can finish. But I think I wun do those area problems. Dun understand. Haiz scared tml d&t got pressure. Good luck everyone. Nitez..

Woke up quite late. Then call Qz come give me the ball. I thought he will auto come one. Guess I should have told him to. He came at 11 leh so late. So we took a cab to tampines. On the way we passed 222. I regretted taking the cab. Waste money leh. The driver talked about burning cds. Say he cannot burn. I dropped my phone when we left the car but luckily Qz saw. Heng eh thanks. I went to look for the others and got my tin. Nicole also just come. Argh I could have just taken the stupid bus and save money. We went with Aloy they all to get donations. I had pretty good money. The tin was considerably weighty then at 12 went long john to eat. Then me and Aloy went again. My tin was definitely heavy now. But then we decided to go into tm walk walk. This wasted so much time. I think I could actually have gotten a full tin if I didn't do it. Went home at 3.30 like that. It was quite fun la. Not that tiring. Wun mind doing it again. Stupid Aloy got so much notes. I only got one 10 and 5 2s like that.
I forgot to go to tampines library. And that was the event that sort of spoil the day. I wanted to get out of the station then go but then it would be wasting money. So decided to go another day. Went to bedok one and got jarka ruus. Not exactly a wasted day. Got an agatha christie too. Looked like a simpler version that's why. I found a book on blading and sat down to read while listening to my radio. Then I dun know what happen but this old man started scolding me. I didn't realize I couldn't hear a word he said because of the music. He told me to take it out then never say anything. Idiot. If he said somemore I might have punched him anyway so maybe it's for the better. Went to cc say hi then go home intending to rest and relax. On the way back saw Yayun. We talked awhile then realized we were tired standing so went to sit down. So went the talk that continued for 3 hours plus lolx. But it was very fun la. Broaden my perspective too. I felt that she needed someone to tell all this stuff to. So there I was hehe. And I forgot to ask for her number haiz. It was so dark le. Went home, bought food, eat, then blog now. Gonna bathe then study abit. Ciao..

Wah today is a slow morning. Gotta do everything myself. I managed to complete my chinese homework. Zaki said can't be teach me poa again. Die la. Like that test on monday how. Then again recess I super hungry. But I need to control. Once I start it very difficult to stop. The geog test was ok la. At least is better than last year. The band room not open leh. So go to the bench there. Yi Lian need to go home. But dun know how to go home lolx. Wah teasing her is very tiring. And very regretful. Gave me an earful of what to do after getting down the bus haha. So in the end the mercedes came and she's gonna tell her daddy I'm a gang leader. Hope he dun take her too seriously. And oh yeah she is worse than Jiefang. But then again this is the first time I did this. So maybe subsequent times she will be wiser.
The girls came back, but we still have to sit there for very long. Is extremely hot. Kaiqian drew all my mails and hand. I would have killed her if she wasn't so cute haha. Then went into the room, then go sectionals. We got the big place again. But very dull la. Today sounds abit better though. Some poeple I dun know how to handle. But Hew Yenn thinks it's very funny hehe. Poor girl leh she sick. She and her partner in idiotism are both sick. Then the stupid Remington came and told a load of crap. Which would be bearable if it was done at another time. I think he doesn't like me. And I think he would like me better if I quit the band. After a long while we went to combine. Mr Poh finally come leh. But then Sheryl and my sound so terrible. I just dun understand it. Guess gotta play alot alot of long notes. After band, walked with the girls to bedok, then realize I dun have time to eat, so went home.
Saw Kaiqian at the bus stop. She was waiting for Pin Hwee. Apparently he had given her most of his books. Her bag was bulging and she was carrying the poa tb. We waited for quite a long time then I made her call him and he was at bedok green sec. He didn't even tell her he would be later than earlier mentioned. So we took the next 222 and left. We got down and went our different ways. It was already like 7.45. I like doing everything in slow mo. Finally change finish, fill my bottle than go. Reached about 20 mins plus late. Today luckily was quite easy going. The small ones so dumb never fall in so got punishment. Janice got come today too. It's always nice to talk to her. She is in ITE Simei. And it's a really nice place. After class, we did breaking. Just as we started the lights went out. Too bad teacher dun have 4 boards then I can practice the real one. But I just demo all. Argh I didn't break with jumping side. I felt myself lose power. Argh this is the first time I didn't break the stupid board. Nvm. It wun happen again. My parents were here so we went Chai Chee eat. I bought the funny thing home to eat as well. Oops I forgot myself. Now eat extra again. Tml sure die one. Then now feeling really tired. Watch Time kid. It was really interesting. Hope tml got the energy man. Nitez...

Tired but satisifed. Didn't understand 3e at all so decided not to do it. At 4 weeks I still have some concentration. This is going to be a good learning journey. Jiefang didn't come today haha. Hope she's all right leh. It's like the whole class got some kind of virus or something. I handed in my work and luckily avoided detention. Cme nowadays like abit stupid leh. Then home period got d&t. Remington very idiot leh. Talk so much never help. Not as if I was not trying. Maybe he trying to use reverse psychology. Dun know la. Whatever it is I dun like it. But this is my own future so I better grow up. I dun have to care what he thinks. But he hurt me when he ask me to consider dropping d&t. He is a good teacher but sometimes a punch on his face will do him some good. Fell asleep during physics. Then after that social studies test. Actually this year I haven't even open my book. But luckily got some tips yeah? Haha thanks to Shan joo.. Less than half the class took the test today. I think taking tml is a waste of time. But anyway since you already know the question then taking it tml can actually be a smart one. Then went mlc for a while. My muscles are still hurting. Luckily now not in outdoor or can be very torturous.
Went home quite early, watch abit of tv then fell asleep. So near the end of the week le. And so fast 4 weeks has passed. Haiz. Woke up bathe, eat, then now thinking what to do. Gonna study up more on vectors I guess. Oh yeah then need to study for the geog test tml. Bye..

Collect the stuff in the morning. I dun know why but I dun like them to give me before assembly. Wah Jiefang can dun know what her first period leh. Then she can still ask where her classroom. "4th floor right?" Kaoz you would think a sec 4 always knows what to do haha. Wah I chiong for the chinese homework leh. But still to late. After recess got the 2 hour d&t. Lucky no practical. It was quite ok la. I thought all was lost when teacher came in telling Remington and me about the detention. But it wasn't so bad. And Remington actually laughed when I told him. Dun know is sarcasm or what. Anyway after school when I went to sign the form she said if I could finish by tml I wouldn't have to go at all coz she wanna postpone from today. So it's a blessing. I better do it. Which means I am free to go band. But whether I finish and Remington will still send me I am not sure. I can only hope for the best.
At first during band I felt quite happy still. Then Hew Yenn left, and suddenly felt duller. Soon I felt like I was losing it. I had no mood at all. I just felt so unhappy with myself. And the mood continued into combine. I hated it coz I dun have a good sound. What's the use of me if my sound sucks. Can cry leh. Feel so stress. How can I tell them what to do when I cannot. I just didn't feel at peace with the world. After band went home, watch justice league and juggle abit. Then watch WWOD while doing homework. Call Qz to help me again. Thanks alot bro. Helped me a great deal. Then watch Charmed. Always enjoy the last episodes. Bathe, then gonna finish my chinese. I have to. I WILL. And then maybe I will juggle more. My mum took back the other balls le. My muscles all aching leh. I think I was so determined that I didn't realize this was going to happen. Coz I threw the balls for a few hours at a time. It took a toll on my arms. Oh well gotta finish my chinese.Oh yeah and maths too. Looks like tml ain't looking so bright. Good luck everyone...

Well just as average day I guess. Bibijan got some complaint against her. Things always seem to happen to her huh? Play softball. It's actually a pretty fun team game. I would put it up there with soccer. And lots of pressure in chinese. Have to finish all the holiday homework and the compo and newspaper thing. Assembly was ok. That new hod doesn't seem to know how to pull her weight. I wouldn't listen to her. And oh yeah slapping hurts. Well not really but alot of times together adds up. Very boring leh always wait until can go home at 2.15. So used to the feeling that after assembly can go home. Spend some time at the now normal place. Ah Lian do compo. Sort of help abit. Did I? Not sure. In the end decided to go and eat. Hahaha the poor bicycle. And maybe next time instead of screwdriver I will put cutter in my bag. Then can go steal bikes lolx. It was around 4 so I decided to go to mlc. Quite ok la I think the choice. Got play uno as well. Went home, juggle all the way, eat dinner, juggle somemore. Got much more improvement. And my muscles started to ache as well. It's probably nothing much. So now gonna practice somemore. Maybe do abit of homework later on. Nitez..

Thankfully today was rested and well. Eat, go school. Hmm.. I think now the bus is later. Oh well as long as it's not later than it is now I'll be fine. Only Shan joo reach leh. Luckily I remembered to ask about the geog then just nice Derrick got the answer. Heng arh. So that's one down. I decided there's not much I can do about the english compo. Nvm. Then saw Jiefang alone with no Marilyn. Haiz sick arh? Guess have to make a call later lolx. Wah Zaki sit behind me very good leh. Her bag is like cushion. Then why in the world is her d&t bag thicker than mine? Maybe will find out. Luckily geog nothing happen. And found out she comes from a family of 9. Had a test during d&t. I thought what man ask me to stay back. Actually just want to plan. Dun know how I going to get 2 more ideas. Like squeezing my brain dry.
English also manage to escape. After school got physics. It would be bearable if today is not the only day we get to go home early. After that go mlc do abit of maths, visit cc and the library, then go home. Now looking for running with the demon. Or some other book or Jarka Ruus. Reach home, no one home which was great. More private time. After awhile dad came back and we went to the east coast. After a short while only we went to the hospital coz my sis there le. This is both our first time there. Then after another short while we left and went to fetch my mum then go eat. My aunt very ridiculous leh buy alot of useless junk. But then means I can have some cool stuff too la hehe. I got another magnet, a third. And some balls. I was immediately struck with them. I started to learn how to juggle and it was pretty fun. And basically put all my efforts towards juggling. Almost getting to the hang of 3 balls. Hopefully tml will be better. Ciao..

Lazy sunday. Must have more of those. Today seems to be one of them. Mum forced me to get up at 11 so I went out. Then fell asleep so in the end go lie on bed sleep again. At least when I woke at 2 I was awake. But not awake enough to do anything. Just eat, then laze about. Haiz. Wish could be more productive. But it's still rest. Just sometimes read. Parents went hospital again. Watch he-man yeah! Been so long. And is so totally cool. "Mighty stone of legend old, unto me great power unfold!" Or something like that. Nice. Like it as much as double dragon. Hopefully they would air animorphs. I wanted to do some work but fell asleep watching tv. Finally they came back with some food. Then can concentrate more. Oh yeah and I polished my shoes too and watch the style stars. Catherine Zeta Jones is so cool. Sexy! Hahaha. She's cool la. Catch up on some work too. Tml sure die one la. Well gotta go. Ciao!!

Eat toast, laze about. Reluctant to get up at wash my shoes. But I did, then bathe, then went to school. Wah their bass clar like so high class leh. Then at the bottom got hole. So cool. Asked Mr Quek for a reed. Lucky got rico royal not the vandoren. Otherwise can die sure no sound come out. Me no experience ma. The percussionists are always so cute leh. The way they goof up. Then see Miss Wee's sarcastic tongue come out. Did all the normal stuff lor. Warm up by myself, getting used to the bass. High notes cannot come out though. Tuning, then we play songs. Start with those old com pieces. We got a very late break coz he forgot. Then play one last song then go home. It was quite fun la. Getting to play new songs. More challenging ones. At the bus stop very hot leh. Can fry egg one surely. I forgot about that. Then the uncle at the shop still there. Haven't play chess with him for 3 years. Dun know he remember me or not. Anyway went to bedok to eat first, went cc say hi then go home. Feeling extremely tired.
Found my sister bought the book so I read abit. Then my parents went to the hospital and I fell asleep. Woke at 11, felt hungry so cook maggi. Had to cook for 2 more ppl too. I have finished The Voyage of the Jerle Shannara series. The last book rocks yeah. Can't bear to return it lolx. Now my greatest wish is for it to be made into a movie. If that dream realizes itself that year will be a lucky year.

Last night sleep at 3 plus. Luckily today can wake up. Didn't know what to eat. But luckily got buy for me coz after I bathe my appetite came back. Fortunately dun have the hyper feeling anymore. Eat, went off to meet them at Orchard. Luckily I brought my book along. She finally woke up le. Grianne Ohmsford. So cool. So touching too. The 2nd book not so nice. But third book best. Meet the guys first. The others late leh. Go lido, watch the 1.15 Elektra. Woohoo great show man. Love it! But then every show I watch I will compare to a past show and the present is always better. Am I just being biased? Dun know. All I know is that Elektra rocks! Haha.. Can't decide I like Jennifer Garner or Lizzie McGuire more. Spider-man is exciting but there is no people worth noticing. We walked to Heeren HMV, look at cds. Saw this mag. Got star wars this year leh. Probably fantastic four. I would have bought the book but too ex le. Then not sure when is batman begins and Anakin got long hair. Wah so many things to look forward to this year. Then go paragon starbucks. Shan joo at taka but cannot join us. Wah always must call her so many times. But in the end still enver pick up. At starbucks we had one small table among all of us lolx. The coffee was abit not to my liking so I bought root beer. Erica was sick so Xiuyi bought some jelly for her. Keep on teasing her that it was shit. Dun know psychological or what but after that she was better. Then we went to cineleisure, took neoprints. Already quite late then in the end didn't watch phantom. Anyway I suddenly wasn't so keen. Maybe it's coz Elektra was so good that another show and my mind would explode. I still had my book too. Eated dinner at sakae sushi. Kaoz they make us wait so long leh. We talked for a long time haha 2 hours +-. But it was very enjoyable. Broadened our minds and perspectives abit. Went toilet, and go home hehe. Very fun day. But then just heard my aunt fainted or something. So poor thing. I think she has been really sick for some time. Coz when go my sis functions even her friends notice she not so lively, abit dull. Hope she's all right. But then if she is in pain... Maybe it's better the other way. But must hope all the best. It's so annoying that I can never have a perfect day. Tml got band rehearsal. Haha lucky Felicia sms me just now and I told her. Yeah gonna read somemore. Bye..

Wah today got breakfast in the morning leh. Today the bus came later. Haha and as always, when one is late, all are late. Only saw Shan joo coz they got mercedes. I felt extremely tired and even when I reached school I had to try to blink the weariness away. Remington didn't come today. But he come dun come not much difference. We still have to work like hell if got his lesson. Is just we got less talk. Anyway my torpedo was finally returned to me. Dripping wet. Nvm. But I am a little sore over it. I lasted all the way until nearing the end of english then the rumblings became too much and I had to go. I knew what caused it of course. Foolish act of mine. I thought I learnt my lesson last time. I could only hope it would cease. I spent the rest of the day feeling on the edge, occasionally feeling normal only. During home period I realized why it was so wet. It was because the insides were drenched. I squeezed for the whole period but still not enough. I think it needs good old sun. I can only hope it does not affect anything. Second time when it was nearing the end of home period. After a break we were supposed to assemble in the hall but the assembly was not yet over. We played some stupid games at the ramp. Haha felt like kids. So fun. But then the pain came again. Argh. It is bad when it's on and off. I was seriously considering whether to go home. Coz I can't just stoip the bus and say I wanna go toilet right. Most of the way sure on highway one. Gotta cross my fingers toes and all.
The place was extremely crowded. Remington was there. Went to our booth first. Beside got some bake things that I would have eaten more if I was better. Met up with the girls then we went to see the CCAs. On the way in got a cup of coffee. Feeling better ma. Must take advantage and try everything. Wah all the cca so appealing leh. Got so many different types of martial arts too. I think I dun wanna join band after secondary school. Time to have a different approach in life. It will be 8 long years of never failing service. Need to pull myself out of that tide. The others liked the coffee some and Erica went to get more. After passing out my cup was finish so I asked the guy for one more. He knew me by now lolx and said one cup not enough and automatically gave me 2. Great guy haha. We walked on then Jiefang said a stupid. Said I dun drink coffee one. She was one of the first and most enthu to take the cup from me lor. Very amused. Hew yenn and Erica like die hard drinkers. We were walking then I think the different temperature of the coffee coz me to start war again and feel weak. Looked for a toilet just in case. But then suddenly felt better. We walked up stairs, threw away the cups, and went to some sort of IT place. It was so fun. Immediately went to the com and registered. Walked over to the other side and realized if you register get free stapler. They forgot to give me. Lucky I got one, and I sort of took one more too lolx. I could have taken the whole box but it was too late. Coz while I was considering he came and took it away hehe. Registered for every single thing there and every time got a free gift. Is so good. Is not lousy type leh. And everything I got extra. Now that I am writing this, I think the coffee caused abit of the enthusiasm. After awhile there, we moved on. I couldn't resist and I played the game. Won something. Went back. Obviously it was a cup. Then I went back again, and cleared the table. Could choose anything I wanted so I chose the biggest which looked pretty cute. Haha said I was the first to clear. Maybe that's why the big one still there. Played for many more times. Waste of money sobz. Went back, then Saint Houng also play haha. Wah they hang out there for quite long leh dun know doing what. Then they left and I accomapnied Saint Houng redeeming everything from mac. Then brought her to register and get all the free stuff. Took abit of time then met back at the atrium. They took alot of time walking to the bus stop. Doing this and that and talking. Finally took 154 to clementi, then the train back.
Reached home at 6 plus. Which is kind of early coz I expected ytd much later. Argh my dad had gone east coast le. If not can go blading. Anyway maybe I should be glad of the rest. I immediately took a bath then sorted through all my free stuff. Haha got ALOT. Spent the rest of the time relaxing, reading the book. Eat, and read more. Not really interested in anything else but reading the book. I did watch Achar though. And then American Idol. It shows alot about humans. Wrong way of thinking. Anyway dun they realize they're embarassing themselves. Can think they are so good somemore. I say come here let me punch your face then see how. Anyway feeling tired. But got this kind of exciting feeling. Must be the coffee. Dun exactly feel energetic. But feel that I can do anything like run 2.4. Total went toilet 4 times today. Gonna continue reading my book. Nitez everyone...

Didn't get a good rest. Injury still burning. Watched Charmed last night. And yeah I finished the book. Now I can relax and finish the last book at leisure. I felt like I had only been sleeping for 5 minutes then I had to get up. Was postively sluggish. Dressed, went to school. Haiz. Bag so heavy. Stupid band file in my bag and clarinet in my hand. Argh. At first scare me leh, say not collecting instruments. Somemore with the homeroom system is very inconvenient. At recess went to Remington to hand in the work. He had forgotten actually. But since we forgot to hand in the reflection yesterday we were quits. Anyway he was sick. After recess we went to another room which we never go before. And went for the first practical of the year. And yes, thus far, I have never made a single perfect piece before, one that I am satisfied with. At least now the accident always happens at the end. But if happen at beginning better then can get new one. It is so idiotic leh. How I know my plastic will break. Luckily no need to hand in. All of us were rusty and forgot how to do the processes as well. A scene occurred. In my opinion he should have kept his mouth shut as he did not have a case to argue with. During chem did my reading. I treat chem as a free period nowadays. After that immediately went to get me and Aloy plastic bag. We spent some time downstairs, then I went up to the band room. On my way I did a stupid thing. I shouted/sang loudly for a distance. Unfortunately that distance was outside the physics class room and I got a good scolding from Mr Chua. So embarassing dun know how I can forget myself and do that. I was even surprised when he came out. I totally forgot there was a class there.
Anyway in the room I had a nice surprise. June was back. Granted I hardly spent any time with her, but she had come back after quitting. I taught her some stuff. We all warm up, then practise abit then at 3.30 do music. We dun sound so good. Need to warm up. At 4 went for sectionals. Talked to Mr Poh about the indoor stuff. We simply do not and cannot have enough members. I also realized how out of practice I was, not knowing how to judge and estimate. In my opinion the outdoor ruined me. I didn't have proper guidance and my skills were wasted away. I was as good as an average sec 4, my pri school experience amounted almost to nothing. I wanted more than anything to be guided. Although I know that my section depends on me to teach, it would be nice if I can learn something new too. I like to teach them knowing that I am giving them something new. But I feel like I am wasted, and not learning anything. Oh yeah and the 3 girls are back too. Dun know what to feel. We combined in the hall. I have no idea how to correct my sound. Got to give it my best all the time. After band, we sing mutalib and falah a birthday song. Then finally we go home. Quite late leh. Kaoz then the Yi lian arh is super energetic. I no strength run le she still can chase. On the way out Jie fang mistook a car for Shan joo's and it was a false alarm. We all took bus home.
Very tired when reach home. Rest abit, bathe, then eat. Watch finish Charmed then do homework. Still doing now. Haiz. Tml the ngee ann thing very stupid leh. Wish no need to go. Well see ya tml guys. At least friday no school. Hope I can finish my homework.

Today got mercedes again leh. I think she is regretting giving me the mirror lolx. Larry gave me a ss book. But ss still no escape la. At least lucky no test. She is getting so weird leh bringing all sorts of funny things. And a ball too. During maths I felt the familiar signs of failure of concentration. Gotta try and concentrate le. Is MUST. Mr Wie didn't come for pe. This weird guy took us. We had to finish some q before can go play soccer. The ball somemore is take from np one. Pretty fun game. More challenging. Took 2 penalty scored one. Disappointing. We were thrashed, then we thrashed them back but not so hard. Go change, then recess. If got no soccer to play it would have been heaven. Coz can do whatever we like. We finally got the handbook in chinese. We were separated into groups too. Cool. Tml we doing compo. Oops can't remember my part. Assembly was great. Somemore is one hour. Sit there play. And after that witch of a woman was gone I could read my book. Haha Xiuyi the phone dun recognise her. Have to try so many times. The stupid Shan joo and Maliryn keep on tickling me. Argh. They tickle till my reflex action broke the mirror. Not my fault leh lolx. Go fix yourself la. Anyway I have grown quite attached to the mirror. It had survived a day with me. Now 2 days le. Not bad. English very unlucky. I shouldn't have went out. Now got black mark le.
After school, Shan joo sis took the mirror to play. I think she like those malay guys leh. Aloy took out the ball again and we went field play. Argh my blister really open le. Then we migrated to bball court which was ok. Left at 4, with no mirror. I went to CC for a record of 5 mins then went home.
Eat abit, then surprisingly I thought my dad gonna bring me go opposite blade but we went to east coast leh. So I didn't bring my guards. So of course I fell la. 3 times. Argh. Is like just grazing the ground but each time drew blood leh. So irritating. I thought is like a slit but then blood slowly come out. Haiz. Saw Benedict. Then I realized how conspicuous I looked in my yellow shirt haha. Went to bedok south eat then went home. Missed abit of Charmed. But nvm can watch later. Bathe, then now doing work. Hopefully can finish my work by the time Charmed finish. And finish my book before I sleep. Longing to flip open the pages. Well there's band tml. Just hope I can stay awake and survive through the week. Especially the stupid thing on thursday. Jia you lotz everyone! Believe in yourself! You all CAN DO IT!!!

Hahaha Shan joo sis really gave me a mirror leh. Surprisingly, I was not surprised. I ask her where's the string and she said no need. She had pasted tape there leh. Haha this is called resourceful and got initiative. Very glad she join band.
And off to another boring day of school. But actually is not so bad la. At least I got good marks for my work. And I found out in poa he had called some of the students who never hand in work. Not like me so good hand in everything lolx. And d&t was so relaxed. Before class Remington sort of say bad word lolx. We sat there the whole lesson watching him talk and surf the net. Dun really need to think leh. But can bang head arh. Am I really doing up to my expectations? Argh. During recess realized I left my book in poa class. Was very worried. After abit of trouble luckily got it back. Somemore she was late so quite ok la. And the day ended with maths. Shan joo got a taste of what it was like giving me the mirror. Haha I can't read her leh. Can't tell what she is feeling. We were supposed to meet Remington immediately after school at the hod room but expected he was not there. Waited for more than half an hour leh. Luckily when he come my group is the first one. We spent the time debating what to do after that, and finally Aloy go take the ball from np room. Problem was it's too wet for the field. So go bball court and try our best. But not very fun leh. Coz is too little ppl then too tiring le. But still quite fun la haha. I went to CC after that hoping to be able to study. No such luck. The book was too tempting. They came back after awhile, spray painted finish le. It seemed a tedious job to paint. But luckily the super glue was super strong. And it's so strong I couldn't get it off my fingers. Seemed pretty late so I went home. Just wasting my time there is killing me.
I napped abit, bathe, eat, then read my book. I think the book is stronger than the super glue leh. The whole story is so intriguing. But everytime I read it I feel angry and sad. This was the pleasure I had deprived myself consciously of having for a few years. Insulting my own intelligence. This year will be a milestone in my life. Good or bad it remains to be seen.
Obviously I going to continue reading the book. No homework anyway. Wish everyone luck. Nite..

Wah Sunday already leh. So fast. The noodle I bought is really too spicy le. Is like just eating chilli. But I like the liao especially the mushroom. Then watch Lion King too. Again reminded of the genius of Disney. After that quickly pack bag then go library. Mainly to borrow Antrax. But I decided to borrow Morgawr as well just in case. I felt abit funny so I read Antrax. But whenever I sat upright I felt dizzy. In the end I staggered to the toilet and out came my lunch. Can still see the chilli too lolx. Argh. But I felt considerably better. Read abit more then went to bro there. Belle sick leh. Wah then suddenly so busy leh. Luckily got a big purchase. The game boy. Bro told me of a way then people can cheat using nets. If the cashier was careless and didn't see that the card was declined then that's it, they must pay. This happened once but luckily the man came back and paid. I stayed there for as long as I could then I left. At least I finished my English.
Went home, read abit, then my mum ask me go bedok buy food. On the way home saw on tv mobile singapore score one goal. That's good haha. Went home, eat and watch the match. Felt hungry so cook maggi also haha. After awhile my sis came to take the tv, pass some stuff and durian. The match was quite all right la. Some parts are really stupid though. Singapore is far from world cup standard man. This was just a lucky break. Well, after this one's in the bag, I hope singapore go on achieve greater heights.
Haha I am now glued to my book. Have to pull myself away to polish my shoes too. Hope this week will be productive. Ciao everyone. Good luck!!

Saturday. Weekend. Supposed to meet Zakiyyah for her teach me poa. But I woke up at the time we were supposed to meet. I hurried to call her and realized she sms say her leg spoil. I called her and she cancelled it. Which would be pretty cool if I knew the whole sec 3 work. The fact is I dun and I dun have what I need to start. I know nothing. Haiz. Gotta find another way. I read abit, then eat lunch and eat somemore. Then fell asleep pretty much of the day. After about 5 hours plus more of sleep woke up almost 8. I marathon all the way to finish the book. Argh why didn't I go out today then I can borrow Antrax the second book. With nothing to do I went online. Haha Xiuyi now got new phone le so cool. I got into the storm too thanks to her. And to the summit thanks to Jiefang. Chatting with Jiefang made me realize alot of things. Almost 11 I went to the airport. Haiz. This would have been much better if I had Antrax. I took another book along and managed to read quite abit though. My 2nd sis landed earlier but came out later hehe. We waited abit for the guy who supposed to fetch my eldest sis then we left together. Daniel took a cab back. Haha my eldest sis brought a bag to put a bag inside. For the last trip they even had to buy a bag or two. Gonna go sleep soon. Hopefully the suspense of the second book doesn't kill me.

Today school was a breeze. Felt super! Coz it's friday! 12.15 dismiss man so happy. And I even managed to stay awake leh. During chinese 303 join us somemore. Never had a better day haha. And I think I never will again lolx. After school, me, Aloy and Joel went to find Remington and I saw him. He told us to go wait for him at the hod room. Wah we so lucky leh only we know. We all chiong arh! Hahaha. We were the first 3. Luckily he didn't look at mine. Just take it. It was 1 by then.
Went to the canteen to eat. Saw Samantha and Cheng they all. Haha there was some trouble going on. Esther was irritating everyone. In the end she took Gim Kai's bag and went upstairs. We went upstairs and I finally got down to clearing my cupboard. Argh the reeds were not what I wanted. Those I need not there. Those I dun need got alot. I suddenly realized the time and asked Sheryl to help me test the clarinets. Thanks so much man. To my discomfort and dislike we had to be outside the hall. It was too late to shift then anyway. Somemore beside brasses. I tried to do stuff properly but the fact was it was so difficult to concentrate. I went off for awhile and Hew yenn shifted then to where we were last week. I felt better and we practiced the song. It was extremely interesting.
Then woodwinds went in and I got a better feel for the song. Then we combine and it was so nice. I missed the feeling of playing music. Although we were still making noise at least we are trying. Then finally we were asked to vote. Indoor won by a large margin. I hope we can keep to what we want. Not just raise coz everyone raise also. Now that I am sure everyone supports indoor I can now focus on something. Haiz but I not sure whether I am prepared to come 3 times a week. We'll see when the time comes. After band they all talk to Mr Chua abit. Hope for the best for Hew yenn and Jie fang. I was reminded again of the standard I am supposed to achieve. And of how much of an idiot I have been for the past 3 years. Can I possibility change? Haiz. Saw a springfielder on the bus. We talked abit. Reach home, and read my book. Now is totally intriguing. I can't put it down.
Went for class. In the beginning I thought I had energy. But after awhile I was totally mistaken. Dun know why my body feels so run down. My mind at least is still sharp but I can't really control my body. This can be potentially dangerous as I found out. I spar, kick Shiming leg and my leg hurt so much. My normal self with sufficient energy will ignore the pain and drive him back. But now I can't concentrate and can barely do anything. Must find some way to cure this. Gus was being intolerable again. Argh. At least he brought my deck. Then we got the 2 on 1 sparring. Wah I tried to wake up more but no use eh. So got kicked la. After tkd luckily Shiming dad fetch us. Went to Chai Chee to eat first. I think after 'O's I'm going into the game thing more seriously. Maybe even complete my Star Wars set. And if I find some way to get gold maybe I will play Warhammer but I dun think that lucky. Anyway I'm gonna like the game first before I think of it.
Wah my dad just reached home leh. That means he had been talking with his friend downstairs for 5 hours like that. Bathe, then eat some stuff. Gonna read my book. I am very grateful to this book. Is like when I read it I feel thrust into another world. Am I can forget about everything. I love good books. The sword of shannara not so good. The voyage of the Jerle Shannara sure hit pure gold. I wonder if the wishsong and elfstones will be just as good. As well as the magical kingdom of landover, and the Word. Bye everyone. Be happy always!!!

Hmm... Basically a normal day. Thursday is my favourite day of the week after all even though it ends at 2.15. I dun know why I totally lost focus in chem leh. Now chem to me is like free period. During recess had another meeting. Disappointed in some people. Last period is physics. Today so lucky he teach finish like 20 minutes earlier so we get to leave early. Met up with Cheng and Zun at bball court. The upper sec one close leh. The only thing I like about that place is that the net is higher. Otherwise I dun have a good feeling. Aloy went to show Remington his ideas. We shoot some hoops with 2 sec ones. Behind the guy back I mouth to Cheng to ask him join band. Luckily Cheng had already intended so and we made friends. We talked to him alot about band. We seemed to have struck gold because he had played trumpet before. But how promising he was remained to be seen. He didn't seem extremely enthusiastic though. Hopefully we can change his perspective. The sec 2s came and he played with them since it's his ball. Only Cheng play with them to make friends. Zun too tired le. Kaoz the weather so hot leh. Aloy and Paul came, and we decided to play soccer. Yeah!! Hahaha. But couldn't get a ball. In the end got an np ball. We also managed to get a ball from Mr Wie too. The Keong, Nicholas, and 2 other guys played with me, Paul, Aloy, and Cheng. Cheng help their team haha.
There was one guy on the other team who was abit those haolian type. Haha they purposely let me take the penalty to make him shut up. Then he try to outrun me. Please grow up and try again please lolx. After 6-3 we went for a short break. As I suspected my toenail broke. Argh. But then Aloy needed go home finish d&t so we went back. I considered going CC but almost immediately I dismissed the thought. I was reminded that I had matured. And now felt abit old le. Haiz. Went home bathe, then sleep. Woke up and did my d&t. No ideas at all leh. So tough. I finished the analysis then read my book. Gonna sleep le. Soooo very tired. Tml got band. Happy or sad? We shall see. But whatever happens, must adapt and give my best. Hope some people can do that.

Wah like didn't sleep liddat eh. But still have to go school no choice. Was a little later but it was ok. My sisters going hong kong today. Still haven't figured out yet. The day is pretty much ok la just that in the morning felt like sleeping. Finished the poa homework is class. Lucky eh. I pretty much survived through the day. d&t wasn't that bad too. Time passed really fast and I finally got interviewed. Only got 2 ideas out of 6. And the 2 were what I just thought of. Had chem, and was like just slacking away waiting for the day to end. I tried to play with my figures but then play in secret no fun. But I couldn't resist bringing them coz I was out the whole day, and maybe I could spend some time with them. These were my treasures. Not only do I love star wars, but friends gave them to me. How could they not be precious? Met up with them then they went bedok eat. Didn't feel like eating so go CC. I scared can't go on friday so might as well go today. But I will probably be there the whole of saturday. Argh it's complicated. Last year was a mess. Only bro was there and he told me some stuff. But I couldn't be sure if he was lying. And I found out more about my figures. It's an expensive game. Lucky I didn't try warhammer. Lucky I started with magic anyway. Or I would be bankrupt. Had a real conversation with bro. I went outside and explored all my stuff. It was soooooooooooo beautiful and nice when I laid out the map!!! Haha then I put all the terrain tiles too. So cool. I am now halfway through understanding the game I hope. I had an sms so I thought they were calling to tell me it was time to go. But then I got a shock. And the idiot bro went to send a stupid sms back. Anyway I was too caught up in my game to care. The call came and I reluctantly packed up. Time fly so fast eh.
Got back to school just in time to see them too lolx. Fall in, then got a talk. Then sectionals. I dun know but I felt like something bad was gonna happen. Then we went to the room for the introductions to the sec ones. Then they went down while Mr Poh talked to us. A talk then left me well, at a loss. Dun know what to think. Just try to shove it in the back of my mind. Is this year gonna be like last? I can't afford it. I need to set my paths clearly now. A girl took my car leh. I got a bad feeling about it. We went to play games. Did the hand thing as normal, and we were first!! Hahahaha. We went to kachiao other groups. Then after that try to play chop chilli, then we played captain's ball. It was great fun. I hope we do this once in a while. Otherwise the sec ones think do the first time to attract them only then after that no fun le.
After band, got another talk. And after that another one. I felt my mind crushing, caving in. I mean can't I have an easy week? I dun complain much. But having such a great day yesterday can there not be so drastic a contrast. After awhile we left. Shamefully, I argued a little with Jiefang. I realized I was more stressed out then I thought and quickly shut up. And I know Jiefang was too. If we continued none of us would make sense. Anyway I started it. I felt so ashamed of my behaviour. I have forgotten the last time since I had felt so beaten up mentally and lost my cool. But it was lucky I didn't go to blows. But I think I have trained myself never to come to that. Only a few of us went to mac to eat. Actually felt like eating hawker, but then still eat mac la. Mac eat not full one leh. Tried to figure out the game as well. Showed Shanjoo the sms and she told me the only logical conclusion I had come to as well. For awhile, could forget about the stuff and just love my game. Went home, bathed, then watch a little of Charmed. Dun know what to think. Anyway I am expecting to be sick soon. I hope this does not trigger it. Experiencing headaches. I immediately sought out Jiefang to apologise. *So sorry gal*. If only he hadn't mentioned. I have lots to contemplate now. My life.
To everyone, please do not be stressed out as well. I wish all of you good luck in everything. Especially in life...

Hmm... Didn't really have a really good sleep. Guess coz yesterday had a long nap. But anyway felt strangely excited. Determined not to let this special day be ruined by myself. As usual I am first to reach lolx. It's good too la so I can read my book. Then saw Samantha acting curiously weird. And yes after everybody started to arrive and wishes came one by one. Haha abit paiseh but very pleased. First time see Jiefang and Marilyn so early too. Is we go line up then wait abit then can see their faces one hehe. Haha then surprised coz dun know what happening then Shan joo make everyone sing. Too paiseh le lolx try and hide behind Shan joo's bulk. Kaiqian so cute too. The innocent quality is uniquely her. Then got something shared by 6 people like that. It looks cool leh, wrapping and all hehe. Then go line up first thing kena scolded by Remington then have to sit in front. And my bottle leaked argh. Must it happen this year too? It always starts with me wondering why the area suddenly so wet then I realize is my bottle leak. Must learn not to throw my bag le. Then SS, which I know less than nothing about. But she was really nice. I think she must have heard them singing or something. Then found out that yesterday they had really wanted to buy a dress. Haha felt incredulous. Played some sort of softball during pe. It would have been fun if the field wasn't so muddy. You run and it splashed. Finally over, then recess. Change first then buy food. I finally cancelled my order for maths and got the cme book. But still no english leh. During chinese I finally open. I opened the bottom and immediately guessed. Then since open bottom le open top lor then open all. Haha loved it immediately! Somemore I have never seen it before. Immediately sent sms to all of them thanking them personally. *Thanks!!!* Haha really appreciate it. What do I love more than Star Wars? Haha should have guessed.
Went to the hall for the assembly, and talked about the tsunami. After that Remington met up with all of us and gave us ten minutes to buy food then board the bus. I tried to help Yi lian do f&n but realized I was late. Lucky eh just managed to board the bus. We went to Nanyang poly for a d&t seminar. It was quite boring la. At least can learn some things. I didn't really enjoy the trip la. I could have been doing something much better. We went for a stupid tour after that, came back for refreshments and finally boarded the bus. Haha I had a song again. So cool. The bus ride was nice coz so little people. Reach school, talk, top up card, then go home. Bathed immediately. I was only just late. My sis picked me up and we went to my bro-in-law parents stall to eat. It was quite nice leh. But out of 6 dishes 4 were vegetables. Not that I dun like vegetables but that was overkill. Managed a heap of rice then we had desert. It was ok la. Then with everyone having difficulty walking we went home. Actually if there was no seminar today I could have chosen something. But then I also not in particular so maybe it's just as well. Went home and watch the new season of Charmed!! Haha so nice leh. Her arms are so... Dun know the word hehe. But the stories are getting more complicated. Like the reborn thing and the Barbas thing and the killing elders thing. And now got new thing. Do homework while online. I feel at a lost lehz. Then 11.30 watch the repeat. Well gonna catch up on my work. Really appreciate everything you guys. Thanks!!! See ya!!!

School. 2nd week. I dun know why I just can't study social studies. I have absolutely no interest and it worries and puzzles me. I have interest in poa but I dun know anything about it. Had d&t too. Thankfully it was only an hour. It wasn't overtaxing though. Recess, then english, which was cool, and maths which was also pretty cool. Finally school's over. Today is the only day dismiss at 1.15. Haiz. Some people are so lucky. Saw Shan joo sis then saw the whole gang. I think my face just plain irritates her. Good. She stayed in school to take photo while we went to interchange. I went to cc since I haven't been there in a long while. Saw Hew yenn and Xiuyi there too dun know for what. Bro went to arcade then Belle dun let me go home. And we argued till it started raining so I really cannot go home. Unless I walk a long way which I dun feel like. Had to wait for almost an hour before I gave up and just walk in the rain. At least there was no one playing so there was no temptation. And I didn't bring mine. But the guys did come along though. Good to see them again.
Went home, bathed, then read my book. Fell asleep then I vaguely remember a call from Vivian. Something about a dress. Argh. Dun waste those on me man. 19 dec was once in a blue moon. I woke up with a start coz I thought is 9.30 le. Luckily is not. Eat dinner, then online. Haiz my sis going hong kong on wed. Both of them. I will miss my second sis coz then there is a fear that I will oversleep. That's the main reason why I can't do it tml. Well I'm gonna study le. See ya everyone...

Went down to help my sis carry the stuff up.Wah first time just nice when I went down I saw her car turning in. I spent the rest of the morning just watching tv or reading. Slack la. My dad went to get the cake. My second sis bf helped to get my files from the old com into this one. Finally. I bathed, then my second sis fetch me to laselle. Reached there at a comfortable time. There were 3 others for percussion. I was the first one to audition. I think I sounded too unnatural. Too late I realized I should have at least played abit on a snare before going. Coz marching snare is different. But this snare also not official one, is drumset snare. Anyway I think I didn't do all that well. Too nervous so my strokes were uneven. Well anyway it was fun in a weird way hehe. Waited quite long for my sis to come. They went to buy some stuff. I read more of the book. Wah every page intrigues me. I am cast into a whole different world. This is what I love about good books.
When I went home everyone was there le. My cousin's pants was wet. Seems someone spilled drink on her hehe. Eat, sit around, then cannot stand so went in. Outside too noisy and sit down also not comfortable. My bro in law was fiddling about the com. He helped to fix the mouse. So cool thanks. Then also helped to 'clean' the com so got more space. I lie down thinking just to rest. Then my cousin came to join me and I moved in. Her sis was sleeping above. Soon me and her fell asleep too. We woke at about 5 plus coz my sis needed to go at 6 and there was a minute silence. So cut cake first ma. Haha the lighter very cute. It is like a huge matchstick. Do the usual stuff then eat cake lor. This was good cake. Have the same every year. Saw a monk I knew from the buddhist federation. I ate more lunch then it was time for the silence. The silence was not on the dot as they were so fond of putting it. Then they talk talk some more and my sis left. Haha their present to me is cute. This is all what I wanted. A quiet celebration with family. The atmosphere you can get nowhere else.
Feelimg bored I started to play com, then let my cousin use. Suddenly the language changed. It was very weird. We just couldn't do anything. After a few restarts with changed the language at internet options. How it changed in the first place I dun know. I continued playing, while they just continued doing nothing. They had to wait for their parents to go home ma. They left quite late almost 9.30. Been here almost the whole day. Finally the place was peaceful and quiet. Bathed, relax, then watch the secrets of the psychics while polishing my shoes. It was quite informative and taught me to be more aware of my surroundings and the information I was giving out. Well, dun know if I passed. I am indifferent to either anyways. A new week now, the second week. Hope for the best. Good luck everyone...

Haha first weekend of the year! Woke up go toilet then go back to sleep. Actually I tried to keep awake by reading my book but I guess that was the wrong thing to do. I vaguely heard my dad say bringing me to the beach later. After I woke up at about 2 plus, bought food, then eat. Pack some stuff, wait abit, then went to the beach with my dad. I bladed by myself for quite long. It was great. No worries. At first I felt an ache but then weirdly after awhile it went away. I think my technique improved that's why. Oh yeah and mental note to self is never to go down slopes again in the near future. Anyway can put my guards to use. Bladed for 2 hours plus then went home. Watch Phil, then Lizzie. Very nice leh. Is an extremely nice family show. Then School of Life on WWOD. Is a very good show too. I think everyone should watch it. Then... well just slack around. I hope I can finish the whole series of my book. Voyage of the Jerle Shannara. Well guess gonna watch more tv. Ciao.

Hehe. Again, today not raining. Which is ok with me. Of course I went to school in the morning. Had a pretty normal day. Friday is now my second favourite day. Thursday is my favourite. I still can't stand the fact that I have pe on tuesday which is really unlucky. After a much awaited 12.15 finally school dismiss. I saw Shan joo then wait a while then ew go together. But not before shooting lots of people lolx. Cool. But I still dun dare shoot her sis leh. Weird. Like got some sort of formality. But her face too cute cannot resist. But regret coz of the voice la. Went home, bathe, dilly dally, got all my stuff then left. Luckily we can wear half u go school leh. Easier. Dun know for what stupid reason I brought my shoes along la. We had sectionals. But I think it was useless coz it was too noisy outside. I felt abit down as I always do after what I think is a useless sectional. Then at almost 5 we had dinner break. We went to the hall to help set up the booth thing.
Just before 6 changed, and fall in. I realized I had lost my gloves. Which is infuriating because I was wearing them barely half an hour ago. This is not the first time this kind of thing happned. I remember last year just a minute ago I was holding the paper and put it down only never to find it. Argh. Haha then suddenly Shan joo came out of nowhere and lifted my pants leg and checked my body. Too shocked to move lolx. Then spent a lot of time avoiding hair stuff. Wah Kaiqian is so cute leh. She is those innocent cute haha. Then she always become so distressed then her voice so funny. Then she go complain to Shan joo coz she dun believe I really got gel my hair. So I look very stupid la. We took our stuff then went to the upper sec hall. It is so crowded leh. Dun know who the organizer ask everyone to set up here. We were sent out to do warm up first then go back at 7. We play songs abit, then look for people. Did this 2 or 3 times. We wanted to play the competition repertoire in the bball court but they say cannot. After awhile can but didn't get to play finish. We went for quite a long break and alot of people did illegal stuff lolx. Me included. Then we form up outside the hall to play songs standing up. That one was much more fun la. We play until 9.30 plus then finally pack up. They told us 8 finish leh. In the afternoon thought maybe even got time to go catch a movie. Packing up took quite long too coz dun have key. Then me and Xiuyi quickly go change first coz thought need to fall in but in the end no need leh.
We spent some time at the drinks there outside the canteen while waiting for everyone. Found out that Shan joo sis can run lolx. Aggressive leh she. I almost got caught. We left when Mrs Woo told us to. Haha one big group left at about 10. At the interchange decided to go mac. Lucky I can get the score I needed too. That was a close shave. Actually felt too tired to eat but then still ate the foldover. Spent alot of time arguing with Shan joo sis and making stupid stories that I am quite sure she believed. And overall, she is extremely cute lolx. Is like a noisy Kaiqian. And totally clueless too. And I found out that I had a problem too. Coz I wish now more than ever I had a younger sibling. Or an older sibling that is not 12 and 14 years apart. Of course got good side la but I think the former is better. Maybe coz I dun have. I am a total sucker for cute innocent faces. Or those faces that I think look cute and innocent. They left first. We talk some more, then go visit those people eating ban mian, then after awhile we all left.
Today the numbers have been disappointing. Then again, the people are not something to be desired. Ill mannered brats. Think you are tough is it? Want a piece of me? I still haven't found a day I totally like. Everyday is neutral still. Well today is enjoyable. Ciao.

Wah today never rain leh so good. Perfect. In the morning I waited abit for Shan joo as I knew she would come first and gave it to her. I felt that was one thing done. Felt abit of weight lift. Actually her sister looks nice one leh. But... looks can be deceiving. Haha she can't be all bad la. To have a sis like that cannot be what. One of my resolution is to get to know her better lolx. Then line up and saw Hew yenn. Ok weight totally off now. Today also something wrong. Play the song too early hehe. Lessons were ok la. After recess got cme. I was wondering what will be done during 1 hour of cme and what the teacher will be like. It was quite a good lesson la. Then d&t. I think I did what I can le. Hopefully can be interviewed soon. Physics was great too. And I know now that I like thursday. But I would like it even more if we finish at 1.15. We are the only class got 3 days of 2.15. So dumb leh. We are really studying one more sub lor the stupid poa. Haha I thought after school can have the interview but then Remington busy and made a mistake. Hopefully tml can and hopefully I will have the time.
Went home immediately hoping to be able to do work but then my parents ask me go out with them. Haiz. At least I went to the library and got a book I had wanted to read for very long. Come back I was abit drained and went to sleep. Who knew I would sleep for so long. I vaguely remembered my parents went out. I woke when my sis called my hp. I was too busy to think too. An hour later my parents came back. Then my mum called my sis and she said she called hp coz no one pick up the house phone lolx. This is weird because I always get up for the hp one dun know why. Maybe the radiation lolx. But the hp was quite far leh. And it was lucky I changed the setting to not silent. I guess I pretty much liked today. Even got to watch my wife and kids. Abit dun understand but it was ok la.
I'm gonna do some stuff now. Hopefully tml will be successful. But we wun know until next week. And moreover I will miss my class. I hope they teacher will let me take the grading. But I dun even know how to fall or throw. If the person threw me like that I think I will break my back. Pattern is ok la. but the trouble is that I am old le. I cannot afford to wait so long. The older I get the harder it is. If I pass then I get 2 if I dun I get 1. If I dun then it is very expensive to get 2. Haiz. Well we'll see when the time comes. Meanwhile I'm just taking each day as it comes and working to be the best I can be. Which Remington firmly believes is a 6 point for my 'O's. Ciao everyone.

Oh man today was raining. Other days it was just wet but today it was raining. Lazy to take umbrella. Got to take two bags and a shoebox stuffed in one of them. I wanted to wear the white shirt already coz it would keep me warm and it was convenient but then it looked weird so I didn't. Regretted it abit haha. Then met Joanna's sis then we walked to the bus stop. The bus came and I decided to run ahead to stop the bus first. The floor was very wet. Look so dumb coz just now I got no time to find my coins first. Went to sit down and found out abit of Republic poly. Wow this was my first real conversation haha. Hmm poly seems extremely tough and difficult. Having a few hours sleep everyday is definitely not on everyone's list. Got down, and it was still raining. Haiz. Waited abit, then went to the studio. Haha today again got mistake. 3 days in a row lolx. Though today's mistake was human error. English. Luckily got red file man hahaha. Then poa which was abit of a joke really. But I feel very guilty everytime I see him even during lesson. Coz no one gives respect. And we just joke in front of him. But this is the only sure subject to score an A1. Must work very hard. A long hour passed then finally can go band. Waited downstairs for 403 but they so long never come down so I put my things in the room first. Then I saw them hehe. We went to eat first. No time to change then must fall in le. Haha Shan joo so guai change completely le. Changed, then just sit around warm up first, then play music. The juniors so cute leh hehe. They took out their clarinet to play too. I asked the percussion whether got see my screwdriver or not. The idiot Amirul said one of the most ridiculous things I have ever heard. "Ya ya I was playing yesterday downstairs." Worse still he said Dom told him it was mine but he still never give me. He said he know it was mine but didn't give me. What crap is that man. Obviously I need the screwdriver what. And why the hell he take it downstairs to play. Very fun is it. I can't see the logic except that he doesn't think at all. Caused me so much worry for nothing. Luckily Dom went down and found it. My temper went down abit la. After awhile we cleared everything and did all the gimmicks. Then break, then do the formation. The band changed and put at the last le. Good what. Save the best for last lolx. We then had a very long break and then finally it was time to go.
We from downstairs to our positions and waited for the other CCAs to finish. Then suddenly time for us to start. As usual before it starts still feel quite normal but when start immediately mind blank and body frozen. I kept on squeaking on the way up coz my mouth couldn't grip. But this wasn't as bad as last time when I was totally in front doing gimmicks we had practised less then half an hour ago. This was like integrated into me so I could do it without thought. That's the proper way. But still pretty freaked out though. Then suddenly time to do the domino and march out. Wah so fast finish leh. Went back to the band room and had a talk. Changed, put back the chairs, then kena scolding from Shan joo about the uniform. Then go to class. Luckily d&t over le. I didn't know where my chemistry classroom leh. Luckily saw Kah Loon in the class and I remembered there is a map. Guess what I have after school? D&t lolx. But it was bearable and necessary I think. But it would have been even more bearable and necessary if I didn't have to go somewhere. And Gus wanted to play magic and all. Why must he choose the time I wanna drop magic to pick it up and ask me to play with him. After lesson I decided immediately not to go to cc today. Saw Jiefang and Hewyenn on my way. Then we separated and I went to buy stuff. It was a little difficult and had to ask for opinions. Finally I could go home. I spent time doing stuff and playing com. Then ate, and do homework while online. Cool huh? I learnt how to fold paper too by copying lolx. But it wasn't a carbon copy. I not so skilful.
Tml is the only day of this week without band. I hope thursday is nice. So far the days are quite all right. Well good luck everyone...

Today also rain. So wet leh everyday. Dun know how it can rain whole day one. Why not just rain abit everyday. Haha Shan joo no mercedes for 2 weeks. Everyone was late today. Jiefang and Maliryn got new bag hehe. Must stand again coz the floor so wet. Again the song got something wrong. Take so long to start. Then we went off to social studies. Wah felt very sleepy leh. Not good. Maths could barely hold on. Lucky she teached. I'm pretty sure I took in 99.9999% of what she was saying. PE took height and weight of course. I changed. Then still got time to play games so I changed back again. Recess then chinese. A relaxing lesson la. Just say some stuff lor. Then no assembly and we go Design Studio. Haha he let us watch the day after tomorrow. It would be nice if we could finish the movie but we had to go english. Haha learn nouns. Haiz 3 times a week school finishes at 2.15. Then go band. This time it was totally different. Not like yesterday. Even felt like the holidays. So.. nice hehe. I like it alot. But the more I like it the harder it is for me to leave. Is like pulling my heart out. Haiz. Dom the screw cannot put it. Lost and found the screw a couple of times. Then help fix Maliryn horn the string. Then do the formation. This was totally different too. The atmosphere was much happier and light. We did it alot of times. But it was great. Finally Mr Poh got come and see. I hope he was impressed. We had added and modified all the gimmicks and the formation was complete. I felt quite proud. Abit like the syf except this was a tiny scale. Finally we pack up, wait for Shan joo, got my gloves, then went home.
Bathe then eat. I intended to do homework but I kept putting it off and read my book. And even dozed off for a short while. But luckily it was not real sleep. Or else tonight cannot sleep le. I cannot afford late nights. Like the 2 o'clock thing again. I packed my bag then waited for my sis to finish ironing her stuff then I can ironmy uniform. Well I hope tml will be succesful. I have a big feeling it will impress the sec ones. But maybe that's all it will do, impress them. But I am sure whatever we have we will be happy and work towards our goal.

Today didn't do much. Woke up and eat. Watch abit of tv then dye my hair black. I think this dye is better. Not so pain. But then the last time pain could be coz it's my first time. But then my hair is so damn black. Is like all colour is absorbed. Is so totally black. Now I can tell the difference between my coloured and uncoloured hair. No wonder people said it was obvious. Tidied and cleared my stuff. Sis called. she was back from the hotel le. Asked bout the hair lolx. It's ok la just way too black. Or maybe I was too used to the colour. Went to my cousin house to take chinese book. Wah so cool now they got one more com then both upgraded le. Then went bedok south eat. Haha good food to eat during cold weather. Is really raining the whole day leh. Can relax or not? Went home, finishing tidying then online. Dun feel like watching ocean 11 anymore. Haiz. Called Shan joo to ask what to bring. Got band tml and tuesday. I planned to play magic. I didn't play today. And it has been very long since I touched my deck. That day when I went back it felt good to be back there. It was almost a part of me. I think I have spent too much time there. But it's good too. I wanna play magic early then stop. No more distractions now. Think I wanna go Temasek coz opposite is bedok south market. Got good food. Haiz. I really hope tml will be good though I doubt so. If it is good tml then I will have less worries for the year. Good luck everyone!!! Have fun !!!

Happy New Year everyone! Hehe... As usual I am the first to wake up lolx. Weird leh. They supposed to go out but so late still haven't wake up. Considering I slept so late this was pretty early. Haha last time supposed to play Runescape but the com cannot dun know why. So I asked Qz and he suggested isketch. Played all the way till they stopped playing mahjong. It was quite enjoyable la. When I heard some sounds I went out intending to watch CSI. Today one whole day CSI marathon leh. But then I think too many games le so they took out the plug or something. So play welcome to wolfenstein. After completing the stage then eat leftover pizza. So nice leh now still so soft. Then go play isketch while they pack. Then I pack and we were ready to go home. I brought the dye back too. There was no time to dye for me. They fetched me home then went to the hotel.
Reached home and watched CSI. Haiz later must go uncle house. Hate to go there. Bathed, then went. I was so bored. Finally I went to his room and on the tv coz he not there. But dun know why cannot on the modem so cannot go online. Haiz. Then have to go. What? Dun we even get to eat? Haiz. Go nearby hawker centre or something. The food quite good la. But my patience was wearing extremely thin. Then they go look for household items. Argh can pull my hair out leh. Felt as irritated as if I were wearing heels again. Finally after more than half an hour they came out. I was just standing there all the time. Luckily I heard my parents say they wanna go first. I was afraid have to fetch some of them. My mum went back to buy something then we bought some bread and stuff then went home. Finally.
Watched Pleasantville. Extremely nice show. If only it were more consistent. Well. Good night. Happy New Year everyone!!!

Haha didn't have a very good night's rest. Probably because of nerves. I hope. It's infuriating that I have to see my watch strike 2 before I can sort of sleep. Bathed, changed, took my bottle, and was ready. I hoped I brought everything. Somemore today got band. Haha first day already got. Saw Joanna's sis and bro. Abit surprised coz this was early for him hehe. Then saw Fong Lam and Bi Hui on the bus. I still dun know how to feel towards them. But I already made up my mind to be high today. I was abit late and almost everybody was there. Shan joo's sis was there too. I didn't really know her yet. I hope I won't be too hostile. Just be abit aloof can le. Saw Qz new haircut. Haha is more bota then crew cut. So many instruments already. Line up, stand coz the floor was wet. Hehe alot of comments on hair leh lolx. Too black! Argh ytd I thought no one will notice. Haha then first day already the national anthem something wrong. No silent reading. 403 and us got new extra form teacher. Then spent some time walking around collecting instruments. Abit bu zhi dong leh they all. Then we had to wait extremely long fot the teacher. Why can't it have been Mdm Choo. She wouldn't have made us wait and if she did we wun mind. Finally got to go to class.
I went to the studio but then there was nobody. I went to another block to look and saw Ivan Teo. He said the only place can be is there. So I went down to go up. Lucky I did coz a teacher told me they were upstairs. Kaoz the door was closed so I couldn't see their bags and all of them were in the small office inside. He asked some of us stuff about last year. A sort of interview. Then had lesson time. What my first lesson? D&T of course haha. We got our o level question le. Wah I scared I fail leh. We were abit late for recess. English was quite good. New teacher very good. We introduced ourselves. Then maths. The only lesson that was familiar. And we could all go home at 1.15. Quite good leh now monday dismiss at 1.15. That probably means got more remedial to fit in la. How now to be sec 1 this year haha. We were at the shelter for quite long. I filled my water gun then shoot people finally. Then we put up our banners too. I bought food. Tried to get my books but no stock. Spent quite along time deciding and putting it up. Then go for band. Andrew sick. Hope he's ok. He's really hardworking and good. I actually wanted to go earlier and test which clarinet is ok but then do the banner till no time. Then even better Shan joo make my whole section run 9 rounds arh. Then sectionals. Dun know so boring leh today. The atmosphere so dull too. Combine in the hall then go home. Asked Gus to come CC. Luckily the guys were there haha. Very nice to be playing with them again. Actually today I wanted to like play one whole day then officially stop playing so occasionally probably even stop. Haiz. Anyway had great fun. Then go home. My cousin had already taken the bag. That was pretty rude and irresponsible of her. No use saying la. Bathe, eat, then tried not to doze off. But still did anyway. Haiz. Like that tml sure can't get up one coz tonight can't sleep. Today was not bad. It could have been much better. I hope tml will be much better. It better be. For everyone too. Nitez...