New week. Last week. After I got down from the bus I realized it was raining. I started out with quite ok spirits. Today I was finally going to start on my wood. This project is very extremely important to me. If I fail I think I am gonna cry for a week. There was nobody at the normal place then met with Qz and we went to 303 to check if the wood was there. There were some people in the class so we stayed there. Yes the wood was there. I half wanted to take the wood with me for the rest of the day. But I was unsure of the day's events and was afraid it would be too much trouble. I should have realized that no trouble was too great for the wood. After all without the wood I can do nothing. So I left the wood and went to the hall. Went to studio for first period. After that started the home room system. I'm not sure I like it yet. Dun think I will. Ate a bit too much recess. Played soccer for a while then go lessons.
I ran down to 303 after the bell rang to take my wood and get started as soon as possible. There was band later and I didn't wanna be late. But... the wood was not there. In fact the class room was cleared. I wandered down and met the others at the shelter. I was dazed. I felt as if I had been hit. I wanted to cry. Why couldn't this go right, this thing that I wanted most, that I had prepared so much for? I went to see Remington to see if he could give me more wood but he was not free. So I wento look for the teacher in charge of 303 to ask what he had done. He looked like a real idiot. And he said he had threw away the wood. I panicked even more. What if Remington didn't have any wood? I was at the door again and Mr Wie saw me. He also said that I had passed. I felt more relieved on that particular matter. But nothing could take my mind off the wood. Remington said I could take any wood I wanted. I panicked less and ran to the workshop. Yeah he gave me waste wood. But beggars can't be choosers. I took the wood and went to band. I still felt considerably downcast.
Later, I realized Jiefang was sick. I wanted her to rest but knew it could not be done. But I tried anyway. Band was ok la. Quite alot of people were there. Too bad not enough. Coz after band had to run 10 rounds. Went to CC and played chaos. Quite enjoyable considering I usually avoid playing. Played 2 rounds and had to leave coz too late. Reached home, bought extra food and ate. Quite nice. Play computer then go bathe. Reading Sherlock Holmes. I finished Shannara today. Quite nice la.
Hope tomorrow can at least finish cutting out. Tomorrow Joanna got practical. Wish her luck!