Update on last night (this morning): I didn't want to use the second bottle but I did. Finished star at 1.15. Great!! But the cleanup is terrible. Suddenly there was blue everywhere. Toilet door, the star itself at the bottom, my keyboard, my table, my shirt (no idea how it got there). Quite happy. But aching from tiredness. After cleaning up went to sleep. I chatted with Joanna and I plan to give it on Sunday. I messaged Charity but no reply. Trying again tomorrow. Tomorrow hope will dry. I will use the hair dryer.
Today: Woke up go toilet. Feeling incredibly with sleep heavy. Sleep again. No energy watch Kim Possible *siGhz*. Mum woke me up tell me she going, then sleep again. Woke up go toilet again. Sleep. Dad woke me up ask me go with him to help him at a charity function at an old folks' home then sleep again. Wow so much disturbance. So slept on and on to 3 plus. Felt rested finally. Haven't had this feeling in a long time. I feel so great now I wun feel too bad if I failed my grading. Lazed around then go buy food for me and sis. Nice. Wow a lucky day man somemore got nice food. Cannot finish coz too much. Called Qz haha. Dun know still can go the chess thing or not. Watch tv for a while then wanted go in sleep again but sis in the room. Call Xiuyi ask some stuff. Then Jiefang called ask whether wanna go concert. Like nobody going plus I tired so can't be bothered. I hope everyone is happy with their results. Anyway it's no use now. Just pick up and get moving. Finally can go in then wow so fast sleep. 9 plus dad came back so wake up. Hmm am I hungry or not? I feel like having something to eat, but not that hungry. So just do something else first. Took the hairdryer dry dry abit. But quite dry already so decided to stop. Use my stick hit but quite hard. No dents also. Use my stick push also can. After I prod here prod ther and felt satisfied go wrap. So lucky got enough wrapping paper. Now I know why I got leftover from Joanna bday lolx. Man I hope all this luck is not siphoning off from tomorrow's luck. If it was so whoever can have it back. So now my problem is remembering which is which. Must wait for my mum come back so I can use my phone.
Write the autograph thing. Reminds me of primary 6. So many of them girls wanted autographs. Primary 6 was good yeah. Soccer everyday. Good food. Nice aurroundings. Haiz. Anyway I have no idea how to write coz I'm so boring. Last time got other autographs to copy from. Then can ask somemore. So call Shan joo ask how to write. Then call again ask what I dun like. After about an hour finally finish. While I was writing I felt quite light hearted and enthusiastic. After I sign off I felt very sad. Mixed feelings. This is finalizing a goodbye. I hate to let go. But struggling to hold on is tearing me apart. SO many things to let go. School, guitar. Can't write anymore. Feeling too heavy. Too much sad emotions. Update you tomorrow. Now gonna eat. Ciao everyone.