Feels like holiday already haha. Tired this morning. Must get used to going to school everyday like that. Reached school, felt quite thoroughly miserable. Couldn't even cheer myself up when Jiefang arrived. Managed weak smiles, merely ghosts of my usual. Must kick myself to behave normally. Can't be like that the whole day. I will ruin my own life.
There was no mlc so the rest came back to join the line. Jiefang beside leh. This was like the easiest opportunity I have ever had but why can't I lift a finger to do what I normally do. Haiz.
Go back class take back results. Not really looking forward for obvious reasons lolx. Mr Wie did it, though Remington came up later. Lucky Mr Wie or else we will have lots of talk and nothing of the results. Failed abysmally for maths. Half expected it. Anyway without the careless mistakes still fail. Haiz want to fail also fail with flying colours what. I only satisfied with physics and social studies. Surprised to pass SS. Compared to my tradition of getting like 3/10 like that this was positively a good sign. Recess went to eat. The food getting more and more terrible man. But too bad I was hungry. Go AVA watch After School. Watched abit during chinese after the exam. The story quite nice la. But I really wanted to puke. I'm still spooked by alot of stuff. I haven't really gotten over them. And then I read the book this morning then Hendel had died. He had been torn to pieces such that it was beyond recognition who or even what he was. Fortunately I carried on reading and he had in fact survived. But I still really spooked man. I can't take more blood and gore.
After the show I initially planned to go Orchard with Jiefang they all. But I called bro and seems that he is already in Bedok. So went to Changi mac to meet him instead. By now my mood can say almost back to normal. Played quite alot. Saw quite alot of people I know. Nicola too. Auntie Janet came and bought some snack for us to eat. We persuaded her to leave some work with us for us to help her do. We migrated to KFC coz the aircon in mac too hot. I marked quite alot. Bro left shortly. He said half an hour. I went to CC to wait. Read, slacked about. More than one hour has passed. Went to the library and waited for another hour. Saw Shimin and we went to take her photos. Waited and heard he wun be back for about 20 mins. I left. I had waited for nothing. Maybe I should bring my phone with me but I thought it would be like tempting fate.
Went home, bathed, eat. My dad asked me whether wanna go east coast but I dun want la. I just bathed leh.
So blog this, and intend to slack the hours away to their return. If you ask me the place I really wanted to be at was to be playing deck or most all to be at my sis's house. I hope I can go there tomorrow and camp overnight lolx. Can play xbox then can online the whole day. I think mostly I like it because I am alone there.
Tomorrow, hopefully, I can do my project. I wanna be able to at least get both star shapes out. I hope he helps me glue the wood together. Pine seems quite nice leh. But this wood seems more solid. Hope it hasn't been stolen out of 303 yet. And yeah, If I dun get the shape out tomorrow, I will be one miserable wreck.