Hmm ... very boring arh today. Studied physics last night to quite late. Realized what an idiot I have been for a year. All it takes was to pay attention in class, go home spend 1/2 hour revise, and probably can get A1 for everything. But no, I have to waste the whole year and start at the end. Didn't really understand focal lense thing coz that lesson he chase me out of class lolx. In the morning quite ok la can complete everything till quite satisfied. But always the irritating conscience scolding me for not doing a year's work but stress the powers of my mind at the last minute. At the usual porch there study. And that idiot of a girl kept on irritating me. I beginning to suspect it might be on purpose. How else is it always when she is there my way is always suddenly blocked? Especially when Joanna came. She can win an award for being the best wall.
Haiz CME first paper. Stupid leh take the exam for what. But I think I also didn't do well lolx. An appropriate place to go for a date would be to go visit a zoo. Appropiate behavior? Dun feed the animals. During the break ate a terrible meal. Go 303 hang out for a while. Grasped the last formula. Luckily I did because it came out. Hew Yenn reminded me to lock Jiefang's stuff. I went to take the key from Melvin. Too late Jiefang come le. So I try to become unnoticeable. Haha she so cute when she trying to catch me. Dun know she acting gong or really is gong. After like 10 mins of tricking I finally got the lock under the table. Not the best place, and I didn't even get to lock it. I would have been satisfied with my effort but guess what? The girl took the lock and her face looked as if she had just done the impossible and hid the lock as if I didn't know like that. She made a great show of it. Like 'oh Jiefang I helped you take the lock from under your table which the bad Chaijing put it there.' Jeez what would I give to put what I wrote in the compo to action. I was too disgusted with her to even attempt to take the lock back. I dun wanna touch her. Having her block my way was enough. I took my stuff and went back to class.
Haha the new D&T teacher was there to invigilate. The physics paper was surprisingly basic. Maybe it was because I studied but I dun think so. Think can pass la. The worse thing is I didn't know can choose from 3q. One of them I jotted something down at the last minute. Actually the best thing I could do was to leave it blank. Now die la. Go canteen then saw some people then go play magic. After, went to D&T take paper. It was quite early but went to CC. Waited for bro for quite long. Play short while then he go arcade. I can't go of course. Steven took over. Then there was this malay boy and we played. Haha he don't understand how to use goblin charbelcher. He very rough with his cards. Me I'm firm. But I always have a sort of reverance to them. Weird. I am so idiot I usually wash my hands before I touch them or wipe a speck of dirt of them. Especially since now it's white. Even the box is white. After he left play with Steven. Lost spectacularly many times. After all this time I'm still a lousy player. Lousy in the sense that I dun know how to use my deck. All my decks even the elves. Haiz. Went home earlier than normal coz I needed to study POA. Not early enough for my liking though. After a while my mum went out to buy fruits for praying. I suddenly thought about why I very hardly see my living hive. So I sorted out my cards again to arrange it. Then suddenly I realized I had lost my living hive. Yeah cool. A rare card I had got out of good fortune had slipped out from under my nose. There was onli 3 ways it could have gone. Theguy in school, or the guy at CC. Or my own carelessness. Haiz. Played for a time to just slack. No mood to study. Then I watched Lilo and Stitch and fell asleep. Wow time sure does fly. They came back, I took a quick dinner and started POA.
The thing with studying is that you must start. Otherwise when you look at the book you will just think it will be boring. But always once I start, I can understand and start to absorb. So I just have to start. But of course must have teacher la. I not genius what. Pulling all my resources of POA I tried to study in vain. In my opinion I have too much to learn within one day, let alone one night, about 5 hours. There's the disytaction of reading star wars, and playing. But must be vigilant. Speaking of vigilance it's a new card mechanic in kamigawa. Attacking doesn't cause it to tap.
Yeah yeah so study study, Call Qimin ask some questions. Really grateful. She was the reaon I passed the mid year. It was a surprise to pass as like only 1/4 of the class passed. I just browsing through. Whether or not I study I will still fail. Can you beat 6 marks for the CA? Great. Yeah so still got alot more to study. 303 so lucky tml got break. We no break at all. Go study le. Good luck...