Gus wanna play magic again. Haiz I seem to be letting people down again. Dun know how to find excuse to go and play leh. 11.30 watch part 2 of spider-man. Wah very nice. I learnt more of a character too. Black cat. I think if I could be a hero I would be spider-man or superman. After that watch the magician one. He took off his mask. I think I saw him in a magic show before. Bought food, eat, then slack around. 6 more days. Have to get my brain into working mode. Finalized my booklist then took out the phrases. Wah Gus really desperate leh. But too bad la. Partly coz I'm an idiot too. After learning 10 I fell asleep. My phone rang and I woke up. Charity wanted to sell her ticket coz suddenly can't go. Haiz but no one going also then I also in trouble better dun go. Fell asleep again and woke up eat porridge. Very nice coz the weather cold. Then studied until 35. Haha so happy today I learn 35 phrases. Hope I remember at least 20 tml. Whenever I study I feel disappointed in myself leh. Coz it's obvious to me how easy to learn. I just have to be extremely disciplined now. I think today has been an extremely productive day. I wish I can drive some thoughts out of my head. I must find my own way to make peace with myself. There's always something holding me back. And it's my fault I can't cure it. All my intelligence for nothing. Haiz. Gonna online awhile then sleep. Hope school will be great. Fat hope.