No negativity please.
Didn't get a good rest. Injury still burning. Watched Charmed last night. And yeah I finished the book. Now I can relax and finish the last book at leisure. I felt like I had only been sleeping for 5 minutes then I had to get up. Was postively sluggish. Dressed, went to school. Haiz. Bag so heavy. Stupid band file in my bag and clarinet in my hand. Argh. At first scare me leh, say not collecting instruments. Somemore with the homeroom system is very inconvenient. At recess went to Remington to hand in the work. He had forgotten actually. But since we forgot to hand in the reflection yesterday we were quits. Anyway he was sick. After recess we went to another room which we never go before. And went for the first practical of the year. And yes, thus far, I have never made a single perfect piece before, one that I am satisfied with. At least now the accident always happens at the end. But if happen at beginning better then can get new one. It is so idiotic leh. How I know my plastic will break. Luckily no need to hand in. All of us were rusty and forgot how to do the processes as well. A scene occurred. In my opinion he should have kept his mouth shut as he did not have a case to argue with. During chem did my reading. I treat chem as a free period nowadays. After that immediately went to get me and Aloy plastic bag. We spent some time downstairs, then I went up to the band room. On my way I did a stupid thing. I shouted/sang loudly for a distance. Unfortunately that distance was outside the physics class room and I got a good scolding from Mr Chua. So embarassing dun know how I can forget myself and do that. I was even surprised when he came out. I totally forgot there was a class there.
Anyway in the room I had a nice surprise. June was back. Granted I hardly spent any time with her, but she had come back after quitting. I taught her some stuff. We all warm up, then practise abit then at 3.30 do music. We dun sound so good. Need to warm up. At 4 went for sectionals. Talked to Mr Poh about the indoor stuff. We simply do not and cannot have enough members. I also realized how out of practice I was, not knowing how to judge and estimate. In my opinion the outdoor ruined me. I didn't have proper guidance and my skills were wasted away. I was as good as an average sec 4, my pri school experience amounted almost to nothing. I wanted more than anything to be guided. Although I know that my section depends on me to teach, it would be nice if I can learn something new too. I like to teach them knowing that I am giving them something new. But I feel like I am wasted, and not learning anything. Oh yeah and the 3 girls are back too. Dun know what to feel. We combined in the hall. I have no idea how to correct my sound. Got to give it my best all the time. After band, we sing mutalib and falah a birthday song. Then finally we go home. Quite late leh. Kaoz then the Yi lian arh is super energetic. I no strength run le she still can chase. On the way out Jie fang mistook a car for Shan joo's and it was a false alarm. We all took bus home.
Very tired when reach home. Rest abit, bathe, then eat. Watch finish Charmed then do homework. Still doing now. Haiz. Tml the ngee ann thing very stupid leh. Wish no need to go. Well see ya tml guys. At least friday no school. Hope I can finish my homework.