Wah like didn't sleep liddat eh. But still have to go school no choice. Was a little later but it was ok. My sisters going hong kong today. Still haven't figured out yet. The day is pretty much ok la just that in the morning felt like sleeping. Finished the poa homework is class. Lucky eh. I pretty much survived through the day. d&t wasn't that bad too. Time passed really fast and I finally got interviewed. Only got 2 ideas out of 6. And the 2 were what I just thought of. Had chem, and was like just slacking away waiting for the day to end. I tried to play with my figures but then play in secret no fun. But I couldn't resist bringing them coz I was out the whole day, and maybe I could spend some time with them. These were my treasures. Not only do I love star wars, but friends gave them to me. How could they not be precious? Met up with them then they went bedok eat. Didn't feel like eating so go CC. I scared can't go on friday so might as well go today. But I will probably be there the whole of saturday. Argh it's complicated. Last year was a mess. Only bro was there and he told me some stuff. But I couldn't be sure if he was lying. And I found out more about my figures. It's an expensive game. Lucky I didn't try warhammer. Lucky I started with magic anyway. Or I would be bankrupt. Had a real conversation with bro. I went outside and explored all my stuff. It was soooooooooooo beautiful and nice when I laid out the map!!! Haha then I put all the terrain tiles too. So cool. I am now halfway through understanding the game I hope. I had an sms so I thought they were calling to tell me it was time to go. But then I got a shock. And the idiot bro went to send a stupid sms back. Anyway I was too caught up in my game to care. The call came and I reluctantly packed up. Time fly so fast eh.
Got back to school just in time to see them too lolx. Fall in, then got a talk. Then sectionals. I dun know but I felt like something bad was gonna happen. Then we went to the room for the introductions to the sec ones. Then they went down while Mr Poh talked to us. A talk then left me well, at a loss. Dun know what to think. Just try to shove it in the back of my mind. Is this year gonna be like last? I can't afford it. I need to set my paths clearly now. A girl took my car leh. I got a bad feeling about it. We went to play games. Did the hand thing as normal, and we were first!! Hahahaha. We went to kachiao other groups. Then after that try to play chop chilli, then we played captain's ball. It was great fun. I hope we do this once in a while. Otherwise the sec ones think do the first time to attract them only then after that no fun le.
After band, got another talk. And after that another one. I felt my mind crushing, caving in. I mean can't I have an easy week? I dun complain much. But having such a great day yesterday can there not be so drastic a contrast. After awhile we left. Shamefully, I argued a little with Jiefang. I realized I was more stressed out then I thought and quickly shut up. And I know Jiefang was too. If we continued none of us would make sense. Anyway I started it. I felt so ashamed of my behaviour. I have forgotten the last time since I had felt so beaten up mentally and lost my cool. But it was lucky I didn't go to blows. But I think I have trained myself never to come to that. Only a few of us went to mac to eat. Actually felt like eating hawker, but then still eat mac la. Mac eat not full one leh. Tried to figure out the game as well. Showed Shanjoo the sms and she told me the only logical conclusion I had come to as well. For awhile, could forget about the stuff and just love my game. Went home, bathed, then watch a little of Charmed. Dun know what to think. Anyway I am expecting to be sick soon. I hope this does not trigger it. Experiencing headaches. I immediately sought out Jiefang to apologise. *So sorry gal*. If only he hadn't mentioned. I have lots to contemplate now. My life.
To everyone, please do not be stressed out as well. I wish all of you good luck in everything. Especially in life...