Last night at first wanted to study physics and maths. But then packed my stuff and discovered the d&t stuff. Didn't know just drawing can cause my mind to be so taxed. Anyway this morning had to try to piah all the physics in. It's actually pretty stupid of me not to pay attention in class. Coz given, last year anytime I was attentive for abit everything went in. This is so ridiculous and unneccessary. Maybe I'm trying to get my foothold this year. Hopefully it's not too late. Geography is now becoming a bore. I thought the work supposed to be handed in next week. Haiz now got detention. The stupid poa still thinks I took back my d&t. Please lor if I take back and you asked me of course I will say yes right. Stupid idiot you lost it yourself wanna blame me. Face wanna fight come la. At least for once d&t made me happy. For once actually had abit of the urge to smile. It was unsettling how easy the lesson was. During recess, I decided to see Miss Pow on area and other stuff. She is very nice leh. Has high hopes. Which made me feel sad because most probably I will let her down. But this triggered an inspiration to work harder for maths. If only I can find more of this for other subs. Especially humanities.
I missed the whole of recess without knowing it. But Mdm Rubiah not here so sneak eat brani and study physics. Nothing seemed to go in at all. And I can't remember anyhing. Felt very down. Then the maths test. I felt like I did during an exam when everything was read but nothing went in. Too bad. Sorry. Physics test equally depressing. Can hardly remember the few formulas. Spent most of the time dreaming of nothing. Waste of time in my opinion. Then the stupid detention. Tried the call for help option. Help on hold. But luckily Shan joo called back and I managed to write some stuff. Thank you so much!! I will try to think nice thoughts for your mercedes for a while. A short while hehe. Finally went home. My dad was already back. Today I was supposed to come back early and go with him buy some stuff. Great day today is.
I couldn't find the remote control. And I feel doubly angry because I can never find anything. But still watch Superman! Hahahaha shoooo nice. Wish got this kind of nice cartoon everyday. I even got to see Kim Possible. And He-man!!! Though didn't get to see finish. Obviously Skeletor didn't get into castle Greyskull but it would be interesting to see how he defeated the monsters. My dad dropped me off at east coast then they go buy some stuff. Today was an improvement. Can do wider sweeps and go faster now. Forgot everything that I read except to bend knees at all times. It soon got dark and it was difficult to see the ground. I felt abit uneasy because I couldn't see my feet. Then sometimes there was totally nobody and the place is so dark. But still managed to do alot more than 10 km this time. Stopped counting after 12 like that. Then I just went to sit down coz it was no point continuing. After a long while just after I got up again, my parents called. Waited more then went home. Eat, rest, then watch desperate housewives. It's a stupid show except that I wanna know the mystery behind it. So maybe it's a good show. At first thought I going to ntuc to get some stuff then in the end no need. Bathe, then now nothing to do. Should I play Magic? Star Wars? Juggle? I dun know. Millions of stuff I can do. But what to do?