Was very tired when I woke up. Which is bad news as this is only the middle of the week. Hopefully I wun sleep later. First lesson of the day already irritates me. That dumb english teacher. Wanted to send me out of the class for laughing too much. Can't she see that it's just humour? I really happy that Hazimah didn't bring her things meh that I wanna celebrate. Use your brains la. Remington came up unfortunately. And she took the opportunity to complain about me. Stand outside talk with him for so long dun know what she saying. Probably pouring poison into his ears. I had to do a reflection essay and apologise which was ok la. What I couldn't stand was that I had ruined my clean slate. Haiz. I will never apologise to her on this. After he dealt with the rest I felt he was getting nicer. I think he understood that some of it was to blamed on that idiot english teacher. My letter was apparently going to be photostatted for heads to see. I went into the class. She expected an apology that I didn't give. Please lor if you are really good everyone will know. No need to go around saying you are a master teacher every five minutes. I rather learn english on my own than have you. When Mdm Rubiah taught we knew she was good and respected her and paid attention. She come in like that shows she got no experience lor. This is ping yi hor what you expect. Poa was all right. My point is he scolds us continually, punishes us, but we still respect him and sort of like him. But that woman is just the limits. Chinese I finally succumbed at the end and lie down. The spelling didn't go that bad la.
Wah recess the chicken is like so charred lor. Didn't feel good after eating. Then Jiefang told me Kelvin wanted to use the new clarinet. My anger immediately rosed but I tried not to show. Who does he think he is just come back and then can take new stuff? Is somemore is new. I just felt the idea was ridiculous. I really want to go band today. To set all my stuff straight. This just didn't seem like a good day. D&t wasn't so bad. It was relaxing. And Remington was like joking bout the teacher. During that conversation which spanned for almost 10 mins she had said she was a master teacher 6 times. And he joked about inverted commas and liberation and oppression. He made us feel better. I think he understands which is great. Went for our break then boarded the bus. Went to suntec. It was so stupid. It's like just a bus taking us to suntec for fun. We didn't see anything at all. We separated and went to buy Saint Houng's present. Wah the mango fitting room so huge. I had to beg Jiefang to call for me. And when she did it was too late. So yeah spoilt my mood. But since it was her bday then I had better just keep a straight face. Then I went to buy a lighter for the cake. Ok yeah Fang Lin is officially already ON my nerves. Then got everyone and yeah made some noise. Cake was quite all right. After awhile went back to Mango again for boring reasons. We walked around and finally decided to go to mac. The usual talks and discussions and my mood getting darker when I was left to brood. We went to the fountain of wealth and did the wish thing. Haha it was cool. Then we walked around and went to candy empire. Which was also pretty cool. I didn't really like the sweets and chocolates though. Took a shuttle bus to city hall and went home. I was still pretty mad and I think I will be mad for awhile. I guess I dun like him because he wants to change us in the wrong way. The way may be better but he went the wrong way about it. And I feel awkward now. I feel like I have no control. I hate it. Therefore I sort of hate him. Well just an extremely strong dislike. Is pride in the way? I dun think so as there is no reason for pride. Is just my judgement. Why can't I just forget differences? It's because I feel that he has to change first coz he is the one who did something wrong. But really just taking a new clarinet is abit much. You very big meh. Haiz this is a dangerous topic to get into. A sure plan to make me angry immediately and fast.
Bathed, then study. And dozed off. Too tired le. One day 24 hours I think is too little. Not enough time to sleep. And today this one is stupid la. Waste time. Eat dinner, and my aunt came over. Then I found out that he did borrow it home. And I just felt my mind explode. Never felt this mad before. Dun know what to do. Ending here now.