Last day of the week finally. Felt rather apprehensive. And yeah Hew yenn told me in the morning that he wasn't even sure if he was going to ndp. So the clarinet is like wasted. What an idiot. My dad came during recess to pass me my shirt. During geog as is nowadays I felt a stab of annoyance. We are literally killing ourselves. Why are we so selfish and dun take greater steps towards preserving our Earth. Suffer now enjoy later right. Why wanna enjoy so much and take all the good things. After school went for d&t. Luckily he accepted my work. Felt very happy and went for band. I think he approved. Aiyoh Sheryl Keith so poor thing. Really wish I can help more. Haha that Kai Qian is sooooo cute. We did marching in the beginning. My spirits were diminishing. I felt so demoralized. Partly because my heart also not in it. I just cannot make them do it properly. Felt very bad. Then I got the woodwinds. Which was very terrible because of the noise they were making. I dun know what to think of my juniors leh. Is like they wanna learn but then I dun know how to teach. And like got attitude. But the fact is they are full of potential and it would be a great pity.
We sectional music some too. I found out that guy had actually just come to the band room, took out the clarinet, then left for remedial without even coming for band practice. Haiz. This was so stupid. Why does things always happen to us. Anyway we combined in the band room first. I was so idiot. I should have known that having escaped Shan joo's detection was too good to last. I had forgotten to sew back my pocket and the phone drop out. I was so shocked and guilty. She was like directly behind me. Then we combined in the courtyard which was pretty fun. I miss the bass clarinet. Can't wait for next saturday. But I think I am not a good enough player.After band we went to hawker to eat. At first couldn't decide what to eat as didn't really feel hungry. I bought that supremely huge cup of lychee and in the end bought mee hoon kway. Saw Han Chi. Wah Hew yenn pass me so much. I had 2 cups of drink which was considerable lolx. It was nearing the end that there was more laughter. I ate full to burst. Still left so much. The woman saw us dumping all the stuff into the bowl lolx. Felt abit guilty but everyone participated so I was not to be blamed so much. Then my plastic bag went in and we all ran lolx. Just in case next time we bought food she decided not to give us good stuff lolx.
I bought food then went home. When I got down the bus I realized I had left my wallet there. Went home, took my mum ez link then went back to bedok. Of course the us hadn't come back yet so I went to bro there. So crowded so after awhile went to library. when I went back to ask, my wallet was there! Haha soooo happy. First he say got, then I excited, then when is really mine wah so extremely happy. Now I had my library card I ran back to the library to borrow the book. Made it just in time. Went back to CC. I bought chocolate shake for bro but I dropped it lolx. So I bought another one. All with his money hahaha. Feeling really tired and with aching feet I went home.
Bathed then rest. Didn't really feel capable of doing anything. The night was too full. And anyway I felt really tired. My mum made cocoa and it sucks. So in the end also never drink. Better go sleep now. Then tml got energy. Nitez..