Beginning of the day saw Jacinth. Didn't know she went TJC. I meant to ask her last month what she was doing. She seems nice. I hope she is not a Fang Lin. Sometimes like sometimes dun like. But she has matured and all, maybe she's different. She even looks cute. Saw the mercedes haha. Today total defence day. No electricity. Or at least we must pretend. It was pretty hot. but if you calm down it wasn't so bad. PE was the only one not affected lolx. I show him my blister he ask me walk 2 rounds. But then I ran 2 rounds so he ask me run one more. Haiz. Hahaha then we play abit of soccer. It was quite boring la. I'm not that athletic anymore. Need to train up. 3 more months. I'm gonna beat that guy flat. I need to have lots of stamina so I have enough breath. But I guess it was my mind first. Last time when I sparred with teacher I was the only one given a compliment. And I am quite sure it was because I had conditioned my mind and had focus. Gotta find all of that now. And we didn't get back the maths test but I passed! Hahahahaha shooooo happy. Coz I leave so many blanks I thought gone case. Brightened my mood considerably.
During recess, no stall open. Some sort of black market thing. They give surcharges for stuff and made things ridiculously overpriced. Hahahaha we went to beg Miss Pow to let us order Mac. She is so very cute lolx. We said we treat her then she sort of pause, then said no haha. Jiefang is so immature haiz. Not like me. But good also coz her immature ways give me chances to slap her lolx. She so lousy. I dun know what got into Shan joo leh lolx. She just suddenly tickled me from behind. That's the worse man. Hard one. A few times leh haha. I cannot stand le so I focused abit la and responded hehe. Sorry if it was too hard haha. I didn't mean it. I thought it would just graze barely a touch but went in. Oops. After recess luckily Miss Pow homeroom got air con. We did some TD stuff. Boring la. Then go hall for some act 3 thing. Boring too. Slept through most of it.
English was just stupid. I didn't like the teacher so I slept. So got sent out. Which was pretty nice because the breeze very big. But it was kind of boring. More than one period outside. She's a nut case leh. Go be a monkey la since you got no cowsense. Then we went to SS. Can't believe I dun have the stupid worksheet. After school went CC visit awhile then went home. I bought some food. But my mum very unhappy so go down complain hehe. Then study awhile and sleep. Thought can wake up watch JL but then just sleep until Charmed. Is interesting la. At least the sisters still trust him. Haiz. Feel so tired. Guess everyone is feeling this way. Why is everything so quick this year. and bloody hot can't understand it. I thought weather forecast is thunderstorm. Haiz.
There's band tml but I'm not going. I wonder what's going to happen. I dun feel the enthusiasm to step in and do something. I feel like leaving everything be. I wanna do well next week because I feel different now. My first step is almost complete. But I feel so crushed. It's not stress. It's just not knowing what to do next. I can't take it slowly either. So what am I? Haiz.