WOohoo long time didn't update. Feeling more and more down. Had quite a few speech day rehearsals all thankfully without uniform. Generally life is improving. Sort of. Haiyo dun know la. Feel monotonous but something is changing. And yeah stop telling me to cut my hair k lolx. Going to this weekend probably. Haiz everyday is like packed because of this speech day thing. It's so troublesome and unnecessary. All due to bad planning lor. I think at most go 2 or 3 rehearsals should be enough. I think total will be 4 or 5 lor. Irritating leh this school. Want to make the stupid friendship day thing also last minute. Then the idiot class so uncooperative. Feel like alot of load on my mind. And I suddenly can't stand the curry. Actually not surprised. Had a feeling this was coming as I was eating the thing for monday to friday except wednesday for more than 2 months without fail. But today is like cannot bear to take one more bite lor. Now what am I supposed to eat? Haha that's just a minor setback I suppose.
Having 2.4 this sat. Sian man how. I wanna run during pe too but kaoz the sun is just too hot. Today play floorball totally drain me out. Hope get gold this year too then got reward wor. After school wanted sincerely to go to the optional physics remedial but in the end go spf. I dun know what is it with the voting system with Jiefang that group leh. I think their personal system is after the voting result is out, choose the opposite. I decided to go buy my stuff and return my book first. Went to spf! They were taking their pic and I helped a little lolx. Did I feel shocked? Surprise? Not sure. Spf got silver! Congrats! Ok yeah maybe you were aiming for a gold but so what? It's the process right? And what you guys have within the band is something other bands will never have. Haha tried to act crazy to forget but just kept tugging at my subconscious. Even after. Ahh forget it. Spent a very long time time just doing nothing. But well at least got to see something. Wun elaborate here.. *evil chuckle*. Well it finally got to me and I went one side to just surround myself with my thoughts. Sorry didn't know you all were looking for me. FINALLY got to go home. I really regretted coming.
Bathe, eat and study. Watch Charmed too of course. And I got my maths tb back!! Haha no big deal la. Smsed to Samantha for fun. So jealous she can sleep so early. I still gotta slog through. I dun care by hook or by crook I am going to leave the school without any regrets. But is that really going to happen? I will need tons and tons of alot of discipline. Most importantly, I need to clear my mind. Really arrange my thoughts. But that is so difficult. Dun even know how to start. But I know I will find a way. I just hope that when I do, it's not too late.