Oookies... I guess today was quite all right ba. But I am still extremely confused. This is an extremely weird issue man. I'm sorry guys if you feel abit resentful. But I have no idea how it happened and it is honestly not my fault. And if I dun play along I would have been like sooooooo dead. Haiz. Hopefully you know it wun blow out of proportion like suddenly backfire.
My d&t project been getting on pretty well. Today got the block timetable le. I think if like take away the second recess then will end at 2.15 like normal time eh. I think I would prefer without the break. Oh well. Plus 403 got pe eh. But later Chua take so haha happier. But then... thurs they end at 1.15!!! So unfair!!!! Haha nvm ba. After school went to the workshop again. But seems like nothing much I can do. So go play soccer~!!!!! SO FREE!!!! HAhahaha fun eh. Then they go home. Found Mr Chua and know how to do linear regression le =P hahaha. Then still have to wait for my Sheryl so just sit lor. Waited quite long for her. So poor thing actually had to go home, take some stuff and waited for the damn bus. Always take so long the bloody bus haiz. Then we walk to interchange take bus. Haiyo she really have such packed activities eh. So wish I can help her.
Reach spf quite late. Erm.. Dun wanna say something. Ok well I was certainly not pleased. I gave a small talk. I thought I took Kai Qian's shoes but... it was Burdee's. Oh man so embarassing haha. Then they combine. Haiyo like so uncoordinated. Messy leh. Too bad rain. I went coz wanted to see them do formation ma. And to see Priscilla reaction haha which was pretty big lolx. At least yeah got to see it la haha. So happy!!! Haha at least some good came of my visit.
But after that it was so irritating. So angry. Why this kind of thing always happen to us. Haiz. Hate the school uniform. Not condusive to do exercise hahaha. Wanted to really scream at them but then decided as always my words would have difficulty coming out. So didn't say much. But for once they looked serious. Actually there was a rather bad ending but haiz. Should not dwell on it. This was not my erm, afternoon so to speak. Bus ride back noisy and crowded as usual. Haha abit of fun la. Cept for the idiot flutists hmph. Diao them lor haha. Went home with Sahiddah. HAhahaha she very cute eh and got a nice name. Nice and LONG hahaha.
Still wanna do a couple of things before I sleep. Of course to study hard. And make some calls. Haha now feeling quite all right. Cheerful even lolx. Yeah yeah now chatting with her. Gtg. Ciao~!!!!

YoyoyOz~!! Haha HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII~!!!!!!!!!!! Hahahahaha feeling super high. As you all probably know ytd was the first day of a new term. Had enough holidays guys? I bet not. Anyway I bet most ppl went to school ytd with the feeling of dread coz they confirm never finish homework one right? And never study too lolx. Eh I tie my hair myself k. Granted it's a bit messy, ok a lot messy, but at least got attempt rite? But after that Fungi help me tie la hehe. Actually I am still abit amazed that no one has called me for long hair or espcially for dyed hair. As usual ytd alot of ppl kena caught. Haha better not say too much. Dun wanna count my chickens before they hatch.
I thought first period geog eh I even brought the bloody book. In the end is SS. Stupid subject. Spend most of the time talking about some stuff she did. Maybe she knew that even if she had tried to teach we wouldn't listen. So yeah tt's nice. Dom and Joel dropped poa eh. So go d&t. Haha they suffered for an hour more. As usual during that lesson I did nothing. Just sms Priscilla haha. Got back the target setting sheet. I realized I had a flat line. All along the F9 line. Haiz. Gotta do something bout it man. NOW. After that got d&t which I was absolutely dreading.
But... it wasn't that bad. In fact, I was enormously confused. Why he helping so much? And being so incredibly nice? He very nice eh then to the other 2 like so mean keep on scolding them. Luckily I understood every detail he was trying to tell me and played the part of a good listener and student. Missed recess but it was ok. I think finally I was getting somewhere. Had english eh. Mdm Rubiah was back! Started off by reading newspaper as usual for her since this was monday. She told us bout her injury. Went to hospital 3 times, got a cyst of all places the backbone and everything. It was so weird. We all felt like we wanted to listen to her. I don't know. Maybe coz she commands respect and instant attention? But it's great to have a teacher like her. It was most unfortunate for her to have to be injured during my year. She seems quite all right now. You know if it was Ang saying that we would have thought what the hell does she want telling us all this stuff. But this was different haha. Strange.
Then maths! HAha miss Miss Pow. Cool la she. Teach us erm.. oh probability. Then bought food and went Remington there. Spent some time there just transferring the work that HE did to my folio. That was what was strange. Why he give so much help? Then wait for Imran then we went to see him together. He scold him like hell eh. To me is like he did more work than me but kena scolded so cham. Scold so long some more. Then when my turn I just explain again then he good good, say this was quality work and can go. Took like 3 minutes. HAha was so shocked but escaped fast just in case he changed his mind. Was he lulling me into a false sense of security? Haha well dun look a gift horse in the mouth that's my motto. Incredible luck right?
Rushed home to watch fantastic four. Even got time to bathe first. Big disappointed. The music was terrible. The story was stupid. Everything was so dumb. Went to read abit then guess I fell asleep. Woke up, decided to go online awhile, then ate dinner. Mum cook eh haha. Then slack slack, study abit, then watch desperate housewives. After that, do my compo, decided to complete the rest tml, and went to sleep.
I am decidedly having better sleep than during the last week of the holidays or so. Today didn't tie myself arh. It was like try to comb, then Xt say here untidy there untidy until give up. In the end she help la. Thanks~!! Finally can take Dom bread. Revert to old tradition hehe. Argh Shan joo dun make me angry arh. I use my black belt whack you arh. Decided against feeling guilty for using a bit of strength. You deserve it! During first 2 periods chiong for english. Managed to complete hehe =P. Kaoz they got pe for 2 hours eh! So extremely jealous! This might even be the last time that I have pe lor. Eat abit earlier then go find Remington. Just said some stuff bout building a prototype this afternoon. K lor I dun mind!!
Still got chinese eh. Which was great but found out that immediately after youth day holiday got O oral. Sian man. Got assembly today too. Wah english copied the whole question paper haha. Tired you know. Then find my Sheryl then talk talk then go Ramli build the prototype. Lucky he came back eh. Dun think I can last with the other guy. Dun know just got a strong aversion to him. Get lost eh dun come near my project and talk so much. I think he trying to tell me that he also know quite alot bout d&t eh. I think not. That time his design is as good as a bloody box lor. Then trying to convince me "Ya, ya, this one good! Sure can one." Hmph think I am a stupid girl know nothing bout d&t is it. Anyway after lots of trials, and errors, managed to build the prototype. Mum keep calling so irritating coz wanna take the cake but cannot find the key. Like isn't it obvious I'm busy? Remington came, then ask me nail myself. Haha fun la. But so surprising eh. He designed this what. Why he so happy with me? No idea why. Seemed to me he was happier than I was. Finally left and felt more happy and excited. HAha how come suddenly so easy? Aiyah nvm. Take it as the days come. So yeah gonna study now now that my mind is at peace with my project. Good luck everyone~!!!!!!

YozZ~!!! Wah seriously had a rather band week. Didn't think will have another of this kind of week so soon. After all graduate le ma. On monday had the final rehearsal for the recording. Went for the band 2 recording in the morning first all the way till 4 plus. Mr Quek bought mouthpiece for me!! Haha $199. Felt paiseh. He actually called me the night before to tell me then I felt so paiseh. Anyway buy for future usage too. Haiz felt real tired after band and somewhere at the mouth there felt sore. But gotta rush home nowadays coz I guai. Haha cannot stay out late le la coz now sis very strict. Really regret going for the bloody band camp the second day. Should have went back with Xiuyi and Maliryn. Well what's done is done. And not say it hasn't done me any good. I've finally started studying!! Now gotta push myself real hard...
Had the recording on tuesday and wednesday. It was raining on tuesday haiz. In the morning just help to set up the instruments all that lor. Quite tiring arh. Somemore not actual bass clar player is feels taxing to me. I hate being able to play many instruments. I just instinctively know how to play. But forgoing good sound quality and everything. But I just can't like say specialize in my clarinet. Haha this brings back to childhood. Coz I was LAZY!!! Didn't appreciate the things I could do, now grow up sucks. Still hoping I can at least atone abit of it.
Oh yeah the recording was nothing that unusual. Just have to keep real silent during the beginning. Then after finish must stay silent. Finally if he says ok we will have sighs of relieve. Was really tired especially after the band 2 one. Wah was jialat arh. The place wasn't cold, but I guess the air was dry. Had to drink so much water and feel like going toilet. At least lunch was great. Walked to mrt with Ariel, Ji Cheng, Camilia and Fabian. Walk home with Ji Cheng. Bathed and felt really so tired suddenly. Actually slept at 9.30 after couldn't tahan.
Thought I would regret it in the night coz slept on a rather full stomach. Luckily the pain wasn't that bad coz I needed the sleep. It was quite the same with day 2. But more tiring I think. I dun think we did very well. Had a really late lunch but still a great one haha. I wish got the cream puffs we had ytd instead of curry puff. The mood was lighter coz gonna finish already ma. But still tiring. We had to play the song band 2 dropped ytd coz of time constraint. Haha David Wong said put the word SIGHT READ in big and the song title in small lolx. We didn't really go over the time limit. Then pack up all that which took some time, and took picture all that. Finally it was time to go. All saying goodbyes hehe.
We took so long to walk lor. Then in the end stay at the bridge take pic. Ytd group with the addition of Benny. Took a LONG time lolx. Finally went home. And left my stuff with Ariel. Haha sorry. Ji Cheng was decidedly down. Walked back again, this time carrying her sax which she didn't have ytd thank buddha. Heavy yes but bearable. I still think the bass clar is worse. Or is it my strength increased within a week? Hehe. Went home, bathe, eat, and STUDY k. Coz wanna go band today ma. So must show something for it hehe. Who knew my sis will come back so early haiz. Otherwise can sleep earlier.
Today went spf to return uniform. But mostly to see them of course!!! Haha I always have this weird feeling when I see them in the squads doing formation. Bought chicken rice first then meet Maliryn. Waited quite long for the bus. Finally reach there. Haha so nice~!!! So good got new gimmicks!!!!!!!!! Haha sexy wor the mamma mia. Had a pretty good time. They had lunch break I thought dun have. But fun too got bully the flute section. Haha hmm I can't remember how I disturbed them during our camp. Something bout blessing them. But it was cool. Kaiqian was her blur stupid idiotic self omg. I saw her and Joesph on the phone so for fun I ask her whether she talking to him. It's REAL EH!!! She so dumb lor dun know he was behind. Sectional marching was bad. Dun know why I went from serious to making them laugh. Hope I wasn't too far. But they are pretty hopeless. And I can't say much coz I can't be going there so often right now. If it was in ping yi then I could at least make a decent attempt. Now is hopeless le.
I felt a bit of anger due to something. I felt a little.. offended somehow. Feel welcome to spf only from the members. But other than that yeah feel unwelcome. Decided to stay for the rest of the practice and take a cab back. And I decided to make them run 10 rounds too. I got nothing much to say but hope they're not mad at me. I realize that they are not ping yians. Ping yians will not ask me and talk back like that coz I have taught them. I abit forgot. Think they're not mad coz for ppl who kena punished got some pretty big smiles lolx. Took a cab home with Maliryn, Kai Qian and Sheryl. Haiyo Kaiqian almost made me late man. Sorry I was in such a hurry. Only arrived ten minutes late luckily nothing was said.
Watch tv. I think that the evil in the world is actually good being influenced. None of us are born bad. It's just events that happen to turn ppl to the dark side so to speak. The motive of the action may be noble but the action destroys the greater good. So how do you decide. Is there anyone impartial at all to be able to judge. Haha just lamenting. Eat, watch more tv and now studying. For the next few hours I hope hehe. Hope I can make it to the bbq on sat. See ya~! Ciao~!!!!

Celebrated father's day this afternoon. Went to eat chicken rice. Then buy cake, go home and eat lor. Haiyo these holidays arh.. like no freedom. I wanna study leh but then alwaez the distractions. At least I have started. Actually pretty proud of myself. But I know it's not enough. Anyway planning to study really hard in whatever spare time I have. Already dun have time. Mon to wed got band. At least after wed finally the recording stuff will be over.
Feel tired but why? What have I done haha. Slacking all the way man. Still got no time see the Star Wars DVD!!!! HAha coz I no dvd player ma must go sis house or something. Then oh yeah so long never visit bro. Gotta put these games stuff aside. But playing magic and pool last week was so fun!!!! Haha gotta focus. Really scared of d&t now as the days go by. Haiz. Haha dun know what to write le so will end here. Ciao~!!

Having a bit of a roller coaster of emotions today lolx. Went to bro there first. Lloyd also there. Bro sold him the heroclix for like $50? Which is super cheap. He didn't bring map so ended up just play untold legends. Haiyo he ask me to start collecting. I was sorely tempted but knew it would be foolhardy. To start now would mean death in the future literally. Anyway starting to really like UL especially after I upgraded my weapon to the sword with the ice attack. The blue is just so nice. I really like stuff especially magic with that mixture of blue and white.
Went to meet them then realize can wear home clothes. Haha felt like an idiot which I was. Luckily Xiang ting went my house take for me. Thanks!!!!!!! Help me alot wor this few days hahaha. Thanks alot!!!! Went to school for Faz since I was the only one able to . But HOD room locked so cannot take the stuff. Changed then me, Faz and Jeevi went to taka first to collect my book.
Sho happy to get my book!!!!!!! Waited more than a month!!!!!! The cover would have been totally cool and perfect if not for the fact that it was a bit bent? Haiz I'm very particular bout this kind of stuff. Aiyah sooner or later will liddat so leave it lor. But the cover really very nice eh. Didn't expect it to be like that. I'm thinking of ordering the Shannara series in the near future. Eh how bout Agent Z? Then I can actually get Agent Z goes Bananas! Oh man can't believe I never thought about that? Hahaha!
Went to mac to eat and Faz shoes spoil so have to hunt for glue. If only I had opened my mouth sooner! Only after deciding to buy the scotchtape did I ask the assistant for super glue. Haiz. Anyway found a shorter queue and bought the stupid thing then tried to fix the shoes. Took a rather long time but it was fun. Haha sort of.
The seminar was ok I guess. The compo one quite boring. Spent the time bullying Jiefang. At least got refreshments eh. But not so nice leh. The comphre one very good!!! HAhaha at least had a lot of humour. After that went cine then we separated coz I couldn't watch the movie. Wanted to go for class. Eh Shan joo very bad eh exploit weaknesses. You wait arh one day when I got the guts to ask teacher teach then you see arh haha.
Jiefang also join us. Surprisingly her mum didn't let her go. All the better got more ppl to bully I happy lolx. You would have thought that this group that's not watching the movie would go home right? Of course not la. Went to buy some snacks. Not me. Dun know why the mac make me feel weird. Lethargic even. And yeah the pigs spent such a long time eating. Eh this time I can call ppl pigs ok. First time ppl eat I never eat haha. You think we went home after that? They go shop shop for bag lolx. I read the book! Aiyah would be better if got some coloured pages leh. Please leh this supposed to be children's book how come so dull. After a pretty long while thought going home. In the end went back to the shop for round 2. Hahaha after that still got round 3 eh haha. But it was fun seeing the stupid Jiefang so stupid!
Finally went home. The stupid Maliryn keep on talking about the chicken skin aiyo!! Hahaha make us laugh like siao bo. And Jiefang so stupid simple game also can lose. Haiyo dun know what to say arh. After Mar and Jf parted Andrew sms. Thought what man I was so shocked. I mean dun know what la but quite speechless and angry? Dun know very weird. The ppl all I tell all got same reactions. All the !!! come out. But in the end feel quite sad. Went home, and immediatly changed and went out. Felt so tired plus this mental blow. Really wanted to chabot and go play psp but then my inner good prevailed hehe. Class was actually pretty fun. First spar with Shi ming. I think he scared of me. But I am so out of form! Please leh and you wanna go for conversion arh. Gonna make a fool of myself. I have physical strength but no stamina at all. Gotta train very hard. Wish can at least get some enthusiasm. Then kaoz spar with teacher. Pretty fun but gruelling. Dizzy. I realized it must be coz of the stupid mac. No nutrients!!! No wonder cannot survive walking so much today and cannot stand still. Wanna kick myself for doing this to my body. At least still can break the board.
Wanted to meet my cousin to pass the book. Tell her dun send the maid le still go send. Wanted to kill her eh. Make me wait so long. Doing a favour for your sis eh. Went to eat. Felt revitalised. Recovered from most of the shock. Went home, bathe, then blog lor. Haiz a long day tml. Play magic or go spf? Or both? Dun know. Gotta watch the nanny now. By the way Lost is a great show. Catch it! Hope tml will be great!!! Nite everyone...

Hi! Back again!! Had the Balloon Hat Festival yesterday. Oh yeah it was so much fun. Had some breakfast downstairs then Shan joo fetch me to spf. On the way there the bus had some difficulty going up the hill. Had to strain so hard the engine busted abit and there was a strong smell. We went down the bus then went up again. Whew lucky nothing bad happened. First we performed sitting down. I think everyone was in a high mood. Very difficult to sell the balloons eh. Lunch was pretty good. Spent loads of time doing nothing and drinking water occasionally. Not that I really wanted to drink but for lack of anything better to do... Actually even if got something to do I also dun feel like doing. Wah Dom say he got star wars dvd leh!!!! I know what I'm gonna do for my holidays now! Hehe..
So yadayada, ate more bread, and man the toilet was disgusting. Xiangting they all got come eh so good. Finally put on our uniform and wore the hat. It was pretty cool. If only the whole band had worn it. The effect would be fantastic. Moreover we are so big and organised it will look really cool.
We all so totally enjoyed ourselves!!!! Singing and dancing all the way there! Even my high standards were appeased. So fun. Weird thing is today was less hot than the rehearsal even though the times were almost the same. The good stuff about band just kept getting better. If I hadn't come back for this I would have regretted it all the way. You can't get this feeling anywhere in the world. This sense of exhilliration! We screamed ourselves hoarse and burst our hats. Walked back the now familiar path and just did nothing. It was great. My 2nd last day lolx. How often you get that huh.
The bus ride back was cool too. Play the lame games and had loads of fun. And finally, it was all over. Kept our stuff, fall in, then finish. Again. I love it. Always appreciate what you have guys. I left loving my instrument, my section, and everything. At least it was a perfect day.
Went to eat with Sheryl and others. The girls didn't eat. Went home at an ok hour exhausted but happy.
Today is bad. Maths is cool but then Remington caught us. SO instead of 2.30 to 4.30 d&t, guess what? 10.45 to 4.30. Great right. Just what I wanted. It's not as if I will improve or what lor. Nvm. The problem was my mind was still so mentally strained what with the events of so many days in a row. The thought of long hours of d&t really made me wanna cry. I felt the tears as the words hit me. Felt so strained. But still went through it. Without any heart. After that went to play pool, borrowed 2 books and went home. Chatted with Sheryl, resolved myself and trying to get my footings which I better do by this week. At least I have something to look forward to next week! Haha yeah well tt's about it. As I said still mentally strained. Oh yeah Batman replaced my Justice League!!! How could they? Now is 12.30 or 7.30. Oh man how to survive like that. Batman wasn't all that bad. At least it was the old one. Had a nice feeling watching it. Can't believe I forgot to watch it today. Lucky got repeat. And I'm gonna get my book this friday!!! Wished it could have been sooner. In fact it would have if only I had the nerve to call Sheryl on saturday. Now gotta wait till friday. Oh well you can't have everything. Ciao!