Haha juz noticed my blog is always about soccer nowadays lolx. But i can't help it!! I love my cca man. Everytime when go down to the pitch for a game the body just kicks into gear. Haha just like marching in the field. Anyways I still hate pe. And if really have to run 2.4 in that sun i tell you... hahaha i will just aim for minimum. Good news!! My appetite is back! Eh or is that bad news? Appetite back = fat rite? Hahaha shit.
Today finally go bookshop pay off debts. But i found out there is so much more lo. I really felt my temper rising. It is the first time I felt like this in a long time. Rage. No rage is bad. Think of my law of relaxation. Breathe. PW was ok. And is like the stupid old man keep on saying "what". Me and Jasper was like laughing all the way lo.
Then finally got soccer practice. Before that called Shan joo coz in the morning she was like still so sad haiz. MJ sucks. Did some fitness stuff which was good and I think im really lousy at. Then play match. Shit la now the weather keep on raining. Why dun know how to rain last time or during matches. Why during training man. I feel quite bad that when playing in a smaller area i can do better. I only got very little time left eh. Then the stupid boot finally gave in and came out. Haiz. But overall was quite happy today. But kaoz was like drenched in mud la especially my shorts. Looks like I was playing rugby today not soccer haha.
But.. the thing that always drags me down is the fact that I feel i shouldn't feel happy if Shan joo isn't. I mean what right do i have? It just doesn't feel rite la. Haiz. I really hope your problem will be solved soon. And another thing im really sad is that I really can't bear to see the seniors go. The closer we are to the tournament, the nearer is the date to say goodbye. After they leave I confirm can't defend as well one lo. I can only do things with guidance. Like say I need Cara to shout at me to stay in line. She is like the one I look up to most lo. Haiz seniors are always so important in learning. Oh well must always look ahead. Study hard everyone! Ciao..