Today sleep until so shiok man haha. Dun know what happen leh again i think i off my alarm. So yups slept all the way through until bout 2 plus. Dragged myself out of bed to get lunch.
The rest of the afternoon was spent studying. Or at least sort of. Every once in a while got an inspiration for my deck so have to try lolx. I'm scaring myself man why am i feeling nothing for this exam. No sense of urgency at all. I think it's coz i know im doomed to fail? Haiz this sucks.
Didn't go for the bbq in the end. Decided against it moreover Jf they all not going. At least if im home i can still study abit rite lolx. Oh yeah i could actually study more if joe hadn't called. And stupid me juz continued talking and talking. I was actually beginning to open my notes and stuff ya know. But now have many more ideas and inspirations.
My goal to focus has not been achieved. Disappointing. Studies are worrying me now alot. Im gonna fail everything man i juz know it. And i know my mind will juz drift during the exam and draft out my decks. I've done it in the O why would now be any different. FOCUS!! Haha guess that's the thing i've gotta learn now.