AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! Haha so tired. Like no stamina eh go school 2 days so tired le. Pe was ok i guess. But sad la. I dun think my ankle can take standing broad jump or shuttle run. So means i can't get gold this year. Nvm next week see how. Lolx i got perfect technique for shuttle run haha. Haiz. I miss tkd. Wanted to go back le then this happen. Maybe it's for the best too. Wah stunning eh during pe the teacher ask me why i not taking my econs paper. I did le but i think they nv mark the attendance haha. Wah ask me do now i will die lo everything forgot le.
Wah then today during maths lecture stupid jasper went to make the words upside down. Then we laugh until teacher fed up coz we front row. Haha it was so stupid. I mean diputs. Then wait wait then go for soccer meeting. Haiz. Why so many thing man. Can't we like juz play as a cca? If only we had more ppl lolx solve all the problem. Anyways what a relief im not the captain. Means less work haha. Sick of school lo. Anyways went to put our stuff and lace my boots. Coach got come!!! Haha so happy. But still pretty depressed. No j2s!!!! What is this man. I hate this feeling. Felt it all my life every year when a batch graduates. I thought i gotten used to it. Haiz. The pang. Lucky at least can see Kat awhile haha. Miss all of them!!! So sad eh. We trained then played a small match. I mean really small. Poor munirah's knee gave some problems again haha. Haiz already so little ppl but now me and mun injury prone. Wth man.
After training i felt emotionally and physically hurt. The bloody ground was uneven so i sort of twisted again. Then i felt guilty coz i miss the j2s so much. But my last chance to play together with them im with the band. Even though i'll do my utmost to make it but im not playing. So what's the point man. Might as well sit home and rot rite. Feel in such a bad mood now. Why must this kind of thing happen when everything was going so well but now i juz feel so drained. Time to give shan joo a call and learn to let go.