Finally it's friday. Got soccer today man so happy la. Got the familiar feeling during last period maths tutorial. Is like so excited want to run out and play hahaha. Coach came! It was overall very very fun. There was also this other coach whom i think will be coming often.
Anyways training was really soooo much fun. Like so miss soccer and coach. The new girls also not bad worz haha. We had our drills and the stupid ladder. All the things so hard la lolx. Then play a small match. Hahaha coach like give chance lo. Or maybe he's old and fat le. I prefer the latter hehe. Fact of the day: Coach is a cheat lolx. And i put my ankle guard on the wrong ankle.
There was h2o for us too. 24 cans compliments of FAS. I stayed abit to watch the testimonial match. It was not bad. Anyways coach says the new jersey looks cheap. Only those like water boys wear de. Our white one is still class haha. I went home with vanessa and we like realized we are taking the same bus and get down at the same stop lolx. So weird leh last time we sit same bus but i never see her get down. Hmm haha interesting. Anyway it was very pleasant. At least a good thing happened to me when i stepped into SR. She was my OGL hehe.
If not for the chat, i guess i would fall into a deeper funk. Anyways bought dinner mum not home good. Then talk to joe. Make me even more depressed la. There are a few major problems i have now. He make me realize that more. I'm not playing magic tml. Actually i think in my heart i never intended to. I just need some way to be able to reflect and organize my thoughts. To analyze my actions and take my own advices. Maybe it's time to use my own passion for helping others to myself. If not i am really gonna turn into the very kind of person i hate and lose all my friends around me. The problem lies with me. Why do i think so much why do i have to make things difficult for myself. Did i actually think it will work or was i juz hoping hopelessly. Think think think. As Hercule Poirot says, use the grey cells and order and method.