Wah today holiday eh. Like at last. But I think we like quite slack. Like almost every other week 4 days week leh hehe. Not that I’m complaining. Anyways I woke up quite early coz my mum ask me to eat. I tot at least good i can go study. But no i went back to sleep for a few hours more. Surprisingly shan joo asked me if wanna go band. After wake up, spent 2 hours eating lunch watching tv and doing maths i went to py haha. Sound like so big right. Actually is just 5 mins walk lolx.
My purpose of going was actually to ask her help me with maths. Which of coz she didn't. Really i felt i might as well dun bring my things better. But... I guess i have been absent for so long that i forgot how much the band is a part of me. I felt so comfortable man. I belonged there bullying them, entertaining them, and most of all teaching them. Besides the environment is indescribable. The warmth, innocence and friendliness. These juniors are great man. They are passionate, enthusiastic and they really wanna learn. So of coz wanna teach right. I lost my lethargy and fell into my role. They were playing acclamations. A nice simple song. But totally not suited for the band. Haha is the mood i guess. They just dun get it. But the thing about py from spf is that py people are fantastic. In terms of attitude and abit of aptitude. They give off very good vibes man. Haha very lucky to have been in the band my 8 years.
As for my school band? I dun really give a damn. I feel that it's totally not my style. Then again i felt the same when i knew i was going py. Haha so maybe it is a better choice than soccer? But no. I am more and more convinced that soccer is where i belong. Even though now got alot of ppl ask me stop. It's a flat NO. I couldn't believe i still knew acclamations inside out. For all the different instruments. Like coach said i had to get the music out of me. Means the music is still inside me and i know it's like stuck there. Aaaahhhh i really wish i have more time to go back. But too busy and too lousy results. Hope after that can offer more committment to the Titans.
After band i quite surprised that shan joo really stayed behind. Crazy la her sis not even there.Then go for the subject talk. As if dun know what her sis will take. So cute so smart so hardworking sure go best class no need ask right. And please la her english sucks how to take lit lolx. So me and her sis went to buy bubble tea and she bought a big gulp and we hang out at 7-11 while waiting for the mercedes to come. Haha she is so cute la. I remember last time we always fight then shan joo have to pull us apart. Actually we still fight. Anyways as usual laugh at her dumbness. Idiotic man. She go and call her dad to ask him whether can fetch me home. So i called her sis and told her about it and we had a good laugh at her dumbness haha. Then we walk around. I point at the coconut milk and say fattening. She point at the box that said 'slimming tea' and said slimming. Hahaha wanted to roll on the floor and laugh. Then got other dumb things also la. Too many lolx. Haha if ever i wanna relieve stress just go talk to her haha. Mercedes came and seems her dad also knows bout my leg. Should have known la tell shan joo something about me = whole family knows.
I quite happy coz no one home. But sis came back early to watch charmed so i also watch even though i watched before hehe. Today is friday. A year ago i would be at taekwondo. Maybe i would be at fnm. But na today at home studying. Well sort of. After all i'm not a Titan, nor a magician. Just a lousy soccer player. But after promo, i'm gonna try and be all those and more. Mr Poh thanked me for going today. But it made me feel guilty for not having gone for so long. And he reminded me of the motto 'It's all in the mind'. Maybe this is just what i need to focus on my studies. Just this small thing is all i need. But i dun seem to get it. I need to search deep within myself and find the strength now man. It will be a waste if i dun anyways. Tml sat le so fast. Must appreciate what time we all have.