I slept at 4 plus last night coz i wanted to digest my food and i finally finished reading the flash stop motion. It was pretty good. Slightly expected the ending though. I still love my flash alot. The stories just endear me. It's like even though i read the superman one and yes it is a good book. It's just a good book. Reading flash will touch me and leave an impression. And yes i still can't figure out why i like flash so much. I just do i guess hehe.
So i was saying i slept at 4 plus and woke at 9 just to go for the meeting at 10. Which was cock up from the beginning. I seriously felt that i was wasting my time and sleep. Ended up feeling more pissed than i anticipated. Anyways after that we had to wander around to find a way out. So irritating. Then me alvin and susan watch the vball girls awhile. They quite crap eh actually. Too bad noelle wasn't there hehe.
I went home, then bought my rice and bubble tea. And saw the leaders meeting hehe. Long time nv see ah lian. Really miss them man. But i was too tired to attend their practice so i went home. Quite dumb la. So sian i managed to nap abit then wake up to bathe and left. Not even my uncle house lo. Is my other uncle dun know why. Anyway is like no diff to me wherever also i dun really like. Marsiling eh. I hate the vibes from the place.
My sis came pretty late. Then they left first and since i know my parents are gonna talk and talk and talk i asked them to take me home. The whole time i was just sitting there stoning at the tv coz well i was beat and was quite depressed. I slept in the car and they decided to take me to their house instead of home. So here i am instead. Joseph called me and we finally talked things through. Although i feel quite heartpain at the amount of talk time on the phone lolx. My mum finally called coz she realized i wasn't at home hehe.
So now i'm slacking, thinking whether to read or play xbox. I feel quite bored. I think i will just sleep. Goodnight world. I had a nice balanced day.

Haha went fnm today. So fun man. Last night terence ask me ma if not i would nv have considered it. I woke quite late. Actually i had a rather interrupted sleep coz dun know why. When i need a rest and bed early, all the msges and calls start coming. Quite dumb eh. I woke pretty late and quite pleased to find myself alone at home. Slacked around, test my deck, and went to buy food. And locked myself out.
I have the habit of putting the key back whenever i open the door. Which i did and just went down to buy food. But luckily i dun have the habit of closing the big door and was able to use an umbrella outside to hook out the key. Watched tv, slacked, then bathed and took a bus down to khatib.
It was a long bus ride man. Reached there and met terence and lin teng at the kopitiam. Then we went to play fnm! Hahaha very fun. My brother Dickson there too lolx. I think i would have a pretty good time if not for the fact that my deck had 21 lands. So idiotic la. I dun have my magic number. Now i know why i'm always short of lands. What an idiot i am lo. When i faced joseph i felt quite no confidence. I felt that he should win de. So i just play. Then he tell me to slow down and i slow down and end up losing. I think i was just irritated and wanted to get it over and done with. I didn't feel like winning anyway. Today i quite irritated. More so than other days. Haiz who cares i'm still pretty happy. I learned some stuff and i hope i can improve my deck.
I dropped by chai chee to buy a packet of rice home. Felt hungry suddenly. I feel tempted to play every fnm eh. But ex eh. Some more i gave my arrogant wurm to dickson. Haha shall see how. Now studies first priority. But i alot leh. Band and tkd and soccer. How seh. Anyway i'm tired and tml got meeting in the morning. Stupid ppl. Lolx ok ciao ppl.

Oh ho. Much has happened since the exams. Overall, i guess i'm pretty happy. Today was commendation day. It was ok ba. We were bored so we sneaked out to eat rice. The ceremony was enjoyable enough and my parents came. Haha the award is dumb la. Then after that waited for the girls to take photo. Oh yeah. I was shocked when my mum called me and even more so to say she wanted me to meet someone. Turns out, that day when my future bro in law come to the house i was not here, his aunt's daughter is j1 too. So i met her for the first time in most unlikely circumstances. Hmm. Maybe her daughter will be at the wedding too. This is bad. Lucky i dun know her. She seems nice enough though.
Took a bus down to tampines to meet Joe. I was early so we watched the prestige. Wow it was a fantastic show man. Lucky Stan recommend. And lucky didn't release too late so can watch. It was not that i was taken in or what. But the show was very brilliantly crafted. I really recommend everyone to go and watch. It is definitely a must see. As usual i learned something but more so. I dun know but i was feeling pretty moody the whole day and i guess i was pretty beat but i didn't see why so i didn't accept that as a reason. Fortunately i livened up at simei. Why we went there? Coz we had nowhere else to go. So boring la singapore. Nowhere to go at all lo.
But felt hungry so went banquet to eat. Quite good eh the soup. Then walk around the cd shops looking for Stan's american psycho thing to no avail. Finally went home and being so drowsy i took the wrong bus. Changed and went to bedok to look for the dvd again. I think really banned in singapore eh. And now i'm home half asleep lolx.
Today is my mum bday, tml my sis bday. Hehe ytd was pretty roller coaster for me too. I'm getting busier and busier as the weeks go by. And i havent even achieved my goals. More major would be to go back to band and practice and most importantly, taekwondo. I'm long overdue to take my belt and i hope i am allowed to take it. Haiz going to sleep le. Hope tml i will go fnm, and if i go, i hope i dun fair too badly. At least give me the experience and advice i need. Haiz for those who made it to next year, well done man. Seriously good show dudes. Those that didn't. Well. Friends forever dudes. Will be there for you no matter what. Ok gtg go off to dreamland ppl. Ciao.

Whew wow still so shagged. Had school ytd. It was totally lame. Friday the 13 ok. First i woke up half an hour late. Then in my haste in the dark i turned my bag upside down and out dropped my deck box. And it broke!!! I wanted to seriously curse but i didn't. So sad la. My deck box you know!!
But i managed to calm down and even managed to catch a big bus and wasn't late. So quite ok. But quite tired eh. I couldn't take it the pw lecture was so dumb and i juz fell asleep. Despite the assembly ending slightly late the lecture finished half an hour earlier than planned. So means got a good 4 hrs to kill before chem. Siao lo. We just aimlessly took a bus to kovan and after abit of talk juz went to mac.
Had lots of fun talking crap as usual lolx. But 4 hrs eh. So dumb. Went back to school and found kat and ili studying. I feel so bad that they are studying while i feel so happy but nothing i can do also. I wish i can do something. Then also saw cara kwok so funny. Hard to imagine but i slacked the 4 hrs away and finally got chem. Actually felt so tired dun feel like going le. But lucky sia. They give out the paper and some warning lolx.
Wah depressing man. Dun wanna talk about it. After a dumb morning followed by quite a nice day had to have this stupid 2 hrs. I think can throw away the uniform le la. Went home and after awhile couldn't take it and did something i should have done long ago. Take a nice long nap. I woke up 10 plus and lucky my sis can buy food. Then later on in the night kena scolding. I tell u arh my dad gets on my nerves. Always act nice for a period of time after that some idiot. Stupid hypocrite.
Today quite ok in the morning no one at home when i went out. I like. Then can take my time and make as much noise as i want. Meet joseph then go library and eat. Then went sembawang meet the guy. Quite nice eh he. Lucky. Quite a good deal. Then went khatib so waste time but nvm. Then go past bishan and terence and stanley boarded the train!! Yes the both of them!! Haha wah feels good after so long lo. Our other halves are here lolx. We went down to char kway teow for the tourney.
In the end 3 of us played. I was quite angry with joseph la. Say im cold hearted just coz i wanna play the tourney and not spend time with stan. But wtf i plan for this day very long le. Is very special to me lo. I was seriously in a no mood for the game la. In the end he also play. Why not go out with stan and leave me and terence here.
I think i played ok ba. Better than normal i guess lolx. Haiz last day le. Bye kodama of the north tree. My faithful friend. Bye meloku my one man army hero. Bye snakes my first deck. I felt quite sad ba. Then went for dinner with everyone and went home. Now i feeling quite depressed. Alot of things made me think. I haven't been sleeping really early nowadays but i have been getting easier and better sleep but with weird dreams. A simple thing is made more complicated. I just feel in a mess. Dun know who i am. Feel so lost. That's the only word. I've been trying to do too much. I am such a loser.

Haha wah so shagged man. Everytime go out whole day de. Mon went out with Noelle, Loong eye and Jing Wen.. I met them after the movie coz i decided i was too scared to watch stay alive lolx. Besides i was really tired and was slightly late also lo lolx. Wah walk so much haha. But it was fun la. Then we sat down on some seats and talk so comfortable. Coz leg tired ma hehe. Finally the ever energetic jing wen got us up and walking again.
Went to the library and such and just had loads of fun lolx. Noelle didn't eat dinner with us so we went back to ps again.The whole day we teasing jing wen bout her blondness. Coz we suspect she is actually a blond. Oh yeah before we went home i whack time spiral. Haiz only got avalanche riders. I like it but it's not worth much lolx.
When i got home i found out i missed the opportunity for my sis to fetch me to her house to stay the night. I would have liked to but anyway tues needed to go school for the meeting. Which i ended up missing coz surprise i overslept. So thankfully i had a day of rest. Just spent the whole day reading and playtesting.
Ytd went to school for palette. Which was surprisingly fun hehe. I always like to teach so it was fun for me. Anyways my girls very zai man. I chose qian qian group and it turned out great. I told them all to consider soccer lolx. We learnt how to tie knots in odac and it was ok. I mean i learnt something but it was pretty boring. Lucky got qian qian hehe. The stupid ccs suppose to have 8 ppl. In the end only 3 guys. And we didn't even attend coz there was not enough room anyways. So lame. So we slacked for almost an hour and went to the hall.
We sat together, cheered together, laughed and talked. I'm real proud of the soccer gals man. I hope next year they can at least make it to the finals. They deserve that much. I will definitely give my full support. Then we went to have photo taking. So lame la. My class already so small 13 ppl then 2 nv come so 11 take pic. So dumb lo lolx. Then went eat and go do pw in the library. Quite a waste of time ba. In the end also print wrong thing and bookshop close le. Went home and so happy my mum cook dinner again and this time my sis came. I miss another chance to stay over coz today got meeting!
Is so stupid. Go all the way to school just to hear all those useless stuff. They dun know how to give presentation de leh. Needless to say i was seriously bored. But lucky earlier i had one and a half big sandwich and a slice of cheese cake thanks to my big sis who bought it last night. So i was slightly more tolerable. Then rushed to the library to print out the stupid thing.
But the diskette cannot so must ask lw email. Mr ho really got on my nerves but in the end he help quite alot. It was not my fault la is the stupid com. So he know le jiu suan. Finally binded and handed in the stupid thing. And i got this strange feeling that he is impressed with me. As in not for today the thing, but for overall. I guess that's good but i would like to know why.
Then i went to the library and fell asleep while waiting for joe. Finally could go to simei and spent the rest of the day there. One guy was there and we just played. Quite boring but ok ba. This is not the kind of magic i like. And again clive came and he was super duper lucky again. That time he opened 3 rares. This time, his time shifted card was blue with no p/t. Due to his immense luck the previous time i thought it was too good to be true if it were a psionic blast. In the end it was! I was immediately like what the fuck and wanted to overturn the table in frustration lolx. He is seriously super lucky lo.
The rest of the time i just kept on losing to my own decks. Which was pretty irritating and frustrating. How am i going to get to top 4 on sat man. Haiz. Then my mum called and i realized it was pretty late. Took mrt to tampines and met my sis and mum. Had a pretty good dinner at pasta mania then went home. I ate pasta and half a pizza. Now feeling reluctant to go school tml but still feel i must lolx. Feel very aimless nowadays.
Aaaaaa i hope my magic can make it. Actually lots more on my mind but will stop here for now. Take care everyone.

Wah finally promos over le. It was a very very very long week man. My maths arh things should know de dun know lolx. Nvm finish le. Then we went mac to eat and had lots of fun laughing hehe. I mean Jing Wen still remembers i advertise for swatch. So i was quite touched. Hahaha we had a good laugh and i hope i will get to laugh about it next year. Haiz lolx.
I decided it was still early so i went to simei to meet joseph practice my snakes. I was downstairs when i remembered i forgot. Went up to get it and realized i had locked my key in the house. So cannot go and take my most important deck lolx. Actually no point going le but i just went anyway. Then saw dom cheng and zun haha. They took 9 with me. It was still the same there. Quite tense. I also didn't want to say anything coz it was a public place and i wasn't familiar with the people there. I am beginning to like the place.
Went to meet the girls and guys at 85. As usual the usual people were late. It was good la have this gathering. Very fun hehe. Food like not enough eh lolx. But the rice was nice. Then all 12 of us went to Shan joo house lolx. Lucky her dad had the van and drove all of us. We were so noisy man. And somemore alot of her relatives were there. But i was pretty tired then already. My initial plan was to chiong home sleep and at night go fnm. But now all energy wasted. But it was ok. Eh play with ah lian stress is very stressful. I will beat her one day. My sis fetched me home on the way and the haze was terrible. It was like so smelly and everything.
Then ytd was supposed to play soccer budden cancel coz is way too hazy le. Went to khatib to get the cards from terence. Haha wah miss the place man. The environment lolx. Then went to bishan and after awhile we took bus to toa payoh. At least we were supposed to. But he kept quiet and we ended up in little india. Actually would have gone further budden it was the first mrt i saw so i got down lolx and took train to tpy. So took the train like 3 times la so irritating. On the way we finally talked it through. I was too tired to argue much anyway and the stupid haze was getting me down.
I played at ckt and i pretty much sucked. At least i knew why. The normal thing lo try to stuff too much into one. Anyways i only had 3 remands. Dun care i will fair better the next time. It was fun anyways although i still got very irritated. Finally could go home and we went to bedok library were it was so fresh lolx. Then went to eat and finally things were back to normal lolx. I got my best friend back.
Today went to test my sis food again. Wah not bad man. But some things sucked too but overall it was much better. Then went to simei. Played with this guy's deck and i thought i was losing coz i tot there was no way i can outrun his potential life gain. But i did anyway lolx. Score one for my snakes which i by the way edited le coz i knew what the problem was. And had lots of fun coz meet new people and can talk bout stuff. We played all the way til bout 8 plus and left at 9.
The guy we met today arh i seriously nv see anyone so lucky lo. With time spiral there was now a chance to get 3 rares in a pack. And he got 3. First we saw a foil rare something which i dun care. Then a mystic enforcer. And to top it off a serra avenger lolx. So cool man. And the other guy quite sua gu. Khatib is more of our place ba. As in the standard. Down here they play for fun and dun know what they playing. New players too. But it's convenient. Just come lo.
I'm quite happy ba so far but still tired. Haven't got proper rest. Too much magic broke le. Haiz. I'm brain dead and i dun have time to do all that i want to. Will try and squeeze in everything and have fun. Ok gonna read my book. Enjoy your freedom people. Ciao.

Promos!!! Dun know what to do man. I hope i can at least retain. Can't imagine my life with the team just cut off just like that, or not having this kind of lifestyle, and see my friends.
I study my butt off for the first few days. Then i lost steam. Just so tired. Everyday after exam come back sleep le. Haiz. Anyways today computing i like totally didn't study for it. I was so totally no mood. I went to the library for a while then went to go school. Thankfully there was a big bus lolx.
He finally replied me. Well it's not a reply. More like a request. I should have juz retorted back. But i didn't. Actually i was still undecided. But at the point in time i immediately decided to spend friday night having dinner with my friends, than friday night magic. It was a wrench because i had planned this night for very very long. Well. Things are not as nice without your best friend. But truth be told i am still extremely angry. And i dun get angry easily these days. Something must have really touched my values or annoyed me so much to this extent.
Anyways computing today. If you ask me i can't think of a more wasteful thing to do for 3 hrs. I think the total time i spent on the paper was 45mins tops. We all fooling around. And the stupid air con blew directly where my hands were. There was no way i can put them out of the way. And the whole time it was freezing when i trying to write or sleeping or what. At 4 i asked the teacher to get ready.
I homed and now have a new ritual. Kim Possible, then Justice League Unlimited. But today cannot superman coz Ili kindly invited me over to eat dinner! Hahahaha wah thanks alot man. I think i depleted your supply of rice le lolx. But it was great. Waste not right. I think she had a nightmare trying to teach me maths. But i picked up stuff and im truly thankful for it. Thanks again man. I just hope tml wun come out all those stupid complicated way of asking stuff. Hope got enough to pass man.
Homed again pretty late and alas had no mood to study again. Part of me was already celebrating. My parents are like so nice nowadays. As in the way they treat me. Haiz but it's usually like that before the storm. I am such a loser man. Kat what Captain Marvel. There's nothing about me that deserves such a comment. Inside i am rotten to the core. Haiz.
Depressed. But at the same time feeling a sense of happiness welling inside of me. Even though i know it will be short lived. There is much to think about. Like what are my plans after promos. Initially was meet and play. Now i think is go home sleep. Lolx alot on my mind. Haiz. I miss taekwondo. I miss soccer. I miss Magic. I miss spending a lazy afternoon with not a care in the world. Tml will be the last paper for most of us. C'mon everyone let's cross the finish line together =p