Whew wow still so shagged. Had school ytd. It was totally lame. Friday the 13 ok. First i woke up half an hour late. Then in my haste in the dark i turned my bag upside down and out dropped my deck box. And it broke!!! I wanted to seriously curse but i didn't. So sad la. My deck box you know!!
But i managed to calm down and even managed to catch a big bus and wasn't late. So quite ok. But quite tired eh. I couldn't take it the pw lecture was so dumb and i juz fell asleep. Despite the assembly ending slightly late the lecture finished half an hour earlier than planned. So means got a good 4 hrs to kill before chem. Siao lo. We just aimlessly took a bus to kovan and after abit of talk juz went to mac.
Had lots of fun talking crap as usual lolx. But 4 hrs eh. So dumb. Went back to school and found kat and ili studying. I feel so bad that they are studying while i feel so happy but nothing i can do also. I wish i can do something. Then also saw cara kwok so funny. Hard to imagine but i slacked the 4 hrs away and finally got chem. Actually felt so tired dun feel like going le. But lucky sia. They give out the paper and some warning lolx.
Wah depressing man. Dun wanna talk about it. After a dumb morning followed by quite a nice day had to have this stupid 2 hrs. I think can throw away the uniform le la. Went home and after awhile couldn't take it and did something i should have done long ago. Take a nice long nap. I woke up 10 plus and lucky my sis can buy food. Then later on in the night kena scolding. I tell u arh my dad gets on my nerves. Always act nice for a period of time after that some idiot. Stupid hypocrite.
Today quite ok in the morning no one at home when i went out. I like. Then can take my time and make as much noise as i want. Meet joseph then go library and eat. Then went sembawang meet the guy. Quite nice eh he. Lucky. Quite a good deal. Then went khatib so waste time but nvm. Then go past bishan and terence and stanley boarded the train!! Yes the both of them!! Haha wah feels good after so long lo. Our other halves are here lolx. We went down to char kway teow for the tourney.
In the end 3 of us played. I was quite angry with joseph la. Say im cold hearted just coz i wanna play the tourney and not spend time with stan. But wtf i plan for this day very long le. Is very special to me lo. I was seriously in a no mood for the game la. In the end he also play. Why not go out with stan and leave me and terence here.
I think i played ok ba. Better than normal i guess lolx. Haiz last day le. Bye kodama of the north tree. My faithful friend. Bye meloku my one man army hero. Bye snakes my first deck. I felt quite sad ba. Then went for dinner with everyone and went home. Now i feeling quite depressed. Alot of things made me think. I haven't been sleeping really early nowadays but i have been getting easier and better sleep but with weird dreams. A simple thing is made more complicated. I just feel in a mess. Dun know who i am. Feel so lost. That's the only word. I've been trying to do too much. I am such a loser.