Oh the beginning of the week. As expected, it's gonna be a looong week ahead. Common test next week!!! Oh man.
I guess i had a pretty normal day. Dun get me wrong i love normal days. Oh yeah i juz rmbed. The idiot that was supposed to buy my card canceled on me in one of the worse possible ways and i felt like calling him and giving him a piece of my mind which luckily i didn't. Scum like that should just let me kick.
Ah then since monday so got soccer. I studied abit of econs then went off for training. It was... well like last time lo. Juz abit different. i love the company and all. But there was something missing. Actually that's how i feel like these days ya know. There's something missing in my life, something not there. And i really can't think what but it's bugging me the whole time. Oh well. I'm sure time will tell.
Oh yeah so soccer was like that lo blah blah. And i felt a real ache when i saw the formation. I remembered my coach so vividly then and missed him. For lots of reasons. I guess mostly because the spot that he wanted me to play but nv got the chance to really play it out is played by someone else. Anyway there was a bigger agenda at hand, namely getting a gk. That has always been a problem and it's real irritating for many reasons for which none i will discuss here. So training ended real late and i sort of resent that coz i really wanna study for the stupid common test that im sure i'll fail anyway and mr hohoho is gonna be so happy.
I feel like a failure. Doing too much. But it's not even half off what i wanna accomplish. Gotta break away the guilt. Coz i really couldn't help it. The choice is, only one school. Obviously it's sr. Maybe i'll contribute more next year i dun know. But by then i will be focusing on alot of other stuff, especially magic.
Ah!! The other sound calling to me from my heart!!! I have never regretted taking on the game. And i'm sure i never will.
OK FOCUS!!! Gotta make it for next week's common test with decent grades if not i'm really done for. Fat hope anyway. Ok at the very least let my computing get E grade and i will be through the roof =)
Oh yeah and Jojo's 'How to touch a girl' really got me hooked. Go get the song ppl.