Ok ytd sucked. My first opponent? Bernard. Then i tot can face some noob. 2nd opponent? Wilbur. Gone liao la. But i guess ytd i learned alot. 1stly for this deck gotta kickstart with the bird or elf and a 2nd turn something kind of hand. Keep up the pressure. 2ndly. Fuck care of whoever i'm facing. 3rdly. Have a good rest and good food b4 tourneys. Kaoz the 2 ppl i face are the only 2 that i have no confidence in. No matter what i do i always have that fear and it's that fear i lose to. What a loser i was ytd. Oh yeah. And stan confirmed my suspicions. I juz hope i dun bump into him at the qualifiers. The thought of him still creeps me out pretty bad.

Went to see baby Alysa this morning!!! I hate to see her only once a week coz i miss so much. Every week she just grows like nobody's business. Hahahaha today smiling all the way!! Can smile big big le u know! Then kick here kick there like trying to get up and walk. So funny when we turned off the music she immediately started crying lolx. Then we turned it on and she calmed down again and smile smile everywhere. I went home, and took my 2nd bath. This freaking hot and humid weather is really getting me down. I feel like being in a swimming pool 24/7. Then i watched the heroes marathon. My fav episode is 17 coz it's so heartwarming =D. He planned for himself to get shot to protect his Clare. Like how cool is that?

Oh then in the evening went to auntie violet house to have spag for dinner. I did specify my all time fav food is spag cooked by my SIS but well this could do. It was great actually. I ate a mountain of spag, a couple of garlic bread, lots of ice cream, pineapple, and helped tracy complete a level she has been struggling to complete. Not bad for one evening eh? The old women one side, the old men outside, and the 2 kids playing game. I think quite cool. When reach home is the repeat of episode 17 again and i watched and still feel good. U dun get many nice shows these days.

Sean Covey has helped open my eyes to many things. I dun need the darn book actually. I just need someone there to constantly nudge me back since im totally incapable of doing it myself. Well no matter i will hit the books(papers) NOW and follow covey instructions. What will happen? Find out soon after these messages..