Shall not talk bout my girls match. They just gotta learn that fighting spirit. Interestingly, a door was opened up for me. Well, almost open. Just see if i got what it takes to shove it open the rest of the way or not. I was taken by surprise at the offer but what the heck i got nothing to lose so i'll just take it =)) The adults even DL asked me too anyway so well juz do it. D-day will be on next tues then i'll know if i can make part of my dreams come true =)))

I am worn by work and all the things i trying to stuff into my schedule. I was sort of late twice and i hate it. Why why why i cannot pull myself up? Plus if this door does open up... Everything will be at war again and somehow or other everything will clash together.

Oh i saw my Sheryl Keith and El today. Happy! And eh pay - hurry up come!