I have been so tired lately. When i go work is like machiam going sch the timing again. Well so the moment of truth is tml. Not that i dun know what it will be. But im still afraid. Even more so coz Shan joo is not in singapore so there's the additional insecurity i dun need. But i know that it's only tonight. I know that when the time comes, i will still laugh my head off. I have more or less decided my path i just need the approval and support of everyone around me. Sometimes i feel i will never smile again. That every moment i enjoy is my last. Maybe is good for me to finally fail at something. I did not pay the price so i will not get the goods.
So the question is. Can i pay the price this time?