It's only when you're about to lose something that u live it to the fullest you know? After getting tenth last week i finally gathered the courage to check my ratings again. I rmb last time every week i will eagerly check up on my progress. Haiz so disappointing. I dun know why the decline started. I was slowly but surely shooting up, then omg the descent was scary. Yeah i think the A levels really screwed me over la. The !@#$ most stupid thing is im 2 points below him. Like wtf? I got til the end of the month to show some decent ratings then it's over man. I can forget bout nationals. I can forget that magic even exists. Everything will be shipped over to my sis house. I mean carred coz we dun own a ship.

The camp was like a camp. Haiz i feel for them. Hope they all get enough rest and can recover for the new term. Alot on my mind now like seriously alot. But still doesn't stop me from falling asleep in work. I think i need attach a mini alarm in my ear to shock me into waking up everytime i doze.

Eh i learned something today. DUN EVER attempt to wear anything white in band during the monsoon season. And ALWAYS ALWAYS wear specs when playing magic. Oh shan joo going again i hope i dun get in trouble or anything. Anyways please help me pray for sunny weather tml!