Ooo how exciting. Like one more day left. I well rmb how i felt 4 years ago. But every batch is radically different, each with their own setbacks to overcome. I will always regret my 2yrs absence, even though i believe it happened for a reason. How could i miss seeing my Roast Pork and the sec 4s grow up i can nv ans myself. Haha ask me when i was pri 6 almost crying when i was posted to pingyi whether i would ever feel this depth of emotions i think i would just slap you. Maybe it was better for me not to have gone to tk also if not i would always have this myopic impression of py. But i definitely would have done better academically so... haha u can't have everything.
Whatever happens on sat, it's irrelevant. The process was the most important. It's how you carry yourself out on that day, everything is up to you. If the process hasn't taught you enough for sat, then you have wasted your months of effort. For the process was the true test, this sat merely a fancy way of showing what you've learnt. I always feel everything is up to the heart to decide. I seldom put things in words because i feel them so deeply instead. Everything is written onto my heart. It's really something wonderful you can never run out of space in your heart. You can just keep loving and your heart will just keep giving you more and more space for love. Whatever feelings or experiences can just store there. Is like an infinite storage utility. So i got another baby coming up i can open an account for her =D
Wah i am feeling so proud and blessed now. These kids are really something. Whatever the outcome, i will be satisfied. No regrets! Thanks i had a heck of a brilliant time.